How old were you when you first started pretending to be a girl and cybering with guys?
How did you eventually turn out?
>>5958694
12-13
I thought it's just straight fetish...I'm masturbating to a fictional girl I created...
I didnt think anything of it. Later I started erping and writing literotica...I didnt think anything about it either, since I was describing female characters in sexual situations..and sometimes had to pretend im female irl cuz guys didnt want to write with another guy(as if it mattered)...
And then, when I was 18-19 I saw some of these fellow "female" roleplayers, and they looked like 30 year old guys in wigs, which is what they were...and I asked myself "Is this going to be me in few years!?! I must not allow it!" so I got on hrt soon and..lost all sex drive, and stopped writing literotica/erping....
But I never stopped hrt
It's been over 3 years. I dont pass, but I dont want to masculinze further....I live as a guy
tried returning to creative writing at several occasions but..gave up...
erping is annoying, there are no rewards if no sex drive...and writing fiction alone is lonely...
I used to be really good at writing, you know...but nowadays I'm just playing arcade games and doing hard drugs, that's my hobbies..
I mean, throughout most of my middle school and high school I was ugly as fuck-fat, dirty, acne...so I didnt dare to think I want to be someone pretty, let alone someone pretty of opposite gender....and then I lost weight in second half of high school, got rid of acne, did some laser restoration, grew my hair long..and realized I never wanted to be an attractive male, and that's why I never cared for my appearance before..but it was too late
>>5958694
>How old were you when you first started pretending to be a girl and cybering with guys?
H-How did you know?? Around 14 maybe, it would have probably been sooner if I'd gotten the internet earlier though, it was one of the first things I did.
>How did you eventually turn out?
A cute, mentally fucked tranny
>>5958694
Never did. Internet pedos and all of that, plus shyness.
if you arent reading smut from the 1700s in order to jerk off, you aren't living life
>old gay general: >>5955515
>18th century porn
>>5958593
>18th century cxcking
>>5958593
>18th century furry porn
Why is it a sin to be gay? I was doing research on the whole Sodom and Gomorrah thing and Lot's daughters ended up raping their dad and both getting pregnant. What gives?
Well, Samaritans were believed to descend from Lot's daughters, and since Israelites fucking hated Samaritans they just threw a little shade at them in their holy book.
Why are you expecting consistency in a religious text? Jesus fuck
>>5958343
Because ancient civilizations like the Hebrew Israelites needed to procreate, in order to keep pace with other tribes. Homosexuality, particularly the open gay culture from Rome, threatened the social order of an oppressed minority. "Gays" were not even an oppressed group in biblical times.
The more poor and undeveloped a country/culture is, the lower its tolerance for homosexuality. The Torah and Bible are books written by slaves who were trying to reproduce their way to world domination.
Im a cute bottom gay guy with a giant cock how do i stop pansy tops being intimidated by my ample boy-hood?
>>5958068
Immediately go for the dick. Start sucking it or fondling it as soon as you see it.
>>5958068
Buy a mid-sized chastity cage that'll keep your dick painfully caged up. Show them your dick, put on the cage, and then ask them if they want the key.
>>5958110
But then how will i enjoy myself and cum buckets anon?
Why do you never see FTM athletes?
>>5957137
because women have terrible hand eye coordination
>>5957137
I think it's related to testosterone and stuff.
This is probably a troll thread though so nvm.
>>5957137
90% of the time they're stealth, or no one gives a fuck since they're physically similar to cis guys.
i mean, obviously there probably aren't any in like, the nfl or nba or whatever; skeletal differences aside it's just a very personal and transparent environment where even being gay is seen as unusual.
i mean, use common sense op. jesus.
everywhere's so USA-centric, let's collate some UK-specific resources and communities! I just made this kageshi room:
/reallifeexperience
so we can chat without people saying "lol just go to your local informed consent clinic, why would you have a 12 month waiting list"
>>5957006
Rosemarie, its 2AM!
i dont think you'll get many takers right now sadly
>>5957006
>coffee in the shower
The pose of not caring.
>>5957012
>Implying that not at the very least, a small percentage of UK Trans are insomniacs who spend all night thinking about how much they hate them selves, and then all day tired as shit, slaving away at their job so they can keep popping their titty skittles...
I hate this shit. I have an optitiansat 7am as well :(
>Be on hormones for two years, feels great.
>Calm and collected, and libido is there when I need it but is otherwise not disruptive.
>Have to cut AA dose by half for two weeks because of reasons.
>Test comes flooding back.
>Sex drive goes nuts. Mental capacity impaired because I can't think about anything else.
>Constantly irritable, anxious and impulsive.
How can half the population exist like this? It's my firm contention that every male above the age of ten be administered regular estrogen and anti-androgen medication to ensure a more peaceful and productive society.
>>5956538
Men must be so badass to deal with that and still function. No wonder /r9k/ and /pol/ are such a mess.
Definitely, everyone should get a trial on AAs and E. Just to know what it's like, for a little while, not to be so T-driven.
>>5956538
It's because you are going through hormonal storm you fucking idiot. That's not a normal experience on test.
>>5956643
That's actually what I felt like from the time I was around thirteen to when I turned eighteen and started hormones.
T is fucking poison :^).
My best friend's little brother's favorite movie is
>The Devil Wears Prada
and his favorite singer is
>Cher
how likely is he gay? He's a teenager.
>>5956178
Take him out back and shoot him or fuck him right in the boypussy
>>5956190
or alternatively shoot him right in the boypussy
>>5956178
It's just a phase, he will get over this. At least when xis transition starts.
Is it ok to name your kid after someone you loved? I want to name my son who's due in a couple months after the first and only guy i ever loved. I haven't discussed this particular name with my fiance yet, but if i do throw it up i will tell her why im choosing that name because it'd be a dick move if i kept that from her. I mean people name children after musicians, artists, poets, writers etc and im sure they do this too but as a bi guy naming his son after a former flame is it strange?
I loved this guy when i was about 18, that relationship was one of the most amazing experiences in my life, it was also one of the most painful, but i learned so much about myself and i am forever grateful for it. I want to name my son after him because when my fiance first told me she was preggers i got the same overwhelming sense of love and happiness i had not experienced in a long time, i felt a wall of light wash over me, a feeling akin to what i felt with my first and only gay love experience, its like my son will be another guy in my life that will teach me so much about myself and the responsibility that lies on my shoulders now is something im cherishing, i never felt so alive knowing i am to raise a little guy into an adult, with all the trials and tribulations that come with it, one long and arduous road ahead, but so rewarding. Just like my first gay love.
Thoughts?
>>5955960
I'd pitch the name first without explaining, maybe she'll like it or could like it.
i don't think it's that big a deal, as long as it's not some ghetto ass name like barackisha
>>5955960
But how would your son react when he finds out he's named after the dude his dad wanted to shag?
I'm 1 year on hormones and I'm starting to get a little worried on how my boobs are forming. The areoles are really puffy and look kinda like pic related (I can't draw for shit) is there anyway I can prevent this from happening?
Medications:
3 mg's estradiol
100 mg's spiro
>>5955807
Forgot pic related
>>5955807
Eat more and stay on mones to promote boob growth
>>5955807
Its fine for small tits to be cone shaped, there is only so much space for your nipple to keep sticking out, what do you think they are gonna keep rising up in the air or something? Don't worry, either your tits will grow and become plumper or they will sort of plateau out and stay small and perky I guess. Which is hot. What's the problem? Have some confidence.
http://www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/mississippi-same-sex-adoption_us_56fdb1a3e4b083f5c607567f
only normholes care about adopting kids
disgusting. fags are gay. gays cant have kids.
>>5955703
Seconding this. Also has anyone noticed were being raided by tumblr type shill threads lately?
>>5955400
Sorry you're just a girl at this point if that's you.
>>5955400
Would dick/10
>>5955507
LOL thanks. I think?
Any gay-leaning bisexuals here? Most bisexuals I've met are mostly hetero. Better yet, anyone in the middle here?
If so, what are you attracted to in both sexes? Do you like trannies? Do you like hermaphrodites? What do you fap to?
>>5955253
Bi
Lean gay
Have been with trannies
Fap to the Idea of being a tranny
Am probably a tranny
>>5955262
Trannys are always fucked in the sexuality department
>>5955253
I'm personally in the middle but go through phases of both. Recently (last few months), mostly gay.
In women I like strong personalities, I'm attracted to smaller breasts and the goth look, vampires are a big fetish.
In men, I like twinks and skinny fit guys mostly but I also like chubby dudes, cops/uniforms are my fetish. I like dominant twinks and chubsters but those are rare in my area. I'm a switch anyway.
I do like trannies in both directions as well as femboy traps and butch women. Herms are hot if it's "true hermaphroditism"
Gay fap = uniform blowjobs are the bees knees
Straight fap = pictures of women in high heels with their legs spread.
Trap = Femboys fucked by twinks
I'm new into the gay scene and just got on twitter for the first time and a man said he wanted to fuck me in my "man cunt"... Does he think I'm a tranny? I don't have a cunt. I'm confused.
>>5954961
I dunno man.
Just go with it, it'd be pretty funny to see his reaction once he sees your benis
>>5954961
Its just a gay thing, a lot of guys sort of affectionately say stuff like that without having anything to do with transgenderism or even being into fem. It's like something you whisper while having sex to be affectionately obscene, like calling your partner a little slut.
I have sissification fantasies but also psychiatric disorders (schizophrenia , depression and a personality disorder), will pursuing these fantasies harm me. Are these fantasies forever? Will they stop and will I becomr straight?
>>5954753
Since you have schizophrenia, you have a psychiatrist, don't you? Have you considered talking to them?
>>5954753
You should probably get a job & a life. Also stop being a huge faggot.
>>5954772
I never talk about this to anyone not even my psych
