I'm already quite androgynous, but I'll like some of the benefits of estrogen (smoother skin, fat distribution)
I want to pass as more of a girl whenever I want to.
I'm also confident being a guy. Don't mind already looking a bit girly, so fuck it, I want to have fun while I can still pass as a trap. I'm 20 so my clock is ticking. Are there any longterm negative effects with estrogen? Is there such a thing as "casual" hormone treatment? (Maybe home-made remedies that aren't as extreme)
My main concern is probably the mental illnesses from the chemicals/ permanent shrinkage of penis. I want my dick to stay big.
Any estrogen you'd be taking is bio-identical, so it'll only have as many longterm negative effects as people naturally running on estrogen have, i.e. nothing that hasn't been well-documented.
You can take low doses of estrogen and AA's, or better yet estrogen and a DHT inhibitor to get a more neutral hormone balance without totally vacating the testosterone from your body.
There shouldn't be any real risk of mental issues as long as you keep a decent level of hormones in your body.
If you use your dick it'll stay in fine working order. The main effect of lowered testosterone is erectile dysfunction of some form (which I've found to be "no spontaneous erections" instead of "no erections ever"), but you can always take pills for that if it ends up becoming an issue.
>>5690682
AAs and dietary estrogen.
>>5690682
Who is this girl
When I'm horny or just feel like I want to cum I like putting on music videos were the women are pretty and dressed slutty. I can't really jerk off to it unless my in goes into thinking about other men's body(especially their cocks, and good physique). I'm pretty sure I've managed to fetishize women by thinking about other men, because i really only became interested in about the opposite gender by watching porn( remember getting really horny when I saw the mens flaccid penis in those first porn flicks I saw.
Since I've been a repressed homosexual most of my life I've manage to get off without it seeming gay to myself by the logic off: "Jerking off to naked girls without there being a cock around her is for teenager and prudes, looking at dick is were it's at, That's why I google dick pics and jack off to them, because pussy gets boring when there's a cock, that's the nature of porn."
Thinking about sleeping with girls doesn't excite me(at all anymore), while I can get a hard on(uncontrollable) for an hour because some older man on grindr was chatting me up and offering me to stay at his house for a night.
Sometimes I feel like my homosexual feelings are because of mental illness(and feeling like I'm not really gay). I really havn't felt all that much sexual desire for girls, but when I allow myself to go into having gay fantasies I get really hard and my hearts beats faster(when I think about someone I know).
I'm so confused, because I know I've fetishized at least on gender, but which on I'm not sure off(I can remember having a lot of homoerotic tensions as a kid). I just can't seem to go with the flow about my sexuality, because being a straight guy that has sucked another's man dick is pretty pathetic.
Pic related(I'm mildly autistic so figuring out my feelings can be quite hard sometimes).
>>5690215
just transition already lol
>>5690295
That has nothing to do with my sexuality or sexual urges. Why are people trying to shill gender dysphoria onto other gay/confused people?
I don't get off on thinking of myself as a woman. All I want is to get leaner and stronger.
bump
>i will never have a gf who obsesses over me, abuses me but loves cares for me just enough to make me psychologically dependent on her and goes as far as gps tracking bracelets to control me
Why go on legbutts?
I want something like that too, but I've given up at it. People telling me I'll find someone like it, that I'm perfect for it and stuff, and I just want to know.. How? Where? ;^;
>>5702790
Mfw that's exactly me but my gf says she doesn't like how controlling I am.
Mfw I'm still trying to control her every move
>>5702804
am told the same. :/ wat do
>mom asks why I wear a chest binder
>thrust hands in pockets to prevent spaghetti spillage
>say it makes me feel better
>"do you want to separate yourself from maturity? or femininity? i looked stuff up and it said they were used to get a more male body"
>spaghetti begins to slip through fingers
>"I don't really give that much thought to it. didn't like something, did something about it"
>"well you're not particularly butch so..."
>pocket spaghetti replaced by confusion
What does it mean to be butch? I wouldn't say I was either but where's the line between tomboy and butch?
I mean, shit, the only feminine things about me are long hair, a couple pieces of jewelry and menstruation.
>>5702651
>What does it mean to be butch?
Short hair and a manly arrogance.
>>5702651
>where's the line between tomboy and butch?
Its weight. Skinny girls are Tomboys, Fat girls are butch.
>>5702697
Honestly, that's all I could think of. Butch makes me think chunky bitch and/or dyke.
>tfw bi
>tfw I find most men unattractive
>tfw vaginas freak me the fuck out
Who the fuck do I fuck, /lgbt/?
try /pol/
>>5690016
Your hand, Op. Your hand.
>>5690019
the fuck does that mean?
Is it possible to be gay and be attracted to the opposite sex?
I've accepted that I am gay and my family accepted that ever since I came out when I was 16. But recently there's this girl whom I can't stop thinking about. I enjoy spending time with her and want to be close with her the same way I have desired my ex boyfriend. This is the only time I have been attracted to a female but I feel it is more intense that any attraction I have felt for males.
I know I am friendzoned (gayzoned?) because she knows I'm gay and it will be awkward if all of a sudden I profess my undying love for her.
Please help /lgbt/.
Think for a second: What does the b in lgbt stand for?
>>5702244
Bagels. We have free bagels on Tuesday. It's part of the agenda.
>>5702267
oy!
how do I become a qt girl the hormones aren't working
get your levels checked and if they are all good then save money for surgery and learn to dress around your masculine body
>>5689942
>believing in the hormones = magic meme
Its only magic if you had an androgynous or feminine facial structure before taking HRT.
>tfw trans
>tfw almost entirely attracted to girls that are near passing but have features that make them unmistakeably trans and don't have much genital dysphoria
>tfw generally creeped out by trans girls that 'pass' 100%
I know I'm not the only person who feels like this, because I've fucked someone who feels the same way. When I say 'unmistakeably trans', I'm talking Riley Kilo, Samsa (I think her internet name is raccoon or something?), Pookie, yume. I don't know why, but like all those people have a mommy dom kink or at least dom/sub in general and that's also a huge part of it.
I swear to god I'm not a fetishist, I just love other trans girls so much it hurts. It's something about the slightly off jaw, maybe, or the raspy and slightly nasally but still adorable as fuck female voice, or the itty bitty titties. Everything about near-pass trans girls are perfect. I don't just want to rub gts with them and love a couple and marry one, I want to be one.
Does anyone here feel the same way?
>>5702186
>rub gts with them
WHAT ARE YOU DOING
>>5702196
Putting my penis in physical proximity with theirs.
Are there any "diet supplements" out there that work well? Pic related on amazon has nothing but positive reviews. If one was to take something like this would it make later medical grade hormones less effective?
>>5689820
yes
i take this supplement and i have DDs, super wide hips and a plump ass already
wow, i rate it 9/11
>>5689828
So, you're saying all the reviews are shills?
>>5689820
There is no way to emulate legitimate HRT with herbs/over-the-counter items. Don't bother with this stuff.
Why are transsexuals so obsessed with being uber-sex goddesses? Every one I talk to on here wants to have sex 24/7 and shamelessly wants to be a 10/10 big titties no imperfections slut.
I'm starting to think I'm not really transgender after all, I don't really care about how I'll look or how much sex I'll get I just want to be a girl...
>>5689778
I don't really think that there are that many people on here like that. Sex is nice, and looking attractive is nice and makes you feel more feminine and helps with dysphoria...
I think most would be happy with being 7/10s who have sex maybe a couple to few times a wee, and that's pretty normal I think.
>>5689794
they are though
There was a mtfg not that long ago where the gif in the OP was some girl from a porno accompanied with "life goals lol".
And I'm not even going to get into that disgusting "transbian" stuff.
>>5689778
you are one special duck
What does /lgbt/ think about this faggot? Personally, she's one of the main reasons I stay away from the lesbian community.
>>5689760
wtf...that sounds like something you would hear in a kids show
>>5689760
"she" sounds like a male lesbian aka transbian aka straight man tbqh
>>5689772
This.
Even though Kiwifarms doxed her and proved that she is non-trans or cis or whatever, she talks like she's a tranny fetishist.
>I have reached the fourth and final phase of animal development known as Sophia. Complete integration has now occurred, which has allowed my feminine aspect to be seen and related to as a particular individual who possesses both positive and negative qualities. The most important aspect of this final level is that, as the personification of "Wisdom" suggests, my anime is now developed enough that no single object can fully and permanently contain the images to which it is related. I am finally free. I am finally... me.
>>5689696
Who are you quoting?
what the fuck is this contrived space scientist shit? did marco rubio write this?
How can one predict if a guy looks good after hrt
It's a complete crapshoot. But most likely you'll look worse rather than better.
>>5701277
I don't think you can. But what's more important to you: looking good, or looking like a woman?
>>5701587
you might get neither though
It's almost impossible to find on the net. Trying to not be an ugly fat tranny so I need to do this right. All I find is eating disorder blogs and information telling me not to do it. Can anyone point me in the right direction? I know the idea is just "don't eat". But for how long? How much is unsafe?
Or you could eat right and excercise WITHOUT endangering your health both mentally and physically.
>>5689478
Just not eating is silly.
Find your BMR. That will be a rough estimate to how much many calories your body needs to not panic and fuck itself up. Eat that much. That's how many calories your body needs to maintain itself assuming you're bed-ridden.
Then exercise. All the calories you burn from exercise will be your calorie deficit. Because it's your BMR, exercise includes everything including from your everyday walking.
Are there any other bisexuals here who prefer women but only go for men purely because its easier? Am I beta or pragmatic?
>>5689433
Why do you care? And why the feels image?
>>5689466
I feel beta.
>>5689470
Then you are. There are two ways to become alpha:
Be a vain bitch and work out
Stop caring about dichotomy
I know this dude who is the ugliest motherfucker on planet earth, but he is one of the most alpha guys I know. He's fat as fuck be he just doesn't give a shit.
And although I know people who talk smack behind his back, to his face everyone adores and respects him.
Self-confidence and wit are all you need to be alpha. Looks are just a bonus.
