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>My mother is depressed
>I really don't want to postpone my suicide
Not even sure why i'm posting here,i guess it's the only place i can post this shit
Also, where can i buy i rope without looking suspicious at all?
I wanna do it asap desu,,i don't want to reconsider and watch my life become shittier and shittier. and hate myself more and more
I changed for the worst,too late to salvage shit. I don't know about you guys because we reallly don't come from the same place. It might sound pathetic,but i prefer to die than to live a mediocre senseless life.
This feeling is even stronger when you used to have a mediocre senseless life and then you tasted the start of a great life (By changing everything about yourself, habits,mindset,work-ethic,discipline...soo many fucking things,i was skyrocketing, so many great life opportunities i was gonna use 100%) then major health issue wrecks you like crazy for like a year,you reach the lowest fucking point of your life, you are now shittier than you used to be in the past. After 3 months, you're better overall but you're still 1/15th of what you used to be,you still stuggle to get your shit back together. The opportunities that were gonna lead to to a great life are now closed forever,these opportunities are the things that pushed you to change in the first place
You are now doomed to have a shitty life after tasting the start of a great life. No point in staying alive,you'll never get back what you used to have,you'll always think about it,you'll always compare what you became to what you used to be.it was already very hard to develop yourself that much when these great opportunities were still there. Now that they are gone, good fucking luck faggot.
>>27256886
It can always get better. Future you, who is happy and has achieved his goals will look back at this moment and be very grateful he is still alive.
Godspeed brave soul
>>27257063
That's the way i thought these past few weeks, But it's officially over now,
I was only getting A+'s and with "ease" . Now i struggle to get C's. As long as i don't get back what i used to have,i'm doomed to be mediocre, It's too late now. I just failed a class (I would have aced it in the past), i can't get in pharmschool, medschool, dental school, optometry school anymore. These were the only things that motivated me.
I really don't know wtf to do with my life anymore and whatever i choose,i'll be mediocre and i'll fail. I'm sure of that. I was already struggling to get my shit back together for my dream goals. Now? Lol something that barely motivates me,i'm doomed to stay shitty ,undisciplined with no idea of wtf i'm doing there. There's probably millions of people with the same feeling. But honnestly, i'd be able to handle it better if i had never tasted the start of a "great life"
I'm fucking mediocre right now. I used to be in the top 3 in my promotion, now i'm reallllllyyyyy shitty,
Tbh i should have taken a break at least this semester but my family forced me to keep going.
The ideal would have been to take a break as soon as my health issues started but i had no idea what it was and how long it would last.
Anyway,thanks for your hindsight. I can't really see how things can get better tho. I know myself, the only period of my life during the which i was truly happy was when i was syrocketing,i was finally becoming something i loved.
Anyway,thanks for the concern
Don't you ever get tired of hate?
Wouldn't you rather live a life of love and caring?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqLRd4neGGE
IMO we should bring back the Sixties.
Let's get together and feel up guys..
>>27256801
>bringing back degeneracy and sexual liberation
The 60s is why we have manchildren and turbo sluts.
Anyone else /asmrthepainaway/?
I just lay in bed listening to my asmr-fu whisper how its all going to be ok
I usually end up dreaming about her, waking up and realizing it was all just a dream, then regretting it for the rest of the day
>>27256390
asrm is supposed to be used as a relaxation tool.
not meant to be used as escapism.
that said, Jellybeans last gf roleplay was bretty good.
>>27256390
>it's an ugly girl moans under the guise of ASMR episode
>>27256480
Earcupping is my favorite
While I love jelly, best ASMR is Ephemeral Rift
He was a turbo-robot when he was younger and I related with him a lot, first person to introduce me to cthulu mythos, lovecraftian horror, etc.
>inb4 le edgy plague doktor meme
>parents are going on vacation and leaving the whole house to me from tomorrow
Alright robots and NEETbros, I got 1 week of uninterrupted free time alone to do this.
Whats the easiest and most painless way to kill myself without making a mess?
>>27256308
helium tank or exit bag
not sure though
>>27256308
do you have access to a car?
>>27256339
Yes but the garage has got full of holes so I can't take myself out with CO poisoning if thats what you mean
Do any of you guys suffer from compulsive and injurious behaviors such as compulsive gambling, drinking, skin-picking, or hair pulling?
How has it affected your life, and what would you tell people so they can understand what it's like?
pic unrelated
Feeling compelled to bump my thread
I always suffered from some kind of compulsive behavior like excessive blinking, facial spasms or even self harm.
Got heavily bullied for it during elementary school, especially by the teachers. They even made me stand in front of the class like someone at a freak show.
It made me the "class clown" in order to cope with the humiliation and pretend it was just fun. Even nowadays I can not really open up to somebody and let them through my wall of irony and self ironic comments.
Then I moved on to less obvious or more socially accepted behavior like cutting myself or alcohol.
Eventually I started smoking when I was 16 years old and managed to keep my compulsive behavior channeled through my Nicotine addiction to this day.
>>27257627
>Eventually I started smoking when I was 16 years old and managed to keep my compulsive behavior channeled through my Nicotine addiction to this day.
You're making me want to smoke, man. Fuck.
I quit ages ago.
Do you believe that there is someone out there for you?
Someone who would truly love you?
i used to. but as the day goes on i am reaffirmed day in and out that 99% of women are all the same and that 1% will be scared away because of how bitter the majority of women have made me.
I've been alive for 3 decades and never met anyone anywhere near my wavelength, let along a female.
I lost hope years ago.
I doubt it. If there is, they surely don't live in any Western country.
What PC games do you robots play?
>>27256111
I'm currently playing Nostalrius PVE server
Leveling a nelf hunter senpai
Do lewd VNs count as video games?
I play a lot of Hearthstone. I know it's casual but I've always loved card games and it's a great time waster.
I beat XCOM 2 pretty quickly after it came out but haven't felt like going back just yet.
I haven't really had the desire to play video games as much as I used to over the past year, I don't know if it's due to depression or just growing up.
Why is there no suicide encouragement asmr? I want a cute Asian girl to hug me from behind and rub all over me lovingly while she whispers in my ear encouraging me to do it. But of course that is not possible, so this is the closest I can get. Any asmrfags know of any videos?
Any degrading asmr? not into physical femdom but my history of being abused by women early in life has made it a fetish
>>27256064
Which women in your life? Mom? Sisters? Aunts? Any stories you care to share? It's okay if you don't I'm just trying to understand the correlation/causation because I have a femdom fetish too but I wasn't really abused.
Bump.
Robot this post is an original creation of mine giggity
Are some people just destined to not ever have a girlfriend? It's been 18 years, No girl has been interested in me. I literally have no Idea what I can change right now to fit their impossible standards. Pic related, its me, I know I look like a 13 year old, But how the fuck can I change that? The best I can do is grow out a scraggly little mustache, even then there are plenty of other guys who look better than me. Any guys have any advice? Is time the best bet for me? Anything I can do right now?
>>27255844
Work out and get a new haircut. You have the same haircut every 14 years old have. Also dont be a beta
>It's been 18 years
Fuck off faggot. Come back when you're 25+ and still a virgin.
Take care of your self,dress well,interact with people(if you dont like that practice metta bhavana its loving-kidness meditation you will necome more frendly its scientific proven and it help me,you can practice anapanasati meditation too)speak to girls and dont give up,build confidence
>be black
>go on r9k an pol everyday
>see how much people on here hate blacks
>assume everyone out in public secretly feels the same
>never talk to or meet people because of it
I think I'm okay with living my life alone anyways.
>>27255773
hahhahahahaah fuck you nigger
>>27255773
Take a step back and realize where you're at. At least half of the people here are pedophiles.
>>27255773
Anon not any of us actually think that, it's all insecure guys. Seriously, we're all in this hell together.
>at the doctor
>she asks if im sexually active
>mfw
>>27255692
She laughed when i answered no.
i say it with pride
i dont give a fuck
>>27255692
I wish they asked this question every time.
Some Docs I think try to get a more accurate answer by asking if you have a gf or bf, and they assume you are doing something if you are 20+ and have one.
>do you have a gf?
>no
>a bf?
>WHAT?!? no
>dr sort of frowns
>other questions
>discuss my stomach issues
>anon, you're probably just stressed, talk to someone
fucking normies. Just give me drugs.
>Chad throws huge party
>Not invited
>Tall 10/10 gril wants me to come "or else she'll feel alone"
>She convince chad to let me come
>Some guy is not invited because he becomes an emotional wreck when drunk, talk about his abusive father and fuck up the mood
>Told him that maybe we'll see each other on the week-end
>Chad just texted me and said that he doesn't want to see me at the party and basically asked me to fuck of
>Guy knows where chad live and we're going prank him to death
How can I fuck up the house without getting caught ?
Should I order prostitutes and exorcists at the party ?
>>27255680
If this is at a college, you can maybe call the police and get everyone busted for underage. Although any underage drinkers there would not be in much, if any, trouble, Chad, assuming he owns the house, will be in lots of trouble for providing alcohol to minors :^)
here's a better pic related OP
memes are for sharing
>>27255680
Jesus christ why are you such a faggot?
Crash the party or dont go, why you gotta fuck up fun for others?
>werent invited hurrr why dont people like me durrr i want revenge
What is /r9k/ opinion on the Baltic states? Do you love us?
>>27255483
>playing a major role in ending the Soviet state
Kill yourselves.
>>27255483
don't know, don't care pretty much sums it up
>>27255483
they seem like robot tier countries desu
I got this girl to drink milk like a cat on camera about a dozen times, but after she lost her virginity to a heroin dealer she won't do it anymore.
I'm really heartbroken. And it's been months and no milk at all.
How do I get her to drink milk like a cat again?
Best thread I've seen all day. Bumping for interest.
oorigi mal
hmmmm what's this about
I finally fell for the trap meme and started talking to one, would you fuck her? Pic related, is her. I've never considered myself gay but I really want to try this at least once.
The appeal of traps is that they look distinctively different from normal girls. If I wanted to fuck some blonde haired slut with caked on makeup I'd fuck a stacy.
>>27255070
>would you fuck her?
>pic related, its her
you know that that is a man right?
>>27255112
detecting you as legitimately gay desu
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