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my schizoaffective disorder is getting so much worse and the meds are doing nothing. I keep thinking in word salads, talking to random people only to realize they're not there. I said "squirrels are so smart" in a conversation with my Skype friend out of nowhere and he was really weirded out.
I just wanna kill myself before this gets any worse.
>>24977515
tell your doctor you want to try to different medication
channel your mental illness into something creative like drawing/painting
try to eat healthy and get some exercise
>>24977562
She'd put me on some really sedative medication and it would make me a zombie again. I've been on that stuff for like six months, I don't want to be an emotionless numb zombie who can't get out of bed. The hallucinations were still there, I just couldn't think straight enough to care. I much prefer my current meds because they let me get out of bed and do stuff.
I've tried writing and drawing a lot,.
Probably should eat more and exercise.
>>24977515
I'm with you OP. Just waiting for death to clear all the delusions up.
>being higher than Bronze league
NORMIES LEAVE NOW REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>24977428
>playing league
Normies are bronze only because they're too busy having lives to git gud at the game you retarded faggot go fucking die I hate you so much I can't breathe right now FUCKING GO
League has been shit since s3
Post here if you're a normie and you browse this board whenever you're feeling down to remind you how much worse your life could be.
I'm a high school drop out manlet, I'll help you out.
High school dropout. Ok looking but have severe mental health issues.
Not a normie but browsing this cause im looking for cringe to kek at
Any of you robots like one of your best friends?
I know she'll never like me
Tfw when I asked her out senior year and rejected me
"Oh anon I didn't know you thought about me that way, I just see you like a friend"
Still messages until this day like a beta
Invites me and my friend to hangout
Uber didn't work so I stood her up
Happened last week still can't get over it
>friend since 1st grade
>hormones develop crush in middle school
>ask her "out," but out basically meant we hug more
>cool with that because we did most shit together anyways
>even talked about 'running away together' at one point during our super weeaboo phase
>get sprung on me that I'm moving across the country not even 2 months later
>she didn't even show up last day to say goodbye
>tried calling her at least a couple times right after and got nothing
>gave up, lived out a pretty shitty middle school
>come high school I'm moving back
>she seems a bit more distant now but generally we had no problems getting almost where we were
>never really wanted to talk about the idea of actually "dating" this time
>but she still let me do shit like grope her from behind and play with her tits with no objections and even found it funny when I did that
>both turn into basically recluses right after HS
>see her 2 years later and she's a full blown SJW
>undercut, bright hair, super thick glasses and all
>completely different person now
>we disagree on a lot of shit right now, but I just can't feel right throwing away history like that because she literally personifies tumblr right now
>Has 0 friends
No, I can't say I do.
Ok guys, I got ahold of this recording of an actual Grey alien taunting an abductee during an abduction procedure. The guy who recorded this managed to somehow shield his phone from whatever electrical field these beings use to fuck with electronics. It's highly disturbing and gives insight into just how evil and sadistic these creatures are. The recording ends with it laughing at the abductee.
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1INItNKng0O
This is evidence that us humans need to fucking shut down SETI and quit trying to find life on other worlds. And should these beings ever openly arrive in the future, we need to spread the world and fight their asses. Peace and love my fucking ass. These guys are fucking monsters and want to TORTURE and EAT YOU and your SOUL.
go back to /pol/ plz kthx
>>24977240
No, this is important info and you guys need to know this. You guys are especially vulnerable, you feel shunned by human society and thus would be more open minded to "aliens", and that is how these guys get you.
>>24977225
CONDUCTOR WE HAVE A PROBLEM
HOW DO WE FIGHT THESE BEINGS!??
>Be on the market for a violin
>literally EVERYTHING is marketing.
No matter what corner of the internet I look, there's always someone/something shady going on.
Let's start with YouTube, all the violin people on youtube are pushing a website or have some shit to sell. There is NO ONE on the scene like justinguitar.
Forums and the like are populated with idiots. Having extensive (and expensive) experience with computer audio and all that, I am keenly aware of all the sound BS that goes on between idiots, where absolutely NO claim is backed up by blind tests, except for those claims that illegitimize all the money people spend for their instruments/gear/whatever. Regardless of that, the claims are still ridiculous and seem to be a type of "wives' tale wisdom" rather than anything trustworthy.
So you decide to spend a little less, but then that's where you get the con artists trying to sell you $100 shit for $300. The lengths they go to is just disgusting.
Take pic related for example. It's supposedly an 11 year old girl's review, but read it carefully, and you'll see that it's some 40 year old con artist trying to sweet talk parents. The dead giveaway is the last line "I have gotten tons of comments on it at school." NO KID WOULD EVER SAY THAT. On top of that, NOBODY AT SCHOOL IS GOING TO COMMENT ON YOUR VIOLIN, especially not 11 year old kids. They don't give A FUCK, and I would know, because I was once an 11 year old kid lugging a violin to and from school with other kids who did the same. Not one fucking person ever said a damn thing about anybody's instrument.
That type of comment is something that is designed for parents. A parent hears that, and they go "oh, that's what I want for my kid.". Read the other part too, about the violin's weight. That's another thing specifically designed to attack the parent's worries.
There are other oddities too, like how the "kid" even declares his age in the first place. Please.
Anyway, god damn.
And?
Don't they have actual walk-in stores for instruments? I mean, who buys a fucking half-way decent violin online?
lol
Bro I know this feel except with the PC GPU and CPU crowd. Everyone shills hard for nvidia right? And Intel right? Well these faggots were hyping up the i7 4790k for gaming when fucking facts show the 4690k is the exact same thing.
For gpu, everyone says that hey can do 1080p60 on a fucking 960 or 970 when facts show that they are ducking impossible, they are goddamn liars and j can't stand ktz
>get into producing music
>anytime I'm not behind adblock, every single as is geared towards music
>keyboards and mpcs on porn sites
>production school ads on youtube
Unrelated to OP, but how do i stop the jew robots from mining my data?
>never had interest in anime
>khv
>this board is making me reconsider things
Recommend me anime and how or where to watch them, I'm going down this path
>>24977184
Welcome to the NHK is breddy gud m9
>>24977184
there's plenty of anime that are completely watchable regardless of whether or not you think you like anime
it's not a genre, it's a medium
good normie anime:
>cowboy bebop
>samurai champloo
>berserk
>serial experiments lain
>welcome to the NHK
>FLCL
>ghost in the shell
>neon genesis evangelion
>gurren lagann
just torrent cowboy bebop and watch the dubbed audio version, it's like you're not even watching anime at all
Evangelion
Welcome to the NHK
Planetes
Lupin the Third
Studio Ghibli stuff in general
Dragonball and Dragonball Z
Free!
Monster
Space Dandy
Ghost in the Shell
Serial Experiments Lain
Attack on Titan
Paranoia Agent
Download as torrents from Nyaa.se or Bakabt websites.
You know it is true and it would work.
>>24977104
Justice bee yourself? I see what you're saying. I should become a superhero named Justice Bee and then people would like me.
"weigh bees" fucking normies when will they stop spouting this useless advice
>>24977104
scales bee yourself?
i don't understand at all
Femanons what kind of guys do you find attractive?
>hate blonde hair
>like dark hair colors
>I like ethnic/exotic features
>boyishly handsome looks
>I hate muscular men
>thin lips are a no no
>tfw boyish face with big muscular body
Broad shoulders
Dark hair/eyes
Crooked teeth
Large hands
Above average size nose
Average/chubby/big/muscley build (no skeletons)
>>24977090
>have all of these features
>manlet
SOMETHING WENT WRONG
Does anyone else here think that legalisation of rape would be beneficial to the average robot?
>>24977044
If the robot wants to be raped by swole gay guys then sure
Source blease
>>24977044
No. I want to be loved by a woman with her consent. Unfortunately, even this humble request in a world full of women will go unfulfilled because women aren't content with the love, body and companionship of a man. They want more. That is why I think that I wasn't meant to have a wife/girlfriend. These creatures are simple and childish who only use people for their own gain. Their whole youth is spent on trying to get attention from men to get their dopamine fix.
Would you rather drink a shot of bleach or have sex with your mom?
gallon of bleach.
>>24977033
Bleach easily
i'd rather kill myself so yes
Who /skinnyfat/ here?
>26
>dont exercise
>eat like a college kid
>fap everyday
>play vidya everyday
I feel like absolute worthless trash
>>24976964
>do all those things
Hmmm I dont know why you feel like shit OP
>>24976964
>I feel like absolute worthless trash
Why not start lifting? It's a pretty good hobby for NEETs.
>>24976964
>5'9"
>lost down to about 140 earlier in the year but weight's recently crept past 150 recently
It's awful and I feel like shit but it's a real struggle to keep the weight off. Being skinnyfat is worse than being full on fat I think, because it's like you're always hiding a secret from everybody. They see you with clothes and assume you have a normal, nice body, so you can't even take your shirt off around them so they don't see how disgusting you look. At least if you're just plain fat, everyone knows so there's nothing to hide.
Hello robots. I just wanted to let you know that God loves you.
>For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life.
>John 3:16
Good night /r9k/.
>>24976865
why is god such a fuck nut
>>24976865
night bb
good night OP
God bless
how does one learn how to be an good conversationalist? is there any philosophy/ psychological books/papers I can read?
>tfw boring
>>24976743
Don't bother. I spent my middle school years doing nothing but reading ''how to make friends/ be a master conversationalist'' how to guides and books and I'm still just as shitty at this now as I was back then. Best thing you can do is accept your fate
Learn to accept yourself for the person you are instead
http://personaltao.com/teachings/taoism/taoism-101/
Why can't you non whites just stick with your own women? Are they really that ugly?
Wtf are you even on about white men are the most desired. Only non-whites can truly be robots, white people don't know true suffering
>>24976741
leave you fucking loser
>>24976703
this will be posted as many times as it needs to be to get you idiots to understand
nonwhites are NOT "taking your women"
compared to you, we are undesirable, EVEN TO OUR OWN WOMEN
this fucking idiotic meme needs to end
