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Post what's keeping you awake at night
>remember all the nice qt girls from my old church about 10 years ago
>think maybe theres one left that might be single and not repulsed by me
>look them up on normiebook
>all of them are fucking gorgeous now and have hug chad bfs
>they all look so happy
>they all have lives, careers and memories to share on their stupid social media site
>they all believe in god still and enjoy their life because they think that when we die we dont turn into piles of ash and that's it
>lay in bed and think about where my life is going
>cant go to sleep because I know my life was over before it began
I cant be the only one awake not by choice
>think about former oneitis
>then think about all those autistic attempts I made to try and get her
>cringe into a singularity
The fact that I don't want to wake up.
Depression keeps me awake and makes it harder to get out of bed. It feels like I lose pieces of my soul when I step outside the door for work. I don't believe in a soul, but that's the only way I can think to describe the feeling I get.
>fall for the meme that being gay is easy bro you'll get qts without even trying
>try Grindr/tinder
>no matches and only get old uggos
>confidence is dead
>out of curiosity try and see if girls will reject me
>change tinder to accept both genders
>swipe right on all the girls
>straight friends tell me which girls are 7+
>40% match
I fucking hate being gay. I wish I was at least bi. I want to kill myself. Not only did God make me a fag, he made me ugly in the eyes of other fags.
The difference is that those 40% of women that you match with also match with 90% of their swipes. It's not like Grindr where its pretty much assumed you're gonna fuck either.
A lot of girls on tinder think that its a fucking dating site, so you have to take them out on a date, and then a second one to get to the sex sometimes.
It's literally a social olympic feat with the amount of social ques you have to hurdle and jump through just to get laid.
Very rarely you get a woman open about what netflix and chill is all about.
Id rather be gay because all I want is casual sex.
Maybe stop being so fucking picky with the cock plowing you, you're pretty much acting exactly like a woman
WAAHHH IM SO ALONEEE!
>slightly ugly guy says he will fuck you
>you tell him to fuck off because hes out of your league
WAAAAHHH IM SO ALONEEEE
>>25785969
>A lot of girls on tinder think that its a fucking dating site
>It's literally a social olympic feat with the amount of social ques you have to hurdle and jump through just to get laid.
>Very rarely you get a woman open about what netflix and chill is all about.
10 of the cute girls immediately were asking for sex or the chat only took 30 mins to get to sex
>Maybe stop being so fucking picky with the cock plowing you
I only ask for the guy to be fit and in shape, like myself, is that so much to ask?
Even people with said qualifications but have butterfaces reject me.
Fuck you.
>>25785898
First of all - How old are you?
Second - life isn't all about getting ass
Third- that is a picture of a man and woman renewing their vows with gender swapped clothes in a supermarket.
Anybodyovercome their porn addiction here?
If so, how did you do it and can you give any tips?
>>25785557
Bumping cause of mine
>own a porn website
>some guy emails me to delete his account because he has a porn addiction and his therapist told him to
>>25785638
thats pretty horrible. i hope youre baiting
dating website experiences thread
i accidentally liked a girl i'm acquainted with on okcupid. she was wearing facepaint so i really didnt know it was her. then i was looking at her summary and it said her name was taylor and i realized it and i was like oh fuck. the next time she logs on she could see i liked her. but i didn't un-like her just in case she sees i liked her and messages me, and the miniscule probably of that is still balanced by the happiness i would have if it happened.
dating websites make me want to kill myself
>tfw waiting 12 hours for Tinder to reset swipe count
>tfw matched with girl I reconized from two classes
>no response from sent message
Well, time to drop out of school.
let's say you've been talking for a week with mixed signals. she says she likes you, but doesn't show it.
Is it too soon to ask "do you see anything happening with us in the future or am i wasting my time?" because i sent that.
I honestly believe that a girl has some impression after a week of talking to someone to know if they expect something to happen or not.
Guys, I haven't had a girlfriend in over 4 years. I'm 20 years old now, and the fact that I'm still a virgin is literally eating me up inside.
I see couples every fucking day, and it keeps eating me up inside. A constant fucking reminder that I'm a fucking loser, who's single, virgin and just cries about how shit his life is.
I have a hatred for my race and I hate myself so much because I am like this. I'm considering to just suicide. I can't live like this, i'm too weak for reality and I accepted that.
what's an easy way to just off myself /r9k/, and I'm sorry you have to put up with my post. This is the only place I have to cry and whine like a bitch.
>>25785234
Wait is pic related you? Is your name dre'von?!?!
>>25785234
still me, post your steam or skype dude. I'm in the same boat as you with the girlfriend thing and I don't want you to kill yourself if I can prevent it.
>>25785234
K E N T
E
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T
Is this girl my destiny? Is she the one?
What's the rest of the description say?
>>25785197
She's just here to promote a facebook page.
>>25785197
I tried to decipher. think it says "(I'm just here as a Facebook page so I can somehow offer comedy and conversation)"
Alcholism general
I know more than a few of you guys are closet alkies
>Coming up on 2 months sober
General discussion
Drunk stories
Tips
Cheap drinks
Quitting
Withdrawal
Alkie feels
Whatever you feel like talking about
Why "closet(ed)" tho?
Also tfw stomach fucking hurts from dat acid.
>sister's boyfriend of nine years is 6'2" 230lbs alcoholic
>he been in and out of jail and juvey for fighting and drugs
>trains in martial arts
>becomes violent and/or aggressive when he drinks
>drinks every night
>have to live with them because of extenuating circumstances
>have to listen to him drunkenly ramble about how he'll kill anyone who tries to fuck with him and how he's not afraid of prison everynight
>he and my sister get into yelling matches that occasionally become physical several times a week
>he "quits" drinking every day but never sticks with it for more than 24 hours
i fucking hate alcoholics tbqhqyf
>>25785146
I've actually just decided to quit last week.
I was hanging with a couple friends and they were like "We should start going to the gym".
Sounded good but they wanted to go in the morning.
And the first thing I thought was "But I'm too hungover when I wake up to anything for a couple hours".
Combine that with the fact that it just isn't working like it used to.
Once I finish this bottle, I'm switching to beer in order to relax.
>not on antidepressants, feel bad
>on antidepressants, feel ok but numb to everything and distinctly not like myself at all
which is better?
>>25785113
Maybe you just don't have the right meds.
Everyones' brains are different and people can sometimes take months and months to find the right meds and dosage.
I recommend breathing and meditation techniques. A quick google search should get you what you need.
I have anxiety and depression to the max. And just look up calming and centering techniques.
Hobbies are also wonderful, keep yourself busy, and finishing something new gives you a sense of accomplishment, and even if it's small it's so worth it. Keep heading in that direction.
If all else fails.. there's always talking to someone. A therapist or someone on a hotline.
You Can Do This.
>>25785252
ty anon :(
i've tried over 4 different antidepressants (been on each one of them at least 2 months) and they all have that distinct feeling of making me feel unreal. it's almost more disturbing than being depressed
i'm stuck in a place i hate right now but i'm being paid a ridiculous amount of money to go to uni so i can't turn it down.
what are some good hobbies you recommend? i've been trying to get into lifting but i'm pretty inconsistent because the gym gives me anxiety
>>25785317
School is good, haha keep at it.
As far as hobbies, I suppose it depends on where you're at. I personally enjoy crocheting, cooking, fishing, video games. My mother actually got me a 'coloring for mindfulness' booklet for christmas. Really intricate designs to make you focus on one thing at a time, which is basically a form of meditation. Any of those, or just expand and explore what you already enjoy doing!
Does anyone else do this?
>I just hate talking to people about things I'll just soon forget
>>25785110
> david carradine's house.jpg
i never respond to texts. i also dont have any social media at all. there have actually been 3 incidents where a girl wanted my phone number and i didnt give it to them, or if they got it i just ignored them
Holy fuck I do this all the time. It takes me days to respond to a text and Ill just stop responding in the middle of a conversation. People literally thought I was dead at one point.
>tfw you cant get the texts out of your head though so you eventually respond
True story time.
>date this girl
>live in a foster home at the time
>wants to text all the time, i much prefer seeing her in person
>she calls herself "dumb"
>always expects me to guide the conversation
>don't meet her texting needs
>says she "doesn't want a relationship right now"
>still text/message
>she was snapchatting me with her friends at one point
>ask if i could hang out with her friends sometime, she's not into it
>later she messages me "you spend too much time alone"
>i say "you're right. maybe i could hang out with your friends."
>no response
>never any response
It's one year later and I still analyze this shit. I didn't even bother trying to hook up with her anymore. This is people in a nutshell: they love to point out problems but they have no solutions and they don't want to help. What if I had said she was needy/clingy? I didn't even care enough.
You didnt need all that greentext just for that one bit
Anyway, its you who sounds like the clingy one, constantly asking to hang out
She seems like an attentionwhore or only gets off from having beta guys like you giving her time. Just forget about her and never message her again.
>>25784974
Sorry bro I like writing a lot.
I'm working out now which should make me less beta hopefully. I never did message her again. That was the last message. She was pretty hot, and I started with a lot of confidence but lost it pretty quick.
Where did I say I wanted to "constantly hang out"? Am I the only person who doesn't really get the same connection with a fellow human through texting or snapchatting? It seemed like she prefered it over face to face contact.
I'm not in love with her or anything. I mostly have a hate boner for her. I would definitely bang her but she's a cunt for being like "you spend too much time alone" but not wanting to spend time with me.
It's like saying to a homeless person, "wow dude you should really get a house".
She was very slutty and a religious Christian which I found is pretty common. Jesus forgives everything.
Who /suicide/ here?
>20
>unemployed
>no friends since middle school
>don't interact with anyone besides my sister (whom I live with)
>avoid her whenever I can
>sleep 14 hours a day
>spend all my free time playing video games and watching YT videos
>seen every Yuriofwind video at least 6 times
>200+ hours on Dark Souls 1 & 2
>no idea what day of the week it is
>hungry skeleton
>get OCD over the dumbest shit
>constantly in a bad mood
>parents call me once a month but I never have anything to say to them
>no desires, dreams or passion
End of blog-post. Thank you for reading.
Sorry I forgot to post the thread theme.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cApmjEbKQHk
Dude. I'm pretty much you. Or was, until I was able to get my shit together due to my parents finding out that I'd failed two of my classes.
I'm afraid the only way to not want to kill yourself is outside intervention, in my experience. See a psyche, get meds, get people willing to force your dumb ass to do things.
I've never had a real friend in my life. Still haven't, really. Can't help you there.
>>25784617
I already killed myself, all that is left is a ghost.
Hello /r9k/, ask a NEET who's been living in motels with his sister and mom for a couple years of his life anything.
I got a few stories of crazy shit I've seen/heard during my stay. Camwhoring to prove im not lying.
>>25784384
this post is fake and gay kill yourself
Why pay 4 times the amount that you'd pay renting an apartment? And don't give me crap about references and credit scores because there's plenty of landlords who overlook that especially when it comes to families and especially when it comes to whites.
Go back to soc you attention whore faied normie.
WHERE THE FUCK IS THE NEW SONG, KANYE WEST
YOU SAID EVERY FRIDAY
FUCK YOU KANYE WEST YOU LYING NIGGER REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
stop tryin to make this a meme
>>25784593
stop trying to stop me :^)
What do you want, don't lie. What do you really want?
>>25784269
To get off this ride forever
Cut contact with everyone, for at least a couple months
>>25784318
What makes you think you can
"Anon... I'll always be with you!" You hear her say. Although both of you promised to be with each other forever, the sudden death of her parent's forced her to move to her grandparent's house in a foreign country.
"Maki!" You try and call out to her as the car moves further and further away.
Then you wake up.
"That dream again..." You whisper to yourself. You don't know what it was but for some reason you've been dreaming of an event that happened more than 10 years ago.
You wake up and go to the bathroom. You get ready for your day, although you are still a high school student you live alone. Your parent's have kicked you out of the house for being a "delinquent" but really you were just expressing yourself.
"Lets see here" You open your fridge as you try and decide what to eat. Maybe it was your appearance, or maybe it was your reputation that has been with you ever since junior high but nobody ever messes with you. You like the peace and quiet that comes with your reputation.
The only thing that bothered you anymore was... her.
Your phone rings. "Anon!"
"What do you want Rika?" She was an ex girlfriend who you caught cheating on you. Instantly you broke up with her and ever since then she has been trying to get back together.
"I've missed you Anon... how about we walk to school together today? Just like old times!"
"I'm hanging up" Once again she hears the line goes dead. That must be the 40th time this week, but she is persistent.
After you eat breakfast you decide where to go.
"Hmmm... maybe I should go to school today..."
[ ] You are a delinquent, of course you will skip.
[ ] You should show up to school once in a while.
>>25784172
option 3, kill urself faget
>>25784172
picks up phone, who is this..?
NO
I AM NOT GETTING SUCKED INTO ANOTHER ONE OF THESE THREADS
