I already know I’m gonna be called out for AGP, but fuck it! I’ve been trans and on HRT for about two years now, and recently I’ve had this burning desire to detransition. I’m almost 20, bi, still live in probably the most feminine boimode ever, and currently and constantly have it rubbed in my face by my “friends” that they are all in relationships and are able to fuck whenever. I used to be the “Chad” of my group/entire high school until I came out. Now any girl that I had ever liked pretty much won’t touch me or just thinks of me as a cute gay, that’s expected though, so no surprise there. I always had really low self esteem and thought that transitioning would shut up my small crossdressing fetish which only consisted of wearing tights, I hated everything else, as well as being my only way at ever finding love. I also always felt like girls felt threatened by me and hated me as well, I hated this feeling so I thought this would help get rid of that too. Again though, until I came out was quite the contrary. This realization got completely fucked after I came out only to find out that I was the “Chad” of my high school even though no girl had ever given me a sign, I’m fucking clueless with that shit. For the past 3 months I had been crushing on my “friend” who came out as bi around Christmas this year and felt like if I ever had a chance with anyone it would be him. He was the “neckbeard type”, but was always extremely nice to me as in he always got stuff for me, always invited me to hang out with him just the two of us, and was probably the only one in our group who stood up for me. He fucked up because whenever the girl he was seeing would ignore him he’d want me around, but then when they were talking I’d get thrown to the side. I’m not sure what came over me, but it was like I was in a literal trance to just “get it in me” already. My wish was granted and on the 4th we we’re both trashed and alone.
>>6532220
He came onto me and instead of me going for it I felt fucking disgusted. I looked at myself seriously for the first time and was like “WTF AM I DOING, I LIKE GIRLS, THIS KIDS FUCKING GROSS”. He ended up giving up on me after I walked away and came on to our straight friend at which point we carried him up to his bed and told him to cut it with the gay shit. I know I’m terrible for giving him a reason to have feelings, but the amount of times he blew me off plus the other shit he did to me before my transition more than makeup for this. All that aside the next day I felt this relief come over me as if the losers that kept telling me I was trash were actually worse off than I was. It dawned on me that half the time they talk about their feelings and pop punk and shit, but when I wanna do my hair before we go out I’m the fag. Half the time in the car with them is spent skipping certain songs on their Spotify list because it reminds them of a girl or it will make them cry. When the fuck did this pussy shit become the norm. I understand having those feelings once in a while, but every fucking day is ridiculous. Anyways one of my friends from Florida who I hadn’t talked to in a year contacted me, he still sees me as “Chad”. I ended up ignoring my “friends” all week, and my other friend and I have pretty much been spending the week chatting on Skype and doing design work and playing vidya together. I feel like I’m finally talking to someone who has the same interests as me and I’ve felt like a normal fucking person like I used to. The dysphoria has pretty much been very little to non existent, and I haven’t had any gay feeling towards him. I’ve even gotten my libido back a bit and enjoy watching female porn again.
>>6532223
Between a combination of picking up my old hobbies, keeping myself busy, being looked at as a MAN again, and talking to people I actually have a connection with instead of “friends” I constantly feel I have to act a certain way around, I’m finally starting to feel like a guy again and I couldn’t be happier. I guess my problem runs into the fact that I’m scared to go back to being a man and that I won’t be able to ever be back to the way I was originally, all mentality differences aside. I’ve made this big deal about transitioning and I know that I won’t be looked at as completely male ever again. I also have to readjust to the life of being male again so I can quit the walking, voice, and mannerisms that I’ve forced onto myself so heavily. It also kinda freaked me out a bit that I asked my sister if she’d ever want me to be her brother again, and she told me she liked having an older sister more which made me feel even shittier. I feel like I’m being forced to stay a woman even though I’m not one. I also recently quit my job and have a new opportunity at a new place awaiting me, my decision now is to show up as a man or woman. I need advice. What do /lgbt/?
Fuckin' AGPs.
i want to be raped and tortured
i want somebody to kill me this way
And how about a little love from a stranger instead ?
>>6532161
aw anon come here
i want to punch an 110lb transgirl
Cis guys here, if you could trap successfully, would you live as a girl? why?
>>6531492
No thank you
I am very comfortable with my body (sex organs included) and want to live as a man
>you don't live in a time period in which it is possible to switch between being male and female at will
Fuck this gay earth
>>6531492
I'd love to. Problem is, I'm way too fucking paranoid, and SJW retards certainly don't help matters any
>I will NEVER, EVER be the beloved MtF pet/maid of an attractive, intelligent, educated gay couple
>I will NEVER curl up at their feet while they talk about things that go over my head, or we watch good movies/TV shows
>I will NEVER help out in the kitchen, learn and practice cooking on my own, still not as good as them at cooking, but the meals I make taste sweeter to them because their darling pet whipped them up
>I will NEVER get to snuggle up on my bed in their room and fall asleep happily to the sound of them fucking with more passion than I can comprehend
Why go on, legbutts?
>>6531408
>tfw that kind of life is actually possible for me because I'm a fag and not a tranny
ITT: Family Issues
>>6531736
Seriously. OP, you need to get help.
Why do lesbians get high and mighty over male aggression when they themselves have a r9k-tier hatred of straight women and transwomen?
>>6531255
Because female privilege
>>6531255
Because lesbians are fucking degenerates that leech off the contributions of gay men who won them their civil rights and then have the audacity to belittle them despite the fact that lesbians have done absolutely nothing substantive to contribute to the upbringing of the LGBT community in America.
>>6531255
It's the elevated lesbian violence and crime rate I'd worry about
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/27056045
https://mainweb-v.musc.edu/vawprevention/lesbianrx/factsheet.shtml
How could they condemn others over much more minor things when it's such a major problem with their demographic.
Has being gay cost you any friends or family?
Do you miss them much, and do you think they will ever come around?
>>6530094
>Has being gay cost you any friends or family?
no because I'm a closet case
I only really talk to my mother and brother these days. My dad, sister and everybody else from my family wont even look at me anymore.
I was luckier with my friends though, they were all cool with it.
It's actually costing me legal troubles right now just for hanging with my boyfriend at a gas station convenience store. I wish I could give the full details, but I'm too strung out to care anymore.
What's currently in your playlists? Recently, I've been on a hip hop kick.
I made a thread like this awhile back and had a pleasant conversation about Bright Eyes. Felt like doing it again.
Lush - Spooky
>inb4 mtf
yea
Listening to Suicide right now but in general lately I've been playing a lot of Ryo Fukui and Fennesz
Graduation doesn't deserve all the shit it gets desu
these
Has any had any experiences with a bodysuit such as Femskin or having sex with someone who was wearing a bodysuit? I want to know what the experience is like for the guy inserting his penis in the silicon vagina. Just how realistic and satisfying is it?
>>6527797
>bump
has anyone ever experienced sex with a bodysuit?
>>6527797
Well this is freaky. The more you know.
>tfw you will never transition because no one will ever truly see you as a woman
>>6527234
Thats just smart. Don't mourn the victory of logic and reason.
You can be a woman and enjoy the experience. You dont have to have SRS
>>6527234
Well, it primarily depends on how well you pass. Seeing is believing. There are a lot of progressive types which are accepting of passing transsexuals.
I know that feel though. I have no real chance of passing so I'm just repressing forever.
>>6527234
It's ok hon just repress until you are 40 years old and your bell goes off. Then, even though you will have fucked yourself over by not transitioning now while you still have a chance to look meh ok, you will be a happy 40 year old hon who sees her self as a woman anyway.
Your choice anon.You can't repress forever. Either kill yourself, transition now, or become a 40 year old hon.
I have been trying to find a passable tranny that is as femine as possible but it feels legit impossible. Like there are ones that have amazing bodies but they`re faces is just....no. And the opposite is true as well. I dunno, i dont suppose you anons would help a guy out?
Kik is LemurLucious
>>6526990
>LemurLucious
I wonder why I thought you were black based on this.
Well that's...tasteful.
>>6526997
Lmfao. Its a long story of how i came to that. Do you wanna hear the story or the TL:DR?
Angry Foreigner blowing out the left again.
https://youtu.be/vTVtYvVwUXg
>>6526947
Watch it all.
Sweden's left allows muslims to run wild attacking lgbtqwtfbbq. They even defend the Muslims over the LGBT.
The best year to be gay in Sweden was around 2006
>pre-recession
>gays are generally accepted in the society
>already some problems with migrants but not major ones
>no riots like the one in Rosengård
>social democratic society but not insane SJW feminist bullshit
>had my first bf
I just want my teen years and bf back
>>6526889
Jesus what happened to sweden?
I'm a lesbian who has a gf but I have fantasies about getting fucked by transgirls because I love chicks with dicks, am I any less a lesbian? Also I'd love to have a trans gf because polygamous.
You're aap
>>6523812
I'm a dumbass what does that mean
>>6523804
Well, maybe if you like dicks in specific, but what do labels matter? That just means you like the female form and some aspects of the male form.
▶What is a fem?
A young, androgynous man with soft features.
▶Are fems trans?
Some turn out trans. Some age into twunkhood and continue slutting it up on Grindr well past their mid twenties.
▶Should I go on HRT?
If you can deal with the tits and infertility, you'll look younger longer and you won't age like a man.
▶Femgen Pastebin v1: http://pastebin.com/uUXYGwTH
Post your Skype, and someone from the group will add you! (Probably. Not.)
Azor Jon!
>tfw no soft fem bf to domesticate and dress in girly cloths and then dominate when i get home from work
Life is suffering, why do cocks look so cute in panties??
How do you hide your tits? Binders?
>tfw you will never be a voluptuous femboy in a galaxy far far away used as a sextoy by all those weird slimy short orc-ish pig-headed aliens who enslaved your space station crew, kept you nude and in a collar, branded you with a tattoo meaning "human scum" in their language slightly below your navel, made you beg for their oddly shaped alien cocks, bent you over and took turns squirting warm greenish goo inside you as some of them were fondling your sensitive puffy nipples and your unresponsive flaccid boytinkler with their odd alien green sausage fingers driven by alien anger but also innocuous curiosity at small primitive races of the Local Cluster
>>6520266
I Pretend to be asagi.
Also source?
Why do these always turn me on, goddamn
i need the source desperately
>tfw acquired goth steampunk femboy neko-furry bf
I think I hit the jackpot, boys.
he sounds like a real special case
>>6519271
It is time to step away from the table.
>>6519271
you are lucky, lucky man.
just asking, you are bisexual? people interested in femboys usually are bisexuals and not "pure homosexuals"
