9 months in and my body is still the same: scrawny holocaust survivor wide chest, ugly hank hill manbutt and a fat dadbelly with HRT only pronouncing the last one even more. i want to give up so badly because it's obvious this doesn't go anywhere.
I want someone to punch me in the tit as hard as they can for having high hopes and thinking it could ever work out well for me.
What are your hormone levels looking like? what dosage are you taking?
Do you put in any effort to shaping your body or did you expect a magic pill
Are you sure you're not describing my body? Whatever, I'll punch your tit if you punch mine.
Can I be gay and look at straight porn? I don't know what it is about gay porn but it disgusts me. I'd take a dick irl tho.
>>5443398
With straight porn, do you pretend you're the girl, or self-insert into the role of the woman?
>>5443398
You type like a girl. Man up, faggot.
And yes, that is possible.
>>5443398
I'm bi, but I find most gay porn to be awful shit full of hairy, bald dudes or weird leatherdaddy crap. I've found a few decent gay videos - mostly European stuff, which is weird because I find straight European porn as disgusting as gay American porn.
Also, I don't get why straight guys like lesbian porn. No dong? So long.
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Would you engage in compensated dating, /gaygen/?
>>5443216
in 4 butts.
>>5443224
>baby arms
>huge torso and booty
this body makes no sense
How do I know if I'm actually trans or if I just have some repressed sexual trauma?
What sexual traumas do you think you could be repressing?
>>5442626
If male:
Would you rather be a qt trap or an ugly horsefaced woman?
If female:
Would you rather be a hot tomboy or a fat neckbeard?
>>5442626
Pigeon entrails readings are very accurate. But, in the wake of Hatoful Boyfriend, few people have the stomach for such divinations.
A good backup is speaking to a therapist.
Hey /lgbt/ I'm creating a chart and I need to know who leads your board.
>/fit/ - Zyzz
>/x/ - Giorgio Tsoukalos
>/pol/ - Donald Trump
/g/ - Richard Stallman
/r9k/ - Elliot "The Supreme Gentleman" Rodgers
/v - Gabe "Fuck Jew" Newell
/lgbt/ - ?? ponies?
AIDS-chan
>>5440737
LGBT tan. Don't know the name. The slut who opens his boipucci to pol like the slut he/she/xi/zum is.
Ignore anyone who says Guss. They will be the first into the oven.
Prime specimen twink boipussy
Mostly targeted at bi guys but gay men are very welcome to share too. I know its not a clear path and people reach the destination in different ways.
I've always considered myself straight, but had occasional gay thoughts since I was very young. Used to be just finding a male friend strangely attractive, but it never went further because my interest was still primarily girls.
Now that I've dated a few and have sexual experience, I find myself having more and more gay fantasies. I'm beginning to feel unsatisfied with my gf sexually, and really crave being penetrated/giving oral.
I'm 21 now and I feel like now is the best time to experiment, but I don't want to let sex alone ruin an otherwise fantastic relationship. I do love her
When I was 14 and playing truth or dare I made one of my friends pull down his pants and show me his bare but so I could kiss his ass. Then I went on the internet when I was 19 and had awkward sex with a random twink and couldn't get it up so I spent the rest of the day jumping between self loathing and taking showers. I'm more clamed down now.
never
I was kinda molested by my 3 years older neighbour when I was 9. Dose that count?
anyone else /degeneratesubhumantrash/ here?
>cripplingly AGP and selfmedding hormones
>intense yellow fever
>barely avoid getting caught staring at cute girls and their arms and breasts on public transit and imagine infesting them and wearing their body
>have taken women's clothing from donation bins
>get drunk or high every day and stay up all night
>overall bad person
feel free to either suggest how to help myself or share why you're even worse than I am
seek professional help to deal with your crippling self esteem issues, dysphoria and substance abuse problems. If your not feeling in a stable mental state stop self medding to avoid falling into self harming. Getting drunk every night and taking estro will fuck you up and can make you really sick. If you keep doing this your probably gonna end up in hospital or dead
>>5440005
Melly stop this pls
>>5440009
therapists are completely useless in my experience
Am I a convincing enough MTF?
>>5437861
If you are an obedient sub or power bottom.
Holy shit you look like Cosmo
>>5437861
Yes you do look like a freak.
When do you open your Christmas gifts, legbutts?
http://strawpoll.me/6345535
Also general Christmas thread.
>>5433154
I fucking hate this season
>>5433162
Father Christmas hates you too, Anon-chan.
When they arrive.
My demographic is particularly fond of boxing day presents.
My girlfriend says the rapid rise in transsexualism among young men comes directly from anime.
It she right? Or just an idiot?
>>5423489
anime and estrogen in the water... It just makes all the beta males go "omg i want to be a cute girl so i can have all the love in the world and not be a stupid beta faggot"... if you look for proof of this, just look at all the fucking transbians on this website...
It actually comes from societies complete disregard for men and considering them evil forces.
>>5423489
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Does being a virgin long enough make you grow sexually aroused by cock?
I can't fap to porn, straight or otherwise, if it doesn't include a juicy dick.
>eternal virgin
>only exposure to actual physical sexuality is through (own) penis
>eventually only understanding of sex is through experience with (own) penis
>needs penis to get off
seems like reasonable learned behavior to me.
get some pussy data points in your life and that might change
You're just a latent homo.
Next patient.
Sup legbutts? How was everyone's holiday? Mine was the best I've had in years- I finally came out to my parents as trans and they were fully supporting. Things went much better than expected and I could hardly be happier. :)
Post stories, recaps, pics, whatever you want if you've got 'em. Let's enjoy the day while we still can.
i ate chinese at 2 all you can eat restaurants and saw joy and point break. joy was disappointing. point break was shit, as expected. I take it back, I liked point break, although I don't want to. I sent a few happy holiday texts to some friends. one responded. I torrented some movies.
my grandfather died. if i came out this xmas i think i could actually give my grandmother the worst week of her life during the christmas season.
i miss the times when christmas didn't fill me with anxiety, disgust, and self-loathing from having to be around my extended family
>>5443732
Sounds fairly disappointing. I hope you at least got some good enjoyment out of the day somewhere.
>>5443733
I'm so sorry anon. If it's any consolation, my father died three years ago right before Thanksgiving, and since then life has just been a constant battle between ups and downs especially at holidays. Hang in there though- there are better days ahead. Wishing you all the best.
Recently realized that I'm super into dudes who look like Santa, anyone else?
So you just discovered your daddy fetish?
>>5443238
I think this is more like a grandaddy fetish.
>>5443215
>inb4 goodmorningson.jpg
Tell me, I am not attracted to men, the idea of kissing a guy gross' me the fuck out and ill never look at a guy and go 'yeah i would'. But I love the idea of sucking dick (never done it) and being fucked, wat am i? (Im a guy obviously) pic unrelated
>>5442723
Cuck
>>5442723
>wat am I?
A guy who happens to love dick.
definitely not cuck, hate the idea of women dominating or fucking girls who are mine, just like oral sex i guess
