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>There's nothing embarrassing about going to community college, anon! It's a great cost-effective alternative!
>>28477412
Some of the best people I know I met at community college. It was good enough to go to state university afterward, have a ton more money, and still get my degree.
>>28477412
>There's nothing embarrassing about going to community college
literally nobody says this
its very embarassing and you should feel bad that you were too stupid to get into or be able to afford an actual college
>>28477412
There's nothing wrong with it faggot. In 2 years you can be employable and not like these other fucks 65k in debt from a 4 year degree.
Polite Reminder:
If you feel >tfwnogf but do not support or contribute to the waifu revolution, you are a failed normalscum degenerate.
>>28477322
CS major here
I will use all of my knowledge and resources to make waifubots happen
We're all gonna make it bros
>>28477694
Been on it for 8 years now. I should have picked up deep learning sooner, as it may hold important keys. Learn as much theory as you can.
>>28477322
I'm trying to learn how to draw so I can draw waifus!
I get drunk and listen to "The Sound of Silence" over and over for hours. What do you listen to r9k?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ebt0g8kxPV0
>>28477310
Willie Nelson ive loved you all over the world
I like to get drunk and listen to Giles Corey and read the booklet that comes with it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mXPp_5Q5CHk
Well I was doing good for about 2 weeks and all of a sudden last Friday, depression hit me again. Now I cannot sleep.
Does this happen to anyone else, where it goes away and then comes back?
>>28477280
no but iv'e had it for about 4 years straight, been suicidal for over a year and a half
Yeah mane. I was feeling really intense and in control for a week before crashing just a few days ago. So yeah, the general sadness comes and goes, deeper one is always there. Just a bit less crushing at times.
>>28477330
I'd really urge you to seek help if you haven't.
>>28477330
half a year for me, when will it just end?
>tfw you learned how to wear your normie mask in the middle of high school and honed your skills to be well liked by your peers
>tfw about to graduate from college and your friends are starting to wonder why they have never met any of the girlfriends they've assumed you've had
>tfw the alcoholism you've developed while trying to hold the facade together is starting to make it shatter faster
>tfw you kinda just wish you could stop having to deal with pretending and could just stop being but don't want to make your family and longest friends sad about not being able to help
tfw trapped in a life that's not even my own
I'm going to go get more beer feel free to disregard this I just wanted to get this out
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Schizoid_personality_disorder#The_.27secret_schizoid.27
Welcome to the club
>>28477345
I don't know if I'm happy or depressed that this describes me so well
I guess I should probably stop putting off seeing a therapist
>>28478375
>therapist
don't bother. biggest quacks there are.
you are effectively paying to hear
"just focus on the positives brah, just be yourself"
Just took 350ug lsd. Not sure what I'm gonna do. Downloading antichamber since I enjoyed playing that on mxe a long time ago and finally gonna watch waking life.
What are you guys on and up to?
>>28477227
>What are you guys on
sober
>up to?
preparing for wagecuckery
good luck on sitting still
>>28477283
How do you get through wage slave life sober? Not being judgmental, just impressed. I guess it's all kind of relative.
>>28477227
I'm on spiders. They're on my face. Don't think about the spiders OP.
"Anon. You're getting a bit too close. What the heck are you trying to do?"
>>28477206
I'm here for the cat, move.
>>28477229
this
that is a fine as fr*ck cat
>>28477229
That is a pretty handsome cat desu
>having a dream that I am cleaning out a cannon in the civil war with one of those chimney sweep things
>wake up
>was actually sounding my urethra with a broken coat hanger
this is original and actually funny
refreshing for /r9k/
>>28477177
this actually made my dick hurt, congratulations OP
>>28477222
Full house
I post these every day, hoping it will catch on soon
Anon, your expertise is needed no time to explain fallow me.
>>28477136
How the fuck are there so many photos of kids with fedoras and katanas on the internet?
Just when I thought I'd seen them all...
I'm finally useful
>>28477136
Electricity, since you want it to be a light novel
>>28477134
that's a big pecker right there
>>28477134
It only works if you have a penis at least 8x6
>>28477151
or a really tiny girl
>>28477134
I've cum four times in one session. I went soft for a little while after the second and the third but I kept getting turned on just fine.
Just typing out a goodbye letter to everyone here. I am a long time lurker and infrequent poster, and I'm jumping infront of the train tonight. Just can't take my life anymore. Like many of you guys I have been alone forever. Im turning 26 in a few days and the thoughts are just overwhelming me with how much of a failure I am. Kissless, hugless virgin. Never even spoke to a girl on the phone or send a text message. Missed every single school event since 4th grade including field trips, dances, football games, everything.
Never went to a summer camp as a kid or had any type of a childhood. Had literally no friends at all my entire life. 15 years of sitting by myself spending hundreds of thousands of hours on everquest, WoW and other games to numb the incredible loneliness.
I've had a facebook since 2008 and never had a single friend request, a single comment, I've even been rejected from the few people I did try to add on there.
Every waking moment is spent sitting in a horrible, rented shithole with my parents. No job, no money, no savings, tons of debt that my parents took out in my name. My entire town is nothing but mexicans who can't even speak english so the few times I take my bike into town or something there are literally no young white people in my age bracket anywhere. I mean seriously none.
I am a 26 year old man soon with a net worth of 43 dollars and 65k in debt. I can't even afford the fucking train I'm so poor. Jesus christ. Goodbye and good luck with your lives.
adios, buddy
Don't do it, OP ;_;
You feel lost and alone right now. But I promise it doesn't last forever. You are strong enough to pull yourself out of this rut. You've made it this far. Don't give up yet.
It's not your fault that your parents are selfish shitbags who took advantage of you.
I-I'd be your friend if I knew you.
>>28477035
post your pic so we can remember you anon
>26
>graduated from college with a degree in information security & assurance (computer security shit)
>turn down job from Dell because I hate computers and im an idiot
>become NEET and relapse into the worst depression I've ever known these past 2 1/2 years
>never leave my house, become more and more pathetic as my parents urge me to get a job more and more
>its finally come to the point where I can't hold it off anymore
>literally dead inside and have completely given up on life so I apply at this stupid burger place opening soon
>get email back for interview tomorrow
>mfw I'm probably going to get a shitty wagecuck job making minimum wage and when I was younger I was so arrogant to think I would have this great life and poverty work was beneath me
>killing myself at 30 no questions asked.
Is there any sort of work you could do and enjoy? Isn't it possible you could find some sort of fast-track set of skills you could get that'll give you a better job than wageslave at McDonalds? Couldn't you find something like that and explain to your parents that you just need enough time and help to get into something more meaningful.
Working at McDonalds for the short term might actually be positive. Getting out of the house and being forced to engage with other people in a fast-paced environment which'll take your mind off negativity. You don't want to get stuck there, though.
>>28477025
At the risk of sounding cliche there's nothing I enjoy these days. I'm pretty much devoid of any positive emotions or feelings. As I'm sure others on here can relate, once you've fallen so low, ever climbing back up seems next to impossible. I have no idea what I could do and enjoy. I have no ambition or motivation to do anything. I pretty much want to just get a shitty job and drink myself to an early death. My few friends that I haven't completely ostracized from my life are already making 60-90k a year and I feel like I'm just getting further and further behind in terms of life and progression. Sorry for the blog. I just don't ever see it getting better for me. A true failure through and through so I might as well embrace what I have become.
>>28476947
>>graduated from college with a degree in information security & assurance (computer security shit)
>>turn down job from Dell because I hate computers and im an idiot
what the fuck am I reading
When did you realize "success" was just a meme created by Jews to stress you out and make you feel like you need to work hard for other people?
It's not
Working hard can be rewarding, but if you're worthless to begin with, you'll remain that way no matter how much work you put into your life.
>>28476927
I feel you man
If I ever inherit a house or fully pay off a property, I'm done wagecucking for good. Fuck this rat race.
I have enough saved to live off investments anyway
>aero helmet
>bmx bike
My gay little brother brings his Chad bf here and the sounds of their fucking keeps me awake. Sometimes I get a boner when I hear my little brother begging for it, sometimes I cry myself to sleep because I'm so lonely.
>>28476910
That sounds....dlsgusting.
>>28476910
>the sounds of their fucking keeps me awake. Sometimes I get a boner when I hear my little brother begging for it,
Genuinely disgusting. What is this mental illness called?
if your so lonely, why not ask your bro if you can join in
im sure he'l understand
>"I browse /pol/ and I'm a racist unironically."
>>28476900
Yeah, that's like not cool
>"Le hitler did nothing wrong, jews are evil."
Racism is just pretty much common sense
