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Who /bipolar/ here? How do you deal with it? How do you manage to not screw things up in a bipolar spike?
I haven't been diagnosed or anything, but I suspect I might have some form of bipolar disorder.
My grandfather, aunt, and mother all have a history.
Couple that far with a certain clinical depression and I have no idea how many days I have left.
Some days it's all I can do to keep from walking into traffic.
People think I'm walking on sunshine but in fact I'm a freak on a leash.
>>25173664
Yeah I feel you bro, feeling like a freak on a leash tbqh.
>tfw I would be a normie if I didn't hate myself and isolate myself from friends
>tfw I want to change
>tfw pushed everyone away for so long, don't even know how to have friends
Iktf bro, must be autism or something
>tfw bed bugs
AAAAAAAAAAAAA
Sleep tight anonymous ;)
How can we even compete?
By having a big dig or looking masculine.
Do you think women fantasize about good-guy, bald, chubby, small dicked black men?
Why do I feel a crushing pain in my chest whenever I find out any girl I've been involved with, has had sex with another man?
Should I just never let myself get close to girl because I don't know how many more times I can handle my heart being suffocated like this
I wish I could give up on them too, but I can't, why is there no answer to this
It's just one of those difficult things to deal with. It doesn't get any easier with time or experience.
>>25172130
You will get used to it and learn to find coping mechanisms to deal with it, and eventually you will become a cold uncaring asshole, albeit a charismatic one who still gets laid frequently but never commits to a relationship for fear of being cucked
t. normalfag with his fair share of failed relationships
I GOT SUM BIG RACKS RIGHT ON ME
YEE
I GOT SUM BIG RACKS RIGHT ON ME
YEE
>>25171977
thugger will be remembered in the same context that marvin gaye was in the 1970s
I got a taxi driver fired for yelling at me for no reason, but I feel kind of bad. I just wanted him to get in a bit of trouble not lose his job man
Taxi drivers are the worst. There's plenty of reason why Uber us replacing them. They are all mad that they can't monopolize the industry anymore.
Was it really for no reason? If so, he shouldn't be working there.You should take his job.
>Getting Taxi drivers fired
Just another Indian/Paki/Mudslime fired. Taxi drivers are scum of the roads.
>tfw my Captcha is asking me to select all Taxis
>9 days before it's 2016
did you ever think your life was gonna pass you by this way?
did you tell yourself, when you were a young hopeful kid, that you'll never grow up and die bitter? that the world was what you wanted it to be? that it was yours for the taking?
thread theme song choice
#1 Time by Pink Floyd
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JwYX52BP2Sk
#2 Young Turks by Rod Stewart
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zQ41hqlV0Kk
>>25171832
I knew i was gonna fall, but i never knew i was gonna fall this hard familia
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oZ1CE1qAjA8
>>25172120
I knew life was short from the beginning.
The life cycle must go on.
>sleeping with your door open
>complain about noise
If you do this, can you post your address
1600 pennsylvania avenue
come find me cuckboy
>>25171733
I only complain when I CAN'T sleep with my door closed. Since my mom likes to push her weight around force it open
>>25171756
WOW, WHAT A FLAT
>tfw no qt x-wing pilot gf
Fuck that, I just want the spaceship
Who /wants nothing/ here? I have no desires in life other than to fulfill my bodily functions (eat, fap, sleep). My life has no purpose and I hate almost everything in this world.
I don't want to be a fucking Chad, I don't like going outside. I want to be inspired enough to be something.
Start listening to kpop and devote your life to your kpop waifu
>>25171558
Do you think you could be schizotypal?
>>25171558
Iktf, way too well. Brother
Is this normal? I go to sleep at night and wake up in a few hours with a few hours short, but then later throughout the day I go back to sleep, then the cycle continues. Is this fine? Anyone else like this?
I've been waking up at 3-4am almost every night
like clockwork since I started taking Sertraline.
When I first started taking them I was just like you with the sleeping in the day thing.
Are you on any tablets?
It doesn't matter how you sleep as long as you still get a total of 8 hours per day. I like to do 4 in the middle of the day and 4 at night.
Sleeping only at night is invention of modern society that needs people to keep the machine running 24/7
What did he mean by this?
fuckoffrobot
>>25171405
Its code for his Jewish masters
I have OCD and General Anxiety Disorder.
When I was a teenager, everything was fine. Yea I would have days where I would get panic attacks, and yea sometimes I'd be constantly worrying, but for the most part, it didnt affect me too much. I started smoking pot, and drinking with friends. Maybe I was self medication, I had never been on medication before.
Then I started to age into my 20's. My symptoms started to get way worse. Around 23 I was diagnosed with OCD as well. And now, Im almost 26, and everyday is a struggle.
I know you guys will probably say that GAD and OCD are bullshit disorders, or they arent real, but this shit hinders me every day.
I sometimes wonder if Im going to end up having to kill myself in the future, be cause Ive been come so fucking useless because of my disorders.
They're not bullshit disorders, but you're a bullshit person for removing agency from your day-to-day and placing the blame squarely on these disorders.
Grow up and manage your life instead of stumbling day to day and letting your illnesses get the better of you.
>>25171383
Thanks for sharing.
now,
>symptoms
for example? Could you greentext your struggles on one typical day? That would help some of us understand what its really like
>>25171899
Sure
Anxiety:
>Panic attacks, the main one. When these happen, there is nothing I can do. I have to try my hardest to calm myself down and focus on not losing my mind. I become a wall, its incredibly difficult for me function. I cant speak to anyone, not by choice but because my brain and body is only focused on one thing. These last usually about 10 minutes, but they arent fun.
>Memory and concentration problems, I have the memory of this gold fish. Its really bad, but I counter act it by keeping notes of everything, writing everything down, and using my smartphone to schedule appointments and events, and have it remind me 2 hours before the event and 24 hours before the event.
>Chronic Dyspnea. Literally at almost all times of the day. Makes it practically impossible for me work in fast paced environments. I become exhausted within 10 minutes.
>Chronic fatigue. Because my body is always anxious and in a high stress mode, Im always tired. I never feel full of energy or clear headed and rested. It wreaks havoc on my daily cognition, which is where the memory and concentration problems stem from.
Coninuted in next post.
I like women who look kind of stupid. Look at her, she's cute. Maybe she's really smart but she looks like she doesn't have a single thought going through her mind and she's just thinking "tehe kittens". I'm not saying she looks like a vapid whore, she just looks kind of retarded. Anyone getting this vibe from her?
>>25171368
because mouth breather give her that mongol face
or cuz genetically literal mongol
but yes i got your point
do u mean u like not so smart girls or u like mongol lookin ones or is your point is this girls facial characterietics?
>>25171403
im not sure what it is. Something about her just looks very derpy.
>>25171430
yea look at that lips looks so clumsy so good to fuck her mouth and violate her fragileness
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