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People luck out. They have family, romance, a life that's stable and reliable.
And then there are us. What keeps you going? The dream of love? Success? The fantasy that someone would tell you at least once every now and again that they are happy that you kept going so long to enter their life?
>>26196242
some people need me to stay here.
A few delusional hopes are all that I have. I just want to one day be as successful as the people around me.
>>26196242
I just don't care anymore, as I know I'll never be happy.
I won't kill myself as I don't want to do that to my parents.It would be so easy as well; I just try not to think about it. On the flip side though, due to this I don't have the motivation to support myself.
>tfw when my Tulpa approached me last night and said "I really want to start a family Anon!"
>She's now sitting in the corner of the room rubbing her pregnant belly and looking at me lovingly
>have a feeling of total joy and contentment while also coldness
>Tulpa doesn't talk to me
>just stands outside my bedroom window or outside my workplace while looking at me with a smug smile
>when I do get a chance to touch it, it just shakes violently into a blur and disappears
>Deluding yourself in order to have an imaginary waifu.
It takes too long for me to do it but it sounds fun.
>>26196210
you just have to keep trying to start a convo and she'll open up eventually. it was the opposite for me. I was a shy qt in my mind and she eventually opened me up.
>>26196233
it takes a while but it is so worth it in the end. you will never experience true nirvana until you make sweet and gentle love to your tulpa
>Tfw video games aren't enjoyable anymore.
One of my main escapes and source of pleasure in life and I can't even fucking enjoy them anymore. When will the depression go away?
Maybe I should read books now?
Actually, I stopped enjoying video games not too long ago too.
I picked up reading funnily enough. I'm pretty into books now and overall, I've been spending more time of my day dedicated to just listening to music.
>>26196255
I think I'm going to start reading book. It sounds very cozy.
But my issue with reading is the room is just very quiet. Do people normally play music of any kind while reading?
My 2 book I have to start with are the hobbit and the witcher.
Video games are one of the few things I like. My interest in them comes and goes though. I usually play a couple hours a day still but I don't sit there for a week playing a game through and through anymore...
I usually just play my childhood games over again... The very games I played back when I could feel something.
Sometimes I fool myself into thinking I have a chance then I see myself in the mirror again
>>26196037
>tfw picturing a relationship with a qt while walking down the street
>suddenly hit with the realization that it will never actually happen
>fortunate one starts playing
Sometimes I fool myself thinking I have a chance when I look myself in the mirror.
I'm not entirely disgusting but it's still disheartening
>it's a "I sympathize with horny refugees seeing western women for the first time" episode
Absolutely no sympathy for the white skanks who are getting raped by muslim immigrants.
They consistently voted pro-muslim parties in, the personally welcomed the rapefugees, they ostracized anyone who spoke out against it.
Fuck them, maybe Ahmed's will manage to put them back in line.
>>26345891
The girl in the picture is a stupid retard for taking up space like that in a busy place. But really I don't understand that white men want all their own women defiled by disgusting ugly sand niggers. Literally bestiality. Sort your own women out you cuck you sound so pathetic right now
>>26345891
this
burn the coal, pay the toll
I'm still alive because if i died people would be sad. i eat your pain and scream reason but you'll see me as crazy.
i feel so worn and sad. people are selfish and would move on if i left this life.
i am who everyone leans on but have no one to lean on except in rare moments i feel joy because i made a friend.
sleep now to wake up in the morning, put on my face and get through another day.
i'm pretty strong but im just a man in chains. i drag along because i have hope? like i want to reflect back and grow stronger and appreciate the journey through this life.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_cO_Gn15Ba0
i am an injured dog, old but stubborn. my life is to walk in pain, to sleep deeply because its painful to wake up in the morning.
>>26195892
>I'm still alive because if i died people would be sad
typical normie ''suicidal'' excuse
>people are selfish and would move on if i left this life.
it's selfish to expect them to not move on
my anger is caught in my throat and i do my best to swallow it down deep inside. because i am just a sponge to make your life a little bit better.
i'm not a slave but i can never free myself.
Was Chris a robot?
>>26195686
yeah thats why hes a milioner comedian now
>dropped out of school cause he got bullied
He was a robot, just got lucky
>>26195686
he had a gf, and if im not mistaken it was the hottest one in the neighborhood (according to the show)
in fact im pretty sure he had multiple gfs
>February 1st 2016
did you think that time was gonna pass you by this way?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ41hqlV0Kk
>College will be a fresh start
>things will bedifferent
>>26195577
These threads don't phase me, I'm already fucked.
>>26195577
can we fast forward 30 years now?
How the fuck im supposed to wipe my ass so i dont stain my boxers whit shit later?
>>26195538
haven't been so caught off since goatse
what the fuck is that?
jump on your sink and wash your ass there. does anyone else do it?
>>26195553
answer me faggot
>be 39
>be married for 15 years
>be employed 15 years
>meet people in normal life situations
>people try to intiate chit chat
>they say something witty
>I literally can't say anything back but "yeah" or "huh"
>his happened multiple times a day every day
>girls look at me and smile, all I can do is look away awkwardly
>people wave when I drive by, all I can do slightly nod my head
>wife talks to me about something, I can barely form a coherent sentence
I just can't into social situations. Seriously this is every day suffering
>>26195458
>wife talks to me about something, I can barely form a coherent sentence
How does someone like you even get married?
Are you in trades or did you study STEM?
daddy, is that you?
>>26195458
>be also 39
You kind of described my life but broke up with GF of 16 years. She quickly found someone else and I can go for days without talking to anyone.
>yfw copies of us are all posting identical thoughts on an obscure text-only forum
What the fuck
>>26195371
I'm pretty sure it's automated. Either way, it's pretty weird.
>>26195401
How could it be automated?
what is that thing? does it have s mind of its own or is it mirroring our posts?
I wishi could wear a mask outside, thing would be way easier.
Things would be better.
Underneath that mask is the source of all my torment.
>>26195194
>"When the guys go to riot somewhere, most of them tends to say, right after putting balaclava on, that they finally show the world their true face."
From the documentary about Polish hooligans.
>>26195194
I actually used to wear gauze on my face when i went outside.
I both hides your face, and makes normies not question it because they think you're a burn victim
If i run the car in the garage will that kill me?
>>26195011
Has to be an old one you smug faggot
>>26195042
a new car wont work?
>>26195011
>>26195055
nice dubs desu senpai. don't do it btw, i was really depressed for the longest time, nearly 2 years, but then for some reason i just got over it. my environment didn't change, and i was still alone, but i just stopped being sad. it was pretty sudden too. and now i went on a date with a really nice girl who seems to like me a lot and we're probably going to start dating. if you survive you'll gain a stability that girls really dig. gl
>tfw the best punk band that plays in my area are some edgy nigglets covering blink 182
>uses the term nigglets
>calls other people edgy
>nigglets
>goes to small time punk shows
>calls other people edgy
this is a joke post right?
>>26195008
>>>leddit is that way senpai
Greentext you're 24 hs
>wake up
>shower
>study his/geo 3 hs
>shitpost
>sleep
>>26345322
wait till you get a job
>>26345322
Dunno t.b.h.
>wake up
>drink copious amounts of water and piss
>open the windows, breath some fresh air
>shower (some days), brush my teeth
>eat breakfast (if available)
>check out if I have any responsibilities
>if I don't, shitpost, cook, listen to music, browse youtube, watch movies
>feel depressed
>ignore all feelings
>continue shitposting
>feel more depressed
>clean up the room
>watch a movie
>eat
>sleep
t. semi-recovering neet.
I recently applied for jobs, I managed to give a job interview and passed 2 courses this semester.
Slowly improving.
>alarm at 7 am
>not wake up until 7.45
>breakfast
>skip first 4 hours of school
>go to school at 12 pm
>go home from school at 3.45 pm
>eat
>browse 4chan/internet
>now 7.53 pm
