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Manbots, what is your relationship with your mother like?
Do you have "mommy issues"?
How meaningful do you think a mother's role is in the development of her son's social/romantic skills as an adult?
My mom had 10 abortions before me. I was conceived at a concert with a stranger. She used a ton of meth and didnt want me. Dropped me off at my grandmas house. My grandma adopted me. My grandma was mentally ill and emotionally neglected me. Her husband raped me. I lived in books and later, the internet.
Im a recovering NEET of 8 years, I have severe anxiety problems, I never feel good enough, dissociate with even the slightest cues of danger, and I'm on /r9k/.
>>26338786
My mom is a manipulative piece of not so good of a person, she is constantly yelling at my dad, they always fight, since i can remember, my dad is a beta faggot and never laid hands on her.
She is not a bad person but she doesn't understand or have compassion for him, working like a maniac. I didn't get any values from her because she was working while i grew up, my grandmother thought me to be a good person to forgive and to help.
So not at all a mother is not that important, Women that are having babies RIGHT NOW are terrible mothers, from 16 to 26 they are just ridiculously useless waste of space, vapid and self absorbed, i don't blame them though human's are not made to have one single partner for the rest of our lives, men seek the need to have as many partners as possible not because we are "pigs" but that's what our instinct tells us, our subconscious is constantly pushing us to spread our genes as much as possible.
Granted beta males are as docile and loving and caring as a dog so it's hard for them to betray a woman , it's almost impossible, but women need to kinds of men, they need a provider that takes care of all the material needs, and they need a bull to fuck their brains out and satisfy her in bed.
It is therefore a very rare occasion to find a successful loyal men for they are empowered to have more kids with different women simply because they can afford it.
In conclusion no i don't have mommy issues, i see the type of person my mom is , and i can only call my father a saint for not stomping her jaw everytime she yells at him. She has no control over her emotions. i really can't understand how they are still together, they should have been divorced by now.
>>26338914
Suicide when??
dude i don't know if all that it's true but if it is. you deserve peace.
>be muslim
>hard time getting gf
>mom sorts out a forced marrige with a pure virgin for me.
Why is this religion so based
all you autist will die a virgin how does that feel?
>>26338711
too bad y'all can't see the merchandise before the arrange marraige
chick in picture has qt face after all so as long as she not hairy snatch/obedient/etc and do0esn't stink with goiod titty shape arranged marriage wouldn't be bad
it's when you get stuck with shit tier fuggo low maintenance/ages badly religulous chicks that it sucks!
>>26338711
Arranged marriages are Haram tho. I'm guessing your a dumbass memer who nothing about the faith
>pure virgin
It's absolutely guaranteed she has had countless cocks inside her mouth and ass. Enjoy your technical virgin.
Anon, do you know what this is? I know you've never seen one irl
>>26338681
A bag of sand?
I've seen many bags filled with sand but this one seems different.
>>26338681
D-do I need to take you to a hospital?
>>26338681
That's clearly a bicycle you dumb whore
who /psychonaut/ here? Have the drugs helped you or hindered you?
>>26338531
I honestly believe psychonauts are modern day shamans. I overdosed on LSD once and reached what I think is enlightenment. Sudden realizations about how to achieve my own happiness, my attachment to my ego, zen. It was fantastic. Completely cured me of my anxiety and depression, like flipping a switch. I really recomend it to every robot.
They've done both
Right now I'm in a hindered reaching for unhinderedness state
At first I got a lot of what >>26339695 is talking about, but then it started getting grittier and darker. More confrontational and mindfucky.
>>26339739
This describes my experiences well.
Helped me overcome quite a bit, were solid experiences but sometimes that shit gets weird.
>smear peanut butter around penis while masturbating
>feels fucking amazing
>mom asks where 64 oz tub of peanut butter has gone
>play dumb
>continue using my peanut butter stash
>mom fucking barges in my room
>"anon i was doing laundry and all your boxers smell like peanut butter"
>panic
>"uhh i ate a lot of peanut butter and my farts probably..."
>she glares at me like im some piece of crap
>"...err i mean maybe i sat in something"
>she leaves
>the fucking peanut butter was sitting open on the dresser next to my bed
she really needs to learn to knock before she comes down here with her accusing tones and questions anyway...getting sick of this shit its just peanut butter ffs its not like i stole her dildo she keeps in her bottom dresser how would she like it if i barged in there and started asking "WHERES YOUR DILDO GONE OH MY GOD WE'RE OUT OF DILDOS."
sick of this shit
>>26338467
Hmmmm yes, shallow AND pedantic
>>26338467
You're talking about privacy, yet you know where your mother keeps her dildo. Someone's been snooping, or trolling. Here's your reply, I suppose.
You aren't going to get your good boy points that way, Anon.
Ask someone who just masturbated to a non-nude, still image of a women for the first time since he was 11 anything.
Picture is too high res to post, but the picture was of pic related.
Bumping
When was the last time you masturbated to a still image, anon?
>>26338629
Today to the picture of this black girl who wanted the D in college. It's probably for the best that I didn't give it to her since she was a self-proclaimed slut who lost track of how many guys she'd fucked.
>>26338667
Nice, anon.
It had been so long for me, and I expect for many other anons, that it's worth noting.
I don't want to do anything anymore. There's just no point.
I don't feel depressed or suicidal. I just don't want to do anything.
Thanks for reading my blog.
Take a walk.
Right now.
30 minutes minimum.
>>26338319
you suffer from low dopamine levels by the sound of it. Quit jerking off to porn and masturbating all the time and you will get back your motivation, life and vitality friend.
Expect life to fuck you and be boring. When bad things happen it's not that bad and when good things happen it's a pleasant surprise.
Who else actually having a /goodtime/ here? Im sorry for all you depressed robots and all I cN hope for is that one day you feel like I do but god damn is this nice
>first year uni
>10 /really/ close friends. Not those bullshit people you hang out with. I mean 10 friends I could sit on 1 on 1 and do anything together, from playing vidya to just grabbing food to just kicking it around
>besides that, 2 of them are actual best friends. I can simply picture myself with them in 10 years
>and all of them feel the same way about me, I'm probably one of the most liked in our group
>actual, realistic chances of getting a gf this week, especially since Valentine's coming
>girl is qt, conservative, well-mannered, down to earth, and focused on her studies. Looks like the photoshopped versions of Legochan where they made her jaws normal and qt as fuck
>doing great in uni, A grades on everything
And I'm still a kv, but very soon will not. In HS I had 0 friends, never ever any chance with any girl whatsoever. How? I literally just pretended my way into happiness. Pretend I had A LOT of friends in HS. Pretend Ive had 5 gfs and 15+ sex sessions. Pretend I've been a happy normalfag my entire life.
At first it was hard, sure. Pretending is no easy shit. But after 2-3 months I am no longer pretending and am simply an extremely happy, satisfied-with-life normalfag.
So who else just fucking happy to be alive right now???
NOT ME
not me
NOT ME
not me
fake it till' you make it.
Sounds like you've made it bruv.
>>26338127
Good to hear! I went from friendless and hopeless to planning my spring break trip with my gf and friends.
what did you guys think of the big game?
Anyone have any good superbowl party stories?
>>26338048
Whites won the race war.
>superbowl parties
Where do you think you are normie
>>26338048
only normies watch football, leave.
If /r9k/ could be any rpg class what would it be?
I'd be a necromancer
>be weird kid
>picked on by warriorfags
>made fun of because weak physique
>acquire fascination with dead
>go to mage school to learn arcane knowledge
>get exiled because of research into the dark arts
>hate grows for humanity
>go into solitude in a deep cave
>practice the necromancy craft
>kidnap roasties for strange, dreadful experiments
>build my undead arm filled with chadbros and roasties
>wreak havoc on the town and steal the souls of the innocence
>return into my cave of solitude to further my study
>living the perfect NEET life
no warriorfags allowed
Paladin, Necromancer, or Warlock. None of that normie Warrior or Mage shit.
Priest. God is my strength.
>>26337991
necromancer all the way.
Minor some plague spreading shit. Fuck the normies
Ik I can't be the only one afraid of the dark.
>>26337970
I'm with you anon, I keep lights on until I sleep and then mommy turns them off
>>26338080
I have to keep the TV on and then set a timer, still too scared to go to sleep most of the time though.
Sometimes I get paranoid and think something is gonna come out of the dark, idk why
Alright r9k traps, I'm curious. What was the very first experience that put you on the path to being a full blown trap and how did you know that that's what you wanted to be?
>>26337968
I woke up one day and thought "wow, how can I be a giant faggot and get attention at the same time"
Reverse trap. It was Mulan that really cemented the desire in me but I had always avoided feminine things. I hated my breasts as a teen and kept them as hidden as possible.
I don't crossdress as often anymore but I still avoid feminine things for the most part.
>>26337968
what a quality post anon, sometimes I think that ISIS does right with throwing your kind from 10 stories building
Do you enjoy getting into fights/arguments with other anons on 4chan?
>>26337773
It's dope as fuck. You can be as bold as you want in your claims since if you're BTFO you can simply fade back into anonymity.
>>26337773
Yes because it makes you autistic about any rebuttals. If there's any benefit of this shithole, it's the improvement of your argumentative skills
>>26337773
It's pretty much my main hobby in life.
Well, I finally did it /r9k/. I got a girl friend, I became a wage cuck. I spend my time with someone I love who loves me back, and try my hardest to make a living. All this time I thought that when I finally reached this point, I would somehow climb out of depression like i'm sure the rest of you did if you ever could "make it". The trouble is, the emptiness doesn't go away. It's maybe bandaged for a few hours, but in the end whenever you find yourself alone, that soul crushing emptiness comes back. I'm feeling that pretty hard right now, could use some good slow/sad songs to beat me while i'm down until I climb out of this.
>tl/dr Songs for making you feel sad as apposed to empty. Starting with Into the Ocean by Blue October.
>>26337724
that emptiness or darkness comes from your soul. Your soul isn't happy because you are immoral. Start acting like a moral person, do not be a sexual degenerate, do not cuss, do not lie, do not gossip, do not manipulate others, do not steal, help people when they look like when they're need, when you find a lost item do not leave it but pick it up and turn it in somewhere, etc. Then that darkness feeling of your soul being in the pit will go away and your vitality will be restored.
>>26337799
Checked.
I was looking for songs, if you have any feel free to contribute. As for the emptiness, I can't really evaluate my own morality.
>>26337799
Don't listen to this guy.
You can never get rid of depression. The best you can do is have it go away temporarily with the right medicine and therapy. You must learn to live with it and find a therapist/doctor you trust (don't just stick to the first one you go to if you don't click), try medication until you find the right one that works for you.
I got hot sauce in my bag
>>26337691
Dang, poor kid got her dad's nose.
>>26337691
She looks like my crazy little niece
>>26337705
Yeah, she's going to grow up hating being born.
t. half hot chick, half camel
