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what are good careers to pursue if you suck at math ?
>what are good careers to pursue if you are lazy
fixed it for ya bruh
just kill yourself
>>25188839
holy shit you really did fix it, man if you got all the answers why are you here ?
>>25188771
be good at art.
of course, being good at math or art is the only way to escape if you're not good with people.
all jobs require you're good with people.
thus for a robot who is not good at math or art, there is no hope.
this is my life.
Malebots you ever thought of stripping online for cash?
>>25188768
Not even I want to see me naked
>>25188768
>implying anyone wants to see my pudgy body and 4.5" dick.
I'm short, fat and black. No one wants to see me naked.
Hello /r9k/
Lately I've finally been noticing how different I am from everybody around me.
To add some background, from as early as first grade I was made to participate in my school region's gifted program. Something about having a decent IQ and an absolutely absurd capacity for learning.
Anyway, I grew up being constantly told how "bright" I was and how much "potential" I had. Whenever I would slack off in school, my parents and teachers alike would all moan about how I was "wasting that big brain."
Of course, I always attributed that to the need for teachers and parents to make kids feel special, important, significant ad nauseam. I always believed that I had the same potential as everybody else, just that I perhaps expressed it differently from most.
Now, at age 19, I'm finally starting to see what they meant.
I've been in college for the past year. I've always been excited for college. It's an environment where many of the people are driven to actually perform well, unlike K-12 schooling. In addition, the instructors have no need to sugarcoat things and make people feel special.
It's a place where I can see how I actually stack up against other people, a place where I could even find people more mentally capable than myself. To find people who learn things more quickly and recognize patterns better than myself.
But, much to my surprise, that never happened. I still learn things far more quickly than others. I still have much higher output than literally everyone else.
Honestly, it feels pretty lonely. The obligation to "not waste my brain" is a bit too heavy for my liking as well.
There's nobody around to challenge me, and I have the potential to do things that very few others can.
It is lonely and I don't like it.
Anybody else have to participate in the gifted program when they were in school? Any related stories or thoughts?
>>25188767
>Anybody else have to participate in the gifted program when they were in school?
Yup. I was in pretty much the same position as you after my first year of college.
Turned out I wasn't really that smart at all though. I mean I probably have slightly above-average intelligence, but nothing special at all, what was seen as "bright" and "potential" was really just the fact that I cared about school and had a sufficient attention span to pay attention in class.
As soon as I got to 3rd and 4th year, when all the people who'd been busy partying and stuff for the last 10 years decided to give a shit and really apply themselves, I was distinctly average. Having considered myself superior for so long I hadn't developed much of a social circle and my life went to shit because I had nothing else and no-one.
tl;dr don't take yourself too seriously, you're probably not that special
I know that feel anon. I was in gifted programs all throughout school and always got straight As without studying. I have had my IQ tested twice. I won't say it because I don't want this to be an IQ circlejerk thread, but it was very high.
Everything in school, all school work, is just easy to me. Nothing is a challenge, and I like that. The only challenge I have is creativity- not that I'm not creative, it just feels like I need to make every creative thing I produce perfect.
I am thankful that it is that way. But I think it has ruined me. I think too much, and honestly, too fast. I have constant racing thoughts and anxiety that has been diagnosed as very, very severe. I have come to the conclusion that there is no point to being alive at all, and that anything I want to attain can't really be attained with intelligence and hard work.
So I give up. I will get a job, make good money for 20 years or so, maybe more, then retire and live a frugal life in a cabin in the woods.
Be carefull what you wish for, I was told throughout my childhood I was special, ginaly got into the best school in m country, realize I was pretty much as inteligent as everyone else there. Loosing my "special" status was kinda mind blowing for me, but it turned out fine, classes where really stimulating, shame I only noticed how many opportunitties I let pass by the end of it.
>almost 2016
>still being a virgin
ISHYGDDT
>not good at talking to women
>tried to pay a hooker
>got arrested for soliciting prostitution
>mfw
>>25188807
That sucks man, made me laugh pretty good at your pain though
>>25188742
at this point I don't even know how I'm supposed to have sex with anyone, like how does the social construct even work tbqh famo
There is no point. All I've ever wanted in life I cannot achieve. Day to day I realize that the happiest people in life are probably those with honest addictions to hard drugs like heroin. At least they get to experience some form of happiness 2-3 times a week, it's months in between any bouts of happiness I have, at the very least.
Life is just misery, and pain. Neither I nor just about anyone else will ever truly have what they want in life, or even be happy for most of their lives. What is the point? There is none whatsoever.
How do I live without a goal? Without a purpose? With only misery putting me to sleep at night?
>>25188736
That feel, I know it.
I do know what I want in life. I just wasn't born with the right genetic profile to be able to achieve it. The curse was placed at birth.
I often wonder, what's the point in trying now? I could be a millionaire, I could be wealthy, loved, and popular. It wouldn't mean anything to me. There's nothing I want in life more than my dream.
>>25188838
I'm glad someone else understands this absurd pain.
It wouldn't matter. Even if I was incredibly good looking, 10/10 in every aspect of my life, rich, popular, loved by everyone, I could never attain what I want to attain.
Life is empty, and meaningless, cruel and cold. Everything I do, every second of every day that I don't have what I want, is just existing. It's nothing more than settling for misery.
I just want to die. I want to end it all but I can't bring myself to do that to my father.
But what do I have? Escapism only goes so far. Food only goes so far. Hell, even sex only goes so far.
I've reached a point beyond caring about sex, food, my appearance, anything besides my closest family. I am absurdly and profoundly depressed. Nothing helps. I just need drugs.
I used to tell myself I would never touch a drug in my life. My mother is a hopeless alcoholic. I saw the misery it brings. But if I live alone and work only for rent, food, and drugs, life might be okay. I can honestly say I see no reason to be anything but a junkie.
Life is misery.
>>25188970
There's nothing for us TO do. I've just approached it in the usual way. I try to push the intrusive thoughts out of my mind. A type of music is always playing, that or stream. Reading books, making OC, watching cartoons. ANYTHING which takes my mind off my situation
But then something intrudes on my peacefulness. Then, I'll be jolted out of my distractions and be forced to face reality. My dream will never come true
This is fucking hell. Why was I born inferior? Why wasn't I aborted
Protip: There's no such thing as an "average" penis
Anything that isn't big is considered small to women. Thank you for your time.
I'm pretty sure there are only like 10 women on this earth that would actually enjoy a dick that big
Well I'm 3.5 inches so I don't give a fuck what women think of average since I've never been average.
I always laugh at this picture. He has a huge monster dong, but these little ting baby balls. It's like there isn't even any testicles there it's all just dick. Lol.
Sup, faggots.
Anyone else's city completely overrun with homeless people because of the festive season handouts?
I always see homeless people, but there is one on litterly EVERY STREET/SIDEWALK/ATM MACHINE.
>Walk to city
>Get asked for change on every street corner
>I can't afford to give out money as I'm low on funds myself and have to buy 3 for 2 priced gifts for family.
>guy approaches me outside an atm machine
''Got any spare change for a bite to eat, brother?''
>politely explain that I really need to use the small fund I have to buy gifts for the family, with the single cash note I have.
>he looks confused
''well can I have that cash in your hand?''
>politely explain again, with more anxiety this time
''I really can't I'm sorry, but I can give you this coupon for a free Big Mac at McDonald's, if you like buddy?'' it was in my pocket from last week.
Mfw, he tells me to ''go fuck myself'', and spits on my shoe.
>walk to city
Fucking normalgaf
>>25188764
It took me 2 hours.
>>25188714
Crackhead Jeremy was outside the mall yesterday, absolutely racking it in.
He be making it rain with dat change
Ask a 5'7 alpha male Chad anything
Pic is me., I get pussy every weekend.
whats it like being short?
5'9 Cyborg here who gets pussy every now and then. Why do you come to r9k?
Why are you on /r9k/?
Original.
and that makes me sad.
why the fuck can't i find bad men to regret dating later on?
>>25188687
talk to me for 3-5 days. I get obsessed and attached after a few days, and then ill start having constant mood swings calling you a filthy whore and begging for your forgiveness.
So please date me so you can hate me afterwards and call me a creep. It won't be the same thing as Taylor swifts music but it'll be a step in the right direction
Or not. I dont care. Please talk to me. I'm lonely.
filthy mudblood, you can never be pure.
>>25188776
i'm lonely too anon. sometimes i dream about being gangbang raped by a group of horrible men and i like it.
Isn't it strange how we are all going through a shitty existence?
https://m.soundcloud.com/lobo_da_g/honey-i-shrunk-the-kidfaqqi-dissprod-by-empty-beats
This will cheer u up op
Isn't it strange that alcoholics drink alcohol?
Isn't it strange how only people who browse Reddit enjoy watching Cuck and Goyim?
ITT: How did you get your job brobots? may some one of you can enlighten me to how get a better one than be in the zoneet
>>25188651
>Walk up to a recruiter
>Tell him I want to enlist
>tell him I want to go into SOF
>Take the ASVAB and physical
>get contract
>get SOF contract
>have job
>>25188651
Don't have a job right now, but one of them I got through a friend, a few of them I found online and applied online, most of them I saw online and then went there in person and handed my CV to the manager and tried to sell myself for a few seconds.
>>25188651
Went to a vocational school during my senior year of high school and learned a trade. My teacher knew a guy who was hiring and recommended me to him.
>heart hurts
This could be finally the end
>>25188626
Explain a little better OP.
>>25188756
He thinks he's dying and this is exciting to him.
>>25188626
its a headache you dip
>body hurts 24/7
>still alive
Let's be honest, /r9k/. You're never going to get a girlfriend, you just won't. Any non-biased observer of this board with half a brain can recognize that. Your actual choice is between:
>A) A life of solitude, depression, and masturbation
>B) Love, sex, and HIV with / from other males
Which do you choose?
I'm a homosexual.
But I'll still end up with A) because
>Autism
>>25188578
Death
Oc
I cant accept it man. I want pussy
>tfw black
>tfw proud to have an average sized penis
>>25188550
Nobody's proud to have an average penis
>>25188550
How many of these threads have you made today? Get a hobby pal.
>tfw average sized dick but no grill to stick it in
> Failing classes
> Smoking Cigs
I'm self destructive with no possibility of becoming successful.
> mfw I'm going to stop caring and party myself to death and die young
Welcome to highschool.
>youre supposed to be 18 to post on this board
>>25188568
God, do i really sound like I'm in high school. I'm actually goin to a community college. I'm really going no where, and its just how i feel. My bad
>>25188627
I know this feel. Sometimes going to community college seems like you're trying to dig out of a ditch, while everyone else is moving ahead in life.
I don't know your situation, but instead of giving into self-destructive impulses, you should strive to improve yourself.
It seems like your character needs work
