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Just held my mom's hand for 4 hours until she drowned/choked in/on her own blood. She was diagnosed with cancer a year ago.
I can't handle this feel guys. She was so pumped full of morphine that I doubt she noticed that I came to her death bed.
I've talked to her every day on the phone since her diagnosis (I've obviously visited her a lot) and I feel so lost.
She was the only person who loved me unconditionally, and now I have no one.
I know the edgelords are going to call me a pussy, but this pain and loneliness consumes me.
Who here has dealt with this sort of grief? I need someone to talk to.
Sorry for the blog post
did you steal some morphine at least?
Sorry for your loss OP :/
>>26355188
no
bljkl (original)
I got rejected by my oneitis today.
I just want to end it all now
>>26352419
I was there with you, she said no. And it was over.
It's not ok, and you're not ok, and I'm not even sure if you'll be ok. But we're here.
We're all here.
Do you wanna share you're story?
>>26352419
My oneitis essentially did the same.
Except it's almost entirely my fault. Haven't said much more than hello in 10 months.
Past year has been pretty bad for me desu senpai.
>>26352419
I was there too. I first blamed the friend zone but then I realized it was me not her. I needed to learn to improve myself. I started lifting, dressing better and talking to other girls despite begin a sperg. I fake confidence to get over her. I hate seeing her pretty face in public because I die on the inside. I want to hold her hand and hug her. I have not moved on and our friendship ended with her saying she hated me and I never even had the balls to ask her out. I miss her. The best you can do is find something to forget the pain. Never pray for a better life OP, pray for the strength to endure a hard life. We are here for a reason. We might never full fill a personal legend but we can aid others. This will end. You will leave stronger and be able to endure more painful paths.
who /dumbass/ here
>send email to professor to tell him I'm sick
>accidentally sent it to a student instead
>didn't realize until she emailed me telling me I fucked up
>now probably going to lose a letter grade
whats stopping you from sending it right now? If you're really paranoid or he presses you tell him what happened, ez.
not like attendance means anything anyway senpai
>>26352442
I did, you have to e-mail him before class to not lose points though. It's a beginner's art class too ffs.
>>26352466
>Liberal arts majors
tonight, let all the 35 and older khv's vent, rage, and lament in this thread.
I'm 37 and have never even held a hand.
negs: manlet, not white, no 'game', skinnyfat
pros: smart (stem from public ivy), make six figures, will inherit a business that will free me and my children from wage slavery
I have nothing but contempt for women. I truly believe in everything 'red pill'. I hate my genetic lottery of height and facial aesthetic (average face) but will appreciate my parent's wealth. I've never been able to attract a woman, so I will end up in loveless 'settling' for someone I will be matched with.
I have nothing but contempt for society. Men taller/more alpha than me make it a point to shit on me when women are around, try to be my friend so I'll help them with work shit when it's just us. Our society is arranged around beauty, forget about race/wealth/connections.
degeneracy abounds, it's like shaking a steak in front of a dog. I am that dog. I'm the lowest of the low, women don't even consider me human, men just want to use me.
worldly desires lost their appeal long ago. I don't even masturbate regularly now, once a month just to 'work the pipes'. Don't even know what I'll do with the money, probably just sit at home and watch movies/tv.
>>26354358
remember, women like money more than anything
if you have a lot of it they will be attracted to you more so than a muscular, good looking, or confidant man
>tfw 34
>>26354381
I'm not 35, but 31 here. I make 6 figures, and the money has done absolutely nothing to get me a woman. still a KV, nothing can fix a 4 inch dick and the lack of confidence that it causes.
Thank you anon for attending the interview, we will let you know in the next several days if you are qualified for this position.
>>26352322
i think i'd rather kill myself than work at mcdonalds
>>26353522
I guess it depends on where you live.
>>26353577
What would it be like to be the only boy working there?
>bb.b.b.b.bbbbbut muh value and worth is based on how much my parents like me, and they only like me if i'm slaving away!!!
Wagecucks say the funniest things.
>>26352120
What's the matter, you worthless piece of shit?
Is your mommy crying again in the next room over about how much a failure her cucked, basement-dwelling son turned out to be?
What do you do all day? And don't say I can do whatever I want.
>>26352120
what value do you have except shit post on a Mongolian finger painting forum
>There are posters on /r9k/ RIGHT NOW who think vaginas are sexy
Disgusting. They're bleeding, stinky, mucus filled fishpits with a hole near the entrance that squirts piss.
Plus it stinks.
>there are posters on /r9k/ RIGHT NOW who would actually eat out a vagina
What is wrong with her face?
>>26352076
desu farm I have a girlfriend and girls are super sexy and attractive in general, but I agree with you there. Vaginas themselves are just not aesthetically pleasing at all, even the really good ones.
>>26352091
It seems as though she's never seen her own vagina.
Will life gets better as you get older?
>>26354307
no, every day slowly gets worse and worse. I wish I had the courage to end it all but I keep lying to myself, saying it has to get better. it never does.
If you lower your standards like that guy did then maybe.
>>26354307
It did for this guy.
How many tinder matches do you have /r9k/?
>using it for 3 weeks
>right swiped hundreds
>0 matches
At least I'm trying to be normal i guess
I used it for probably two months in total.
One match never responded, one ended up being 16 so I just ended the conversation, and I actually went out with one and she weighed a decent amount more than her pictures and after actually going out once I realized I wasn't really into dating.
Try okcupid, you'll find more mentally dearranged girls there. Helped me lose my virginity
11 matches after about a month or so. I've only messaged 4 of them. Two never responded. One did, and we had a nice conversation, but I just let it die bc I'm such an awkward fuck. I just never know what to say.
Help me out /r9k/, I've lost my sense of life. Why do I do what I do? What's the point? Why continue if i'm just gonna die?
>>26351884
>babby's first existential crisis
gotta figure it out yourself famalam
>>26351923
Nah i've been through this before but i'm here again, I've just slipped back into this slope
Life is just a gesture. The universe started and produced complex organisms that can reflect on their existence because the possibility existed.
There's as much as a point as snapping your fingers. As winking. As giving your foot a little twist. As doing the wave.
So basically, you have to give yourself shit to do, goals to achieve, to actually give a fuck about life.
What do you want to do OP? Nothing? You can choose doing nothing, you know. Doing nothing is something. You can kill yourself. It's not a big deal because unless you can hold a gun to the head of the universe you won't die in the sense you're thinking of.
Here's some really easy things to do with your life if you can't decide ("loser" goals):
>get high on drugs and masturbate
>get high on drugs and binge eat
>get high on drugs and play video games
^That's what I'm doing and it's pretty fun.
>try dating a "nice guy", robot-tier dude
>things go well for 2 months, we watch a lot of animu together and play fightan games.
>get into his skype account, he's cheating on me
The tumblrinas were right
;_;
>mfw
>>26353945
Is he really robot-tier when he's able to cheat? Because, Jesus Christ, that's two more women than most of us here have ever gotten.
>>26354031
>two more women
>implying
I'm gay, anon.
He was flat out robot tier. Jacked off to hentai, online at almost all times, acne, tall but awkward tall, community college dropout NEET
>>26354031
When roasties say robot-teir they mean a chad with glasses.
comfy thread. Post comfy images and music
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m5H-YlcMSbc
My type of thread
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P31nQWMA2e8
>>26351920
comfy pic, is that harvard?
>>26351865
Love Grimes. You might like this one but it's in spanish
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9qCSWBt1eXI
>Daddy, why does Uncle Tyrone like giving me so many of his "special" hugs? He says it's what grown-ups and is supposed to feel right. But it doesn't feel right. It never feels right.
I thought I told you not to leave the basement you little shit
>tfw you can actually relate to this.
>tfw its with Tyrone though.
>>26351902
>"Tyrone no!!! Don't give me the special hugs please no!!!!
Does anyone else here eat their pus?
I do, I usually pop the pimples on my back and eat them. I'm the only person I know who does this
get the fuck out
anywhere but here
please
>>26351808
Ew fuck no
i like to smell it though, my zit juice smells like pizza
You wake up, you turned into a girl.
Would you pity-fuck a robot?
Absolutely not.
The thought give me chills
>>26352288
No, sex is haram
this comment is probably too low in content or not original or both
masturbate furiously
women have more ways of wanking
