I disgust myself because of being a mentally ill faggot who doesn't pass and also doesn't have the motivation to do the only things I'm not terrible at (making music, graphic design, drawing, etc).
How do I find the courage to kill myself?
How about try to motivate yourself to do those things you're not terrible at instead of trying to motivate yourself to commit suicide?
Go to a conversion party and then refuse all medical treatment.
>>5318797
Tell me when you find out
>>5318797
>no courage to live
>no courage to die
Fear and shame stop us. We try to escape into little neet caves. If i dropped you innawoods with a knife you would feel better. I've climbed mountains and saved llive, but I'm frightened ALL the time. Use the fear as it was intended -- to live. You're too comfortable escaping. You should've volunteered. Stop shitposting here and get comfortable with being uncomfortable.
>>5318811
Very hot
>>5318797
Don't do it. Instead of thinking of ways to kill yourself, try to do whatever helps you relax for now and think of some positive things to look forward to for now. I don't exactly know what you're going through but suicide isn't the answer. If anybody has a problem with you, fuck what they think and just be yourself.
