I have one of those faces that can look both cute and ugly and hormones did not emphasize either, in fact they did not increase my femininity at all only made me look extremely young. I am however afraid that my androgyny mostly lies in me being too ugly for a man and too ugly for woman. Since I have no self-esteem or self-respect every little odd detail about my face has been bothering me sometimes it prevents me from socially transitioning. I just have no confidence in my appearance because sometimes it seems I look fairly okay, just a meh homely girl, so I pursue changing my appearance further but on other days I see a really really repulsive man and it paralyzes me to do anything. I have been in a bad mood for a month now I even stopped shaving and now there is pathetic washed out brown pube fluff above my upper lip, making me look simply repulsive but this time for real. The thing is I just don't feel like I ever be ready to socially transition because I am not sure if I ever be okay with the way I look.
How do you cope with your physical appearance if you are a meh tranny/femboy/fag on estrogen?
>>6532471
FFS
>>6532471
iktf ;-;
>>6532482
way too expensive for most of us
I am a closet bisexual and have hooked up with a few guys before (usually older daddy-types). However, this has never occurred as frequently as I would like and the guys are usually a bit too gentle for my taste. What I really want is too be fucked and used like a little sub-slut (preferably by more than one guy).
So it's Friday night, I'm horny as fuck and can't organise a hook up with anyone. So I bite the bullet and do something I haven't done before, I go to a local gay club with the intention of working the gloryholes to get my fix of cock.
And I think this was my mistake. I sucked a few guys off, taking facials and swallowing but as I stroked myself I was getting hornier and hornier and then started putting my ass up to get fucked (with condoms). Apparently word of me spread and a couple of guys joined me in my half and I started working them.
To cut a long story short, I ended up on the main floor taking cock after cock and load after load, most of it bare as I was swallowing and getting creampied.
I have potentially fucked myself up physically but I am also worried about it mentally as part of me wants to do it again. I know this cannot be normal but not sure who else to tell...
>>6532206
One of us. One of us.
>>6532206
you need to get yourself checked OP
what's worse, not knowing if you're poz and being unable to treat your aids, or no longer being closeted?
>>6532206
you're a slut
traizn grkilz gen gen
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odl therbe >>6530739
> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No *actions*
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
Let's do our best, girls!
>>6531866
>traizn grkilz
noice
is bus ok :( ?
time to bust out a classic train meme
I'm finally realizing and accepting the fact that i'm attracted to both men and women sexually but I really only feel attracted to very feminine men, basically traps or sissies.
how do i meet men like this in the real world? i have zero gay experience besides masturbating my butt a few times.
thanks
you get off your computer and meet them
>>6531431
where do i even start? i'm a shut in who works full time
you are straight OP
/lgbt/ I like to crossdress and I want to meet up with a guy to have sex. I want to be discreet so going to bars isn't an option, so I figured I would post an ad on craigslist. I am wondering how safe this is though? What is a good way to go about this? I tried fetlife but they are not accepting new members.
Your only option is fetlife. Add random local guys and ask them if they are into crossdressing.
You only have the option to be in open relationships, because people with fetishes are extremely rare and you then have to deal with normal relationship drama and related autism. If you can't do open relationships (you be in a long term relationship with somebody and then sleep around with them), then get rid of your fetish.
There are probably daddies and shotas in your area, but they will mostly like normal bondage/roleplaying/sex.
You want to attend both munches (casual meetups) and actual events (they are sexless orgies where you just do bondage with people). You sit at random tables, add and talk to people. Then you especially contact people you click with.
Unfortunately most people with this fetish are 60+ year olds, so finding a crossdresser for a relationship that isn't just into traps and other softcore stuff is impossible.
https://fetlife.com/users/3928831
You can add me if you are in this area!~
>>6533191
And by add random local guys, I mean online. You only have casual discussion with people at events.
>>6531399
>I tried fetlife but they are not accepting new members.
What? It's a free site.
What are the names of some medieval and ancient gay heroes of human history as well as mythology that we might not all know about.
I present you with one, Antinous.
shinji
>>6531245
Who is Shinji?
>>6531297
Pretty sure hes that detective guy from that one anime. Though i don't believe hes gay
>planning out to visit comic con
>think about seeing that bunch of people cosplaying in awesome costumes
>those 501st legion people with experience suits I wish I had the cash to buy
>mfw just to think about going to such an event
Fuck me how do I remove that? I eventually want to join a cosplay group but I'd spaghetti all the way in and out and derp as well.
>>6531233
You're asking social retards how to not be socially retarded... Good luck.
>>6531253
Yeah but they're social retards who have the balls to dress up and act accordingly to a character. And such task I don't think I can do.
>>6531262
Try it, your face can be convieniently covered.
I've been told you can be ready for anal in 10 minutes via douching. Everytime I douche, it takes about 20, and afterwards either I'm not fully clean, or water still is in me and "discharges" at inopportune times (such as when I use my dildo (virgin)), or both.
What am I doing wrong?
pic clearly unrelated.
Prepare a few hours in advance for sex
It feels better to me if I have sex without cleaning.
>>6531062
Also diet is largely important. Sometimes I can't do it at all because I've been eating badly. You should be able to clean yourself incredibly fast if you're poops hold together, onii-chan
>>6531070
I for damn sure need to improve my diet. And really, you prefer being unclean? We have technology.
Young gay male here to ask more experienced gay males for advice on picking up dudes
Grab your Pokemon Go app and go here
>>6530970
Underage b&
Grindr, Manhunt, Jack'd, craigslist, Blued (asia).
Almost anywhere in the world you can meet someone willing to hook up on one of these 5 apps.
If you are lucky you might even find someone who is reasonably attractive and nice that is there for more than sex, but I wouldn't hold out too much hope for that.
Why do bisexuals want everyone to know that they're bisexual? Whenever you see someone ask if there are any gays on the internet there will be 5 million people saying "im bisexual do i count :P:P xD" or "i'm bisexual, but..." but you never see gay people do this shit on bisexual threads
>>6530826
Requirements for being considered gay: Like the same sex
Requirements for being considered bi: Like both sexes
Are you genuinely this retarded?
>>6532921
reading comprehension zero: the post
>>6530826
a lot of people dont think bisexual exists
>they think gay is a binary switch that gets turned the instant u do a single gay act
Sooooo some people make a big deal out of not wanting to be called gay to make a damn point. Especially if somone is calling you gay because they dont think bisexuals exist.
>Why do gays make a big deal about being gay all the time. I mean rainbows and dildo costumes? really. chill the fuck out gay dudes
>tfw no butch girlfriend to choke me erotically meanwhile my face is covered in my own blood.
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▶ Trans Info Dump: http://pastebin.com/h1vLPxyV
▶ Beginner makeup resources: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
▶ Size charts: http://www.americanapparel.net/sizing/default.asp?chart=womens.pantse_conversion_chart.php
▶ Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
▶ Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
▶ Voice Training: http://pastebin.com/dgipdsge
▶ HRT info: https://web.archive.org/web/0000000000000/http://taimapedia.org/index.php?title=Hormones
▶Gallery full of cis women of all heights and weights and body shapes to make you feel better about yourself: http://www.mybodygallery.com/
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▶ Zeemaps: https://www.zeemaps.com/map?group=1843968
Previous Thread: >>6529529
> No bullying
> No hugboxing
> No *actions*
> No tumblr shit
> No drama
Let's do our best, girls
kiwi died last night
Grace a cutest
Who here has heard of Baphomet?
I've been doing a bunch of reading about this deity for the past few days and one of the things it represents is the merging of male and female, portrayed by the it's duality and mixed features. It is very much like our own HRT-induced ambiguous bodies with tits.
Although it originates with false accusations of the Knights Templar centuries ago, the modern renditions and etymology point to 'baptism of wisdom'. It is a representation of the pursuit of knowledge, a turning away from God's decree of ignorance. Values which I reckon many of us hold dear.
It's particularly interesting to see the reaction to it from various Christian bloggers online. There's a surprising amount of voices conflating Baphomet with Satanism, and connecting it with the 'evils' of the contemporary transgender agenda, feminism, etc. I fully accept this characterization they present. As a proponent of knowledge through Materialism and the dissolution of theology and traditional conceptions, I think this deity captures my own values.
Does anyone want to come worship Baphomet with me?
Baphomet is invented by enemies of the knights templar, to smear them.
The design is by Eliphas Levi.
This should really be all you need to know about it.
If you are interested in deities that encompasses duality, look towards Ardhanarishvara.
>>6530710
Satanism kinda sounds too edgy. Reading this wiki article about LaVey I'm finding some stuff I normally support, but also a whole bunch of bullshit. The 'membership fee' is pretty kek worthy
It also doesn't talk about androgyny which is the main reason I wanted to post this here
>>6530747
Why is that all there is to know? It's all made up anyway, no reason why I shouldn't expand it.
Thanks for the suggestion though. It does represent the synthesis of masculine and feminine, but it seems more like it's characterized by a binary distinct, rather than a unified androgyny. Also there's no mention of wisdom, which I consider to be the most important characteristic, which is what made me like the idea of Baphomet
>>6530672
> HRT-induced ambiguous bodies
Why does that make me think about Devilman
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ge9pHidD8sc
What does /lgbt/ think of this?
this isn't colorado
>>6530532
Fuckballs! I meant to say Orlando. I'm sorry
>>6530541
so uh,.....are you in colorado ;^)
No one cares about how long your beard is you box of assjuice.
http://variety.com/2016/tv/news/duck-dynasty-phil-robertson-gay-marriage-murder-1201810837/
>>6530191
I care
>>6530191
Stop giving this faggot attention
>>6530191
Literally one of the worst arguments of all time
>gay marriage has never existed because it has never been recognized in the US before!!!
Also many tend to ignore the fact that multiple cultures have practiced polygamy for years
Repressed homosexuals, trannies and anyone else that realises their deviancy is not healthy and tries their hardest not to act upon it GET IN HERE.
sage, looks like you're completely alone...
>>6529961
we get it you're not repressed, fuck off now
>>6529969
Who's "we" Mr Sameguy? Like I said, you're completely alone in here.
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