How to get over the fact that women have likely had sexual partners and sent naked photos of themselves to other men, and probably heads of men at that?
The thought of it makes me incredibly sad, to the point of an heroing. Will this go away when I'm no longer a kissless virgin? I don't think "age will fix it" as I am 27 and have felt this way since I was a teen.
Everywhere I go, and everything I do, triggers me. 4chan doesn't help. Everyday I see thread after thread of girls having their naked photos leaked. I see men gloating about their sexual conquests, and I can't help but imagine guys in the real world are much the same -- laughing to themselves. I can't see myself ever having a girlfriend for various reasons, but, the thought of a guy laughing to himself because he has seen my girlfriend naked, or done sexual things with her, destroys me.
It makes me sad, but at the same time it infuriates me, sending me to the point of an inner rage where all I think about is destruction, both of myself, and the world in general. That lasts for a few hours, and then I'll be blank, "okay" I guess, but not happy. Then a few hours later, it will happen again. It's cyclical. I go to bed fantasising about the end, both of my world, and the world in general, and then I wake up, still unhappy. Rinse and repeat, day after day.
It's hard to focus on anything, as these consume my every waking thought, so I am not productive by any means. Each day is wasted and the same. I have been thinking about attempting to avoid things that trigger me, like quitting 4chan among other sites, not watching tv shows/movies that feature sex/romance, not viewing pornography, etc... but, will that really solve anything? Isn't it just putting my head in the sand?
Your future gf will get over the fact that your mom is better at making waffles than she is. And so will you get over the fact that she was with more sexually capable men before. No biggy.
>>25438376
How can you be so sure there is a future girlfriend?
What woman would find a lossless virgin attractive at my age? There is a point in which it becomes a red flag and a serious turn off.
As you mentioned, the girl would have been with more capable men, so she would be regressing by being with me. Women talk about sex with their girlfriends, so she would tell them about my shortcomings. Humiliating.
>>25438509
I meant to say kissless. There is more that makes me undesirable. Ugly body in every sense - gross hunchback, acne scars on the face, my face has the autism look. I have no money, no social kills, the emotional problems, no social skills.
All contribute to making me undesirable.
Understand: you are a fucking computer. You are a set of a fucking algorithms programmed to be this way. There is no decision making, "you" are simply an observer experiencing the inevitable chemical and physical reactions of the world. Everything you know and can ever know is only relative to you. The universe doesn't even unfold in an objective manner unless viewed upon by you. You are alone. Powerless. Knowledge isn't even what you think it is, it dies with objectivity and is reborn as a set of triggers to stimuli in your mind. You cannot know your place in existence, and you cannot even know existence.
In the end, you don't even get to know why you must suffer.
Determinism is false. Sorry.
>>25438082
> le the whole world is rigged and evil and I'm the only one euphoric enough amd enlightened enough to see this may may
>>25438115
"hurr durr i have free will god gave it to me im super special like that"
>be 26 years old
>still cannot tie my shoes
>usually just wear vans shoes or velcroes
>23
>never bought my own clothes
>>25437499
>VELCROES
holy shit dude just kill yourself
>30 years old
>want desperately to fuck the animated high schooler in OP pic
whats your comfy setup like?
any particular comfy games you play?
anything you prefer to drink?
>>25437900
ftl is my fav game to play comfy
i could use some tea
I have a gayman chair and a lot of blankets that I cuddle up with while playing CS:GO usually. I like to drink either apple cider or water.
Heater on full
Minecraft (what was the best most comfy Version in your opinion r9k?)
Blanket
Water
A candle
potfeels
>a few weeks ago, grabbed a 5g bag for $60
>pristine, frosty nugs with not a single seed, perfectly dried, smelled loud as fuck etc
>this week buy the same bag same price
>no nugs, it's just an incoherent mass of clumped-together green
>it's like someone sat on it
>have to separate seeds every time i grind up
I know it's not the weed man's fault, it's the grower's, but god damn this is so fucking irritating
This has no place here
Got back to /b/ with your stoner degeneracy threads.
Stop trying to make /r9k/ a stoner board
>>25437449
would not have replied to OP but you're a huge fucking fag
Feel felt OP, makes me look forward to legalization and being able to buy exactly what you want
>>25437416
i just quit day 4 or 5 and wana dieeeee
>mentioning "my girlfriend/wife/so" when that's completely irrelevant to the point
>>25437415
my girlfriend agrees with you OP
>>25437537
Haha my SO and I both love this thread too :D
Just show my SO this post, she strongly agrees.
>even muslim refugees are getting pussy no condom
>>25437406
stop promoting your cuck website. Also if this guy was muslim why is his dick so white?
>>25437406
what's the point of this post? why can't blacks and muslims just come out and openly say "we hate white men", why is it when i see them they never mention race and are very polite but if i check one of their twitter accounts it's full of "white people jokes" and anti-white race baiting? it's really annoying desu
>>25437406
There's no proof its an actual refugee though, its some sandnigger and the faggot who uploaded the video put that in the title.
"I'm allowed to be fat but I deserve an athletic man."
Who the fuck comes up with this shit
Yeah but dat ass.
Stop trying to get offended. You're as bad as Tumblr.
If this happens it's rare, no one is so stupid as not to understand what a hypocrite is to the extent that they would say this. Your issue is that high test Chads go after fatties regardless.
most fatties (men and women) are normal. it's the ones like the one you mention that makes it difficult to feel anything other than disgust for such a individual.
Is it possible for a physically attractive or at least decent looking girl to be an outcast? I know a decent looking guy can be unattractive to most if he's an anxious, socially awkward autistic fuck, but this doesn't seem to be the case for girls, especially if they're cute. Is it possible for a cute girl to be unattractive by many? The only thing I could see making that possible is if her hygiene is terrible and/or she's fucking awful to be around, but this seems very unlikely.
>>25437225
On my country it can be if she is slutty. People can give you that look if they saw you with her.
If she is into clubbing she befriend only some kind of guys, the kind that go to clubbing a lot and go to prostitutes once a week.
If she swear a lot you would see her only with guys, and wouldn't have girls as friends, and with a special kind of guys again...
>>25437385
So it is literally impossible to be a kissless, handholdless, friendless virgin if you are a cute girl. Got it.
I'm kind of an outcast. People let me hang out with them in groups, but I don't have any real friends.
>be 18
>family tell me on a day to day basis that they hate me
>everyone in my city that are around my age know of me or know someone who knows me and they all dislike me/stay away from me because i was edgy when i was younger
>only reason i'm still allowed to live at home is because i'm at college
>could get kicked out of college on monday for failing assignments
>tfw feel like ending it
what edgy thing did you do when you were younger?
Itt white peoples fuck up their lives on easy mode
>>25437238
just acted like a dickhead towards people, i was an extremely edgy loser when i was 13 and the people who tried to be friends with me had to deal with my edginess
There is this qt working at my local vape shop. I always go on Saturday morning right when they open and it's usually just us. We have very stimulating and natural conversations until the shop fills up and that's when I usually head out.
She has a bf, but we know that women will always move to the guy who can provide a greater benefit, regardless of their current relationship status. How can I make a subtle move??
I saw her bf at the shop once, he's a manlet student. I am 6'1 and have a career in precision machining at 24 yrs old. But I'm not a normie, I spend all my time playing with action figures and talking to myself about my action figures, also have no friends and lost my virginity to an obese hooker and fell in love but that was 2 yrs ago.
>>25437152
>6'1
>not a normie
get the fuck off /r9k/
>>25437193
get out
GET OUT NOW
>>25437152
>vapes
>talks to girls and has "natural conversations"
>6'1"
>has a job
>wants to cuck another man
>isn't a virgin
Kill yourself
saged and hidden
Hi, my name is:
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BUU FEEL SO NICE AND CLEAN HE WANT TO SLEEP
>>25437106
BUT FIRST CHOCOLATE AND COOKIES!
>>25437125
NO HIDEOUS. BUU BEAUTIFUL. NO HIDEOUS. BUU BEAUTIFUL. NO HIDEOUS. BUU BEAUTIFUL. WOOOHOOOOOO!
Can someone post a man right now who is :
>Wealthy
>High status
>Good looking
>2/3 or all the above
Who however does not have a GF or is Incel.
Just trying to prove a point here to the normies. LMS is all that matters. I just saw that Ed Sheeran has a hot GF as well as PewDie fucking Pies gay ass.
LMS = Life. Personality is such a load of bollocks.
Isaac Newton and Kant died virgins. Tesla too, although he had a troublesome life.
Just look for autists.
Also, fags.
Or look for guys who a players, like Russel Brand. gf usually means you can only bang one chick.
I'm average looking, poor with no car and no license, living with 3 roommates, no status and less friends than I can count on 1 hand.
I've already barebacked my now girlfriend and came inside her in 2016. And before her I've dated many other girls.
The trick is to workout and have a good personality. An average guy who works out can fuck without much problems.
Granted, he only recently got dumped by Miss Universe, but right now he is single and a virgin.
Hey guys can you give me a little fedeback on my poetry?
looks in the darkness
a poem by Louis DiMauro
Ask my self who am I,
I cant seem to find myself,
Get older, try, and try,
Over and over
Change who I am.
Now look at a myself and ask,
Really who do I want to be?....
Having no clues on the bord
Don't have excuses
Don't want any
Why do I ask
Who I am?
Well because the world is beautiful
Many cry like to thrive
Fairytale and rhymes
Questions and lies
Say that we live in
Worlds without times
Dark clouds, greed, war for minds that die, Issues of interest but my limit is denied
Restricted is the why or who am i
Questions repeated
Puzzled and treated
Ask myself who am i?
Learned and deleted,
Judged and have seen it,
Poisoned by the treason
We fell in to the mine
Money, shows, and crimes
The Hippocratic minds of his and i's
Is the fucked rhymes inspired hells owned by undead wines,
We climb up the rock like a bird who cant fly
All not knowing that we birds are mindless Chicken being fatted and for others delight
Waves transform clinching,
Jaws bloodshed bolts pricing ur misleading hid,
Dogs who claws at ur soul,
Dark and evil,
Clouds tears and fear's of losing to decides
Do we feel more swords clenching in our
lifes,
Feel the blood boil,
Water vs dark signs
Slowly easing at ur soul
Or did u see the night rising high,
Devil, red eyes, ur blinded by the why,
Why, why, why,... Is thire two sides?
Now u blindly,
Lost all of ur life,
Just one dark devil inside
Who am a I?
A storm in the night, rain fire to pass
Seen beauty from ur past
Two story's but one path
One steps fall down and one step is unknowns But hidden inside is the story we write,
Seeing the light is usually bright,
Because to reach to the sun we need to be blind.
Look at myself.........who am I?
Its my new poem. I am Louis DiMauro.
Pic related, I'm on the left.
poetry is for fags and pseudo intellectuals
>>25437024
>expressing yourself though writing is for faggots
Look at this heathen
Here, I ran it through Google Translate a bunch of times and I think its better now
Look in the dark
Poem by Louis DiMauro
I ask myself who I am,
I can not seem to find themselves
Age, try, try,
again and again
Change who I am.
Now look at yourself and ask,
Who am I really want? ....
8, there is no key-board
Do not make excuses
He does not want any
I ask
Who I am?
So, because the world is beautiful
Many shout to prosper
Fairy Tales and Nursery Rhymes
Questions & Lies
The fact that we live in
There is no time World
Clouds, greed, mind war dead, points of interest, but my limit is rejected
Limited reason is who I am
Re-issue
Confused and Treatment
Ask yourself, who am I?
He said, and removed
Trial mentioned,
Poisoned rebel
We fell into the shaft
Money, productivity, and crime
He and my mind Hippocrates
Sex rhymes inspired wine is immortal hell
We went to a bird that can not fly rock
We do not know all the birds blind chickens and other non-fat joy
Wavelet transform riveting,
Jaws blood screw ur misleading pricing HID,
Paws dogs that ur soul,
Darkness and evil,
Cloud tears and the fear of losing a decision
We feel that the sword firmly in our
Permanent life
Feeling excited
C. dark water marks
Slowly relieve the soul of the Uruguay Round
Or is it because you can see at night rising high,
Devil, red eyes, blinded by ur mind,
Why, why, why ... this side dioxide?
AT now blind,
You forgot your lifetime ur,
Only the devil in the dark
Who I am?
Stormy night, the rain of fire transfer
From the past to see the beauty of the Uruguay Round
Two stories, but one way
One Step to step decline is not known, but it hides a story that we wrote,
Seeing the light often bright,
Because they want to achieve in the sun, we should be blind.
He looked at it ......... Who am I?
Who else here /does not understand women at all despite trying their hardest/
Anyone here with a vagina wanna explain what it's like to be a women, how it is growing up and shit? No bullshit please.
Here's the big secret, you space cadet. They're just people. They aren't aliens. They think like you do. They have your emotions.
>>25437315
Actually I am an alien.
>>25437315
>implying
but seriously though, just explain to me what it's like for a girl to grow up and live.