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>>25307835
Los angeles. i want a long distance relationship though.
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t. trap
Hey guys. This is my first time posting, but not my first time on websites like this. I quit masturbating to porn about 6 months ago and have not done it since. My reasoning for quitting is a bit embarrassing. I've watched porn and masturbated since I was around 12 years old (I am 18, almost 19 now). I've never dared bringing this up to anybody in person, but I was addicted to interracial cuckolding. Now, some people may say that its a natural thing, but it disgusts me. The fact that I get turned on by that stuff worries me and makes me feel ashamed of myself. I used to never have problems with porn induced ED until I came across this stuff and, for whatever reason, became incredibly addicted to it.
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Whats worse is, it isn't just interracial cuckolding, its humiliating videos that show black men having sex with white women along with text at the bottom of the screen that says things about how white men are "unworthy" or how all white women are having sex with black dudes and there's "nothing you can do to stop it". Of course, I know that this is not true in real life, and I would never be attracted to this in real life. I have never ever been remotely racist, but now whenever I see a black guy my mind automatically thinks back to that type of porn and it actually turns me on a little bit. Then I get very angry with myself and confused on why I'm like this. Sometimes I even think bad things about black men all because of this stupid addiction, and not only do I hate the fact that it turns me on, I hate the fact that now I feel the need to defend myself by thinking badly of black men.
fuck off u newfag
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I'm totally against racism and never had such a problem before! I also have no idea why I'm STILL suffering from these things 6 months after I quit masturbating to porn. Its like its stuck in my head, even know they say that rebalancing your brain through quitting PMO is 100% effective... well Im past the due date and I still suffer from this. There are some positives, I find myself being aroused by women in real life now and do not suffer from porn induced ED, although I have not actually been in a situation where I would have sex and worry sometimes that when the time comes, I wont be able to get hard. Or that I will start thinking of that humiliating interracial cuckolding shit. I despise it, and even if people say that "everyone has fetishes", I'll be damned if I allow this fetish to be a part of my life. No matter how "natural" it may be. I just want to find a way to forget about it and move on with my life so that I can feel "normal" again. Although I havent masturbated to porn in 6 months, sometimes I get seemingly impossible urges to simply look up the stuff but not masturbate to it. I never look it up directly, either. I do these "games", if you can call it that. Ill look through porn pages and if there's an interracial video on say the 5th page, Ill watch it. But not if its on the 1st-4th. Dumb stuff like that. And I find it so stupid when I sit and talk about it now but when Im in that mindset where my head starts racing and I get all these good feelings from it it is SO hard to stop myself.
@25307749
You what...?
So here in murkia everyone knows that when a black family enters a restaurant and sits down, which ever unlucky server has to wait on them will not be getting a tip. So for years servers have been calling them niggers and moving on. Niggers happen. Sometimes a white family comes in and they're niggers - they won't tip.
Apparently calling customers niggers is frowned upon by management so a growing trend has built speed. Calling niggers "Canadians."
Like "Oh I just sat a table of eight canadians, they all ordered water and asked how young you have to be to order off the kids menu, I guess I'm not getting tipped"
Fucking canadians
why do you get mad at people that may need to save money for their family and not the business that forces you to beg for tips to live comfortably.
>>25307767
If your wallet is too tight to drop $5 or more on a tip but you can afford to eat out you need to go to the grocery store and not a restaurant and get your kids a loaf of bread.
>>25307695
I work at a restaurant in canada and niggers don't tip here either, while pretty much everyone else does, so please call niggers what they are, fuck you.
>See pictures online of 14-16 year old's
>Get so fucking horny
>Beat my dick off
>Dream about fucking a prime teen 16 year old
>See them in real life
>Don't even get erect
>Feels sick i liked them
>They seem so young, innocent, and still like children.
Am i the only one?
>>25307656
me too senpai we do it because we're intimidated by real girls our age and we're desperate at least i am
>>25307665
Yeah, i consider myself desperate, being a 22 year old KHV. I mean real life i wont even look twice or think about it.
It's weird.
>>25307665
mostly 16-18 for me tho
So i'm getting /dex/ tonight, should i mix it with my usual codeine and valium dose?
Also are the upper plateaus worth it? Hope some of my fellow degenerate robots are getting fucked up tonight.
I've done dxm likely close to 50-100 times by now. I don't usually mix it with anything, but after reaching the third plateau once I started exclusively third plat doses every few weeks. If you haven't been there yet do some research before you do it so at least you have some semblance of preparation. Not that it'll do you much good when it hits you
I do recommend it though.
Sigma plateau is rough man, getting there takes careful dosing at specific times, all dependent on your size and shit. I did extractions of syrup to get raw dxm powder and I ate spoons of it man. But yeah plateau sigma, I did it once, was ruined for two days. Don't remember most of it but I wrote almost constantly, it's utter nonsense with no cohesion whatsoever. I believe I had fun though, woke up +96 hours after first dose drenched in sweat and feeling like I had run a marathon. It was easily the most fucked up I had ever been
Tonight I'm just hitting my bong and sipping some tasty beer.
>>25307584
you shouldnt mix it man
check erowid and other sites
if anything use grape fruit juice
>tfw on meds and cant take /dex/
her num is 9096347515...her name is deeanna...keep us updated and she sucks at sucking dick.
not your fucking personal army
Why the fuck would I?
>>25307481
Ayyyyy lol
I'm talking to a girl on fb right now wha tth eufkc do I do
help
>>25307431
Post screencaps
Just play it casual as if you could care less about her existence because chances are she could care less about yours.
Its the fucking internet anyways so don't expect anything out of it. Just another human thing out there.
>>25307431
Friend zone her
http://www.pornhub.com/insights/christmas-holiday-searches
>UK
>Granny up by 1105%
>xmas chav blowjob
>women just want to suck bully chav dicks
J U S T
>>25307335
>elf
>santa baby
>>25307356
russia loves to jerk off during xmas
bump for santa xxx black christmas
![ice_cold_people_by_cicciobello_bobo-d4p9heh[1].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/vzYtVY2.jpg "ice cold people by cicciobello bobo-d4p9heh[1]")
Who /coldasfuck/ here?
I'm wearing 2 layers of sweatpants and thermal shirts, and I'm still cold. I'm in California, but the heat hasn't worked since before I was born. Rent controlled apartment so they don't fix anything and I'm NEET as fuck.
>>25307319
nah my shitbag grandad is staying for xmas, and we have to blast the heating constantly for him - for some unknown reason
Also in California, nude save for underwear under my comforter and I feel totally fine. Does your home have walls, by chance?
>>25307319
have you tried wim hof method?
> Be me. 19, Semi-Chad in College.
> Living in Toronto, Canada
> Grown up playing sports to gain the respect of my father
> Unsatisfied with my current life. Really want to pursue my passion
Acting.
> Mom thinks I should follow my dreams despite not having any experience in the field.
>Dad calls me a faggot and says to get a real job in the trades or in health care.
What do? Do I continue in college and become another drone in society with a respectable pay and average life? Or do I give this thing a shot. Any advice or experience with this type of situation would be greatly appreciated.
Help me robots, your my only hope.
>>25307151
>semi-chad
>>>/adv/
>>>>>/leddit/
>>>>>>>/normiebook/
>>25307151
Do you have experience acting? Has anyone ever said you were a good actor? If so, I say go for it. But if you've never acted much be realistic.
>>25307207
Thanks fhammm, I had no idea that was even a board. I usually only browse this one and a few other big ones.
>tfw 6'3 but fat
i feel like genetics gave me a gift and im just wasting it
manlet cutoff is 6'4
sorry
Same here. 6'2" and 7" penis but 350lb
>>25307133
then lose weight
>try to commit sudoku
>fail
>Level: Expert
>>25307136
H-Hey, I got one number.
being an expert at something feels good
Ever write a post complaining about your life, then just erase it and go to bed?
all the time
i always get to the middle point of it and then ask myself...why would anyone read this or respond and just close it
>>25307347
This.
>start
>'why tho?'
>stop
I tried to write an essay about why I can't get along with my dad but never finished it
ree normos get out
Wow anon, I'm sure your violent burning hatred and 64x64 photo of an angry frog will send all the normies back to reddit, thanks for saving the board from the normalshit menace
>>25307049
cooI thanks
Normies leave etc.
reeee
Ask a guy who just a massive argument with his gf/possibly ex gf about our open relationship anything
>>25306978
Well, why did you guys have this argument?
>>25306978
Why the fuck are you on this site if you have/had a gf?
>>25307017
Well she proposed the idea of having an open relationship midway in the year. Like in August.
I felt sick when she mentioned it but she wanted to properly "discuss" it as she said it's something she needs to cope as she can't deal with full commitment even if she "loves someone". She said it's part of the fact that her father wasn't around much and dealing with her mother having new boyfriends a lot.
I ended up going with it because I love/loved her so much and didn't think about just how much it would affect me. I'm so stupid.
We argued tonight because once I had agreed sometime soon after she was having a few guys over pretty regularly. It felt so sparse and I was hoping it wouldn't be this regular.
One of the guys I kinda knew as well.
I tried asking her today why she was having sex with other guys so regularly, in our apartment by the way. I had brought it up before but her answers were always so vague.
I'll try shorten this answer a bit because I just realised more people may be asking questions as I type.
Anyway she has said before that it's just what she needs and she just tries apologising to me and sometimes gets tearful.
She got pretty angry today and said she had "told you why in the past" and that I just "don't understand" her.
She ranted on about how she never wants to hurt me and that she really does "love" me.
At one point I said I think she does it to secretly hurt me and how she doesn't think etc. I ended up leaving shortly after to go stay with my parents.
