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>tfw living in Romania
>No niggas
>no annoying SJWs
>no sand diggers either
>>29193824
yeah but most people are poor af
>>29193824
Sounds fun for you man.
Unfortunatley I live in Sweden, SJW's everywhere.
But gypsies everywhere. Even in a mirror
>tfw you can't look people in the eyes because it's too scary
>tfw you have to look at their mouth instead
I-is this weird? It's the only thing I can do.
>>29193817
Try their nose instead maybe. And try stop fapping to get focus
>>29193817
You might have Aspergers or legit autism. That's a very common trait associated with them. But I'm not a doctor.
>>29193817
Look at their forehead or the bridge of their nose.
Post about the fights you had in high school.
>>29193794
>in high school
Top kek
>>29193836
High school fights are funnier than adult fights. Someone always ends up crying.
>>29193794
I went to a black school for two years and saw a dude get beat with his own belt and shoved down a bunch of stairs
I heard about a girl getting sliced up by a bottle
at least a few times a week a fight broke out as school ended in the parking lot and they used pepperspray gas or something and it sucked to get that shit in your mouth/eyes. oddly enough 7 years later I live 10 min drive away from the school that tortured me so much
Have ya'll ever truly felt like this is the point of no return?
Just graduated Highschool, Sad, lonely and depressed.
I missed my chance.
I've lived my whole life as a passive pussy who never took chances, I was insignificant as all hell and I'm still a virgin.
The only thing that could redeem myself in my own eyes was if I were to kill myself in school by self immolation, it would be a cool way and no one would forget it.
All normie scum who were there to see would have nightmares of my crispy fucking corpse.
I missed my chance, If I killed myself by self immolation now no one would see it, I would just be another faggot who killed himself.
Why even live?
The edge is supposed to be left at high school, get with the program you failed adult
>>29193843
An intense wish for death by fire is edge?
Come on, give in, you surely must feel like your life is crap too.
That girl you thought you could never live without, all the missed possibilities, all the fun people have had without you.
Feeling a very similar feel friendo.
>just graduating hs
>have done literally nothing with my life besides climb a few mountains and play the violin mediocrely
>never went to any partys, concerts, or even have any friends
>people just ignore me and pretend I don't exist
>parents know I'm a loser but just ignore it
>wish I could have spent my time better
>tryed harder to be friends with people
But the truth is I'm ugly, both in body and personality. Some people are just born without that spark for life that most people have. I don't think I'll ever have a gf or even close friends who genuinely like me, I'm a failure of life. I'm planning on killing myself soon anyways, so it doesn't really matter.
What is your true opinion about this man?
>>29193779
Vile piece of shit. He'd supply Royals and Politicians with kids.
What's 6 inches long, and you wouldn't wanna findin your daughters bedroom? Jimmy saviles cigar.
>>29194004
fuk off tripfag
>>29193779
child fucker scum
Just saw some black guy in the city get shot, kek.
As an objective bystander, in your opinion, did he or dind he du nuffin?
No matter how bad things are robots at least we will never be niggers.
>wan wans face when niggers get shot
It's that time guys. Let's hear about your mental illness. Let's hear about your treatments, symptoms and side effects
To get the ball rolling: what was your last episode like and what have you been diagnosed with?
>>29193723
Depression.
>inb4 meme illness
Last episode was pretty shitty, I gave up on life and almost killed myself, I got on antidepressants and got kicked out of my house. Now I'm taking speed every second weekend and I feel really good. I'm even thinking of going to college instead of working some shitty job.
The only problem is that my thoughts are so unstable that I will most probably be depressed again in a few weeks and I will fail college and fuck up my life again and go out and do heroin and shit and I don't know what I'm even writing right now I just don't understand anything about this world.
It's ironic since I got it all figured out in my head when it comes to metaphysics and meaning of life n shit. And I'm still reading Schopenhauer just to keep my mind sharp.
I feel like I'm another person every time I wake up in the morning. It feels so scary and fun at the same time.
Pls listen to some of my music robots
>trap
>dubstep
https://soundcloud.com/skopa-larzdi/002a
Just because I'm bored, I'll keep writing in this thread. Hopefully robots will not find me a spammer and this thread will keep going, I like this thread.
It is very satisfying when you leave everything you built so far behind and just decide to go totally opposite way - in example, I was always some kind of smart guy, always into mathematics and philosophy and stuff, everyone in my family expected me to finish college without second thought, and I just got fucking sick of it and went the other way, got into the drug scene and tried some LSD ripoff (nBOME of some sort), speed and then MDMA on a trance rave - and while it certainly got me really detached from the real world, it made me more content with the world as I see that reality is nothing more than just chemical balance in our brains.
If humanity would figure out how to synthesize all the happy hormones of our brain and feed them to us intravenously, we could all live in a happy world, happily doing all the boring tasks for government which would contain a bunch of ambitious guys who want to create something more than just happiness in their brains - everyone would be happy, and world would keep moving even faster than it is moving right now, when it's powered by currency and wars for oil, land etc.
Oh boy. The latest primary diagnosis was major depressive disorder, the secondary diagnosis was hypnotic abuse, the tertiary one was mood disorder, specified, basically meaning I show traits of bipolar disorder but they're not sure what kind of diagnosis they would throw at me.
My 'last episode' is basically just my entire life since March. Back then my suicidality intensified and I decided fuck it, I'm going to go hard on drugs. Did a bunch of heroin, Percocet, meth, etizolam, and flubromazolam. Got very, very suicidal when I was running low on drugs, came extraordinarily close to intentional drug OD, which I am entirely sure would've been successful.
I somehow hadn't killed myself by the time I was out of everything, and particularly the benzo's, and I went into severe withdrawal, and went to the ER, which totally fucked up and didn't even try to treat me, sent me out, and I immediately had another seizure, after which they just watched me for 24 hours and gave me a fucking MRI. MRI's are shitty on a normal day, but when you're in full blown, heavy sedative withdrawal, it's a fucking nightmare.
So after that I ended up in the psych ward. Spent 10 days in there. Felt shitty still, but got out. Went to a partial hospitalization program, dropped out after 2 weeks because the whole thing was a shitshow, started doing heroin again, and oh hooray, I OD'd. End up back in the ER, and then back to the psych ward. Spend 20 days there. Feel a tiny bit better, leave. End up feeling reckless again, do some heroin, do fine, get some benzo's, my entire life gets fucked again, go back to the psych ward, get out after 5 days, and here we are.
I've been on a lot of different meds, but right now it's 450 milligrams of Wellbutrin a day, 300 milligrams of Seroquel XR at night daily, up to three 100 milligram IR Seroquel during the day, 2400 milligrams of gabapentin, and some clonidine and hydroxyzine for anxiety.
My life is pretty much a shitshow.
How do I fix my posture?
My neck is forwards.
If I fixed it I could easily gain an inch in height and look more attractive in general.
>>29193622
OP are you fucking stupid??
Move head back and tilt your chin down duh!
Also put your fingers on the back of your head and massage forcefully every part of your neck muscles, especially where it joins the skull, and also where neck meets shoulders.
>>29193622
why did you post this as your op image
Do you ever feel like giving up?
>he's still trying
i got bad news for you op
No, I have to keep buying lots of lottery tickets until i win the jackpot
I already gave up though.
I wish I were attracted to well-reared corn instead of women.
It would make life so much easier, so much more regular. I could just intelligently sequester a portion of my earnings to buy the best corn stock my budget allows, every year. I could make sure any land that I buy has a nice little space for corn-farming on it. And then I could raise some corn, and fuck it. I could fuck as much as I raised, and if I wanted to fuck more, I'd have to raise more. Here and there I would mess up a season or harvest. Maybe I'd get lazy or overconfident because of a few good years, and overlook something vitally necessary to good high-yield corn farming, and I'd just have to put up with a lousy, sexless season until the next harvest. But the next one would roll around, and, having learned my lesson, I'd be more diligent. Maybe it'd even be a great harvest because of the increased care, and I'd have a whole season of great corn sex. The point is, it would all be in my hands. The responsibility for good corn sex would be mine alone, and not someone else's. I'd get what I give - reap what I sow - and it'd always be fair.
Instead, it's entirely in the hands of capricious women who want to give ALL the "corn" to the two or three guys with absurdly good harvests. Guys who simply lucked out by inheriting nitrogen-hypercharged farmland from their family. Instead of "effort in, corn out" we have a system whereby the few and lucky are rewarded disproportionately every season, and all my corn is confiscated to heap up on Chad's farm. A whole economy, a whole society is heaped up around things like this. Instead of a meritocratic "to each according to his ability" corn economy, it's a zero-sum game. Every year, Chad gets to steal ALL the fucking corn because his corn was the tallest. I don't even mind if he gets the best corn - but why can't I have some corn too?
This first-past-the-post bullshit needs to end. I want cornpussy socialism. Someone has to stop this fucking insanity.
Just stick it up your butt
This is going to be on r/4chan in like 20 minutes
Marry the corn
Enjoy your two days of freedom, wagecuck. Remember, time sure does fly by quickly:
TICK
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Enjoy your monthly $800 in government pity money designed for niggers. I know you only have $300 left to stretch until next month, but maybe it will last if you eat ramen and rice!
Pro-tip: These threads are made by a wagecuck
>>29193508
Thisreminds me of that "time flies, Pepe cries" pic. The Pepe in that one is obviously not (You).
Why do you deserve to live?unswaying roaches shall be smited
>>29193495
And why should you live
I dont know, I probably don't.
Why do the countless degenerates who know nothing but feasting and fucking deserve to live?
You get the fuck out, normalfag.
Don't you have coke to snort at some houseparty?
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Reminder that women don't love, and aren't even physically attracted to men, they only see you as a disposable utility.
http://www.theprimalmale.com/how-women-view-men/
>>29193421
that's not even true
>>29193421
I did not click, but I guess it is a redpill-PUA website...
>>29193421
I refuse to accept that. I choose to believe in love. Until the day I die.
IVE GOT IT
CHICKEN TENDER SHAPED POTATO CHIPS
LIKE CHEETOS EXCEPT BIG AND MORE TENDIE LIKE THAT ARE SOFT INSIDE
ITS PERFECT
>LIKE CHEETOS EXCEPT BIG AND MORE TENDIE LIKE THAT ARE SOFT INSIDE
Why not just get chicken tendies at this point?
so... potato wedges.
>>29193721
Now if you could find a way to make potato wedges not shitty, that'd be a billion-dollar idea.
