>sober for 31 days
>depressed as fuck
>bored to death
>suicidal urges back
>no desire to do anything but eat, sleep, do my school work, go to my shitty part time job, sometimes play guitar and sing, and occasionally work out at the gym
>cigarette in the morning is the highlight of my day
I want to drink again or at least smoke weed but I know that will only makes things worse...
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>>24870805
>no desire to do anything but eat, sleep, do my school work, go to my shitty part time job, sometimes play guitar and sing, and occasionally work out at the gym
oh wow you have no desire to do anything other than live a complete life?
man that is just so sad and terrible
>smoking 2 cigarettes a day for the past year
>in the last 2 weeks had random incidents of trouble breathing
>not sure if panic attacks or a lung collapsed
>cant sleep because im suffocating
>Cant get enough air in my lungs
>quit smoking cigarettes 3 days ago
>already feel better
>want to kill myself every waking minute because...
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>>24870909
lol fuck off dude, I have no friends or girlfriend and can barely do those things as it is, my job is shitty as fuck and I don't have anyone to talk to there, don't talk to anyone at school, and do the same thing every day. That's not a complete life.
who else here /sexuallyabusedasachild/?
I feel you. You are not alone.
I don't know if I was.
It might have been a dream.
>>24869971
Yeah.
Sucks.
Whatcanyado.
Which MMO you playing?
Which world/server?
Which class do you main?
Pic related.
Primal, Phoenix.
White Mage.
I play world of warcraft. I've been on and off with this game for almost a decade.
I main a protection warrior atm.
>>24869949
I play ff14 too OP.
Aether, Siren
Dragoon/Warrior
FF14
Cactuar, WHM/WAR/ARC
Thinking of moving to Balmung
Again and again
>>24868855
I have some serious bouts of depression during a week and in those times, I take everything personally. I read a blog about some woman experiencing all sorts of harrassment from guys and all I could picture was me and how I make people uncomfortable. It reminded me of why I keep to myself...I just don't want to ruin someones day...
>>24868907
How would you ruin someone's day? You don't go out of your way to harass people, do you?
Bump for great threads always
So some poster posted in the Vocaroo thread (that just got deleted) a story about how Eggman is actually a CIA/FBI/NSA/Reptilian plant who is solely here to make people depressed.
Thoughts?
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1raB05Vqeq1
Pic related: Eggman dressed far too well for his supposed $10,000 a year income
>>24868027
>Pic related: Eggman dressed far too well for his supposed $10,000 a year income
>Implying it costs a lot of money to look like that
Eggman looks handsome in his cardigan.
>>24868059
Listen to the vacaroo
General Topic: Can BDSM be yandere?
> Related Hentai, Images and fan creations, Yandere Stories and Q&A.
Related Sites:
> General Pastebin: http://pastebin.com/0B1TQuYb
> IRC Channel: #yandere on irc.rizon.net / port 6667
> IRC Connection Tutorial: http://i.imgur.com/5teKhJn.png
http://pastebin.com/uAVi8RjT
Additional Resources:
> Location Triangulation: http://www.geocreepy.com/
>...
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first for that feel when no gf
that feel when the guy you like is banging a girl significantly better than you in every position all day all the time
>tfw no yandere gf
What's it like to have one?
don't even see any reason to have daylight OP images anymore lads edition
>>24865037
first for lisa
arsenal 2-0 up lads, having a celebratory mince pie
>>24865098
Soup's on, baby.
>kids born 20 years ago are 18 now
>>24876454
Kid's born 20 years ago are 20 now anon.
no, they're 20
how stupid can u get
>NINETEEN (19) years old
>dorming at college
>have literally never gotten drunk despite very much wanting to
>no friends to get booze from
>terrible social anxiety so can't go to parties where booze might be present
>too stupid to get a fake ID
>too much of a coward to just try buying booze anyway
O-only a year and some months to go...
>>24875806
>buying the liquid jew
Just save your money
alcohol is a terrible drug, kiddo.
>>24875806
>living in a dorm
>wanting to drink
>posting pepe
You normalfags don't even try to be a robot.
I started a shit job a few weeks ago.
That said, I did a carry-out for a customer the other day, and while she was helping me get the thing in her car, one of her tits pressed up against my hand.
She looked at me, smiled, and said
"Oh...Sorry!"
Just thought I'd let you guys know. It was pretty great.
That's cool. My ex gf had c 32s and i would play with her tits daily. Best 6 months of my life (until it all went to shit).
>>24875685
>She didn't scream rape
ALL GOOD LOOKING PEOPLE NEED TO GET OFF MY BOARD REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYou also missed an oppurtunity to squeeze sime lemons.
>>24876068
This board doesn't just belong to you bro-bot.
>tfw jerking off when you aren't even horny
Is there a worse after-feel?
>>24875633
I usually jerk off in the shower in the mornings before class so I don't have the urge to do it later and get distracted. It doesn't make me feel bad though.
>>24875633
yeah it's worse when you lose your hard on because porn is just depressing but you make yourself get hard and jerk off anyway
>>24875674
>jerking off in shower
>jerking off in morning
These are both awful masturbation practices
Hello, /r9k/. How are you?
I'm a med student, I'll graduate July of 2016.
You can ask me stuff.
My heart has been feeling weak lately and i straight up almost had a real heart attack a few days ago. I think its my drinking but short of quiting what can i do to help my heart?
>>24875639
How old are you? Male or female?
Please describe this weakness feeling. How was this "heart attack" event? How much do you drink wach day? Do you smoke? What do you usually eat during the day?
>>24875612
My beard is getting new hairs despite I am 25. Is it possible?
How does /r9k/ feel about women who smoke?
>>24875578
Many of the views I hold are nearly the opposite of those held by your average, or stereotypical, robot.
That said, I would have zero issues with becoming involved with a woman who smokes because of the other traits that tend to be associated with such women; those traits being ones commonly assigned to a rebellious person.
Now, there are many things I dislike about and views I disagree with that are held by counterculture types. My reason for preferring an "alternative" girl is that I don't...
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>>24875578
Absolutely disgusting and this is an original comment.
>>24875578
Why are here fingers purple?
Any black/half black guys here who would never date interracially? I don't trust white women because of times they tried to take advantage of me. I had an economics class and this one redhead girl invited me to her place to study. It seemed innocent enough. To get there, I had to walk out in the rain to her apartment off campus, it was very dark and cold and there were lots of streetlights which made me feel kinda uncomfortable.
Well, I made it there, and we were studying, it all seemed fine. Then she offered me some "tea". I say "tea", because it turns out it was steeped with marijuana plants. She then tried to take advantage of me, saying she had her eye on me in class for a couple weeks, and always wanted to do this to me. I felt weird, and nervous, and she tried to put her hand under my shirt to touch my chest. At that point, I mustered the strength to get the fuck out of there and I ran back home in the rain, had my mummy make me some hot cocoa, and I sat in my bed shaking. I never felt so violated by someone before.
>>24875175
that's like attempted rape
>>24875175
Iktfb
One time i almost touched an african
I still had the leg amputated just in case of transmission though
I just read this in the /v/ cyberpunk thread you can't fool me OP
>people actually walk around in their houses with shoes on
>people are autistic enough to care
Only white Americans do this
>>24875178
Nothing quite like dragging shit from outside all over your floor.