are there gay guys out there who want a belly bf? because I'm fat, gay, and lonely.
Guys who want belly gfs are disgusting, but gays who want belly bfs are even worse
End yourself.
>I'm fat, gay, and lonely.
pic related.
>>25485591
>>25485570
You homos are disgusting for being so picky about bodies. It's literally the only thing I dislike about faggots.
Schizo here, Should I tell my psychiatrist that If I am forced to go to any more appointments with them that I will cut my wrists and write on the walls of my home in blood "This is your fault, mental health specialists" and then proceed to kill myself.
Will this get me off the hook and I won't have to go to anymore appointments?
No it will not get you off the hook, as a schizo myself.
Also stop being a drama whore. If you don't go nothing will happen. unless the appointments are a condition of parole.
Doctors dont care if you kill yourself, all they care about is that they dont look bad and there are psych docs that fucked up meds and killed patients because of it and they are still practisiing so there are few consequences for them.
Is thinking a supernatural being is about to kill you violently during the night a sign of schizophrenia? I was never so terrified in my life, my clothes were wet from sweating.
>>25486193
no it's perfectly normal. schizos have apathy and depression and don't get alarmed much unless they become psychotic.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Night_terror
What is your purpose in life, anon?
Mine is to someday repay society for the cost of my upbringing and further upkeep during the NEET years.
I just try not to think about these things, when I do I end up sitting in my room for days on end until I have to emerge. All I want to do is workout, eat junkfood, go to work, and swoon at women I admire. If the bills are paid I'm happy.
>>25485422
i will become the worlds greatest surgeon
>>25485422
>being this spooked
haahhaah, silly wagecuck
>tfw going to die a kissless handholdless virgin
How do I accept this?
I feel like if I could just accept it, I'd happy.
you won't
sdfasdfsdfsdfdsf
you can't. you're supposed to change it. maybe after a lot of shitty heartbreak you can feel like you don't need anyone anymore but that feel isn't so nice, you'll feel accomplished though.
>>25485449
Why won't?
>tfw training to fighting
Truly the most robot of sports
>>25485407
Iktf lad, I'm doing boxing and you?
Punching normalscum feel really good
>>25485475
Muay thai, and I'm training with some boxing dudes on the side for that sweet hand science.
>gym full of NYR guys who all want to jump in to sparring straight away
I planned on getting back into boxing and submission wrestling when I get a car
>tfw living in the balkans, 26 year old ugly manlet, terrible genetics, depressed and anxious as hell every day, barely managed to quit amphetamines before they killed me couple of years ago
>fucked up education, barely finished high school in a private one, i basically didn't learn anything past 9 grade but still somehow manage to be smarter than a lot of people, awareness and street smarts though, worthless professionally
>living entirely on the goodwill of the boyfriend of my sister, he can throw me out anytime and i can't imagine living with my crazy poor and abusive parents again
>soon finishing retarded bachelors degree in th e politics field which didn't give me any marketable skills at all and just wasted a lot of time and money
>my sister is having a baby and i have to move out when i finish my degree, probably will have to wagecuck in the worst jobs possible just to survive completely alone because no one likes my horrible personality, molded by years of abuse by everyone
How the fuck am i supposed to live? I don't want to kill myself but everything is so terrible, it's hard to even get out of bed. What can i do?
>have one chance at life
>born in the balkans
lol I live in the US and life is pretty great
Similiar situation here, but I have money, but what's the point tho?
>>25485404
Come to Sweden, we have political problems that need solving. Not sure who's hiring though.
How long have you gone without sleeping?
>>25485341
I slept for about 45 minutes last night, but not including that, I guess the last time I woke up was like 2pm yesterday
So around 23 hours.
>>25485341
15 minutes. Fucking originality.
>>25485341
about 72-100 hours with or without meth. Didn't matter, either time.
who /going to suicide/ eventually?
Yup, I'm not even sad, just tired. I don't want anything, I don't want to be happy, I just want to stop being alive because living is a hassle.
Life is empty. Ups, downs, pain and joy. In the end it all piles up to a lot of nothing.
I love you all
Most likely in the next few years depending on my situation
How did you find your current apartment and how did you move there? My place is a disaster. Expensive, cold, bad plumbing, you name it. There are lots of good places in my city but I don't know how to get there.
>no money to pay overlapping rents
>landlord is an asshole so getting my deposit back might take time
>no money to hire a van
>nobody to help me carry stuff
I'm fucking stuck.
>>25485258
I am 19 years old. I've lived here for 2 weeks before I turned 19. I pay 550 dollars a month for all utilities included studio apartment on the 3rd floor. It is in the ghetto kind of. Minorities give me dirty looks when I walk in public. A tweaker attacked me on Christmas day outside my apartment complex. Our gates of our apartment buildings are locked at night and you need a key to get in. I don't have a car. But I am joining the air force. Because that tweaker attacked me I'm going to pay a bit more for an apartment just to live in a safe comfortable place. I already notified them I am going to move out. I'm going to try to get a uhaul without a credit card as I have 3000 dollars saved up.
This is why people without friends are fucked. You legitimately have much fewer options. Can't be roommates with a friend, can't crash at a friends house if you need to, can't do many things that require two people, assorted tasks are more difficult.
Does anyone in your family know someone who owns a pick up? If so, maybe you could get them to haul some stuff for a twelve pack or something. Or maybe that's just how things work out in redneck land.
>>25485297
Nah there isn't anybody. My dad has a bad back so I can't ask him to help either. I could crash at his place but there'd be no room for the furniture. So I'd need to get the dates perfect and the deposit back without any arguments.
I suppose I'll start selling stuff and giving some away, finding sturdy boxes etc. Might actually be cheaper to order stuff from Ikea than move all this junk.
>Wake up
>Throw up blood again
Why are mornings so shit ?
>>25485224
because you're (presumably) chronically ill and society doesn't love you enough to have found and funded a cure for your ailment yet.
nice taste in anime btw.
>>25485224
GOOD MORNING!
OooOoOooOoOoOoOo!
>>25485235
I'm petty sure it's just an ulcer that I thought I fixed I guess not, it's still shit tho
So I finally lost my virginity guys. I'm 27 not in great shape or particularly good looking either. And I have to say it wasn't what I was expecting, not as wonderful as I think many of us built it up to be. However it is a relief that I finally got it over with.
Shes a bit younger but kind of chubby and a 5/10 at best. Totally slutty though and she likes me. Provided she didn't give me an std I'll be happy with wherever this leads.
Feel free to ask me anything. If I can do it there is hope for literally everyone on this board.
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Did you get a blowy anon.
I think they are overrated
>How did you meet her?
>After meeting her, how did it escalate to you having sex?
>What was the sex like?
>How did it actually happen? Like, how did you go from meeting up that day to taking off your clothes and fucking?
>Was the fact that she's unattractive troublesome during? Did you fantasise about other grills?
Thanks dude.
how long did you last
did you use a condom
Anyone else gonna call in sick today for work?
>>25484971
Nah dawg I'm here grindin
Not on my watch, slave. You better have 5 doctors notes with the same diagnosis. In addition, I want you to sign a release of information so I can get all your medical records. Otherwise, you are fired.
>>25484971
do it faggot, you're gonna get fired either way
>tfw alcohol withdrawals
>>25484955
Me after a good night at work
>pic related
I'm right there with you. Its only a matter of time before something snaps inside and I can't keep doing this but its life at this point
Good. I hope you have a withdrawal seizure that leaves you brain dead. Idiots like you who drink heavily deserve it.
Guys I seriously think I'm going to die
First images you fapped to when you were a kid.
This video was literally the first thing I've seen that made me hard.
I was a kid and watching random Youtube videos when I stumbled across this.
I watched it and since that day I always looked at stuff.
At first I searched in Youtube harmless stuff like "kissing" or "sex" or "erotic".
After a few months or years I switched to porn sites.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cTi396GSw3s
>>25484901
First hentai i watched
first thing to give me a boner was mai from yuh gi oh
post your favourite pieces of art
here's mine: Caspar David Friedrich - Wanderer above the Sea of Fog
I don't remember saving this but I like it.
Filename for info
Filenayme for info