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>tfw cry like a bitch more than women do
I fucking hate this so much. How can I stop crying at any type of frustration?
>>27412365
Maybe you would cry less if you weren't pathetic. It's hard for me to imagine somebody who was fit, had friends and a well-paying job crying all the time.
I feel like shit all the time but I haven't been able to cry in more than 10 years. I'd rather be like you.
>>27412374
thanks bro, i'll just start beeing myself and everything will be fixed
>tfw you though you had your anxiety under control and planned a bunch of shit over the next few months only to have it unexpectedly come back full force over the course of a few days.
>>27412309
seriously I can't sleep, don't wanna fap, don't feel like watching anything, and feel tense all over.
I don't know how people live with this.
>>27412309
>>27412321
Do you have any way of becoming NEET for a little while? Savings, parents, NEETbux? I used to be really anxious about life/people/everything, but after a couple months of doing absolutely nothing, I feel so much better. Hell, if your anxiety is this crippling, you might be able to get NEETbux for it in itself. This modern society is too stressful and always stuck on full throttle. Even back in the hunter/gatherer days there was a lot more time to just chill despite having to work hard at other times just to keep alive. Being a slave is no way to live.
>>27412407
I have about a grand saved up but both my parents are not working and I can't stop just in case something comes up.
I would love to have a month to just chill and sort myself out but thats not gonna happen.
This has happened to me before and the worst is usually over in a couple weeks but last time it took me about three to four months to get back to my baseline anxiety level.
What's it like to have a big girlfriend? Like a girl who is 5'10" or taller, and weighs at least 150lbs.
Can you wrestle around with her for fun and be less careful about hurting her? Will she help you move stuff around the house? How does it feel when she plops down in your lap? Does she eat a lot?
>>27412271
>and be less careful about hurting her
No, all girls are fragile, even the tall ones. Don't do stupid shit
> ywn have tall girl to get stuff off of top shelf
Do you know how lame it is when a girl twice your age puts something on the top shelf then laughs at you as she leaves? That's my work life.
They are tall but they are weak as fuck.
t. 6'3" fitizen
Some bitch nigga posted some shit about hearing a voice when they read or think?
IS THAT A THING? WHAT THE HELL...
>>27412270
Have you ever read anything or thought anything? Of course it is. Idiot.
Yeah, most people do. But it's something people try to get out of the habit of doing, since it slows down your reading speed.
>>27412280
What do you mean "of course it is" ? A quick google search proves that not everyone has one.
I used to play World of Warcraft for ~16hours a day for years.
I never achieved anything tho. I was ganking and corpse camping low level characters. And I loved it, best time of my life.
However now this came to an end as I need to study now or I'll end up in McDonald's because my parents are poor and I will inherit nothing of value from them when they die. Feels bad.
I've been playing WoW off and on since late vanilla.
I was never a super serious competitive player but I had a really good time and came to enjoy the silly and serious of the lore and gameplay.
I'm sorry the best is over for you.
But also fuck you for playing the way you did.
that's nice anon, my dads generation had records.
>ganking and corpse camping low level characters
> sleep for 14 hours
> wake up at 7pm
> go to bar
> get drunk
> pass out at midnight
Who else /livingLeDream/?
>>27412188
I've never been to a bar before what's it like can you explain it for me
thank you!
>>27412207
A place where randoms interact randomly, it can be like a 4c but normally most people are blue'd
So u do not fit in
>>27412188
Why would you go to a bar where beers cost 6 bucks when you could just drink at home instead?
I have a lot of free time.
Is ego death and or depersonalization something I should aim to achieve?
Is it any easier to assert your will upon your "self?"
For those of you living or have lived with it, please describe your experiences.
It's an experience that takes you very far away from your normal waking consciousness, but it's not something you can really do with. Like visiting a foreign country, in your mind. Middle-class white people who take up pretend Buddhism will claim that backpacking across India that one time "changed" them, but they'll live their life exactly the same afterwards, maybe with some tourist trinkets and stupid new mandala art in their den. Same story when they take psychedelics, but replace the shit with trippy paintings and lava lamps.
>>27412137
if you like to be disappointed when your pleasures fade, after you put much work to get the pleasures beforehand, if you enjoy boredom once you are acclimated to these pleasures and comfort which fades more slowly than most of other pleasures, if you despise pain to the point of being afraid by it, if you fear death, then, sure, continue to be hedonistic.
but if you understand that you bring your own unhappiness, day after, day in searching outside you to fill you and that what you find to fill you is exactly what brings you down, you understand that being stopping envy is the way to go. the good thing is that stopping envy avoids you to identify with the pain (otherwise the pain becomes suffering) and the price to pay is that you do not identify yourself with pleasures too (with the few pleasures that you manage to get).
the good news is that once you stop identifying so much with your sensations, then you reach a higher bliss, that in buddhism is called second jhanas (this is where the Christians go when they pray, and normies picture it as an orgasm like the famous statue of the nun shows).
this is the level of spiritual hedonism, where you experience pleasure of the consciousness.
religious people stop here, because, as buddhists say, they take what they feel as a contact with their deities.
>>27412203
Once yo understand that hedonism is bound to fail, due to the lack of control of events and what you think is your self, disappear the faith in the avidity towards pleasures and the aversion towards pains, the faith in your speculations to get control over what you think is your life.
this state is not reversible and makes you despise hedonism. you have seen the ugliness and the eternal disappointment with hedonism.
There remains to put into practice your new knowledge. you switch back to attempting to establish the equanimity, joy, contentment, benevolence in meditating to be still. Once you eliminate your faith in hedonism, you are happy.
in the dhamma, you even understand that, before nirvana, there is just as much degeneracy and mediocrity in those jhanas, than there is in material hedonism (= of the body, which is the hedonism of most of the humanity), precisely because you still crave the fruits of the jhanas, which are bliss, then tranquility and equanimity.
[in the jhanas, you are disconnected from the 5 senses and from your mind, there remains only what is causally referred to as the consciousness and, when you are not hedonistic, the jhanas are the study of the consciousness by the consciousness itself. since even hedonists manage to get the jahans, those people tend to dwell in them for the pleasures and other curiosities of ''knowing the true reality (of the sensations) and other fantasies.]
Sooner or later, you will understand that your emotions are not meant to be taken seriously (in order to be happy), ditto with your mind[=your imagination, your intellect] and its products [=your ideas, your inferences], ditto with your consciousness, ditto with the objects of your consciousness (the things that people call reality, or even worse, objective reality).
once you understand that even the jhanas are mediocre and you stripe your self of the envy of the jhanas (after you master them), you reach nirvana.
Who /RedWine&SleepingPills/ here?
I don't understand your picture.
>>27412172
Then leave, if you don't get it you are a normie
>>27412113
Yeah that's me why my while my gf fucks me in her cloths
>Decent thread for once
>Conversation is going nice
>/fit/ retard randomly appears spewing unsolicited "just lift bro" advice
What is wrong with /fit/ tards? Is there legitimately something wrong with their minds? Why do they feel compelled to pop into random threads and just start telling people to "just lift" and derail shit?
>>27412046
you think thats bad?
>create thread about influence of cinematic superhero movies
>ask /co/ what their opinion is and how they feel "their" hero got portrayed
>gets pruned immediately
fuck this gay earth
>>27412046
they're massively insecure and need constant validation about how all that time spent lifting a steel weight is in fact making them cool and acceptable
>>27412070
/co/ is my main board, but I haven't been there in a few weeks because I've been behind on my books. They're finally live action shit fuck off?
You don't understand. It's been a constant stream of shitty live action garbage for years dominating the board. It attracts the worst kind of posters, namely shitposters from /tv/, and turned the board in the de facto 'le geek culture' dumping ground of 4chan. People who actually wanted to discuss comics and animation have to wade through the shit to find a decent thread only to have it bumped off for yet another MCU/Arrow/Flash/whatfuckingevermovieortvshow thread.
Should I just upload a gym selfie and ask my matches "wanna fuck?" in the first message. Sure I'm going to be ignored by a lot of entitled princesses who think they can find their prince charming on a hook up app, but surely it is better than beating around the bush like a beta orbiter?
>>27412030
i can tell you from experience that the direct approach is better
i wouldnt go literally hey lets fuck but you should not take too long
5 things back and forth is enough to ask for her number so you can arrange a date
if she says no she wasnt interested to begin with
my succesful conversation went like
Hey <question about her pic>
>Hi <answer about her pic>
So do you? oh cool this and that
>haha yeah
Where are you from?
>City and you?
Im from town
So can I get your number so we can rrange our date?
>Haha ok sure
>>27412341
this just get the date going quickly. sex is already implied so you don't need to ask. usually you need to go for date first so they don't feel like total sluts
>>27412341
>>27412359
first posts best posts
would u recommend of all that gay photo with friends and a dog shit? i mean 80% of females on tumblr dont do tht so i dont think they should or would expect u to.
Does it bother or scare anyone how women can look so perfect, but be so flawed?
I mean, take pic related for instance. She looks like such a wholesome and perfect girl, but in actuality, she's a huge slut that has fucked and sucked hundreds of dicks already. It's a huge mistake to think of women as the pure ones, as they are often deceivers in order to ensnare men. They don't even know how to love like how men can.
It's weird how men are often the pure ones. There's this whole stereotype of men naturally leaning towards being evil and being unsympathetic, but it tends to be women who are the merciless ones. I mean seriously, how many guys do you know who are like Patrick Bateman? Sociopathic and uncaring? Probably not even too many! Sure, there are rough guys out there, but they seem to care about how their actions affect others. Women just don't seem to ever care about that.
That's what we all are. A brain in an assigned body in one big evolutionary competition. No body plays fair. The etiquette is there but we are animals at our core.
>>27412012
>but in actuality, she's a huge slut that has fucked and sucked hundreds of dicks already.
you are implying this isnt perfection ?
taking dicks feels good , more dick= better for her .most dick taken = closest to perfection .
>>27412245
This.
You can use this to your advantage too. I'm a huge sperg and a misanthrope but I lift and dress well so people automatically think better of me.
Rate my Fallout 4 character.
Her name is Caroline
>inb4 dyke hair
It's tied back.
>>27411976
she looks old
also
>>>/v/
>>27411976
>fallout 4
>>>/trash/
>actually customizing your character
Literally why? I hated the fact that Bethesda made the camera switch to my character and gave him a voice. I want the character to be me, not a fanfic version of me.
>the religion of peace
>christian country
>you're allowed to do whatever the fuck you want as long as you don't inconvenience other people
>that's bigotry
>muslim countries
>hellhole warzones that when in leave stone people for being gay or adulterous
>religion of peace
liberal logic
>>27411975
worshiping a pixelated spider made out of text format would be more logical than circling a giant black cube in the desert.
fucking mudslimes
>>27412055
>you're allowed to do whatever the fuck you want as long as you don't inconvenience other people
Relatively new phenomenon.
serious question, anyone else think that cuckold fantasies (usual ones, a white guy being cucked by a black dude) are weirdly racist? the "thrill" for the white man seems to be that his wife is being fucked by something more animal and "pure man" than himself, something overflowing with testosterone
>>27411969
I thought that was the entire point of it? It's the most degrading and humiliating act that could happen to him, and that's what turns them on.
That's literally the point for some of them.
Better luck trying to be smart next time.
Yeah, it's definitely racist. A lot of them are outright, intentionally racist.
If the people imagined all kinds of different guys cucking them I don't think it would be but if you're only imagining black guys then you're just fetishizing them.
The whole porn industry seems to be pretty racist too. It's disappointing.
Where can a recovering neckbeard with no personality make quality friends?
If you're in college, join clubs for the hobbies you're picking up.
>>27411892
What if I'm a gorrilion dollars in student loan debt from previously flunking out and can't get to college, and also can't get a job even though I've been applying.
It's so bad I can't even get a job at the McDiabeetus.
What if every day no matter how hard I try I always seem to come home empty handed and contemplate suicide on a nightly basis?
What if I don't listen to the 50 gorrilion shitty hipster bands there are, don't spend every single second of my life watching all the cool animus, and just want someone to hang out with, but also want a girlfriend to fuck?
Yeah, that's what I thought, no responses. You mothafuckas ain't even real robots.
Fucking college dwelling rail thin normie scum.
