I'm so sick of being lonely.
I'm so sick of being lonely.
I'm so sick of being lonely.
Find a online group if friends anon, fuck around with them.
Unless your loneliness can't be helped by online people
Join a running / euchre / magic the gathering / book / movies club.
Get a dog
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Do you yearn for intimate relationships yet feel that you are too socially inept to obtain them?
This. I like being alone too much to maintain a relationship I think.
>>28054746
Yup, anytime I really get into thinking about a relationship I get anxious.
It's just better being alone.
>>28054746
Yeah. I don't pick up on social cues and i don't even know what I would talk about with a girl.
I'M SCARED TO GET CLOSE
AND I HATE BEING ALONE
I LONG FOR THAT FEELING TO NOT FEEL AT ALL
HOLD ME CLOSE DON'T LET GO WATCH ME
This was OUR song... me and my online sorta gf... now I have to go listen to it while crying.
>>28054732
tfw you wouldn't have these feels if you grew up with a chill brother in a loving home with great parents
The higher I get the lower I sink desu senpai
You all are a bunch of useless fucks but at least you aren't one of these gigantic faggots
Rude.
People here have low self esteem already, there's no call for bullying.
>>28054722
jokes on you, I AM a nu-male kek
this is social engineering..retarded cattle
Post some of the movies, tv shows, animes, mangas or even books you relate to.
Pic related is Ressentiment by Kengo Hanazawa that's basically about a robot living in a world that has an advanced virtual reality technology.
>>28054690
The backstory might be something most of us know personally.
>>28054730
Not being able to post pics without text fucking sucks btw
>>28054690
Watched season 1 of Mr. Robot recently and I really like it. The main character isn't 100% robot but his loneliness is so damn relatable, some scenes I felt like we were the same person.
>go out to friday dinner with parents
>finish eating my pizza with anchovy
>on way home
>hey anon you should go to X, you could meet some people and maybe girls too
>tell them thanks but that isn't really what I like to do
>"Well anon how are you going to meet women?"
>"You sound just like my friends daughter! You should try to get together with her"
>tfw she's talking about a landwhale feminist that even I had to reject because I have standards
>"well anon what is your ideal woman?"
>I don't really have one sorry (this is a giant lie)
>Can't tell them my ideal women is pic related
>"Well even if you're into weird stuff like animals or pillows I guess we'd still love you"
>yeah t-thanks
I just want my 2D, why can't normies understand? My friends started saying shit like this a while back until I told them I didn't care for 3DPD.
>>28054677
>until I told them I didn't care for 3DPD.
Actually telling people this is pure autism.
Just say you're not gay, but you don't care much for dating.
>>28054705
Nah its good a decent amount of my friends have weird shit that they like. And on top of that very few of them actively date so they can't judge.
I look like a normie though, /soc/ gave me a 7/10 so it isn't like I'm some neckbeard no one wants to be seen with.
>>28054705
>but you don't care much for dating
>normies are totally capable of understanding this
>tfw dreamt I was a cute teenage asian girl, running my petite painted fingernails through my long, soft, feminine hair and feeling my supple girly body jiggle slightly as I breathe in and out
>tfw woke up to an out of shape 28 year old white male body covered in hair and cheeto stains from the bag I ate before falling asleep
WHY DID THINGS HAVE TO BE THIS WAY FOR ME?
>>28054659
First whitey wanted to fuck our women, now he wants to be our women?
How far has this fetish evolved? Who is cucking who?
>>28054679
pls no bully male asian anon, I just want to be a cute asian girl and make everyone happy with my cute asian girl smiles ;_;
>>28054659
>complaining about being a white male
Ask a 22 year old virgin wage slave that works 4 12 hour shifts a week (when there is no mandatory overtime) anything.
>>28054607
are you pic related and if so what is your contact info
can u spare me treefiddy?
>>28054607
Where do you work? Fagettt
A girl asked for my number a couple days ago, and for the first time I didn't feel or think that it meant anything.
Is this a good thing? Am I gradually becoming a normie?
>>28054586
What does /r9k/ think? Mein robotos?
>>28054586
Give us some context, OP. How do you even know her?
>>28055275
It was over YikYak. It was 420, and she didn't have anything to smoke with so I brought over a pipe, she brought her weed, and we smoked it all on a nice field at night time.
I'm surprised she was even comfortable around me, since I'm a stranger and all. We exchanged snapchats on YikYak and then met up. I also brought over pop tarts then after we finished that, we ate some crepes.
It was a really nice time. Had a lot of fun.
Are we right about women? Or does our loneliness, anger and frustration delude our views and feelings, causing us to be hostile?
It's probably a mixture of the two.
The latter.
If we were just nicer to them, maybe they would be here posting with us, and then we'd all have gfs and be happy.
rhetorical question this better be
So /r9k/, I finally did it.
Two nights ago, I achieved genuine happiness. Like the kind of happiness only a child knows. There were a couple things I really liked about that night, but the details aren't important because overall, it was relatively normal. For some reason I was just completely full of elation, everything just felt good. It might be the culmination of the past six months I've been spending as a NEET meditating, eating healthy, doing lots of cardio with my dog, masturbating only a couple times a week, getting exceptional amounts of sleep, actually having dreams when I sleep, being able to access a lot more of my memories, have almost no stress in my daily life, etc.
The point is, I've been working on myself and finally feel good with life.
My life situation is objectively better than my days of schooling and wageslavery, where I felt like killing myself every single day. Despite this, I'm still empty inside.
(cont)...
It feels like there's a hole inside of my soul that desperately needs filling. It feels like it's pretty much always been there, at least since an age where I began to form cognizant memories, but it definitely got worse when I started going to school and became absolutely unbearable after I started working full time. It feels like its healing since I've been NEET, but I don't think it's going to go away completely until I figure out what's missing in my life.
Whatever it is, it's not any sort of relationship, possession, location, religion; I'm not even sure if it exists in the material world. I'm absolutely lost as to what it could be. My best guess is that it's some kind of piece of information that this shitty society is trying to suppress to oppress the general population.
I really don't think it's just my life either. Normies always complain about not feeling "fulfilled" and whatnot. They try to fill this void with religion, God, hedonism, money, material possessions, sex, food, anger, depression, vacations, family, friends, drugs, whatever masks the pain. I'm not looking to cover up this feeling, I want to tackle it head on and find a real solution for it. The other night when I felt good, I was really confused as to why I was still feeling this, because everything felt great already. Then there are some nights where it just absolutely consumes me and I feel like complete shit. Whether it feels good or bad, I don't want to shy away from it. I'm not searching for happiness, I want complete unadulterated truth no matter how it makes me feel.
/end blogpost
Yeah I just smoke a cone and get the same feeling.
>>28054568
It feels even better when you do it without drugs. I no longer smoke weed/tobacco, drink alcohol, take any prescription medications, do any hard drugs, and I even severely cut down on my sugar and caffeine intake.
I know the tavern's open but i'm sad edition
this on'es a real humdinger
I'll dump some feels for you anon
>>28055222
trips for feels
origina
Are you screwed if you don't have work experience by the time you graduate high school?
>graduated highschool last year at 19
>didn't have a job during high school besides helping my father with his business off the books, the majority of my classmates didn't either
>almost 20 now
>get denied from Walmart and Target for not enough work experience
Also, I live in a different state than my father now so I can't have him give me my old job back.
>>28054519
Depends. If you can compensate in college with meme activities it will be ok. Just don't end up with an empty resume, because then you are FUCKED.
Do you live in Florida? I might be willing to reference you.
>>28054554
No, but thanks anyway
Hey there,
I have a problem. I am overly sensitive to even the slightest gestures and facial expressions set me off.
>The thing is that I'm Asian and I think that if I saw things through an Average white person's eyes, and see what some things that whites go through then I think I'd be fine.
Here are somethings that disturbs my equilibrium
>People being brief with me.
>People's facial expressions.
>Not being liked.
How would you respond in those situations?
>>28054465
Sounds like you might be autistic. Whatever you do, stay the fuck away from psychiatrists and psychologists. Do NOT let them diagnose you. Believe, you'll be fucked for the rest of your life.
>>28054580
No, I am not autistic. Because if I was, it'd be very noticeable. I'm just an unrealistically sensitive person.
pro tip: you cant read people you autist, its all in your head.
Why are we even here. I didn't ask for this.
because two selfish creatures thought it would be fun and cut to watch something shit its diaper..
how precious..
The god avatar Chad needs background characters to think he's real.
Your face wont ever be on camera, maybe an arm or a distant blur, don't stress about it.
>>28054455
To be loved by a smugsbando