/r9k/ here, Keep your fucking traps here on this containment board, or the supreme gentleman might have to pay you a visit
What? I'm not a normie, I'm one of you. Don't be so cruel.
>implying /r9k/ isn't the containment board
A little insecure about our sexuality, are we?
Just found out (again) that I was in fact a homosexual and not a straight male who likes to look at big dicks and homoerotic fantasies about my friends.
I started questioning my sexuality (again) when I noticed that my big dick porn was esculating into gay porn. Now I just jerk off to gay porn and fantasies about being the submissive cock hungry slut. I really want to find a descent dick to suck, and maybe buttsecks...
But Since I'm such a filthy autistic robot that has socially isolated himself from having friends(because of social anxiety and wanting to stay in my comfort zone and not get any bad feels).
I'm 25 for christ sake, it's just fucking sad thinking about how I managed to repress the thought of me being gay for so long. I have real troubles being around my peer group as a straight man(even though people generally like me when I open up to a person they get to know me), but straight guys are different.
I find it hard to get to know people as straight, being that I'm gay I starting to get the feeling that If I come out as gay I will be alienated by everyone I meet, meaning I couldn't make straight friends because they probably don't want to hang around a "faggot" and from getting to put my penis in a girl or even getting to friend a girl(I never even had a girl who's a friend, or a girlfriend). I'm scared of openly gay guys because I've never been around them, I imagine they might be very judgmental, mean and snarky.
So being a socially awkward gay robot is the lowest of the low(right)?
I'm so scared of my bff not wanting to be around me if he finds out I'm gay.
One doesn't simply meet people, I really don't want to do the sad routine of getting drunk just to get the courage to go into a gay bar and feel alienated.
How fucked am I? I don't want to waste my 20's being lonely and sad and numbing the pain with drugs and alcohol...
p-p-please respond
>>5316729
Maybe I'm lucky to have good friends and a likeable personality (I guess?) but if your friends truly like you and you're not obnoxious about being a faggot, it won't be a big deal after you come out.
Again, the key here is not shoving it on people's faces. You don't want people to be embarrased around you because you wear tight, pink shirts and can't shut up about your cocklust.
Also, there are subtle ways to come out. I advise you to do it with two or three friends at a time. Be extra careful if you come out to someone while having a one-on-one conversation, he might think you have a crush on him and make him uncomfortable.
Good luck anon.
>>5316729
Get therapy
What u feelin' smug about today :3
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>old thread
>>5313829
First for lets kiss pretty girls
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M1QAM9rq1PA
I'm just a smug person in general.
So I've been wrestling with this idea for a long time I have absolutely no sexual desire for a women yet often when going out my head does turn when I see an attractive one more so for there body/style of clothing.
I have even less desire for a guy, and don't really have any feelings there, currently I'm identifying myself as an Asexual person but I can and do get turned on by TF/TG erotica and I think if I was given a choice to be reborn a girl I would.. but I'm not so unhappy being a guy that I feel I want to become a woman nor am I feeling that uncomftable as a guy. I broke up with my GF and after 2 years about 6 months ago and I wont go into reasons there it had nothing to do with what I'm talking about but I did hate the sex. So I've decided I'm going to remain single for the rest of my life or find someone who I feel confident to share my possible Asexuality with.
The reason I'm posting here and I do have a big question is could this be me repressing a serious gender issue? I know for a fact I don't want to crossdress as for me it would be all the way or nothing. Another large reason I'd probably just be against it ever is im 6ft 8
so has anyone had situations like this or what do you guys think.
P.S. First time posting on 4chan so yay me
If you have to ask, see a therapist
I most likely will but asking here is something I can do that is free and easy
see a therapist.
What are the best ways to continue being straight. Like for real my wife has thought I was like gay before, but I keep telling her No way.
However the truth is that I am like totally gay. However I can not be gay because of family reasons. So like what can I do to be more straight and keep having straight sex and doing things like that.
>marrying a girl when you're gay
you fucked up
Obviously thought his waif would be that animegurl 4eva. Mid exposed, mistakes were made, gg@20.
>>5315952
Not even a little fond of the ladies?
That wife of yours and her sexual needs just an unfortunate part of appearance-upkeep?
Having trouble "finding myself".
I posted this on /adv/ as well, but I think help from those who go through this too wouldn't hurt
About the situation:
>trans feelings
>Come out to mom and father 2 years ago
>cry like a nerd
>they say they accept me
>go to therapy for HRT
>gets to last session
>parents say they thought I was going to therapy to fix my problem not progress it
>super shocked
>go silent for the next two years
>tell mom months ago while visiting her that I still have these feelings and that my girlfriend supports it as well
>mom says its fine by her too if its been bothering me
>says even though I'm 19, I'm an adult and she no longer controls my decisions
>finish last therapy session 2 months ago
>have letter for HRT in my desk as I type
>it sits there as i freak out about my future
>worried about family members being weirded out
>worried about it not working out
>worried worried worried worried
>they got in my head about this being a phase and now I don't know what to do at all.
>Block it from my thoughts
About myself :
>19, trans feelings
>Felt this way since the third grade
>Always chooses female characters in games
>Always draw females
>Prefer womens clothing over men
>Always hung out with more women than men
>Online, you guessed it, usually female accounts. But I use pictures of me dressed
>Never did it to trap anyone, or get attention, it just felt comfortable to be viewed as a girl.
>Denied all online relationships as I didnt want to cheat anyone by secretly being a guy
>Not to mention I'm interested mostly only in women
>Kind of feel being hetero or les (for you SJWs out there) is counterproductive
>want to keep penis, don't mind it at all
>For the past few months my gf and I have been going out in public with me dressed up. We still do it, it's a breath of fresh air.
>Pass pretty well.
Anywho.. Any input on my situation you guys may have negative or positive would be very much appreciated. I'm losing sleep on this lately..
Thanks /lgbt/
Take your hormones and live your life. You're doing fine
>keeping penis because I'm okay with it
AGP fetishist detected
Sounds like you should just go for it and do it.
You thought about it really long and intense, you've been in therapy...
So, go for it.
Your family will accept it one day for sure.
I'm mtf and I was all the time scared about literally the same, so in the end I just did it and will soon in like 7 months have my SRS.
I'm really happy with my life as it is now.
I couldn't think of being my old self anymore and you will regret it if you don't do it now
tfw no bf (big femdaddy)
old >>5314341
>>5315333
first for checkem
>>5315333
wtf is that
ew
>>5315333
I'm 12 years old and what is this?
I'm at work and super bored
Anyone want to share some stories?
>>5315208
>Have a friend, who is an absolute qt
>He goes to same school as I do
>I have a massive crush on him, but never tell anyone
>One day I host a party at my place
>Invite my qt friend
>I get fairly drunk
>I grab the qt and take him to an empty room
>I tell that I have a crush on him
>Turns out he feels the same way about me
It was unreal. Now I have a qt bf.
>>5315268
that's awesome dude. I fucking hate you
>>5315268
Did you know he was gay?
Thread dedicated to honouring all the sacrifices bottoms make in order to please us.
Last thread: >>5312324
itt: senpai pretends to be a top
I want to smell a qt boi.
>>5314351
I'm ftm and I only use my feeldoe so that's basically topping
Any MTFs or such willing to talk? feeling extremely down about my sexuality and gender lately. If so add kik @ Azgalada
As for questions, what's the success rate of transgender individuals? Therefore being called and thought of as the other gender without hesitation.
>>5314314
>Therefore being called and thought of as the other gender without hesitation
If you mean stealth passing around 10% or less of mtf's reach that level of passing. For ftm's it's much higher because it's easier to add bulk and muscle and body hair and deep voice to a female then it is to take away masculine features in a man and make them seem womanly. Testosterone seems to do alot more then estrogen does.
Please talk to a medical professional. Transgenderism isn't a lifestyle choice.
>>5314337
I'd say it's higher than 10%, for those that actually put effort in it it's closer to 70% at least for those under 25, getting laser done, being patient with HRT, practicing voice, learning how to dress to compliment their features, learning how to makeup, having hair assist in hiding masculine features, chances are higher if you afford FFS. And as always, the earlier you start, the easier it is.
Of course, some people will be able to spot you if they've seen a lot of transpeople, but then the 10% is correct I guess.
Sorry if this comes off as offensive, but I bet majority of MTFs wish to be a girl because they'll receive more attention. I could be wrong, there are many who truly believe they are the wrong gender.
its fun to shake your butt
not much of a factor desu senpai
>>5313939
You could probably make the same case for FTMs as well, but I think it'd be more realistic to say that people transition because they want the /right/ kind of attention instead of /more/ attention.
So I'm a closeted bisexual. Last night I hooked up with a random guy I met online who happened to be around the same age as me (23) and pretty cute. For the first time in my life I had anal sex, and it felt amazing. He was patient and slow until I was able to take it all in, until eventually I was able to ride his dick and enjoy it. It was everything I always wanted and thought it would be. Like, my knees were actually shaking. It was some of the best sex I've ever had.
But we also clicked pretty well. We smoked some pot before hand and talked for a bit. After we did multiple deeds we talked for a while more, about dating and stuff. He said I'm the type of person he'd date, but I told him I wouldn't really be able to date a guy because of circumstances. I've never really felt a connection with another guy before and I'm not sure what to make of it. It's always just been about sex, but this felt different. I'm a little rattled by it to be honest. Does anyone else have any stories like this they could share for perspective?
I used the catalog, and I'm sorry if this is similar t other threads. I guess I just want to share my experience and hear from others whove felt this way.
>>5313938
Are you willing to date a guy? Do you feel something for him, or is it just sport fucking?
>>5313967
Well we just met the last night, but we hung out for a couple of hours.
I grew up in a small midwestern town, lots of homophobia. It's kind of ingrained in me. I like guys every now and then, but I've always been mostly attracted to girls. I don't like "fags" and the idea of cuddling with a guy gives me the heeby-jeebies. He's openly gay, I'm strait acting. But he's someone that I could see myself hanging out with. We both smoke, we both vidya, we both have a large collection of coats (random I know). We have a lot in common.
Ive always been the man in a relationship with females, and it's very alien to me to be the bottom. But around him I felt like I could act more feminine, and it felt so liberating.
>>5314026
Is he all right with just being FWB?
I can't fucking stand it anymore. How the hell can I stop being gay? There has to be a way. I want to stop being a gross faggot and I want to be normal and loved. Is there any way to achieve this at all?
>>5313934
There is no stopping, it will consume you and everyone around you.
Straight people who become desensitized to pornography sometimes end up gay.
Maybe that's your way out.
>>5313934
Prayer, it hasn't worked 100% for me but I'm definitely getting better
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>old thread
>>5309496 → #
early bae. you wanted it.
>>5313829
i want to fug you too.
y tho
hi /lgbt/
today I almost figured out how to ignore dysphoria for long enough to masturbate successfully.
It's also 5 am, I'm wide awake and drunk as fuck, and I have shool in 5 hours.
How are y'all doing?
My mom had either a stroke or cancer spread to her brain. Other than that pretty good.
>>5313583
Holy shit I'm sorry about that
>>5313595
Thanks, hopefully it was just a stroke because it wasn't too bad. Also I came to accept that I was trans a couple days ago.
