I have gender dysphora. I've wanted to be a girl since I was 3. I told my teacher in kindergarden that I wanted to be a girl when I grew up. I've been to therapists for this nightmare for over 10 years.
I hate the transgender movement. I hate tumblr, I hate the shitty webcomics, the die cis scum, I hate other transgender people, I hate how people see transgender people, I hate the narcissism, I hate literally everything about it. I want no part of the 'culture' of this. I don't want to be a mentally ill freak who can't accept the way they were born but after struggling with it for 20 years I realized that it's who I am. I don't think I'm a girl trapped in a boy's body or have a girl's soul or anything like that. I just think that I have something physically wrong with the wiring in my brain that compels me to feel that my male body is wrong, that compels me to want to be female despite the fact that being female would bring me no logical benefit. I don't care about getting attention, I don't care about being pretty, I just want to have XX chromosomes and live my fucking life without this hellfire burning in me. I want to be able to work on the shitty parts of my life, to be able to improve myself and work towards my goals without the eternal fucking nightmarish shackles of gender dysphoria seeping into every second of every day. I just want to be on the same fucking playing field as the rest of the world.
Is there anyone here who feels this way? I don't even want to post this on /lgbt/ but I know /r9k/ would just shit all over me. God I fucking hate this
>>5742016
nope, didnt have gender disphoria until high school
>>5742016
Learn to let go.
>I just want to be on the same fucking playing field as the rest of the world
Okay, total 100% honesty.
There is no way whatsoever for you to be cis. You will never be cis. Literally the only way for you to benefit from a level playing field is for the rights and cultural acceptance of trans people to improve.
Your only alternative is to postpone transition and cash in on a lifetime of male privilege as an old hon. And then the self-hatred will only grow deeper.
>>5742016
I feel literally the exact same way. I hate everybody.
https://youtu.be/RabOrfd-4PA?list=PLRQGRBgN_EnrxtvIO8iQIuWItwFfkJ3Vk&t=577
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jKgfPORt1Ww&t=8m9s
What could of been man, if he had transitioned back then ;_;
I thought the honest thing was about not wanting to do work or participate in projects or see people and etc. Like if you gave into everything your id wants and just ate junk food and watched TV forever, your life would go nowhere and everything would suck.
Re him being trans, I think that's a pretty misguided opinion. Yes, he likes pink, girl avatars, dressing up, etc. It's like in response to sexist bigots saying "boy can't like barbies", liberals now say "of course boys can like barbies, but that makes them girls." I dunno. If he experienced severe dysphoria, sure. But not falling neatly into your gender role is not being trans.
That said... dude is definitely bi. In addition to all the really homoerotic stuff he says, he even said he had a crush on and really wanted to date one of his guy friends when he was 16 and identified as bisexual. Then Danny said something like "right, and then you realized you were straight" and Arin kind of went "......yeah." :(
I mean, if he had full-blown dysphoria, he would be in a much worse place than he seems now. Definitely has some degree of gender issues though.
I'm a trans-woman. My bf dislike vaginas and likes my female penis, but I dislike my penis. I want to have a vagina.
He said he will still love me if I do the surgery, but he prefers my dick.
What should I do? I'm not sure if I want to make the surgery if he will not enjoy my vagina.
The important thing to realize is that you won't enjoy it.
>>5740728
Get him addicted to your asshole so either way you'll be fine
>>5740728
I will repeat the same thing i said in other tread: if your bf loves you as a woman - you are already a woman and vagina will not make you more womanish as well as your dick does`t make you less womanish, especially when your bf likes it as female part of your female body.
So you have no serious reason to dislike your dick.
Where my bica bitches at?
Just got these today. Feels good to join the master race.
>>5740708
In what ways is it better than the alternatives?
>>5740741
Well, spiro is always shit.
Though the thing with bicalutamide is that it lets you have some T without the negative effects when it comes to masculizing or inhibiting E. And you don't deal with the side effects such as having reduced aldosterone.
Though it's too expensive. In my opinion Cypro is the way to go if you're a self medder.
>>5740708
What's your source? I've been considering a switch from spiro to Bicalutamide or cypro, can anybody tell me their experiences making the switch? I really want to get on a superior AA
What would you do if you saw someone walking along, wearing pic related as a button?
Ask to his submissive slave
Continue on my way because why the fuck would I give a shit about some neonazi faggot?
>>5740465
I would try to sneak a pic and tweet about it.
I've seen his pic on numerous threads.
>>5740012
Idk he's just an ugly nigger to me
>>5740012
hes number 65 65 is popular number anon so its understandable to have him popular 3==
>>5740018
He's not black. I think he's Hispanic or white.
So I'm still a cute twink and happy but I'm fucking terrified of getting old. What should I do? If ur an older gay guy help meh lol.
Pic unrelated. (duh)
You can't stop the flow of time, OP. All you can do is maintain your looks until the wrinkles and receding hairline catch with you. Just start enjoying the present instead of fearing the future.
>>5739217
WEAR FUCKING SUNSCREEN.
Moisturize.
And get /FIT/.
>>5739225
You forgot take hormones.
I sat in the bus and a guy jumped in he seat next to me. He was kind of close and his arms and legs were brushing against me while he was texting and I felt weird.
Meanwhile am looking at women their nice hair and body and am thinking about buff guys with fat dicks wile having an erection.
Am so confused...
Who is that? Is that a woman dressed up as a baseball player?
>>5739059
you gay
If you want to find out wether or not you're gay, have sex with another man. If you enjoy it you are gay.
If you don't enjoy it, you are still gay because you had sex with another man.
Anyone else here straight but love dick?
>>5739037
Yes I'm a straight mtf too
They're called Bisexuals, OP.
Im bi and i like benis, bagina, ass, abs, thighs, boobs, neck, mouth, ears.
tfw 29 yo virgin
Since a few weeks I get this red spot on my glans. I went to a doctor and he analyzed it and said it was nothing special, gave me a cream and said I should just wait till it vanishes.
It did get better but everytime I stop taking the cream it reappears. The thing is that I'm mtf and a virgin. So it can't be an infection from some sexual encounter.
But since I'm on hrt I noticed that I leak a little more down there and maybe its because of that. But then I take hrt for years now and never had this problem until recently.
I moved into a shared flat with roomates who can't clean for shit. I mean two of them are gay and they shit into the toilet and don't really clean it so I suspect maybe I got it from there since I alway sit down to pee although I always use paper. I just don't know where this shit comes from it drives me nuts...
I got it after I was taken advantage of a girl. She was pretty rough. ;-;
I'm trans too. But anyways what I think is possible why it stays for a transgirl is due to how HRT affects you down there smell / bacterial flora wise.. I wouldn't know for sure. Then there's also the fact on how AA's dry your skin.
Anyways, I plan to get on antibiotics and start cleaning myself down there after every time I pee or something..
>>5738534
>and start cleaning myself down there after every time I pee or something..
>not cleaning your dick after you pee
I had epididymitis once, thought it was testicular tortion, went to hospital and had my ball sack operated on, wasn't fun.
Would it be racist if I fetishize black men and not because of their cock but because of their skin and want to only sleep with a black guy because I want his dark chocolate body engulf my pale white body and his dark hands caressing my underdeveloped tits, tummy and even my thing?
No, it's an aesthetics thing, not a race thing.
Also
>2016
>Thinking skin color is anything more than regional exposure to solar radiation and that race was just an easy construct to differentiate different cultures based on color of skin
shit this is my fetish
don't want aids tho desu
>>5737891
>>Thinking skin color is anything more than regional exposure to solar radiation
Yes, that's how genetics work, of you tan a lot your child will inherit the tan
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Why are trans people so horrible to each other on this board?
I don't really know anyone trans personally so I don't know how reflective this is of irl trans culture. /lgbt/ is generally the most chill, normie board around except for trans people shitting on each other. I'm bi, which is notoriously viewed with contempt in the LGBT community, and the most hate I get is ironic biscum jokes. But you all call each other hons and shit and there seems to be real venom in it sometimes. wtf?
they're like that everywhere else, really
For one, it's 4chan so everyone here acts like complete shit.
Also, the older trannys are jealous of the younger trannys, so this causes a divide.
Also, lots of trans people hate themselves, and by extension, the rest of the community
>>5737466
Years of pent up emotions plus flowing hormones from HRT, as well as a strong desire to look beautiful leads many of us to fight for attention, and tear the competition apart.
Most of the chill trans girls are ones who haven't yet, or just started, their transition (like me). I assume it's probably just all the stress that transitioning brings, which makes them act like total bitches.
Though there are always exceptions. I like talking to fellow trans women for support or questions, and I usually don't get much flak.
TL;DR
I think it's the hormones, OP.
What do we think of transgender people who are comfortable with their genitalia? Is it valid to call oneself trans and transition, but still keep their genitals?
you worry about calling other people transgender as well as being called trans yourself, hon. i'll worry about living my life as a woman and making the choice for what i do with my genitals private.
>>5737149
You mean femboys?
>>5737154
This. There is nothing "male" about having a penis. Fuck off, OP
>bf is in the bathroom douching
>been over an hour
not eating him out tonight. how is your faggotry themed night going leggbuts?
sucked a dick last night for the first time in a while. now all i want is to find some more but not working out :(
>>5737167
socal?
>>5737147
watching criminal minds and dying inside wishing I could be a girl
>tfw you stopped passing as the gender you started out (male)
>but you don't really pass as the gender you aimed for (female)
So, uh....now what? I look like the poster boygirl for "Genderqueer Today". I swear I had people walk right up to me and ask what's between my legs.
pics
>>5736689
I value my privacy, no ty.
>>5736671
That fate is probably going to be my birthday present this year. I'd love to hear how you, or others, are dealing with it. I mean, femgen's answer exists. More directed cosmetic and wardrobe selection might also work?
Or you can be an obvious affront to the sex binary, but most people don't like being a living political statement all the time, even if they believe in that statement.
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