>tfw back in uni
>tfw wanted to go back because being at home got boring over break
>now I just want to go back home
This cycle of desire never fucking stops, does it brobots? Once I get what I want, I want for something else.
Masturbation/sex is the perfect allegory for this. You should be enjoying the journey but you have your eyes trained so hard on the orgasm that you miss it entirely. And once you cum your desire fades completely-as if you never wanted to have...
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>tfw failing classes before midterms
wew lad
>>25732472
First week of classes here and I still haven't attended a single one.
>>25732244
>The reality is that there is no escape and there's no telling where in the fuck you're going to end up next time around.
Made me laugh anon, but you're right.
I think we're both depressed though.
https://howhot.io/
How hot is your waifu?
Not bad
Fuck original comments
>>25732090
telling me what I alrday know
I couldn't get a Katya pic to get over a "Nice"
It flagged this pic as being under 18.
>that random time of day when your brain reminds you that nothing matters and man made laws prevent you from excelling at your true talents and abilities
I don't want to suicide, but the thought of "death" feels comforting sometimes, even though that's not real either.
chill out bro
You mean all day?
>>25732047
I want to but again, man made laws prevent me from even properly medicating myself. My existance is hell for me right now mentally.
what do you discuss? would you fucc? would you?
>>25731919
I would fuck her until my hips were broken. The fuck you talking about? I'd break my dick off in her.
>>25731949
>break his dick off for her
that's too far, really?
>>25731919
>not fucking nikki
What build are you /r9k/?
>>25731876
Pumped all my stats into Int and Luck unfortunately
All the luck in the world won't make up for 0 Charisma though
>high STR
>low INT
>low CHR
WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME STRENGTH BUILDS ARE SHIT
I CAN'T EVEN RESPEC AND YOU CAN ONLY HAVE ONE CHARACTER
FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK
>>25731941
M8 everyone knows STR is so much easier to grind than INT, should've pumped points into INT while you had the chance
How do you make every moment of your life *not* about her? For me, it's impossible. I've lived my whole life for her for the last ten years. There's just her, or nothing.
>>25731849
Maharishi Mahesh Yogi
>>25731872
What am I supposed to do? Throw shit at the wall? There is nothing but her, and my life is meanihgless withoujt her
>>25731849
tell me about her
Indians, Pakistanis, Bangladeshis, Sri Lankans, Nepalis
>spent entire life as an introvert
>just a few friends to talk to in class, nothing beyond that
>do summer internship with indian girl
>talk everyday, fell in love
>never made feelings known
>got engaged to some indian guy like 20 seconds after graduating uni
>>25731747
My understanding for Indian women is that they're either complete whores with an inferiority complex relative to attractive blonde women, or they're bound by family obligations to marry off to whatever high caste dude their family arranges - though they'll still fuck around on the side discretely.
>>25731803
Shitskin here
This is completely true
>>25731747
I was fucking a Bengali girl for several years. She was born in Bangladesh and was closer to the latter description of >>25731803 so she wasn't a slut. She had resigned herself to having an arranged marriage some day. She still wanted some kind of relationship so we had a sort of fwb type thing but were exclusive. We weren't really dating since we didn't go out in public together besides in a larger group and she wanted to keep us a secret. I ended up...
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>mfw I get BTFO in 8/10 internet arguments
I don't know why I don't stop.
If you learn when you get BTFO then I think that's better than being always right.
>>25731727
keep going anon. only benefit of 4chan is that it improves your argumentative skills by making you autistic about rebuttals/counterpoints
I learned more about how to argue from 4chan than any other website.
Also: you can be wrong as much as you want on here. That's why I post my retarded opinions on here daily because I want to talk about them but if I do in real life I'll look retarded.
Think of it that way anon.
>take anti depressants for 2 years
>suicidal tendencies stop
>Life is still a fucking mess
>Just feel completely dead and empty all the time
Is this normal ?
>>25731645
No.
See a therapist. Or try going /out/.
Antidepressants can make you feel like a zombie anon. Don't take them for a few days and you'll feel different likely. source: me
>>25731645
To a certain degree.
Life can be very anticlimactic.
I don't know you were expecting. Not wanting to die everyday is a good foundation though.
HOW THE FUCK DO I GET A FUCKING JOB
RRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
look on local criagslist and walk around your neighborhood. only walking distance wagekekking is worth it. atleast that way you ahve a lot of free time and you arent fooling yourself with long time financial security.
>>25731603
What are your qualifications, f.a.m.?
>>25731674
I graduated highschool
That's it, no prior job or training or experience under my belt
https://www.strawpoll.me/6530766
Lvl 34 wizard here.
>>25731554
>16-19 has 3 votes
>underage b& are on this board right now
HOW DO YOU FUCK YOUR LIFE UP THAT EARLY
>>25731617
I'm 19 and I have been here since I was 12.
>16-19 is leading
>bump into someone
>apologize
Fuck I meant
>someone bumps into me
>I apologize
>bump into chair
>apologise
>Bump into someone
>Say "Watch where you're going, dumbass" as they apologize
#AlphaLyfe
Why don't you move to Kyrgyzstan and kidnap a qt?
It's barely frowned upon
>>25731088
You have to know her beforehand you mouthbreathing retard. Are Americans to stupid to know what Elopement is?
>>25731159
Ok so I bump into her twice then go pick her up while she's picking berries.
>>25731226
You sound like an Alien who's trying to understand the concept of marriage.
Generally they're people who've known each other for awhile AND SHE HAS TO BE INTO YOU.
It's even harder than normal dating
i have no social contacts, no one to talk to and my online friends all turned away from me. only have 4chan left.
what do?
become enlightned and walk the way of the robot, or shoot up a walmart and blame it on society
go make some fucking friends
will anyone play this game with me?
>brought into the world without my consent
>two incompetent idiots for parents
>then raised by a single mother after I was 8
Why should I owe anything to the world
>>brought into the world without my consent
That's not how it works you fucking retarded faggot. You were brought into this world like any other dumb animal. You just happen to be going through babby's first existential crisis. You'll get over it soon.
>>25731123
This. You're also using society's resources so you do in fact owe something.
>>25731014
to prove them wrong. everyone assumed you would fail at life even your own parents. so change. do something with your life. become successful and prove everyone wrong
lol jk the ride never ends