Everything is terrible but for some reason I keep on trying, what separates the ones who give up and those who keep going?
The ones who keep going end up more disappointed in the end
If you keep trying it builds resilience and you're better apt to handle what life throws at you.
>>29943254
My whole life has been one disappointment after another, I get excited too easily but things never work out as I hope but it's happened so many times that I've become numb and I end up distracting myself with something else.
>>29943285
I can take it but I'm struggling to see what's the point.
>be obedient and follow rules
>get indoctrinated
>think you are awesome and are morally superior
>get out of high school
>realise that they turned you into an insufferable passive aggressive beta male
>spend the next 5-8 years unlearning all of it so you can have a chance to be a happy person
Why do they do this?
>>29943159
Way to describe my life OP, has anyone ever recovered from the brainwashing?
>>29943185
OP here. Im working on it still. I still struggle with some things but i feel like ive overcome a great deal of it.
>>29943159
Problem: Someone's bullying you
What they tell you to do: Tell a teacher or your parent
What you're actually supposed to do: Knock the kid the fuck out so he doesn't pick on you again, you'll still get punished for it though
Problem: You want a job
What they tell you to do: Send off your 100% honest CV and wait for a response, just b urself
What you're actually supposed to do: Lie through your teeth on your CV to get your foot in the door then lie to their faces for the...
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Let's be honest - nobody on here is man enough to find a drug dealer but many want drugs anyway.
Solution - Deepweb Drugs
I would recommend ecstasy, weed is overrated imo and it gives you that feeling of pure heaven for about 4 hours.
>also molly thread in general
>tfw you move and like everything tingles in like the most possibly awesome way - uuuuh its such a shame you can only have this shit once a month
>molly
>robot
Pick one
>>29943182
explain desu
oregano
>>29943143
You can have it more than once a month, no one can stop me.
post yfw it's 5 AM again
>>29943136
It's already noon here and I haven't bat an eye whole night
>>29943136
Shit I'm at work and 7a.m. couldn't come faster
I woke up at midnight, now its almost 6. I've been reading about the new game no mans sky for six fucking hours wew lads
What are the chances of people like us getting a true and loving permanent partner? I don't want to "Man up" and trick stacies into having sex with me. I want someone I can be myself around and empathise with and enjoy interests with.
>The girl you're looking for might exist, but you will never meet her
>Even if you did, it would probably end up fucking tragic, like she dies of brain cancer or something
If anyone ever makes it, leave a post, please. Just to know that someone in the world...
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Next to impossible while we continue wading in shit, I think
>tfw fantasizing about romantic chance encounters in public spaces
>tfw realizing that if someone had the balls to initiate such an encounter in the first place, they would probably pick someone else
>>29943029
If you want a chance at happiness, then give people a chance. Meet girls and get to know them, have fun on dates and stop sperging out over preconceived notions.
>fantasize how I'm going to meet a qt grill who's exactly like me, enjoys the same stuff etc.
>fantasize how we're going to spend time together, go to places together
>fantasize how I'm going to marry her, we would grow old together
>"yeah, that sounds great, this is what I want from my life, I'm going to do that"
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Anyone else living constantly on the verge of suicide? I'm thinking of going for one last long walk before morning.
Does anybody here have dreams where they kill themself? I can remember shoting up a place which looked like a hospital in my dream then running at the police whilst they had their guns point at me, they shot me and I fell down but I got back up and started running again.
Every single day all I think about is killing myself
>>29943056
The part where you shoot up the place is possibly the most worrying though.
>try to get in a serious relationship
>confess that i've had over 20 partners because "le honesty" meme
>they lose interest and usually ends with us not talking anymore
I seriously wish I was still a virgin,i'm a guy btw.
normalfag take a hike
>>29942994
no where to hike and it's late
>>29942982
OP why do you lie like that on the Internet?
do you sometimes feel someone is following you all over 4chan, and no matter what you post in the end they always somehow recoginese you
im already used to of feeling that someone is following me irl, but 4chan used to be my safeplace wtf should i do /r9k/ ???
stop avatarfagging
stop mentioning the same bullshit you always post
basicly, stop being an attentionwhore
but there you are making a thread about yourself, you get what you deserve
>>29942969
i am constantly afraid that someone will recognize me even though i have absolutely no friends.
I've called out the same fag on here, fit and int (same filenames,gimicks and repeated greentext stories and anecdotes)
you're paranoia isn't irrational
who cares its not like you're getting doxed
>It's 12 pm and I'm already on my 3rd cup of coffee
>hands starting to shake uncontrollably
>haven't slept in 20 hours
what the hell? how fucking weak are you?
>>29942996
I weight 120 pounds bruv, I drank more coffee than I eat all day. Also smoked through a whole pack and starting to feel like I'm gonna throw up
>>29942960
Grow up, kiddo
originaI
>tfw mommy has a birthday today and I remembered
>told her happy birthday and got a kiss on the cheek
>mfw
Who /goodboypointsrich/ here?
>>29942955
No card? No gift? Pathetic
>>29943024
How am I supposed to buy a gift with no money fann?
>>29943036
>buy card
>??????????????
Good morning, wagecuck.
It's time to wake up and get ready for a full day of slaving away.
Another day, another dollar.
>>29942914
Yeah another day without a dollar for you.
Stupid fucking peasent
>>29942931
>what is neetbux
stay mad wagecuck, and get ready for work
I still have 7 more hours till work starts
I WANT A GF NOOOOOOOOOOW REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Go ask your mum
>>29942909
GFs are for normies
REEEE I JUST REEEEEEE WANT A CUTE GF TO DO CUTE STUFF WITH REEEEEEEEE IS THAT TO MUCH TO FUCKING ASK FOR REEEE FUCKING JUST JUST END MY LIFE REEEEEEE
>20 years old
>cant even grow a beard
>patchy pubes on my face
>thinning receding hairline
>5'7
>voice has no bass and still cracks
Who here lost the genetic lottery?
you are only 20 you little bitch stop whining
why do you want to look older anyway
>>29942881
I already look old with my fucked up hairline. My only way to escape is having a beard and other good features which I don't have.
>>29942860
You're still young. If you still have all these issues when you're 30 then they'll never leave and you'll have cause to complain
>so anon,are you new in town? I've never seen you around before.
> "Do you go to this school? I've never seen you before!"
>>29942831
>oh look, its anon! He finally came out of his computer cave.
>"Hi!, why didn't you say hi to me when you came anon? you are always so shy you should speak more"
OH SHEEEEEEIT!!!! WHITE BOI BEAT. DA. FUK. OUTTTTTT!!!!! AHAHAHAHAHA
>>29942823
>#1 athlete
>serena
>women's tennis
Although women's tennis is the only women sport that's somewhat popular besides mma
>president is half nig whose father he barely knows
>beyonce tries to bleach her skin to make herself as white as possible
I'm sure that's why they're scared. It couldn't possibly be that they're justifiably afraid that Tyrone will steal their stuff or murder them.