Why does no one respond to my posts about being chronically sad, tired, and empty? I just want to have a rational discussion about why I and others feel this way, and whether there's anything we can do about it without meds/therapy.
>>29437456
its takes strength to kind and gentle
>>29437456
Because therapy is your best option if you can't solve the problem on your own. 4chan can't provide that for you.
Because everyone on this board asked these questions a long time ago and already know the answers to these questions.
The truth is your depressed, you need to seek treatment or this mental condition could get worse.. So bad, you might start perceiving everyone in your life as selfish egotistical assholes because they don't try to reach out to you... No one wants to hang out with a debbie downer, faggot...
It's the season, and I want to play baseball.
How does a 19 year old shut-in NEET with no social skills go about finding a group of people to play baseball with?
I want to just go to a sandlot and be invited to play with the neighborhood, like in the animes
>>29437430
>How does a 19 year old shut-in NEET with no social skills go about finding a group of people to play baseball with?
You don't.
You'll get used to it.
Am I stupid?
Is it normal for roommates to total fucking faggots?
I got kicked out of my house about 2 weeks ago so I'm having to live in student accommodation.
>eat my food even though it's labelled
>come in my room just to use my deodorant, even if I'm asleep
>make fuck loads of noise then complain even I listen to music
>never clean anything up
>come in drunk, puke everywhere then have extremely loud sex
Are they trying to send messages that they hate me or is this normal?
Tell them to cut their shit or you'll cut them.
>>29437409
Who is this semen demon?
Origato
>>29437409
>I got kicked out of my house about 2 weeks ago so I'm having to live in student accommodation.
Maybe you're doing something wrong, did you get them butthurt? Have you tried talking to them? Try to only buy food that's non perishable and keep inside your room instead that will solve the fags stealing your stuff.
How about we stop the reeing and post some cool art, robots? Anything is welcome. Bonus points if comfy.
I just want to rest from this nightmare
Pretty morbid
Cool art is awesome.
If you are not retarded, you can't be a robot. Prove me wrong.Pro tip: you can't
>>29437359
are you retarded anon?muted
I am a MRA. Do I win?
>>29437392
Of course, why do you think I open a thread to discuss this fucking shit?
This guy literally has a gf irl. What's your excuse robots?
I have my out-of-state practice gf but I'm too much of a NEET to leave the house and get a real one. Also masturbating to each other satisfies my needs anyway so fuck it
>>29437347
proof?
even if he has, he got lucky and she probably fetishizes him
>>29437347
rather no gf than a planet gf
>D-do you wanna try on my gauntlets that I'm making anon?
>>29437336
>outie belly button
HNNNNNNGGGGGGGGG
>>29437417
>N-no! P-please don't look at my ugly belly button!
>>29437336
Moar!!, my fair Maiden
Got a double date with a freind somehow. Is girl just flaked on him hard via text. Im waiting right now for my flake.... wtf do I text to confirm or what? Did her freind just do all the work?
>>29437331
>Is girl just flaked
STOP BEING A FAGGOT NIGGER WANNABE AND SPEAK ENGLISH
>>29437451
His girl
>>29437492
What does flaked mean?
I'm poor and scared of leaving my house, is there anything everybody has lying around at home that you can get a good high from?
>>29437292
Try huffing airhorn gas.
Cough syrup, forgot the Specific ingredient that needs to be in it Since I haven't used it Since high high school.
Was tripping around 24 hours
>>29437339
dextromethorphan
you need that as the ONLY active ingredient
any other will either make you puke or seriously hurt your liver
if you have whipped cream huff the gas in that.. sorta fun
>hear footsteps in the hallway
>immediately start having suicidal thoughts
Fucking christ. This can't only happen to me
>>29437285
death is coming anon, it knows
>>29437285
I dont get it. Why?
I remember this feeling from when I was younger. Whenever my dad came home. I knew he would be mad at me but could never guess what it would be for.
Post things that cheer you up.The only two things that cheer me up are cute anime girls and my tulpa, so here's a pic of my tulpa
>>29437270
A tulpa is an imaginary friend, anon. That's a pretty unhealthy delusion to foster.
Frosted butts never fails to cheer me up.
>>29437326
It's not a delusion, in witch I got convinced already more that once. She's the only person that really cares about me.
Interesting cat btw.
>>29437433
It is a delusion, anon. It works the same way dissociative identity disorder works. It's a natural defence mechanism you are using to avoid severe loneliness and emotional neglect. It will only cripple you later in life. You should look into therapy, especially if you're young and already this lonely.
>be me, 13 year old american.
>get diagnosed with bipolar disorder (mood swings, irritability, impulsivity etc../ depressive cycles, loneliness, sense of worthlessness etc..)
>receive divalproex sodium, my first DRUG!!!
>fast foward--->six months, no change, still depressed, cant concentrate at school, somehow get good grades because of my superior intelligence/genetics
>tfw surrounded by plebs, Chads and Staceys, constant headaches
>tfw few friends based on mutual musical and pop culture interest
>wanna have sex, wanna fuck my psychiatrist and my teachers
>fap 24/7, too autistic to make a move
>write thesis on special relativity and ignore anything that does not grab attention, experiment cannabis with friends to no effect
>pass with relatively good grades
>been using computers since I was 10, learn things mostly by tinkering, same with guitar and filmaking, have too many hobbies and interests and never finalize anything, ever.
>constantly depressed, add venlafaxine to treat.
>get angry, get depressed, move to different country, bipolar becomes a misdiagnosis, no more meds.
>be 16, still virgin, discover qt's and alcohol
>quit school, get job (bartender/waiter) because money, lose virginity to random slut behind a bush after massaging her.
>Anxiety for possible STD
>be aspiring filmaker, still working in hotels
>Drink and eat like a true patrician, work at world famous hotel, meet VIP and serve politicians,CEO's,Sultans, Royalty and the celebs I deemed total hacks, discover cocaine, fuck yeah!
>Things degenerate, drink too much at work, get fired, depression gets worse, drinking gets worse.
>tfw narcissistic beta autistic depressed with ADHD general anxiety or possible bipolar disorder, sober up for 1 year, cant nail 10/10 qt3.14's, get bored, need alcohol to slow down racing thoughts, smoke weed as well, becomes my favorite drug.
... cont
>born too late to explore the earth, born too soon to explore the galaxy, born JUST in time to browse dank memes
>discover the selfish gene and the 48 laws of power
>become redpilled
>discover the PUA community
>read countless books on social dynamics, social engineering, evolutionary genetics
>sarge hundreds of girls
>sex is ok but not worth it most of the time
>get bored of sex, women are boring and most of them stupid.
>travel the world looking for potential soulmate , find hope in several smart and sexy young women, also consume excessive amounts of cocaine, alcohol and weed, lose money and posessions.
>feel like killing myself
>randomly meet love of my life, smartest woman I have ever met, free spirited and well informed on any relevant topic that matters in her life (she would later tell me "I'm not a bitch, I'm THE bitch.)
>try to sarge her, conversation turns to what we were doing, seeking a potential mate.
>mention something about energy (bitches love energy)
>fuck on the beach, fall in love,make plans for the future etc... be pragmatic and agree to an open sexual relationship and occasional threesome
>Separate for a while, meet again, she says she had sex with someone, I did not, feel cucked and no weed, drink the pain away, too much, we fight.
>after days she forgives me, but I'm FUBAR.
>leave her, leave everything, become NEET, she gets married a year later.
>have manic and aggressive episodes, depression is unipolar, receive quetiapine and diazepam to treat mania, no antidepressants.
>I feel like not existing anymore
>Self diagnose myself with ADHD and comorbid depression
>need prescription for stimulants, antidepressants, benzodiazepines and cannabis.
wat do robots? also AMA
bump for self preservation
Kill yourself is,a good starting point. Cuck off chad
>9 year old sister says something about the solar system
>ask her what the solar system is in
>"the galaxy"
>ask her what the galaxy is in
"the universe"
>ask her what the universe is in
>her face when
>tfw I planted the seeds of existential turmoil into my younger sister
Is she hot? Post pictures
Did you fuck her after? also>>29437187
She is a 9 year old girl you faggot. She is interested in the stars because she is a child. You literally fucked with a child happiness because you are a lonely autist
Should I go out and look for a job or get drunk?
>>29437087
Look for job, you will be able to get drunk more.
>>29437087
Depends on whether you want to die miserable and unhappy or miserable and unhappy but thinking you accomplished anything worth mentioning
>>29437135
That's reasonable.
>>29437140
I'm tired of being a NEET but on the hand I want a big ole 40
Where do you find hipster gfs?
Outside of your house.
>>29437007
>hipster
Somewhere in 2009
go to a music festival. qts go there to do drugs and fuck strangers basically