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I'm saying this with the most respect I can possibly give, but do you realize how stupid all of you are?
Why do you say that about me?
You don't know anything about me.
>>27270574
It's easy to leave this board, I did it and wow do I feel stupid for wasting 5 years.
Sometimes I'm amazed at the lack of self-awareness by r9k sometimes.
Who /vaporwave/ here?
It's literal robot music. Japanese, made with computers, sad af, low quality, unpopular, depressing af, slow and no one even knows it by the name.
Every time I listen to it I fall in an even deeper hole but there is something nice about it.
Vaporwave thread I guess. I'll start https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O_LZYFBNk9g
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F9L4q-0Pi4E&index=3&list=PLdBc1dnljJDDUwMAh3q6kAqqFvbpy33vD&ab_channel=%EF%BC%A9%EF%BD%8D%EF%BD%90%EF%BD%85%EF%BD%8E%EF%BD%84%EF%BD%89%EF%BD%8E%EF%BD%87%EF%BC%B2%EF%BD%89%EF%BD%8F%EF%BD%94%EF%BC%98%EF%BC%93
Best album coming through
I tried like it, I really did, but it all sounds like random 80s pop slowed to half speed with a bunch of unnecessary cuts and edits
>>27270043
love the art, hate the music
I've been feeling like I'm actually going to kill myself the last couple of days. Normally it's just thoughts, you know about the worth of life, about whether I should live or not, whether it's worth it.
But lately my feelings have been getting really intense. I've been crying for no reason I feel constant suffering and pain. I feel like the world is inflicting it's suffering upon me, and I feel like I'm in a literal hell. As in, I'm not even being metaphoric I feel like "holy shit this world ACTUALLY is a horrible brutal terrifying world of suffering and pain and despair and all these violent brutal miserable things are here and I suffer and am tormented constantly, like this world actually is hell. this world actually is fucking awful.
Yesterday I felt so depressed I made a noose to hang myself. Even though I'm really aversive to that method I hate the idea of it (don't want someone to find me like that, don't like the idea of being stuck there hanging, feels like such a sadcunt way to die), but yesterday I felt so fucking bad and hopeless I was completely desparate to end how I felt, that I was pumping myself up to just do it. I even wrote in my notebook my thoughts to convince myself, to just do it.
I take antabuse I take methadone which means I have no options to change how I fell. Normally I would drink or take opiates when I felt like this but opiates wont effect me,I can't drink alcohol, so there's no options. I tried to smoke weed which I hate but I just fell into utter despair I was crying so hard I couldn't breathe.
I have no car. My method is to jump off this 120meter cliff around 10km from my house. I went for a walk at the end of yesterday, there is a smaller cliff about 5km from here I really was walking towards it. I wasn't 100% commited I was pretty ambivalent. I just want the suffering and misery to stop. I don't really want to have to do this. It's fucking scary killing yourself.
Reminder to ignore the "if you're scared then ur not really gonna do it lol" memers
What keeps me going is the hope that life will get better. How old are you? If you're still in your 20s or younger, you can realistically hang on to the hope that things will get better (assuming you're in a first world country) eventually. As dumb as it sounds, it is what keeps me from killing myself. I've thought about suicide and killing myself last year by driving as fast as I could in my car and crashing into whatever was in my way with the gas cap undone and I was going to light my back seats on fire so that the crash plus the burning would have killed me. But I didn't do it. Idk why but I just didn't. I'm just clinging to the tiny possibility that someday I'll have a girlfriend and my own apartment and a steady job to live fairly comfortably. It probably sounds dumb but it is what it is
I'm sorry you're going through this, OP.
I personally do think this world is overwhelmingly a miserable, horrible place, too.
I want you to know that I'm sorry to hear you're suffering and I wish I could make it better but I'm pretty sure I can't.
If you kill yourself it'll make others suffer more and don't you ever wonrder
if this world is so awful, what if there's an even worse one afterward?
It's not "logical" to assume that but with the amount of suffering I've undergone, something like a "suffering principle" is starting to supercede logic for me
Now I'm just thinking that if there's something bad, that thing is probably real in some way.
I am sorry this is happening bro. I'm sorry we have to live in this horrible world and not in nice place.
If it were up to me it wouldn't be like this. But it's not up to me.
Hey anon, let's go eat , I'm hungry
What the fuck are you doing in my apartment?
Let's go get some Taquitos at 7-11
>>27269998
Sure.
Taco Bell?
>1200 word report on the financial crisis of 2007-8 due monday
>still haven't started
WHERE MY PROCRASTINATORS @
1200 words ain't a damn thing, anon.
You can write something good out in a solid day.
I procrastinate so much that I couldn't even finish high school. I also actively avoid anything I percieve as a problem, instead of dealing with it.
I think many here can relate.
>>27269564
1200 words is like barely 2 pages you big baby
Why do robots discriminate against failed normies? Isn't a failed normie basically a robot?
>depression
>suicide thoughts
>no motivation
>hate job/have no job
>soccial anxiety/fobia
>can't get girlfriend/virgin
You can have all that without being a loner or a school drop out.
I graduated college with honors, managed to somehow loose my v card, have some friends, but cant find a job, socially awkward, feel like shit all the time, think about killing myself and have all around low self esteem and self confidence.
Am I not allowed here?
You should seek help if you are mentally ill.
>>27269463
>managed to somehow loose my v card, have some friends
>Am I not allowed here?
No, you're not.
>>27269546
but anon, fucking a fat and ugly girl once is almost the same as being a virgin, isn't it?
I'm in California on a trip right now, there are cucks, faggits, numales, and sluts everywhere. Is the world really like this?
Pic related, saw a cuck taking his bull out to lunch.
nice google shirt, does lord poo in the loo pichai know you're on r9k?
>>27269455
Go check out some national forests if you can. Definitely worth
>>27269455
Cuckifornia.
Any borderlineers here? I'd like to know how your BPD killed your relationships and drove away your friends.
Also, does borderline personality disorder make you slutty?
>>27269278
PLEASE FUCK OFF WITH YOUR MAY MAY PERSONALITY SHIT
>>27269278
>Also, does borderline personality disorder make you slutty?
BPD sufferer here. I'm a manwhore due to my approval seeking nature. I fuck for validation.
>>27269278
Oh look the 17 year olds are back looking for excuses why they are terrible people and fuck too much.
just lost my virginity to a drunken one night stand. sex is over hyped guys you aren't missing much
That's like a teenager drinking a can of Coors Light and saying "beer is overrated guys".
>has shitty drunken sex with a 4/10 which probably lasted 10 minutes
>"sex is just a meme guys"
how did it feel in your penis, OP?
not a joke question, serious
ITT: we talk about ways to annoy & inconvenience normies.
e.g. going the speed limit
Stopping completely before the sign at stop signs
Walking really slowly and standing just a little bit too close to them
>>27269000
Nice trips OP
this is an original comment u stupid jews
>20
>virgin
>working on masters at kings college, top university meaning everyone is a competitive cunt and wont help classmates out
>american, so everyone thinks I'm retarded
>struggling for a 2:1
>no qt, kissed, hugged, virgin
>oyster card is empty so I walk 3 hours to lecture
>part time job is working at wasabi for minimum wage
>cant afford food so I eat the customer leftovers.
Kill me.
Where do you live Anon?
I live in Borough near Guy's hospital.
>>27268898
>LondonWanna be friends anon?
>>27269728
Forgot to take my trip off, sorry
>couples that call each other babe
>couples who do it ironically
"Why does no one call me babe?"
>>27268680
>couples
do we all agree that women who smoke are literally worthless
>>27268624
If she smokes she pokes
So almost completely worthless
find a girl who smokes and you'll find a whore
i chew nicotine gum, i offer her some and suggest that she should quit smoking for good.
Tick
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Monday is headed right towards you, wagecuck.
>>27268564
post proofs you are recieving neetbux
>>27268564
>copy and paste these into yik yak feed
>everyone there hates me within a week
>banned within 2 weeks
STOP PLEASE STOOOOOOOP ;_;
Why do women do this:
Everyone at my college has to goto a special class 3 times a year. It promotes "inclusiveness" and cultural enrichment or some trash. I knew it was gonna be feminist horseshit the moment I laid eyes on the all female yuppy presenters.
Anyways we have to read a book, can you guess what it's about? A woman with pussy cancer.
Why do they do this shit? "Break down the patriarchy" then immediately set up something that's gynocentric. No where have I ever had to read a book about some faggot's dick. But here I am in NuAmerica reading about some lady's pussy, and how strong and independent she is.
just do whatever they ask you to and finish the class and never think about it again
>>27268379
This. Also, wait 3 years and then murder the teacher while she sleeps.
The worst part of it is they are making everyone pay $1500 to take each of these useless classes. They can't keep getting away with it.
