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>be me
>no gf, virgin
>had a kiss, but felt awkward and really did not like it
Little back story, not that related
>been rejected many times since childhood
> first and only ''gf'' I had was crazy goth witch, met her once irl. Real attention whore, depressed and suicidal (3 attempts)
>was obsessed with me
>nope the fuck out and tell her that we should stop
>gets pissed and curses me etc.
>says that she stole my soul
>kek
Some time later
>Take a shitton of courage and ask a girl to a dance in our Highschool Christmas Ball
>knew her before, she kinda liked me
>6-7/10, really nice, bit childish
>got her number through friends
>couple days of texting and we went out
>got to know each other a little bit more
>can see that she is really into me yet I keep doing nothing
>we go out a couple of times more, no dates, just regular walks
>then the day when I sperged up comes
>both on a bridge, no one is really around
>she looks at me, understand that this is the part when kiss happens
>feel really awkward and disgusted about myself, and sperg up saying that we should keep going
>texted some time
>no more responses
Can you tell me what is wrong with me? I really don't want to become some platonicfag, and I really can not understand if I want a gf in first place. All my ''bros'' are like ''nigga u gay or what?'' Nope, it just seems that I hate myself so much to a point of cockblocking myself. Please help me, cant handle shit any longer, suicide might be the only way out. Me i the picture
>>26633772
Nice hair fuckboy
>>26633772
That's not you. Timestamp or gtfo.
>>26633856
Why it could not be me?
sorry robots but lady Clinton is our new president
>>26633650
not if trump can help it, republicans gotta get together if he wins and defeat this vile bitch
>>26633650
Anyone who actually thought Cucknie Sanders was actually gonna win was probably retarded
Get used to it, misogynists
does heaven exist /r9k/? i want heaven to exist
>>26633567
Heaven is wherever you can find it.
For me, it exists in an opiate high.
>>26633567
It does. It's located between those tits.
no it doesn't
you're going to die and death is like an eternal sleep
>He's a men's rights activist
>>26711315
Do people genuinely call themselves "Mens Rights Activists?" I thought it was a meme.
Not that I support feminism either. Feminism is cancerous now.
>>26711372
What is the most cancerous aspect of feminism? I mean how is it harmful, really?
This is now a loli thread.
Thanks.
>I really love you, anon
>I'm so glad you're here
aum shiva
heil eris
>>26633481
Th-thanks. I'll go prep the shed.
>>26633481
>all those red flags
Such a waste of a pretty face
shame
Gf dumped me two days ago, out of the blue. We were only a few months from our 1 year anniversary, when she just sent me a text message dumping me.
I've called her a thousand times and sent a million text messages these past two days, but she still hasn't replied. I'm thinking that writing and dropping off a hand-written love letter might work, but I have no idea how to approach it.
Give me some advice
>>26633462
She was probably getting hit on at the time and really wanted to go with the guy but remembered she had a bf. A quick break up and she can go get fucked and it isn't cheating.
Then she can call you up next week and say how she was wrong and wants to get back together.
Advice is to get all the information. All of it.
>>26633462
Need way more info homie. What were you doing before? We're you in a row?
Details man details
>>26633462
You fucked up.
The only way for you to even have a chance to get her back was completely ignoring get text. In other words, not being a bitch nigga that you are now.
The more you call and text, the more of bitch you become in her eyes. Writing a note to her would forever put you in the zone of faggots that she won't give the time of day.
Seriously, stop.
It is Saturday night, robots. Why aren't you going out to the club to pick up pussy?
Because I'm 4/10 with Aspergers
>>26633437
It's only 5 pm here
>>26633437
Because I'm a boring, friendless wageie.
Thanks for reminding me.
>tfw you leave /lit/ for five seconds to see how the rest of 4chan lives
>tfw literally everyone is a pleb retard
How do you people live like this?
>>26633331
/lit/ is one of the boards with worst taste. It's not as bad as /tv/ or /co/ but anyone who has an actual taste in literature knows that board blows.
/lit/ is by far the most pathetic board on 4chan
from fake "IQ chart" pictures to claim they are smarter, to threads like this one
no other board have people with their asses so far up their asses
>b-bbut I am smart because I read books
>>26633331
get the fuck off your high horse you psuedo-intellectual piece of shit
/lit/ is such a trash board its not even funny, giving off the pretense of being intelligent =/= actual intelligence
"Do you want anything from Costco's food court, Anon? Order anything you want and I'll pay."
>>26709500
>Order anything you want and I'll pray.
I'll have three hot dogs and some soda
One of everything and we'll "Lady and The Tramp" it together
Some people fuck their lives up with alcohol. Others with drugs.
Some by fucking around like a communal sex toy.
Me? I've wasted my last 22 years by trying to be the best I can. I've been in post-secondary school for over 5 years, and every new week makes me question what I'm doing more.
Today one of my colleagues and who I thought was one of my only friends blew up at me for forgetting one minor detail.
The worst part is he's right. I am a fuck up. I can't even take this stress now, how will I ever make a career out of my life?
5 years of school wasted.
22 years of life wasted.
And for what? Nothing.
As soon as everyone else is asleep, I'm going down stairs to hang myself. I bought a fresh parachute cord on the way back from from class.
I'm trapped within myself. I'm feel like a silent observer to a movie that get worse every second. I want to look away, but I can't. I have to rip myself away.
I see people around me, able to share themselves with each other. They aren't tiny islands in a void. They feel each other and connect to each other.
After every prolonged interaction with another human being I feel more isolated than before. There is no one like me and that terrifies me. Am I the only one who's real? Or is everyone else real but me?
I don't belong here. I don't belong in this world. I am a glitch.
Perhaps when I was still being formed there was a place for me. A path, a plan even. Perhaps my life was charted along a reasonable path. Not necessarily a perfect path, or a path to greatness, but a reasonable path. For a long time now, I feel as though something went wrong. Like my life's path is gravely out of it's place. I don't live a shitty experience by any means. I live in a developed nation and in a position even my ancestors would envy. I don't doubt that I've been blessed to be born in the status I am born into.
Experience isn't existence. I life a good experience, but I inhabit a miserable existence. Who's fault is that?
Those around me? God? Me? It doesn't matter, it is what it is. Regardless of why, somewhere along the way, something came undone. That's the only explanation I have.
Maybe I became too self-aware. I'm trapped in my mind, analyzing and dissecting every move I make. I agonize hours and hours over the tiniest things. I am fixated in a past I will never make right, while I shy away from a future I fear to my very core. All this happens in a present I don't want or feel I belong in.
I want out. I need out.
Nothing holds me back now except guilt and the desire to maintain false act for those around me. There's so much of it now that the walls I've built are crumbling, entombing me in the process. Something's gotta give. No, something's already given. The end is close.
Soon I won't need to worry about what-ifs and mistakes. Good-bye everyone. May you find the true path before you lose it- forever.Needless suicide note continues
And so, another dim star snuffs out, alone in the cold expanse of space. No one notices. They don't need to. The night sky is bright and dazzling enough without it.
I'm in the exact same situation, and I envy your willingness to go through with it. You're not alone, OP. I wish we could all get together and figure something out.
Good luck, OP. I hope you don't regret in the last moments of your life. That would suck.
I hate normies,-.
>>26633206
and you are.......... who?
did babby really make his first post as an OP?
>>26633900
Do you even know who youre talking with
fucking literal who,get the ehck out of ehre nerdddd
>>26633900
kys tripafaggo
>Oh, anon, you're awake. Listen, we had a little mix-up between you and another patient with a similar last name and it looks like we accidentally gave you the breast implant, facial feminization, and vaginoplasty surgery instead of him. We'll have to do a second surgery to remove your appendix like we should've done today, but in the mean time, you owe us $100,000 plus tip for the sex change.
How do you react?
"Am I kawaii now? desu"
>>26633084
how much WOULD you tip a surgeon anyway??
>>26633084
I would sue and ruin their careers. Then kill myself.
Self esteem can only come from external sources. It is impossible to generate in a vacuum. By nature, we must compare ourselves to others and be superior in order to feel good:
>intelligence
>looks
>wealth
>creativity
>car
>attractiveness of girlfriend
>race
But also things that normies pretend are separate from other people, and entirely intrinsic
>determination
>dedication
>optimism
>resilience to failure
These all generate self esteem because normies can compare themselves to people like us and feel superior. They may not see it that way, but it's true.
In order to have self-esteem, you MUST be superior to others in some way. That's why we struggle. We are either inferior or have never had our positives communicated to us.
>>26633069
You can substitute other people with other versions of yourself though.
So get ugly girlfriend who tells you you're great and win?
>>26633107
No
>>26633114
You'll know she's ugly and feel inferior to other people.
>like this girl
>been talking to her for a while
>get courage to ask her out
>she says sure
>feelsgoodman.jpg
>go on a couple dates
>talk almost every day
>realize she's seeing some Chad
>tells me they're "just friends"
>pretty sure more
What do?
Pic related
You got to trust her
>>26708567
you got nothing to lose, keep going.
>dating asians who were born murica
im so sorry
Who here /ruined their lives/?
>Made a thread where I joke about being a stalker
>Think it will spark a discussion on mental health
>Someone reported it
>They said I'll go to jail
>I can't stop crying
Who else has these feels?
Shameless self-bump, I can't be the only one who's fucked themselves over
>>26632852
>They said I'll go to jail
Was it an anon or did the police actually contact you?
>>26632852
>being this retarded
If I had to guess, I'd say you're 16, probably younger.
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