The sun sets early and the night begins. In the shadows, you can travel, the daylit world abandoned you to the darkness long ago. Stepping out into the moonlight, you pass the bare trees in the cold wind and hear the churchbells chime low and distant. You haven't seen the inside of a church in a decade. You came out as a teenager and the spiritual world shut you out in exile, condemned you for life and beyond. Alone, you lurch down the dimly lit street, the thin wisps of your remaining hair listlessly flapping in the icey wind.
You turn a corner and see a pair of hot young men in the alley making out. You lift your slouching head and peer with sunken eyes towards them. Looking back, they gasp in horror and walk swiftly away, breaking into a jog and then almost immediately a sprint. You only wanted to say hello, but your sagging flesh and spot covered, coarse skin makes you hideous to the world of living souls.
You spot another small clique of pretty boys joking under a streetlight next to a basement dive. Will God forgive you, you wonder, and let you remember the touch of a human again? You draw closer, your pace has slowed and your posture hunched as you lurch forward, staggering against the wind. "... hey...." you croak, as you shuffle closer, arms outstretched to welcome these hot young men.
>>5310502
The three turn and look, faces shocked and jaws agape. The short one lets out a horrified yelp, the blonde mutters 'omigod' and the tall one stands silent for a moment before directing the other two "Lets get the hell out of here!' as the three break for their car, whimpering and panicking to unlock the door as you come closer. "...hey... I just wanna...I just wanna .. heyyyyyyyy....".
The car peels out with muffled yells inside the car fading away, and you stand alone in the shadows beyond the street light; your instinct stopping you from stepping into the dim light where you can be seen. The fog rolls in, blotting out the moonlight under a dark grey veil of haze. Wind rustles dead leaves in the branches, and you stand there groaning in emotional pain.
And you ask yourself, as I ask you: is this life? Is this life to you? Would you call this being alive? No, it IS not life. And if it is not LIFE, it must be death. GAY death. You came out and sold your soul for unfulfilled promises for endless cock. But excercise didn't help. Your money and cosmetic work only emphasized how pathetic you have become. And now only a cavalcade of underground freaks will bear your company, and you see yourself in the worst of them, all of you damned to this future forever until Satan calls you home.
It IS not life- it must be death!
Death-!
DEATH!
DEeeeaaAATTtthhHHHH!
I don't even care if this is copypasta, it's art
This makes me want to play some Thief
1/2
I went to boarding school, and one kid in my year was hated by practically everybody. He was the most arrogant, stuck-up guy I've ever met in my life. He would bully kids in the years below (even though he looked quite feminine with, long blond hair), and make fun of guys in our year and the ones above at every opportunity - in a really cutting way, zeroeing in on someone's weak spots. He was kind of single-handedly poisoning the atmosphere at the whole place.
One day some guys from the year above decided he had to be put in his place, and that he would need to be really humiliated for it to be effective. REALLY humiliated.
So they crept up on him in his room (from behind, while he was wearing headphones), and quickly gagged and blindfolded him. Then they tied him on his stomach, pulled down his trousers, and put on loud music to drown out any noise. Then they got the baby oil out.
That day he was fucked in the ass by half the school. Ok, that's an exaggeration, but not by much. For hours on end, boys from all years passed over him, one after another. It was a free-for-all, and there was constantly a small queue of boys waiting their turn. Practically all the students knew what was going on, and were ok with it - while some would say things like "ew, that's gay" or "that's gross" when told about it or seeing it, nobody tried to help him or expressed scruples (to my knowledge). There were only 3 boys at the school who had to be kept out of the loop as they were friends with him - some guys had been assigned the task of making sure they were distracted. I guess you could say it was all quite well organized.
I didn't intend to participate, but kept checking things out, out of morbid curiosity. I remember popping round as he was getting fucked by a year 9 who was sitting on his ass like on a saddle, grinning gleefully and nodding to himself; many boys most have lost their virignity that day, which is fucked-up in its own way.
>>5306081
2/2
Some boys just gave him a few symbolic thrusts, so they knew they had dominated him this way, but others went for a full fuck and ejaculated in his ass. Next to the baby oil bottle on the bed was a a paper towel box, and beside the bed a bin that was filling up with paper towels stained with cum and baby oil (and, let's be honest, probably shit as well). The blindfold kept threatening to slip down, so halfway through someone replaced it with a sleep mask, which looked kind of surreal.
Apparently when it was all over, one of the guys who had masterminded it took a magic marker and drew a heart or wrote "xoxo", or both, on one of his buttcheeks (I didn't see it, and heard differing reports).
It worked as intended. Afterward he was no longer cocky, just sullen instead. It really must have been a mindfuck for him. He knew that dozens of his schoolmates had fucked him up the ass, but he didn't know who. Any boy talking to him or sitting next to him in class could have had shot his load in his ass. I once witnessed him having an argument with a boy in the year below, when the latter suddenly said: "I've had you, you know" - "WHAT?" - "You were good as well. Really enjoyed your ass. I shot hard". He punched him and they fought, but in the end the younger boy walked away smirking, knowing he had won. (I don't even know if he'd been telling the truth, but it was irrelevant). At the end of the term, he transferred.
I only fully realized years later how incredibly fucked-up the whole thing was. What's also weird is that homosexuality was quite stigmatized at the school, but somehow it being a punishment made it alright (yet I don't think this punishment would have been chosen if he hadn't been so pretty).
>>5306081
That is awful, terrible, cruel, no one deserves that
>>5306087
pretty hot, to be honest
I still don't feel like I have enough world experience to really know if I'm gay or not. I've never touched another guy or felt vulnerable around another guy. I just feel like I've developed my own little world in which I fantasize about it so much that it becomes artificial reality. .
We get this thread a million times a day.
Op, don't you know you're a gay.
Don't dismay
It's okay
It just means you're a little faggay. Hey!
>>5302187
>is a furfaggot
You're gay
Same here. I do everything from toying my ass to fapping to gay porn, but I've never had any real life attraction to guys. I've crushed on a few twinks I've seen online, but I don't know if I would feel the same if we were in the same room together.
Can we get a confession thread?
I use to masturbate my ass with sausages, but since I felt bad about wasting food I would either eat them afterwards or feed it to my dog.
>>5293359
Every confession thread ever:
>str8 guy wants to suck dick and be a sissy
>wahhh I have aids
>my parents beat me and I was raped by the boys at school
>I secretly cheat on my spouse/bf/gf
>I identify and tell everyone I'm gay/lesbian, but I really want to fuck someone of the opposite sex
>I'm not really the sexual orientation I tell everyone I am
>I want to fuck my dad/mom
>I want to fuck my sister/brother
>I want to fuck my dog
>I want to fuck small children
>I do all these drugs
>I was the cause of someone's death
>I'm a whore on the downlow
>I want to rape someone/this group of people
>I can only get off to x fetish
am I missing anything?
I can't fucking stand trannies, but I still want a mtf friend pretty badly.
Talking to them feels no different than cutting my wrists most of the time. And frankly I love cutting my wrists.
Why does putting on a piece of cloth make me mentally ill? Why do I feel the need to be validated by others? Why can't I just do what I want and not be judged? When judged why do I have to care so fucking much?
Fuck this.
Im just gonna do what feels right.
I'm not gonna hurt other people.
I'm not gonna get hurt by what people think.
My gender doesn't hurt anyone other than you closed minded brain.
All of the quarrels on this website about trans issues are people who are so set in their ways fighting with more openminded people. so let us settle and start to not give a flying fuck. Stop being so connected to your category and accept that we are all waaaaaay more similar. No one truly fits every single last mother fucking norm of their gender.
I feel like this place is more a reflection of reality while you just want a hugbox like tumblr to tell you how great you are and not point out you are a mentally ill faggot, anyways no one cares if you leave you narcissistic mentally ill faggot
love u hari
>>5319544
tbhfam they seem to be hurting you if you felt the need to vent on the internet about how they don't hurt you
learn how to be emotionally independent u fuckin normie
Hypothetically speaking, if I were a chaser where would be the best place for me to go to meet trans people?
>>5319344
I don't know.
Outside maybe?
See them on the street, and awkwardly make something up to talk to them, then flirt and hope you exchange some contact info.
Or maybe OKcupid, but I don't know how many serious people go on there.
>>5319344
Online: OK Cupid - not numerous, but often clearly marked. /soc/ may have what you're looking for, too.
Offline: Depends on interests - very low encounter rate relative to general populace.
>>5319360
>around 0.5% of people identify as trans
>See them on the street
Good one anon.
Hello. MtF here. I'm needing a haircut pretty badly, so I'm attempting to get a few suggestions however I can, though pictures are probably the most appreciated. I am looking for something rather short and something that doesn't make it too obvious that I strive to be a woman.
So what d'ya say, help a poor closet tranny out?
>>5319304
I'm a man but since i'm 12 I want to be a woman but i'm not homosexual and the weirdest is that when I will be a woman I want to change my sex again just for the pleasure of using a dick during intercourse with my girlfriend/cousin ( who doesn't know that I want to change my gender and I'm too shy to tell her :/ ) because having a vagina all the time looks like boring, and when I will have enough used my dick I want to become again a woman and repeat this scheme because I always wanted to have boobs but i don't want to become an hermaphrodite because having a dick and a vagina and boobies at the same time look weirds,
What should I do ?
therapist
Negro! You fuck your cousin? That's fucked up man, that's clinical m8. You shouldn't fuck your kin, that's absolutely haram and unhealthy and really selfish and antisocial towards your grand family.
>>5316950
the rapist
Sup legbutts
http://www.monkeyquiz.com/life/rate_my_life.html
Post some shit about yourself (your elgeebeeteeness) and results
>born fem
>probably FtM, pretty androgynous, dunno, questioning, mentally retarded anyway
>biopanultrawhateversexual leaning towards men
I'd fuck a robot or a skeleton if it came down to it 2bh
>kissless kinda virgin
22 yo straight non-passing early transition mtf
30 y/o mtf transbian, mental illnesses but physically okay. Working hard to improve life. Thisworksforme.
19 y/o pre transition mtf
Grindr stories/experiences
>>5307203
>Find a guy on grindr
>Nice cock
>I drive to his house and get fucked like the slut >I am
>Go home and take a shower
>The end
>>5307203
>find guy on grindr
>drive to his house
>get fucked
>go home
>go to bed
>don't meet anyone on grindr
>get messages from 18-25 year olds daily
>none in my own age group
>everyone has gay face
>just go to bed
What roles in society can a MtF tranny take on outside of prostitute, pornography star, celebrity/media figure or academic?
Any computer or art related work I guess.
A Vietnamese national.
>>5318823
...the other ones?
This is a weird question.
I disgust myself because of being a mentally ill faggot who doesn't pass and also doesn't have the motivation to do the only things I'm not terrible at (making music, graphic design, drawing, etc).
How do I find the courage to kill myself?
How about try to motivate yourself to do those things you're not terrible at instead of trying to motivate yourself to commit suicide?
Go to a conversion party and then refuse all medical treatment.
>>5318797
Tell me when you find out
Get your pro attire and dragon dildos here!
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Previous thread >>5317693
First for boredom.
>tfw no dragon dildo
I just took off a really frilly dress+stockings and other than my hair being boy hair, I looked cute as hell in it.
Elf edition
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▶Makeup Tutorial: http://imgur.com/a/JO33K/
▶MTF Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/36HC6ZmT (embed)
▶Trans Info Dump: https://docs.google.com/spreadsheets/d/1d9KKqP9IHa5ZxU84a_Jf0vIoAh7e8nj_lCW27KbYBh0/edit?usp=sharing
▶Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge (embed)
▶HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/00000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
▶Minecraft Server: minecraft.is-so.moe
▶Discord server: https://discord.gg/0XFIQ4xa7RcYJuo1
Previous thread >>5316204
>blood elf paladin
>>5317693
I support this thread
Seriously, who takes those pictures?
mfw the previous thread got trips of threes:
>>5315333
>>5316732
r u qt
>>5316740
>Seriously, who takes those pictures?
god, obviously
>mfw the previous thread got trips of threes
; ^ )
>>5316750
I posted my pic already. You're still talking to uglyanon.
