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Anyone feel as though their capacity for kindness would be raised significantly simply if they were female?
Not because the whole "women are nicer, etc." meme, but rather, because it's so hard to be nice when I'm picturing myself as what I am, which is a man. However, if I picture myself in my mind as a young, attractive female, being nice suddenly becomes something I don't actually have to force. Not to mention, kindness actually feels like something that wouldn't be welcome (and maybe kind of awkward) when coming from me, but coming from a girl, it'd be more than welcome.
So to put it short, I've essentially had to go around for 4 years imagining myself as a loli in order to be liked by those around me, and in turn, by myself.
>>29896460
are you feminine looking at all? being kind isn't something a man should have to worry about in the first place, plenty of people are mean as fuck and still successful and popular
>>29896460
Yes.
Males can't cry or show emotions.
Or at least, you can, but you'll look like a sweaty pice of trash not strong enought to hold on your life. No exeptions.
Males are made to be robots. senseless and dead inside, made with an axe. I don't even know how to feel about that.
I'm kinda disappointed, but that's how stuff works.
>>29896601
>>29896615
Trust me, I have thought about these things VERY often in my life.
To me, it seems that we've been forced 100% into the role of war machine.
I used to be saddened greatly by it, but now I just accept that it's something I have to do. I fill the role by being intimidating, imposing, violent, etc. more often than not.
I'm really not certain how I feel about it, but I'm not really supposed to feel anything about it, I suppose.
I legitimately want nothing more in this world than a relationship of unconditional love with a gorgeous woman who is nothing but loyal and caring of me. Every so often I think about going out and trying to find a girl to go out with, someone who matches these expectations generated by our created fantasies in movies and shows and so on.
I'm decently attractive, not fat, and have some social skill, so it's not like I'm totally screwed on that front, but it's just that I have never met a woman in my entire life who I can maintain an attraction to. Every single one that I have ever met ends up acting like a child. They'll go in an instant from kind to devilish, they will throw tantrums, and they will become disloyal and cheat the minute you show any kind of emotional or real side of yourself.
I'm stuck in this paradox of absolutely craving a love and romance that simply does not exist, that is not available for me in reality. The reality of it makes me miserable and it makes me angry and it's not worth dealing with; but so does the alternative of staying alone.
Fuck this gay Earth. Anyone else feel similar?
>Why are we still here? Just to suffer?
>Every night I can feel my leg....and my arm, even my fingers. The body I've lost, the comrades I've lost......Won't stop hurting. It's like they're all still there.
>You feel it too don't you?
>I'm gonna make them give back our past.
Oregano toppings
>>29896477
Diamond Dogs.... Our new home.
>>29896439
same here.
all i want is someone to love and to love me but i've never been able to find someone who i really want to spend an extended amount of time with. i barely go out but even the people i've talked to on the internet have seemed great at first and then just started to show their flaws. it's not that i'm perfect but i also don't have a ton of standards and it seems people can't even behave properly in the most basic ways.
i don't really know what to say. i don't know how to fix it. a lot of people have no morals, no character, nothing inside of them other than selfish and shallow desires that they would do anything to satisfy. it's hard to deal with.
all i want is a good human being who genuinely cares about things. i try my best to be that way but i'm close to giving up on everything, including being a good person.
So how is the job hunting going, anon?
>literally how do i
Already got one :)
>>29896489
doing what? how did you gets?
When did you realize there was no point in trying?
The moment I realized that my failure to have healthy relationships with other people was not due to some malice or misunderstanding on their part but my own personality.
>>29896447
This desu senpai
I tried for years.
I didn't eat for a whole month and lost no weight. No, fat, no muscles - nothing.
I fantasize a lot during my days, several hours a day. About going on dates, with men, sex, what could be in a relationship, and so on. Unfortunately, due to being mtf, most of these fantasies end up in anxiety or depressive thoughts.
Now I'm mainly thinking about dating, and how things would work out.
Here are some scenarios
>Date guy
>Everything goes fine
>At some point I'd probably bring up sex, and his expectations, and I guess what he's into (I don't think I would want a vanilla relationship)
>I'd start to cry because I know he'd be upset with not getting vaginal sex
>Unless he already knows I'm trans, he'd probably think I would have some experience with rape
>I'd go along with it for a while (i.e. let him think so, but not claiming it), until I've gotten enough good feelings from the dating, and tell him how it is
>He'd say it's ok, but then never talk to me again
Am I correct in this? What am I to do? There should be some semi-bisexual guys out there, right, who haven't fiddled with guys before, right?
The only thing I think has any value in life is a relationship, with some amounts of sex (I'm not going to have anal sex several times a day, not even every day).
I'm not expecting to get married, but at least a serious relationship that would last a few years, or at least a couple of years.
>inb4
>He would know you're a tranny the moment he sees/hears you
Maybe, but this is just thinking about what if he didn't figure it out.
>>29896394
Your problem is that you are a stupid tranny that feels as though you deserve a cute 10/10 boy to be in a relationship with you.
You don't deserve that. Women think they are entitled to a 10/10 Chad Thundercock. They don't deserve that either.
You either earn it, or you fail, and then you shut the fuck up.
is this pasta
it seems like pasta
post you are self
i seriously doubt you pass
>be social outcast in school
>become depressed and stay a shut-in for years
>have psychotic episode and end up in the ward twice
>apply for education course
>first day try talking to someone, they scour at me then ignores me
>next day people go out of their way to avoid sitting next to me so I'm the only one alone in class
I can't even figure out what's wrong with me.
I'm starting to think there's only one way out and in my head I'm screaming at myself to jump in front of every car or train...
I don't know what to do
Questions;
>Which country do you live in?
>How much older/younger are you compared to others?
>Are you ugly?
>>29896337
it's okay friend. why were you a social outcast?
what do you think is wrong with you? is there really something wrong with you or is there something wrong with the other people?
>>29896337
Please keep trying, OP. You're probably just rusty, or you got a judgemental cunt.
>yo anon, your sister is pretty wasted, imma take her back home so she doesn't hurt herself. You cool with that?
Wot do?
Why would I let some stranger take my sister home when I could take her?
>>29896330
leave her to me, I'll handle it myself if you don't mind, tyrone
>>29896330
Yes take this roastie off my hands please tyrone so I can go home and play vidya
Your favorite band?
>>29896110
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=56reWK8S7RY
Protest the Hero.
Yes I'm an edgy fuck with shit taste, why do you think I'm on /r9k/
currently carbon based lifeforms
>tfw no autism kirsten gf
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NX6rbLSp8Ys
>>29896041
I like the books who is the autist?
>>29896041
she is lovely
i've always found her cute, but her bf seems like a dick. about as chad as a serious autist can be.
Prove me you need a gf
>pic related
my sanity can only be maintained if i shoot my load into the same vagina over and over and over again
>>29896033
I just want someone to cuddle with and text at night when I'm loney, I don't even really want sex tbhh with you.
>>29896033
Look at this fake shallow bitch with all her make up. Does she do anything productive like clean, cook, or nurture children. No she just takes Chad load daily and tries to look pretty for the camera. This brainless cretin deserve to be gassed.
>neet
>don't talk to anyone outside of my house
>consider myself pretty healthy because of it
>go out for the first time in weeks to buy groceries
>come back after having to interact with about 2 people
>start developing a cold in the middle of fucking summer
Who else currently /sick/ here?
god i wish that were me so i could blow the fat booger out
>>29896028
Mine aren't as bad, but it is dripping out like a leaky faucet. My allergies are bad enough, but this eats a shit cake.
>>29896028
>not eating it
>oldfag
>integrated across several boards over the years
>therapist convinces me to attend some 15 yr school reunion thing
>go, see old friends
>autism going full tilt but resisting
>hang again multiple times
>learn to accept their opinions of movies, video games, etc.
>abandon the "cool to be contrarian" ways of 4chan|
>slowly falling back to society
>hook up with decent 7/10 because I would give her candies back then
>notsobad.jpg
When did you learn to blame 4chan and not the world for your problems?
pretty recently, but I can never leave
>the "cool to be contrarian" ways of 4chan
I was a contrarian long before I found this shithole.
>>29895950
>hook up with a decent 7/10
Go away you motherfucking normalshit.
How do you guys deal with your #normieproblems
i don't have normie problems. the only person i talk to is my girlfriend.
Are you a gay robot?
>>29895983
I like whatever I like robot
>cant even make any friends at the local game store
Its over for me lads
>>29895924
>make no friends at game store
Robots are not hanging out at game stores anymore.. it happens, but it is rare. Only normies play consoles seriously and in game stores there are mostly console games selled. Try to get into magic the gathering and try to make friends there.
>>29896527
>He thinks I was talking about videogames
No anon, I cant even make friends at FNM
Is there nothing more pathetic than man children who orbit female service sector workers at game stores?
Oh, how's it hanging wageslave? Didn't see you there, I was too busy putting the finishing touches on my latest original piano composition which I will be playing at a party I've been invited to later today.
But enough about me, what about you wagie? Picked up any new hobbies? Watched any interesting films lately? Oh, silly me. I forgot you have to work especially hard this year for that Christmas bonus you so desperately need what with all those taxes and bills.
Well, good luck with all that wagiewage. I'm heading downstairs to the lounge to read some philosophy and engage in physical activity before meeting some guy's gf. You can never improve yourself mentally and physically enough, and sexual relief sure helps.
Hey, cheer up buttercup, only 4 more days until the weekend.
Until then, have a nice week!
Feels like a grind.
>>29895892
I know it's a meme but I'd love a sample of your work Mr Neet.
I love the piano and it's sweet soothing sounds.
>>29895892
>Invited to a party
GET OUT NORMIE REEEEEEE
