Hi bots,
Following the advice of my pychologist saying that she probably not qualified in dealing alone with me, I had an appointment with the psychiatrist.
She said that I'm probably schizophrenic and that I should take medication.
Can the symptoms of schizophrenia be attributed to another illness?
In the enventuality that I really am shizophrenic, should I take the pills that I will get prescribed or are those a form of medicamental lobotomia?
Does any of you have any stories, feelings or general advice about this?
Thanks
Hey didn't that guy commit suicide according to Fox News?
I am diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic. The meds didn't really work on me. I don't think they lobotomize you. When I was in mental hospital a lot of people were talking meds for schizo and they seemed normal.
I took invega sustenna and ssris because i was diagnosed schizophrenic and they made me feel terrible and suicidal when I hadn't been before. I would advise against it unless you get put in the ward in which case you'll get out a lot quicker if you don't "refuse medication"
Does there exist a genre of porn where the girl pretends to be your gf (filmed as PoV) but it's not just sex, but cuddling and other stuff too?
i think they're doing porn versions of asmr now, the girlfriend experience or something
>>27371612
the saddest post of all time, right here.
>>27371612
http://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ph55786ee9d158f
She talks a lot, but it's probably not what you're looking for.
Okay /r9k/ I need some advice.
I am trying to make a "movie" but it's really just a series of still-image frames with sound effects, maybe voice over narration, definitely original music I am working on writing.
The story is crazily long and involves a lot of battles and what not. Think something like Lord of the Rings or Avatar.
Basically it'd be one frame shown every five or so seconds, kind of like a comic book being shown in series.
I am trying to decide between using:
pixel art
> advantages:...
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Okay and here's a few of the thumbnail drawing (partially colored and I won't use stickmen when I redraw them:
http://imgur.com/a/XTh7r
Basically I draw them on half-size index cards or maybe full size index cards. Ink them, scan them in, set contrast to 100% and fiddle with brightness for line thickness. Then color them in MSpaint.
I am tempted to go with pixel art but it's just so tedious and it's also hard to enlarge the pictures without anti-aliasing (have to do it in MSpaint with selector tool then realign the border because regular...
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>>27371648
This one. The 2nd style.
What is a good program to extract sound from a video clip?
>>27371648
2nd, but get some shadowing in there
>punched a hole in the wall in a blind rage because I thought I had lost a 20 dollar glass pipe which actually just fell on the rug
am i losing it?
this was sort of a "straw that breaks the camel's back" kind of thing, i lose things almost daily, go through that horrible feel of thinking i lost it, then find it in some stupid place that i put it
usually i just go into my basement and shout but this time was worse. immediately afterwards i felt really bad because now my dad and i have to fix it
Punching holes in walls is pretty common family. I go through these cheap little mice for my computer like hot cakes cause I'll get pissed at homework or a paper and just smack the shit out of it on my desk.
If you're worried about anger I would suggest getting more exercise, or finding the source of the problem
http://www.livescience.com/7726-nicotine-takes-edge-anger.html
>>27371556
>tfw had to watch youtube videos to learn how to patch walls because I keep losing my shit
Who here /recessedchin/ like me? You can become a better person, dress nice, get fit, build confidence, but there is no escaping this harsh reality.
It's barely noticeable and if it really bothers you, grow a beard.
You look fine, anon. It's barely noticeable even now that you point it out and post profile view.
That doesn't look recessed, if it is it's barely at all. If you really think it's that bad, beard or age might help you. And if it's still there I think there exists a lot of surgery for that shit but I don't know the costs involved.
>mom found the poop uniform
>>27371415
Fuck guys, am I alone here? Pls tell me you know this feel
>>27371415
g-guys? pls :(
>mom found the spit sneakers
Haha how can you be depressed when you live with your mum and you've never had to work a day in your life?
>>27371288
If I'm depressed how do I get the motivation to get a job and move out?
>>27371288
if you have the strength and can put the effort to work everyday you're most likely not depressed
>>27371594
>shut ins actually believe this
>be me
>looking through my old facebook posts from age 14
>that was my edgy memelord/fedora phase plus i was turboautist
>look at my old comments
>mfw for some stupid ass reason i made a comment about the laws on thermodynamics on some grills love status and turned it into an argument
>killmenow.png
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Good thing I deleted my kikebook at 12. Could've been MUCH worse.
>>27371245
bad enough that you aren't reminded of that shit with the stupid fucking "8 years ago today" thing that insists on popping up over and over. Thank god nobody but me sees that.
>>27371249
I reopened mine a few months ago and I already regret it
Reminder that even if you look like a bug, women will still get a bf.
There is no such thing as a "fembot"
She really does look like a bug. A fat praying mantis.
>>27371055
look how happy homeboy back there is
he doesn't care that this bitch is dumb as a rock or broke as a crackhead, he can play patty cake with that big white ass and all is right with the world lol.
oh, if only I could be borderline retarded too.
>>27371055
fuck that's depressing
also checked
>fuck random roastie last weekend
>eat her roastie pussy out
>she kisses me goodnight
>asks for my number
>text for a couple nights
>now she won't text me back
Why are women such users? All they want is sex.
brb killing self
>Kisses you after you eat her (most likely gross) pussy out
Damn you really missed out son
>>27370992
Post the text convo
>>27370992
If you texted anything other than a demand she comes over as some sort of booty call, then you fucked up.
Happy Easter Wagekekkles! The long weekend is right around the corner! Think about it, instead of 2 days free from slavery you'll get 3! Of course, if you were a NEET you'd always be a free man.
I'm not religious, but in my ample free time as a NEET, while studying subjects to increase my own knowledge I have brushed through divinity and gospel. I have come to find that whatever you believe in the symbolism behind the death of Jesus holds firm, a sacrifice was made for all of mankind to be able to live a righteous and above all, FREE life.
And...
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>>27370854
> implying being a waste of human flesh is something people strive for
>I studied religion guys
>has no idea what the fuck he's talking about
Actually read the Bible and some suplimentary text before your start spewing broad ideas. This is something anyone who went to church once knows and most like has a deeper understanding of. Like, shit NEET, you just sound like a retard. Must be from the free time jerking of to Tranny porn. At least being jobless has enlightened you to your sexuality.
>>27370921
>>27371012
WAGE RAGE detected.
>be me
>5 mins ago, sleeping and fapping on bed
>cum
>cum all over stomach
>look
>there's cum in my belly button
Why don't you cum in your mouth?
Lick it up you slut
>>27370848
Cum again
>Leopard Geko cost 29.99 on Petsmart's website
>29.99X50=14,995
Name something that cost more than $14.995, and choose between it and 500 lizzards.
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>>27370603
I meant to say 29.99X500=14,995
Sorry for the typo.
>>27370603
>not leveraging a bulk order price cut and free shipping
no wonder you are a useless robot
>>27370603
Why would you want 500 lizards?
For a long time I have been comfortable with how isolated and lonely I am. I embraced it and learned to live with it. But something happened and I have been feeling really panicked for the last few days. Really lonely and sad and anxious about how lonely and sad I am.
It is unbearable this morning. I can't focus on anything else long enough to distract myself. My chest hurts from the anxiety. I'm not suicidal, but I am starting to wish I could just not be alive anymore.
I'm starting to feel scared.
Does anyone have experience with this situation? If I go to an urgent care will they be able to give me something for anxiety/depression?
I don't have a family doctor so I can't make an appointment. I don't want to go to the ER because I don't want to be admitted to a psych ward.
I don't have any friends or family I can call. I just have coworkers. I don't know what to do.
I get like that sometimes, OP. I don't know what to offer you for help, since there isn't any, and normie faggots aren't going to help you. Therapists will never help you anyway. Don't waste your time, money or hopes.
When I feel like that, it's like I suddenly realize how small I am compared to everything happening, and that I'm going to get pinched between the gears of the world and torn apart without anyone knowing or caring. The thought of it becomes terrifying and debilitating, and I can't help but hate that I exist in the first...
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>>27370636
Thank you. It happened after an illness for me, too. I just got over being really sick for the last few weeks and now that I'm not ill all I can think about is how alone I am and that if I had died the only person who would have cared is my boss because she would be pissed about having to replace me without any notice. And for some reason thinking about that makes my chest hurt really bad. Like I'm having a heart attack, but not really.
>Distract yourself bro, it'll help
Problem is still there goof, just face it. There's nothing you need to do about it anyways, since there is no solution.
>tfw late 20's
Good bye /r9k/. I should really stop coming to this place. I have a job and am not a neetcuck. All I need is a gf and I will be mostly normal.
>>27370318
Good on you man. Escape this cesspit and finally be free. Enjoy it while it lasts.
>>27370336
Thanks, I used to browse this shithole 12+ hours a day when I was a neet. Now 1-2 hours a day
See you on the other side anon, personally I managed to cope with my mental illness, not kill myself, and combining the neetbux and all the inheritance I got from my mother's death, all I gotta do now is keep practicing cold approach pickup, keep eating cheap and healthy and time will do the rest (: