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Has anyone actually gained any benefits from nofap or is it just bullshit?
People told me that I became more dominant and assertive, but it's probably just a placebo effect
Any benefits from the extra testosterone go away literally after a week since your body just produces less
It's actually more detrimental since if you start cumming again after that week you'll have low T levels for a while til they even out again
>>26073815
Who is this nofap destroyer?
Is that clear?
To paraphrase Nietzsche, only a fucking idiot feels bad about where the dice land.
That's what the concept of privilege is.
>>26073295
What privilege is it that we have again?
>tfw I'm taking the bait because I am angry
I don't fucking care. Honestly, this is just so pointless, is this supposed too make me care about niggers in africa?
I'm considering doing hormone therapy.
Should I go through with it, or should I just kill myself? Is it worth it? Is it ever justifiable?
I already get mistaken for a girl all the time by strangers. I'm a manlet at 5'8", and the ride never ends.
Can any traps on here illustrate their experiences, no cookie cutter bullshit?
>>26072924
do you expect some kind of wisdom from robots on the subject?
>>>/lgbt/
>>26073509
Only asked because I know traps post here.
>>26072924
go for it retard, at best you'll be a wannabe faggot thats "brave"
at worst you'll be a wannabe faggot thats "brave"
YOURE VERY BRAVE DESU DESU DESU DESU DESU
DESU DESU DESU DESU
DESU DESU DESU
DESU DESU
DESU
You're uncomfortable all the time, you have no friends, the mere thought of social interaction terrifies you. You spend days putting off writing a simple email, something a normal person could do in two minutes without a second thought. Everyone around you, even if they're not happy, at least has the luxury of being able to walk down the street without feeling like everyone is staring and laughing at them, or the luxury of going into a store without first staking it out on Google Maps so you know where to enter, where to stand, and where to pay. You flinch when people laugh near you and immediately assume they're laughing at you because you're a meek, pathetic loser.
At night, when you go to sleep, you hold a pillow close to your body and pretend it's a cute girl who loves you despite your mental illness, and this is sad because you know she'll never be real. The best shot at happiness you have is becoming so insane that you delude yourself into thinking the fantasies in your head are real, because, let's face it, you're never going to find happiness in the real world, not with the way you are. People tell you to "just be yourself" but you're literally incapable of doing so around others. You know you can sometimes be a funny, charming person--it comes out, once in a blue moon, on a really good day--and this makes you feel even worse, because the rest of your life is spent chasing something that just won't come. Everyone around you is living on a completely different plane of existence while you're here, alone and scared.
Though you know this is all in your head (and though others tell you it's not real at all, a meme disorder), you're unable to do anything about it. You mask the pain with shallow distractions but the future looms ahead regardless, foreboding and without promise. You will die alone and unloved, having accomplished nothing. People around you make memories, start families, do things, live lives. And all you can do is watch and feel like shit.
Normally I don't read these but for this one I did. It describes me perfectly.
I don't have any of these problems.
The also sad but true thing is no one cares about you or is judging you, they are too busy thinking about their own problems.
The police have done tests where they stage an armed robbery and then ask people to describe the gunman and they find every time that eyewitnesses are extremely unreliable and they can't even tell you if he was black or white or wearing a red or blue jacket.
A normie will not even take note of you if you are literally holding a gun to someones head, that's how unobservant the average person is.
Kinda sad how much I relate with this.
>tfw don't want anything but WW3
>All i want to do is put on my countries Military uniform with pride and march into battle
>Don't want a girlfriend, Chad's life, a ripped body
>Nothing
>Just want to fight
>Litrelly my only dream in this world
Go join the military then faggot
>>26072862
>join he peace time military
Put a cock in it, queer.
>>26072816
>tfw i will never die with OP in a large scale suicide charge picking up the flag when he falls
do you harm yourself?
>>26072815
Does smoking count?
I like to cut myself enough for it to scab
I like to pick at scabs so much
I used to, yes with razor blades but no more. Now I just drink to forget my fucking pain.
>tfw I'm number 5
http://thoughtcatalog.com/nancy-yan/2014/07/5-types-of-socially-inept-people/
who /inconsiderate/ here?
I don't know why I thought this was going to be some kind of scientific article
I guess I'm #1
>in fact they want nothing more than to be accepted
No matter what I do my body will always look horrible
>>26072474
Hey, least you're not as fat anymore. Silver linings anon. Also, theres creams and skin massage therapy for that shit. Not an end all, but they help.
>>26072514
> tfw stretch marks and kinda fat
Not like obese but a bit overweight
>>26072514
I don't know why it bothers me so much no one's ever gonna see me with my shirt off anyway
How the fuck do normal people have so much energy? I'm dead as fuck all the time and have pretty much no motivation to do anything.
I want to learn how to draw and program, among other things, but I really don't know why I just can't start doing it. I literally do nothing all day but stare at the ceiling, browsing 4chan and sometimes consider doing something productive or applying for a job. But it never proceeds past a simple thought.
I have no idea how to apply for a job either, I don't fucking know how you're supposed to be an adult. I have no work experience or education, I'm pretty much a deadbeat slowly being killed by my own stupidity and worthlessness.
All I want is to enjoy something, but I can't make myself do anything that I have any interest in learning because I always give up on shit. I don't have any friends, never been intimate with the opposite sex, not really sure how you're supposed to be social, but at this stage I don't really care much about that any longer. I just want to feel like a human being with a drive and commitment to something which I can call my craft.
Sorry for my pointless rambling, my headache just gets worse and I have no idea how to apply myself. I don't know how to develop the discipline needed to find a passion in life or feel like I am an actual person. I might as well not exist.
How can I stop giving up and actually start doing something? Or should I just off myself and be done with it? Really can't reason with myself anymore.
>>26072353
Excellence is an art won by training and habituation.
Read some Aristotle, you dumb fuck
>>26072353
i'm having the same problem. don't even have energy to play vidya anymore. wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasu ppp
>>26072394
Are there any specific books regarding his philosophy that you recommend reading?
okay i just need to let this shit out as i don't have anyone to share other than you /r9k/ so it may become a wall of greentext so read at your own peril
>be wizard
>go to my best friend's going away party
>usually don't go to social gatherings but it's my friend who was with me through shitty times
>note: my best friend is good with girls and shit
>so a ton of people show up not more than 30 but half of them are grills (average - 8/10)
>arrive at the party
>best friend says he's got some work outside and party will start outside and tell me to "mingle"
whatthefucknigga.exe
>dude fucking leaves
>trying to stay stable and not let my autistic self be noticed and come across drinks bar
thankfuckinglord.wmv
>make my way through "people" to get to my destination which is my mission
>2 faggots try to start up conversation like "so anon you're friend is leaving for his new and better job,what about you?"
>i reply : "i am a python developer for a start up. what about it ?"
>he tries some inspirational speech
>leave without giving a fuck
>finally reach the beer and slowly start chugging it and calm my nerves
>all girls are a grade starbuck white chicks browsing their phone and talking at the same time
>notice a girl who is silently not talking to anyone and just browsing phone lazily
>think to myself qt grill 7/10
>keep staring at her ..i mean keep observing her ..i mean looking at her ..ah shit you get it right /r9k
>anyway to the story keep scanning this qt for any bitch signs
>not finding any ..still looking (i have no idea why)
>she catches me staring at her so i look somewhere suddenly and then bring my gaze back to her she waves HI
ohfuckingshitthatdidnothappen.mov
>smile and wave back and go to her and start talking.
(continued)
>>26072242
actually smart and find out some personal infos and shit and not great but actually hit it off
>she 's funny upto date about latest memes and things socially (not as update as hot cocoa ) but average plebbitor you might say
>so im laughing and she's laughing and my friend comes in
>the party goes great and awesome send off
>so we look at each other and i blurt out "so wanna eat? im hungry"
>she understands my thinly veiled date attempt and accepts it
>we go to a nearest resturaunt and eat and talk nice ..actually think it's nice to meet someone after months of loneliness and she sounds fantastic to share shit everyday
>so finished eating it's about 7pm now and the bill arrives and i as a gentleman of r9k offer to pay
(continued)
she was a man right?
DID YOU FUCK HER IN THE POOPY OR WHAT CUNT?
>you're jacking off alone
>chads making her moan
>>26072095
>you're reading graphic novels
>chads giving her Arabian goggles
>your future wife's getting sexual disease
>While you study for your degrees
>you're dreaming about marriage
>chads fucking her right in her baby carriage
>dad kicking me out because I have no friends and no gf
I pay part of his bills but the only reason he wants me out is because I'm not normal. I just don't understand.
>>26071955
The only way you're going to not be a weird fuck is if you're homeless and survive the streets it's a rite of passage be happy
Just drink beer a lot is a curb really much more different than a bed?
>>26071955
He prob caught you fapping to chicks with dicks
>>26071980
>The only way you're going to not be a weird fuck is if you're homeless and survive the streets it's a rite of passage be happy
lolwut kind of logic is this?
Normies are all normal and happy with everything they'll ever need. They never had to survive homelessness.
>buy a prostate stimulator last semester to kill the pain of having no friends
>comes in discreet packaging so it's delivered right to the campus post office
>use it for a few weeks with no problem
>come home for winter break
>over the break learn that I failed some classes again and they're kicking me out
>have to go back this Friday and clear out my room
>driving up there with my mom and qt cousin
>prostate stimulator is sitting in a desk drawer, just begging to be found
How do I get it out of that room without them noticing it? I can throw it out in a trash can in the hallway, but it's a no man's land between there and my room. Would it be suspicious if I asked them to give me a minute to clear out some stuff before they go in?
>Would it be suspicious if I asked them to give me a minute to clear out some stuff before they go in?
why do you care? just ask. no normal person is going to wildly speculate shit, ya autist
>>26071914
no one knows about that or will assume that unless you explicitly tell them outright.
>>26071914
Try and bring a backpack with you.
When you get to the room, quickly and discretely put the prostate stimulator in the bag and fill up the bag with some other junk.
If you are feeling confident, then try taking it home. If you feel worried anybody is gonna find it, just chuck it out, or hide it somewhere nobody will find it.
>she doesn't want to get buttfucked
How do you expect to find a boyfriend like this?
>he doesn't want to get buttfucked
do you even want a gf??
i firmly believe that if any boy wants to touch my butt he has to let me touch his
this is a fair idea right, boys wouldn't be put off by this?
>>26071870
dont post kotoura when being lewd
she is pure
Post a picture to describe how you're feeling right now
tbqhwy what's even going on anymore?
2bh I don't give a fuck anymore.
i wish i could feel
all i feel is empty
like an actual robot
i pace around my room, play games ive beaten a hundred times, smoke weed that doesnt get me high for long because of tolerance, watch tv shows ive watched a hundred times. im so fucking bored. even a negative feel would be better than this purgatory
