here's my story: (PART I)
Being of a respectable profession and successful, I have this dark side too. It's not masochistic or humiliation that I seek, it's something more subtle. I don't know the term for it so maybe I describe one incident and somebody could tell me.
There's this cruise cinema in Bangkok's Chinatown that I go sometimes when I have this strange urge. I have a fit beefy body with huge pecs that most gay men are envious of. I'm versatile and could have sex with almost any gay guy I wanted. I did but the problem is that, it is always too easy!
I started being only top but in this game, it didn't take long before someone took my cherry. However, it was not as good as how the horn rags said it's supposed to be. So I stayed mostly top but don't mind being fucked if the guy used force on me. Maybe I read too much Gengoroh Tagame manga, I thought that it would be as dramatic as it would be in the manga.
Well, in some ways it was easily better than vanilla sex. I even met a few rough tops who pounded me senseless and made me autocum. But after awhile, we became routine. We tried to spice sex up with mirrors and even sex in the parks. Still, sex only sparked for awhile but soon I got bored with them and looked for new rough tops. These are few such tops and I remained a top till the next guy took me by force again.
I visited Bangkok occasionally and after the boring commercial sex scene, I went to check out the cruise cinema in Chinatown. Ok, to be honest by now I've reached middle aged already. Those money boys love prosperous uncles and I got harassed by them to no end. With my fit body, I don't need any money boy to get sex.
>>5403194
This cruise cinema is frequented by older gay Chinese men and suddenly I realised I'm actually one myself. If I've not taken good care of my body and skin, I'll be just like one of them. There were a few younger men and one beefy young Thai eyeing me.
Our eyes met and we sat 2 seats away from each other. I'm used to having the other party making the first move. But he didn't. I got bored and walked around some more. He would stalk me but not approach me. Others would cruise and touched...
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Hands were caressing all over my nakedness. But I used my hands to guard my cock just in case too much stimulation and I ejaculated too early and lose the fun. Before long, a wet slippery tongue was rimming my ass. It felt good and I kicked off my cheap pants and underwear to widen my stance and bend over a little for his tongue to go deeper.
Then this plump old man tore a condom in front of me and put it on. That sad old man whose hands tried to molest me before and got pushed away. Now I began to worry and stopped all the hands on me. But he was surprisingly quick to...
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He didn't disappoint and almost every thrust he punished me with was deep and loud with his pubes clashing onto my butts. I was delirious and totally slutty by now. He'll push away anybody who tried to touch my cock like it was his personal property.
When I was moaning softly and accidentally glanced to the side, the beefy Thai was sitting right in the next seat and looking at me with woeful eyes. I shot a slutty grin at him and shrugged my shoulders. It's telling him too bad that he didn't take that chance when he could.
Now I began to understand...
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>go to White Nationalist meeting/rally thing
>people notice I'm new and welcome me
>everyone is really nice and likes me (for once)
>other girls give me recipe cards (they're kinda old grandma types) for gaisburger marsch and blood sausage
>tell one of the girls I didn't get to cook much growing up because I was born a boy and men were kept out of the kitchen
>get told I "need...
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I think you know why
>>5402728
kekked heartily, 8/10
>go to white nationalist rally
>cry that they're transphobic
This is the very essence of 4chan.
>have surgery
>regret
>tfw no penis
I have no desire to go back being a man, my penis was an useless piece of meat yet I miss it for some reason. Anyone else share this feeling?
If you're pre-op but want to have surgery, don't you get afraid of regretting it later?
>>5401574
Nope. I'm 7 months post-op and I couldn't feel happier. Having a vagina instead of a penis is a great feeling, I don't miss having that thing attached to me for one second.
>>5401574
Year post-op here. Never missed it once. I've never felt happier. Sometimes I try to see if I miss it but I just can't seem to find any regret. Except that I hate having to sit down to pee ALL THE TIME, but that's just an inconvenience, I don't want a penis.
I want SRS just so I can laugh at myself for being such a faggot that I had my dick cut off
Long story short. My mom and dad divorced 3 years ago. I moved out with a friend and mom and dad sold the house and parted ways. I haven't talked to either of them since, it was really messy when we all split. So yesterday morning out of the blue my father texted me he is in town again and wants to have lunch and talk. I was kinda reluctant but decided to go. He wanted to meet in the local park, I got there early. About 30 min later right when I was about to leave I felt a hand on my shoulder, it was skinny and had painted nails. I looked behind me and it was my fucking...
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That is a really awkward and uncomfortable situation, especially considering you apparently have some gender dysphoria yourself. I guess the best thing to do would be to talk with your dad some more?
>>5396213
But like I feel grossed out by him, seriously.
>>5396221
Talk over the phone?
any other gay men interested in the bagina?
It's literally designed to take in dick and a hell of a lot safer than anal sex with none of the shit. It's why I'm really interested in ftms. But I feel like Ftms probably won't like PIV sex. Not gonna lie, I have a huge cuntboy fetish.
Tell me I'm not alone here.
>an orifice that expels bloody mucus regularly and needs to be ph balanced like a fucking public pool
I'll pass thanks.
>>5380728
ftm here
it doesn't work like that and periods only happen once a month and lasts about a week, after that they're clean.
Some women do have ph balance problems with their pussies but it's not a majority issue really.
just fyi.
Anyone who says FTMs aren't cute and they wouldn't smash one if given the chance is lying. I let one climb on my dick last year and we have been FWB since. The only problem is the Testosterone makes their vag super sensitive and the skin on the inside super thin so you have to really know how to fuck or you will hurt them bad.
Let them peg you or facefuck you with their clit and they will love you forever.
Let's say you're gay/bi/lesbian/trans and somehow you got the option to become "normal" straight for once and forever. Would you choose to do it?
Please serious answers
As for me:
>19yo virgin closeted fag who has never been close to have any experience with a guy
>Not very ugly, but low self esteem
>Depressed for quite some years
>Identity issues
>I believe If i were a straight normie...
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No. I'd be the bitter virgin type and most likely more depressed than I am right now.
no because wedlock leads to kids and kids leads to lifelock
I want to be free and slutty like nature intended
Nah, why the fuck would I want to be straight after years of coming to terms with being bi/trans. Fuck that. Plus straight sex has way more potential to be boring.
What are some examples of bisexual men in film, television, and literature who are NOT sociopaths, Machiavellian, murderers, etc?
Examples of what I'm looking for: Jim Lahey, Jez from Peep Show
Examples of what I'm not looking for: Frank Underwood in House of Cards, Robert Vaughn in Crash, Dorian Gray, Buffalo Bill.
Oberyn from GoT ? Murderer and keen on revenge, but relatively speaking pretty OK dude.
>>5404430
>NOT sociopaths
>wanting a dumb emotional fucker who literally cucks and self limits himself on what he can and cant do because muh morality
>>5404712
This is a really stupid reply, even given the fact that it's bait. Sit down for a minute and think about what kind of a rise or reaction you're going for. There's no angle here. There's no focus. You're like 1/3 of the way to kind of a coldsteel-the-hedgehog edge post, but it's not developed at all. Apply yourself.
So how does /lgbt/ feel about ol' Stefonknee Wolscht?
>>5403667
>Stef on knee
the guy is nuts
he went crazy after spreading his useless white trash seed all his life
white people should fucking burn
Disgusting fetishist hon
pic very related
I feel that there was a point where we needed to stop and we've clearly passed it.
As the year ends and another begins, Statistics become an ever more important way to analyze our world and those who live within it.
The choices we make are our own, however their are other factors the contribute to our sense and illusion of free will. Please complete the following survey to assist me in compiling the information required to chart out where the boundaries of illusion and choice exist for 2016.
>Gender assigned at birth
>Gender expression
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>>5402504
>Gender assigned at birth
Male
>Gender expression
Female
>Gender Identity
Female
>Desired Gender
Female
>letters in first name
j
>letters in middle name
j
>letters in last name
j
>Highest completed certificate/degree
High School...
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CONTCONTCONT
>Number of times you have attempted suicide
>Method of choice for attempt
>Why did you fail?
>Do you drive? If not why
>Do you take public transportation? If so why
>Do you walk/bike/etc.? If so why
>Estimated monthly income for 2015
>Estimated annual income for 2014
>Estimated...
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>>5402504
>Gender assigned at birth
Male
>Gender expression
Neutral
>Gender Identity
Female
>Desired Gender
Female
>letters in first name
k
>letters in middle name
c
>letters in last name
m
>Highest completed certificate/degree
Tech certs...
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My granny recently died and left me £60,000 in her will. That means it's time to pull my dick off - and this time I'm not talking about masturbation. Who are the elite vagina doctors the world has to offer? I know about Suporn, but I'm very dubious about going to Thailand; my sister had a friend who got AIDs from a blood transfusion in a Thai hospital. I'd prefer something closer to home, or at least more European. Heck, even American.
>>5398744
lucky bitch
>>5398744
DON'T drop that thun thun thun EYYY don't drop that thun thun thun
>>5398744
Get your dick whacked off, spend the rest on a wardrobe, and idk, decent facial reconstruction if you started late, then whatever left, throw into the bank and sit on it for awhile, work a few more years and if you've got over 25k left, do some traveling, then find a better job and work till you're ready to retire, also maybe a nice apartment.
>be me
>be tranny
>also be catholic
>"the persun isnt disordrd it be just what they feel is disordered"
>Still basically am called "gravely disordered" by the catechism
>cant even take hormones
>also have transphobic parents
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There's like a billion different versions of Christianity I'm sure you could find one that's okay with trannies
>tfw tranny
>tfw also catholic
hi
>>5390339
True, but by the time i can do that I will be "confirmed" soon basically saying i will stay catholic
Any other mtfs into keking?
>tfw no alpha bf who fucks cuter girls and makes me cook for them
>tfw no gf who fucks boys and shares me with them
Feelsbad
>>5383251
Sure your boyfriend is cool with you taking hormones, Shinji?
>>5383360
C/uck filters to kek. Thanks jap guy
WHO IS GOING?
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>>5403947
>tfw I still won't be able to find a qt foreigner to take me out of this trashole.
>>5403955
what trashhole do you live in
>no bf with a big weewee
>22yo uni student here
I need to tell them cause I have to do the tests for cd4, viral load and probably Western blot asap.
I'm going to tell them this weekend so I really need some advice.
>>5400682
good luck. Your life's not over, but the next few months will be hard. You'll get through this <3
>>5400682
It might be easier if you poz your parents before telling them. Letting them know that you're all in this together won't give them the chance to ostracize you.
>>5400682
>tfw you took 28 poz loads at a gift giver party
woe is you
This is my first time posting on 4chan so bear with me... I hope i'm doing this right...
Wondering what everyones opinions are with regard to top:bottom ratio in the gay community. I feel like there are far more bottoms than tops for obvious reasons/ generalisations / stereotypes.
Is that true? And also do a lot of submissive gay guys end up transitioning into more versatile/ dominant roles?
>>5397077
there's definitely more bottoms than tops
I'm sure there's an infographic of 4chan users that showed it but I don't have it at hand
>tfw you will never stroke Costanza's chest
>>5397077
Where I am there are way more tops and hardly any exclusive bottoms. online dating is practically impossible for me as a vers since I'm rather twinkish and everyone wants me to exclusively bottom.
I think it really depends on where you are.
>>5397180
This is my issue as well. My city is swarming with tops and basically no vers/bottom guys.