>be 26
>Go for a drink with my friendorino
>qt perfection sits opposite table
>she mirin'
>me mirin'
>I start to think I never kissed a girl, let a lone fucked one, I start to think I was rejected by every crush I had, I start to feel my body shrinking (hard to explain, cold feeling of fear in my body)
>I think she could never respect me or think Im solid guy if she knew that
>If I ever dated her I would feel a need to tell her so she understands the shaking and cold hands during eventual kissing
>voice tells me I should still try even though she is sitting with a guy (maybe bf) of questionable aesthetics
>other voice tells me ''bruv just give up already, you will just get rejected yet again and go home and cry, and even if you go on date she would think you are crazy or smth''
>friend dropped some jokes I laughed and almost started to cry of the emotional virgin buildup over the years
>know that half laugh half cry?
>contain my emotions like I learned and that skills earned me a soldiers heart.
>get up go pay
>never see her again
I was told pain is not a constant state of mind.
why do you give a fuck?
you've got nothing to lose.
>"oh no she'll think i'm a loser cuz i'm a kv"
Broski, i care for u. Don't do this shit to yourself, man. You'll just build it up more and more to the point of no return.
I'm sure plenty of girls like the innocence and cuteness of kv's, just like robots love pure girls. Best of luck buddy.
>>29728910
Thanks man, thank you.
I just see think she would see me as less masculine...
I will keep your words in mind.
>>29728910
>I'm sure plenty of girls like the innocence and cuteness of kv's, just like robots love pure girls.
They're right, OP. Please don't give up hope just yet. There's plenty of girls that are just like you.
>realized i have absolutely nothing in common anymore with the people i used to consider my best friends
That feel man.
What are you into. Lets be mates
>>29728806
i know that feeling as well. It felt so awkward talking to them and pretending i care.
But then i stopped calling/responding and they eventually got the message
>>29728956
Pretty much my plan too. Left the group chat a few minutes ago once I saw that they had made plans to hang out without me for the billionth time. If anyone asks why (which I honestly don't expect) I'm just gonna tell them straight up that I've felt completely alienated for like a year.
is life too short, too long, or juuuuuust about right?
for example, do you think the typical human being should maybe in the condition of 20s for double the time, before aging more noticeably after 30s and so forth?
imo there's too much of the life span spent being old looking versus when you're younger, seems like a big disparity there
>>29728805
for some people life is far too short but 99% have given all they can offer the world by 40 and waste oxygen and trash real estate for the rest.
Even at 25 I feel like I really should have died in combat by now.
>>29728805
Life is unnecessarily long as fuck, I'm down with dying at age 40 for all I care. If I fulfill all my goals and experiences and shit I'll kill myself of either alcohol intoxication or overdose of a drug that feels real good like heroin or something at my 40th birthday.
This fucking "life is short" bullshit comes from whores who want to drink around and suck dick in the bathroom but know they can only do it until a certain age, then they become that lady, the one that looks like Eminem's...
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>>29728953
https://www.instagram.com/nita_kuzmina/
Money does miracles. Shut the fuck up
Something is wrong with me. I'm tired all the time. I get sleepy after taking a shit. I wake up with headaches and don't have the energy to do basic shit. What's wrong with me? Anemia? D deficiency? Lead poisoning? Other?
man why do you idiots continue to ask what your problems are on this board? go to a fucking doctor already
I'm pretty sure it's autism.
>>29728857
>>29728864
>le raid faec
Who's your GoTfu?I kinda feel depressed for having to wait for another year[/show]
Book Stannis
Fuck off showfag
Kinvara
>>29728920
https://youtu.be/Zun_QS0e9Y4
>He brought his doom on himself with his treason, but ... I did love him Davos. I know that now. I swear I will go to my grave thinking of my brother's peach...
THE ONE TRUE KING
>my sister and her friends used to gang up on me and tie me up
>my female classmates tied me up on school camp
>did tie up games with my best friend when I was younger
>do selfbondage daily
>nearly killed myself accidentally while doing so
Who else /uncontrollablefetish/ here? Tell me all about them anon
>exhibitionism.
Always got the urge to sling my cock out or try to cum in public.
I have not been caught yet, but got a few close calls.
Started getting my gf to do and having sex in public areas. Its pretty fun.
Sometimes my p*nis gets hard when I see pictures of girls.
>have started clamping my nipples
>I said I won't come back here
DON'T FALL FOR THE PARTY MEME TRUST ME IT ISN'T WORTH
>I'm semi normie now because I sure as hell talked to and hugged some girls and stuff but my phone screen is broken now and everyone wants to invite me to parties because they think I'm funny pls help I'm introvert I'm going to die when I have to frequently meet people, dodge drugs and trouble with the police
let me of this ride... I don't want to be normal, just forget me again. I want...
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Interesting thread, tell me more.
>>29728660
ps: I'm not funny I just don't have anything to lose so why not get drunk and say whatever shit comes to my mind I've already hit the rock bottom from here my live quality level can only elevate
Guess nobody likes your thread senpai
i do nothing all day,everyday
does anybody knows that feel
you could start drinking. thats something to do
>>29728634
Yep. Best you can do is give up all expectations and just enjoy the moment.
>>29728634
I play video games and chain smoke.
I think staring at a wall all day would be a step up from where I'm at now
Mental illness general. How is your mind treating ya, r9k?
I got diagnosed with avpd recently.
>>29728631
Does being high all the time actually work? I deal with constant feelings of inferiority and I generally feel like shit.
>>29728631
what is avpd anon?
>>29728631
Starting ECT next Monday. Life is not Gucci right now.
>tfw it's hard times out there for shitty OC creators who only reference stale old memes
>29728538
I'm sure it will get better soon, but you need to pull yourself up by those bootstraps then get out there and meme!
retro memes will make a comeback soon
>>29728538
have a (you) on the house sisterI always enjoy your OC, please don't stop
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/28888024/#q28907336
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_8fU2QG-lV0
>popular csgofag who made money off gaming caught red handed for illegally face advertising and gambling for children
>he's now on full damage control and very well soon be facing legal action
>r9k was jelly about him about a month ago
meme magic is real
>face advertising
false*
>>29728533
Nice doubles son. Maybe meme magic is really real after all.
what is "face advertising"
Fembot here
I think we should change the definition of virgin to
>having had less than 10 sexual partners
because, let's face it, there is no such thing as a virgin girl (by the old definition that is) beyond the age of 15. And it's a stigma to women everywhere to be non-virgins.
And don't go say it isn't, you're not a girl so you really wouldn't know.
also
>tfw virgin
>>29728491
*dies*
oregon
u dun fugd up
>>29728491
nice bait yo
Let's say instead of Spain, The Germans went to the new world and raped a bunch of injuns.
Would we have considered half injun Mexican beaners to be the main "Nordics" just like people now consider them to be the main "Hispanics"
>>29728488
Since Hispanics is a language group and Mexico has the most Hispanic speakers then it's only understandable we're the representatives of Spanish speaking peoples :^)
der peruANER
>>29728633
Hispanic is not a language
Opinions?
>the blacks
>the stoners
>the Jews
>the Italians
>the theives
>the gypsies
>the Greeks
>the Muslims
>the Catholics
>the trailer trash
>skinheads and neo nazis
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>the OP
A fag tbqh
>the blacks
some are ok but I don't want them in my country
>the stoners
retards
>the Jews
no opinion
>the Italians
I'm one
>the theives
what opinion should one have about thieves?
>the gypsies
disgusting smelly animals
>the Greeks
our brothers
>the Muslims
same...
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Part 1.
>the blacks
Loud. I haven't meat any I like and I have known several through mutual friends
>the stoners
As annoying as vegans
>the Jews
I have a friend who's dad is jewish but he isn't and he seems cool, they are more prone to race blaming (usual whites) and being sjw
>the Italians
Rich history, but uterly insignificant after 1800s and butt fucked from ww2
>the theives
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Since flying to Los Angeles is unaffordable to me at the moment, I plan to go on an 'English Pilgrimage' to all the places associated with the Supreme Genetleman
-Kings college Hospital
-Crofton Road
-The Old Rectory
-Dorset House school
Anywhere else I've missed?
I'll probably take a pic with an /r9k/ timestamp at each location
>>29728402
-Brighton (unless one or more of the locations you mentioned is there)
-The "London Hills"
-These locations in London: the Underground, Trafalgar Square, Harrods (if you have money, you can buy a Giorgio Armani shirt)
-Colchester (particularly the Holiday Inn if it's still there)
-Smarden, Kent
Good luck!
>>29728402
l await this thread
>>29728748
>-Colchester (particularly the Holiday Inn if it's still there)
I actually already went to this hotel in 2005. Probably the closest connection I have to Elliot