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what would you want wiped from your memory /r9k/
>>28551604
Chrono Trigger, so that I would get to experience the best game ever anew.
>>28551604
Whatever caused my crippling insecurities please thank you
Whatever caused my Social anxiety
Hello /r9k/, I wanted to share my story with you, and seek some advice. This will be a bit of a long post but I hope it is worth it, thank you for reading my brothers.
A few years ago I was in a dark place in my life and after a lot of studying and examining various religions I went to my local mosque and took Shahada. I knew then it was the perfect religion for me. At first, I put down the Quran and stopped reading as I did not want to become Muslim. I resisted it. Somehow, it kept calling me back, and I kept reading Quran and studying Islam. I just wanted to find out more about Islam, this religion was beckoning me, it really felt right.
Eventually I gave up and returned to Christianity. But I cannot accept the Trinity, I understand how the Trinity forms one God, but I cannot accept it. Priests and Pastors must jump through hoops to make sense of their version of monotheism. I began looking at Judaism; my grandmother was a Jew. While Jews are supposed to love the convert Judaism made it clear I could never be a "complete" Jew. So then I looked at Unitarian Christianity. Jehovah's Witnesses were very smart and able to back up monotheism in the New Testament with scripture, but they in essence operate as a cult: if you do not do a certain amount of evangelization you're considered "inactive", they also have peculiar cultish things like this in their church doctrines.
One day I actually told my mother and step-father I was Muslim, but they thought I was joking, and began laughing, so I joined them and I hid my faith and pretended I was joking. It hurt to do this, let me explain why. I'm a white man from Texas, with a very Baptist family. My family hates Muslims, my friends hate them... Everyone I know does, and it pains me, because what was revealed to me was the TRUE Islam, and they will never be able to know what I am talking about.
(cont. in next post)
I won't ever be able to go to Jummah because my local college students would recognize me, and inevitably word would spread to my friends in college. I live in a southern state and some nearby mosques had armed protestors and I'm always too afraid to walk in. I couldn't ever marry a Muslim woman for obvious reasons, I can't raise my children Muslim, I would have hide my faith from my family when I get married. If I follow a religion I follow it to the T: I simply can't imagine my life without guitar and rock music. I don't have the desire to stop marijuana. I feel as if I wouldn't be fully committed to Islam with these things in my life. I'd come back to Islam in a heartbeat if it meant no Jummah, raising kids Muslim... etc... Effectively if I became a Muslim that didn't exist in the eyes of any others. Allah, why couldn't you have just given me life into a Muslim country and family?
Sorry, I honestly don't know what the point of this thread is, I guess I just want to vent and see what you all think about it... It's such a shit situation, to finally find something that gives answer and structure to my life, and have my mother laugh about it. So here I sit in my room on a dark Saturday at night pissface drunk, stoned and depressed, drugs are my only real god now and it doesn't come close to Salat, which I can never have, or at least live to the fullest extent.
>>28551554
>being a religious cuck
Being accosted with neckbeard hat memes is much better than accepting a religion that literally stands for submission.
>>28551620
Islam is dear to me, it is the true light in my life. Without it I would be lost. Peace be upon you, brother.
WAAAAAAGIES
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSS
>>28551520
Go home neetcuck. It's a friday night. We're all out partying and having sex.
>>28551548i mean do i even need to say it
>get $1100 free a month from VA
>dad forces me to get a job anyway because muh resume work experience
>make $641 every 2 weeks
>$127 taken out in taxes so I only get 515
What the fuck
How do normies do this shit their entire lives
What animes are you watching robots?I wish I wasn't living
Initial D. For the 3rd time.
GET ME POWER
i just finished hanamyata and i recently started gatchaman crowds, doesn't look promising. but the dimwitted mc is kinda cute and so is the green haired girl.
>>28551508
>animes
its anime
you know this, why do you not change?
I FUCKING HATE SLUTS REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCK YOU BITCH AND FUCK FEMINISIM
Feminism- literally having your cake and eating it too. I hate every single one of them. FUCK.
>feminism
>needs to wear make up
>>28552152
women don't wear makeup for men dude
they wear makeup to compete with other women
Who can't do basic tasks anymore?
>Apply for Neetbux
>Sit in waiting room to fill out application
>forget how to write on actual paper
>Worst hand writing
>Mind froze
>couldn't process the information on it
>took me 3hours to fill it out
>4 pages
>sat with the lady at the desk
>she fixes all my mistakes
why didnt society try and save us? why didnt society warn us that if you we took this path in life then these will be the struggles you have to face?
im only 21 and i couldnt even fucking do the most simple shit i could have done 3 years ago in high school but those 3 years of isolation and neetdom caused me this fuck up
why didnt someone save me before it was too late?
I felt extra autistic today i almost couldnt even operate in public, fuck am i a retard now for the rest of my life ?
it is 100% your fault
>>28551313
Why don't courthouses and social services offices use computers? Wouldn't it dramatically cut down on processing time?
>>28551313
>tfw took me a few days to fill out a job application
I for some reason can't sit down long enough and finish things. My mind says screw it and my legs lead me out of my bedroom. It's like I want to procrastinate.
What are /r9k/'s thoughts on Evalion?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yR1fUVZMTOA
>9:30
she drops a "I'm not like the other girls", made me quit the video desu
>>28551274
does she post here?
Uncanny valley/10
I never thought I'd have one.
But during a fapping session I saw her and it was love at first sight.
Pic related; My waifu.
literally perfect. dasu
FIT
I
T
*drools*
*removes noose from neck so he can look at waifu*
>There exist men who will not only sleep with a woman, but will do so many times with many different women over the course of their lives
This shit blows my fucking mind
Like, here I am, having never touched a woman since my mother held my hand when I was a child, and there are men going to bed tonight with a woman different than they slept with last friday
what the fuck
women, or whore-americans as i like to call them, are basically a hivemind
that's why they all have to fuck the same exact guy, it's science an sheet
>there are men who's job it is to punish those men
>>28551266
you can go outside and touch one right now, you just need a good hiding spot to jump out of.
Hey gaijin, wanna wrestle?
*breaks my neck while swooning at him*
Obviously shooped photo. Why is his face so much lighter than the rest of his body?
>>28551472
maybe because his face is covered in a semen based lotion?
If you had to be fucked by a man, what would you require that man to be like?
>big muscular body, maybe muscle chub
>big dick
>broad shoulders, big butt
>dominant, taking the lead, manhandling me
>>28551212
>to be fucked
so i would be the bottom? or can i be the top?
>bag over head
>not hairy
Not gay, so I think this would be the most comfortable
My fantasy is to get raped by a giant muscle asian. The rarest of tops.
What do you think about yourself, as a person?
I think "I" am ultimately a fiction.
>>28551145
>good looking, at least 7/10
>dress nicely
>intelligent
>still can't get laid
>have no real friends
>vidya is only comfort in life
>>28551224
You're most likely lying to yourself about your appearance or how smart you are if you don't know why you're not attracting girls.
>/r9k/ claims to be red pilled
>Doesn't babysit kids with your girlfriend to practice being parents together
Good goy
Feels good man. My sisters cousins are being babysat by her and I. She put the little one to bed earlier.
Feels good wanting 3-5 kids of my own.
>>28550987
you the guy that keeps spamming pics of your frumpy shitskin gf lately?
>>28550987
>Doesn't babysit kids with your girlfriend to practice being parents together
>My sisters cousins are being babysat by her and I.
Learn how to speak proper english for fucks sake.
Also, you're a faggot.
>>28551034
Virgin spotted
Original comment
Who /libertarian/ here? If you're not a libertarian, why do you hate individualism and freedom so much?
>>28550947
Left-leaning collectivist statist fascists need to be destroyed
I identify my political views as independent with libertarian leanings.
>tfw no conservative, pro-science, secular, anti-prohibition, pro-gun party to vote for
>>28550947
These days liberals aren't individuals anymore. They all act, dress, look, and like the same things.
> 2 years probation
> First PO only visits me once in 6 months
> Move
> New PO tells me hew ill be treating me like a high risk even though I am a low risk because he thinks I got off too easy
> This guy has been here four times in one month, stopping by for just a few minutes nearly every week
> Driving me up the fucking wall
I already failed at being a normie to the point of going to prison, now I am being hounded D:
just end it already blegh, anyone else fucked?
>>28550873
Everyone is gonna want to know: What did you do?
>>28550906
I kept telling people in prison that I built Mr Bones wild ride. Not a single person ever got the joke.
I fucked up hardcore, felon forever. I just sit inside all day now and avoid going outside until probation is over. This new PO is fucking awful.
>>28551223
You didn't answer the question.
Also why does it matter that a PO stops by for a few minutes once a week? Just don't do drugs like a degenerate and it shouldn't really matter.
