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Anyone else here have PTSD?
>Are you self or professionally diagnosed?
>What caused it?
>do you think youre overcoming it?
>Do you think you ever will?
>What is the worst part about it for you?
>How severe is it?
>Whats the biggest impact it has had on your life?
PTSD thread lads
>Are you self or professionally diagnosed?
Professionally.
>What caused it?
Being accused of rape and stalking by this one girl in high school, and the amount of bullying I experienced as a result. Including a group of gang members at the school regularly pinning me down in corners where there were no teachers around and doing... things. I remember it all quite vividly.
>do you think youre overcoming it?
>Do you think you ever will?
Not sure if I should.
>What is the worst part about it for you?
Way too afraid to be around women, even as friends. Sometimes resulting in having to head to the bathroom to puke out of fear, and locking myself in it for up to two hours until my panic attack subsides.
>How severe is it?
See above. One incident resulting in me slitting my wrists in the bathroom at my college (I used to carry a knife on me for protection), and waking up in the hospital.
>Whats the biggest impact it has had on your life?
I just get lonelier and lonelier as time goes on.
>>26179454
Damn, that sucks. Did you have to go to trial or anything?
>Are you self or professionally diagnosed?
Professionally recently after strongly suspecting/knowing for years
>What caused it?
Years of sexual abuse as a child
>do you think youre overcoming it?
Not really at the moment
>Do you think you ever will?
I hope so, but im pretty pessimistic
>What is the worst part about it for you?
foreshortened sense of future. Since i was probably about 8 i havent been able to see a future for myself, not actively wanting to kill myself but just kind of assuming i would at some point. also completely unable to achieve intimacy with anyone (not just sexual)
>How severe is it?
I don't get big panic attacks or 'triggered' (fuck tumblr for ruining that word) by stuff, other than kind of dissociating slightly i guess, but i can function when like that
>Whats the biggest impact it has had on your life?
Probably the lack of future and intimacy thing. I can never apply myself to anything, procrastinate over stuff etc., and find it hard to make friends or speak to people i dont know. I would like a relationship but feel like ill never be able to have one, which is depressing
>>26179519
>Did you have to go to trial or anything?
No, it was just a rumour started by a girl I tried to ask out. The most that happened was the principle trying to get my side of the story. But other than that, no action was taken aside from mob justice by my peers.
> Be me 28 y/o overqualified Arabic Doctor working in the states
> Had to take multiple tests and exams just to get accepted into one of the hospitals
> After a long day of treating many patients and working almost 20 hours my shift ends and I decide to go back to my apartment
> Pass a McDonalds restaurant and decide to stop by and eat something since I don't have much food home anyway.
> I go inside and there is this hot cashier taking my order
> Whataneyecandy.jpg
> Finish my order and take out my wallet to pay
> suddenly hear "Hey Sand nigger!" From behind
> turn around and a guy is holding a handgun and pointing it at me
> Shoots me 3 times in the abdomen
> I instantly fall to the ground
> The guy puts the gun back in his pants and runs off
> all I could remember is me trying to pressure the wounds, while everyone is panicing and the cashier jumps right by me calling 911
> ohshitohshitohshit.webm
> Blackout
> Wake up in a hospital with no one around me no visitors or someone to stand by me, besides a couple of nurses from the hospital that I work with
It's been 3 weeks now..
I used to laugh at the racist jokes on 4chan and all, never thought they were serious..
Never thought that someone would have so much hate for me just because I was born to a certain race..
Saving lives at daylight and getting shot at night...
I'm so depressed I don't even know what to do.
It was my first week working too.
>>26179187
go home arab man, i want ur spot
>>26179187
ya zeinab
>>26179187
Sure thing sand nigger... CNN, MSNBC & ABC would have been running this story for weeks... Fuck off useless white cuck
>tfw missed out on high school relationships and innocent, pure teen sex
There is no greater suffering.
>>26178933
innocent, pure teen sex
is the best memory
She is a delight.
>>26178933
>tfw 18 and I already want a reset
>be me
>wake up at 10am
>snooze till 10:20
>shower, brush teeth, get dressed
>catch train to town
>get a from the supermarket
>go to class
>one of 2 people in there, a grill who keeps giving me dirty looks everytime I make eye contact with her
>do some bullshit test a 12 year old could do
>leave
>meet brother at a record shop to exchange a shirt for a different size
>get chicken and fries from the mall and eat
>get the bus home with brother
>make sure my drunk father isn't dead
>eat yogurt
>now It's 3pm and I'm browsing, probably gonna watch the rest of Steve Jobs in a sec
Day: 6/10
Life: 4/10
>get a from the supermarket
I meant I got a sandwich from the supermarket
fuck
Alot done considering you of up at 10.20 and home by 3.
Why sandwich did you buy?
>>26179004
Egg salad famalan
doggo thread, post ur doggos
knot related?
I really miss her
My doggo is better than yours
How do I forget about opposite sex and focus on other stuff in my life?
It is obvious that my love life isn't going anywhere (and won't in near future) but I cannot stop obsessing over it.
How do I shut down those emotions? Anyone had some success doing so here?
>pic unrelated, don't have any pics on pc apart from some game screenshots
Jerk off. If that doesn't work it's obviously something you need to continue to function and you need to take care of it before you move onto the rest.
>>26178681
yeah, masturbation does not work (and I still continue to be horny anyway).
You make a conscious decision to give up on your love life and all the ramifications this will have on your future from here on out.
You do this at every chance you get, because remember that practice makes perfect.
It's what I've been doing, and its results have surprised me so far. You would not believe the amount of weight that's been lifted off my shoulders when I'm out in public now.
>Be me
>Applying for work because I've been unemployed for a whole year
>Land an interview. Hot damn!
>Make sure to iron my clothes the day before.
>Show up early, give a firm handshake, make sure to smile and make sure to ask relevant questions when the time comes.
>Interview goes great. Confident that I'll hear back from them
>"Thanks for your time anon. We'll be in touch!"
>waiting..
>waiting..
>Get an e-mail a week later saying they won't be moving forward with my application.
And that's if they're being nice. Normally I don't even get that.
Motherfuckers. How the hell am I supposed to get a job?
Maybe I'll just sell drugs..I'm tired of this shit.
>>26178648
>one interview
>waiting on one hire
dude just machinegun em out
maybe if you stopped looking like a fucking weeb and got a fucking decent haircut they wouldn't think that you were about to shoot their fucking workspace
>>26178665
That's what I'm doing, but I don't hear back from most of them. Maybe this gap on my resume is responsible, but I try to ease their concerns about it during the interview so I dunno.
>>26178682
What makes you think I look like a weeb?
Well... That's how we're being seen by the rest of 4chan...
Ain't there a way to get rid of shitposters ?
But those literally look like my post and I'm not even shitposting.
poor OP you being triggered again? Have a tissue for your issues
I never vomit cake!!!
Marf main checking in
Who do you play r9k
>mfw Luigi mains
Who /shiek/ here?
>>26178542
link followed by shiek here
>>26178542
>>26178595
My niggers.
>Link/Young Link (in that order; fire arrows are cool, and YL is more agile)
>Shiek/Zelda (in that order; Zelda can be great if you can keep your distance and use Din's Fire and Nayru's Love)
>Roy
>Kirby
>want to believe in God and an afterlife
>can't logically bring myself to do it
Fuck.
>wanting to live forever
be a deist like me
there is a god who did the big bang
and evolution took care of the rest
Accept the sun gods and the star gods, they only want you to believe in yourself.
>>26178231
You aren't very logical
>TFW finding /r9k/ on a computer when searching for evidence
So which one of you fags did I arrest today,
or Ask a police Sargent anything.
What did you arrest him for? Also where are you from?
>>26178018
Holding 1600 pounds worth of cannabis on his persons
Sussex
>>26178044
Why would you need to search his computer?
Who /chadnation/ here?
>>26177978
reporting in
> tfw not chad
>>26177978
Lol he should come to Melbourne as they are plenty of skinnyfat wanabe uber hipsters struggling to pay their gas bills on time getting laid. Just kidding; it's like a fucking hellhole here; yeah the competition is real here...
I heard kiwi girls are easier.
I'm from Hitler nation
>being a non-unironic, non-shitposting, limp wristed Sanders supporting faggot
IMAGINE being this much of a loser
>>26177623
If you aint for bernie you prolly wear a gurney
>>26177623
Has it been confirmed yet that these were plants? I'm almost convinced they were, by Hillary or Trump- or maybe the Berninator, himself, to show what a goodgoyguy you can be when you let blacks steal the floor.
Either way, this was pathetic and solidified by opposition to Sanders
>>26177623
I'm caucusing for Bernie tonight
Reminder that if you have a big dick or big tits there is no reason you should still be a virgin.
>>26177420
What good would having a big dick do if your ugly? She won't believe you have a big dick just cause you said you did.
>>26177420
>it's not natural
>forms naturally
>le_question_mark_black_man.png
>>26177476
Word spreads from high school locker room to women and around school.
Also a big dick is easy to get laid. It's the pleasure tool of sex. Big tits is just blah, not everyone is into tits. Also you're a woman so you can get laid no matter what.
Am I the only one who can't understand people who're overly moral? Like people who randomly find a million dollars in a duffle bag and then turn it into the police. What's the point, right?
I would think it's a trick or a prank.
If I found a million dollars I would assume I was set up.
I once found a few hundred in a money clip at work and imagined going to prison once they looked at the cameras and saw me taking it, is that what would've happened?
I turned it to the front desk to protect myself
>>26177244
That might be someone's entire life's savings. Someone had all of their money with them and then lost it. They are now completely ruined, their family is ruined etc.
Alternatively, it's illega drug money and using it might get you arrested.
If society just did whatever it wanted, we would collapse, money doesn't bring happiness and won't make you any happier, but knowing that you did the right thing and rose above your petty instinct of "ME ME ME" grants you a sense of fulfillment and character.
I wound a backpack once that had a 10000 euro in it once, I turned it into the police and they found the guy it belonged to like almost immediately. He gave me 100 euro and thanked me profusely and said that he literally emptied his entire bank account and forgot his backpack by accident, if not for me, he'd be homeless.
You can always get a job and get money. But we as a society need to look out for each other, because if we don't, we're no better than a bunch of niggers in Africa.
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