>>16991750
You love Roxie but you'll never see her again?
That sucks man. If you're sure you don't have a chance at being with her, then just bang Alana.

>>16991758
Roxie was flirting a bunch too but I'm not sure how much of it was alcohol induced.

>>16991838
If you fuck her and never see her again, it might make those bittersweet feelings even more bittersweet. Ultimately the choice is yours.
Do you get your dick wet like you've never gotten it wet before? Or do you take the risk of nothing happening for a chance at seeing what could've been but won't be?

I texted her good morning, like sometimes I used to do. She responded and we texted a bit, I was at classed and kinda distracted. In the evening I texted her and she replyed at first but then she stopped. Never panicked, let that go and continue hanging out with buddies. At some point I’ve seen her coming back home so, naturally, I wanted to speak with her. I asked her to come and have a smoke with me, she agreed but she was a whole different person. Freaked out when I touched her(sometimes when I talked to her I would put my hand on her knee or whatever, shoulder, hand, etc...
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Ok, the next day, in the morning I was fucking down. Also a free day and I thought “what the fuck, let’s get drunk” so I went outside and bought a bottle of whiskey. Baaad idea. Finished the fucker by evening and I was craving more since this shit makes me feel on top of the world. Ok, go outside and buy another, what is the scholarship for? (apparently I am smart, no kidding). Finished half of that shit and stayed on omegle since 4 am, seen some tits and stuff, it was ok. I went on like this until the week was over and I went home. In 3 days I drank 4 bottles of 750ml...
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I went back to college after the week was over, got there, drank the leftover whiskey and bought another one. There goes about 200$ worth of money on whiskey and cigarettes.(about 6$/pack). Ok, so, Since 20th of march this is pretty much my life. Get drunk and spend time meeting fucking losers like me on omegle.

>Now it gets to the fun part

In my fucked up head, I have fucking feelings for this girl. I have called her once to see how she was the other weekend (exactly 1 week ago minus 2 hours) and texted her 6 days ago to have a smoke...
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>>16987335

That's not true.

People stay the same because security goes down.

They get tied to marriages cars mortgages and debts. They're less willing to take the risks or behave in the ways that bring about change. They get stuck in a routine and stop trying new things.

You can always change. Even if you have all of the above holding you back you can go join a yoga club or take night classes or do something, anything that challenges and refines you.

>>16987335
What's stopping you from traveling?

>>16987339
>People stay the same because security goes down.

Kinda meant for your average 25+ loser that frequents. Most of them seem to stay stuck.

>>16987345
I wouldn't mind travelling, but doing it alone seems harrowing. I mean, I'm your average sperg who's never been holiday.

lets get something straight here... fuck you.

I'm not trusting you anymore, I'm not working with you in a collaborative way anymore. that is some massive bullshit dude. I'm this close to telling the customer to coordinate with you and just washing my hands of it cause fuck that level of disrespect. if you wanted that, you shouldnt have sent it my way and to dictate shit to me and make this a completely non profitable waste of my time after I close shit... thats fucking unacceptable.

you weren't gonna do it, but now that I'm doing all the work and closed the deal you want 50%? are you fucking high?

seriously, this close to walking away. how do I walk away without damaging what that customer will say? it's not even worth it now. literally any other project, literally the smallest thing on my books, is worth more now. that is a massive waste of my fucking time.

AND, AND YOU PROMISED SOME PRO BONO SHIT.

man you need to learn some fucking respect and you need to realize that this is not your shit to be getting into. get the FUCK up out of my business.

btw the next time you interrupt a conversation between me and one of my customers in an obvious weird powerplay bullshit way, I'm gonna call you on it right then and there in front of the customer. you don't understand, I don't need you, or that particular customer. there are literally millions of customers within 50 miles. I will gladly lose that customer to tell you to shut the fuck up and respect what I'm doing. desu, they hate it to. shut the fuck up, mind your own business and butt out of mine and stop trying to fuck shit up.

fucking asshole. I'm quitting whether or not this works by the way. its not like fucking things up is gonna keep your golden employee around. you act so fucking ugly you couldn't pay me enough to stay in this position.

I had a really nice dream. I was looking after this kid, then we somehow got to this field I used to play in when I was a kid. Getting there we ran past a girl from college I had a crush on for years who I thought I'd forgotten about. The field was much bigger than in real life, and the grass was silvery green, tall and dripping with fresh dew. We raced over the edge as it dips into the bank of a hill, I jumped over and won and slid down. There was lavender on the side. It felt good to run, I was felt like I started off slow then zipped along like the wind, it was great....
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Pretty sure me and my friend both said that we would be up for sleeping together. We're really close so it would be more like incest than anything.

My scummy neighbours were screaming and I want to do nothing but pin them down and just bite their faces until there's nothing left.

Give me a random name, G-Chan.

If she wanted to date you, or at least want to sleep with you, she would have swiped right.

>>16994032
See im the kinda person i would've asked her flat out why she didn't swipe me but I can tell you aren't so I've got no advice for you

>>16994049
You must be autistic to think asking that is a good idea

Of course that would make more sense.
But people, male or female, will go after the "other man/woman" before they'd go after their partner.

If they hit the girl, then there will be police warrents and arrests for battery.

Wouldn't it make the most sense to not act like a trained monkey for the audience?

>>16993679
I'm also interested in this.

castration

then join a monastery of your choosing

When you get the urges say a prayer.

Sounds hardcore, OP. Now all you need to learn is how to wake up from the sound of your own screams

On a more serious note, start a dream journal.

>>16993667
You should try marijuana it blocks the brain from dreaming while asleep

>>16993678

Where do you have that from? That would be seriously unhealthy. You're basically saying it completely disturbs normal brain function.

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My mom got tired of me being anti social to her standard and set up an online dating profile for me I met my fiance there. I was feeling a lot better for the next couple years I had someone to hangout with when I was sick and my grades were really good and I loved graphic design. Last summer I finished my graphic design and got a job, when I had this job I got even more sick and started developing an even worse anxiety disorder. I got so sick that I was being hospitalized at least once a week. My mind was decaying I made a choice to pick my health over my dream career. To me...
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>>16993595
I am either not myself pumped with drugs and numb or I am myself and in constant pain or just sleeping all the time. The only thing that calms me down is by playing games and pretending I am in a different body in a different world. I know things are not meant to be perfect but I hate this torment. I hate being only half alive. I hate this. I see no point in suffering and dragging my body around just to be able to play games 20 hours a week. I see no point in not working at all either and just playing games straight....
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I'll bite.

But only if you don't blogpost this shit and tl;dr it

This is just a rant about your shitty life from the looks of it and i'm not gonna sit there and read your self-pity.

Can't you appreciate the fleeting beauty of that moment? Unspoiled by reality, it will forever exist in your mind. How bittersweet. If she had been made any more real, if the moment had gone on to long, the drudgery of existence and the colorlessness of your days would have infected her like everything else. I personally cherish those moments when I saw beauty that I never saw again, and that I never tried to make my own. It will exist inside my mind until I die, and I can carry it with me, whenever I want to feel that sweet pain, that harrowing elation of a single, ephemeral...
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>>16993613
Because it's extremely frustrating.

>>16993643

Embrace it.

What kind of advice would he need? "Stop being a shithead"?

Those are the type of people you cannot reach. It's better to just cut them out of your life.

thank christ these people still exist and will exist forever

>I think i made the biggest mistake of my life
>I've met this girl on Tinder


no

I think you don't know what "red pill" means.

Also, what's the advice you need? "Don't fuck up things for yourself intentionally"? Or maybe "Stop being such a huge fuckin' idiot"?

>>16993539

i'm sorry, there's something wrong with it? She didn't seem the kind of girl that uses tinder, she even deleted it.

No, not really

Closest you can come to is dating other women while maintaining some variance of friendship.

>>16993186
Fuck her friends. She'll inevitably get jealous and come back to you. Then you make her lick your butthole and move on to the next slore.


Or you could follow the toxic SJW/feminist rhetoric that's plaguing this board and be forever a cuck, your call.

Just approach her and tell her that if she doesn't like you that it's ok and you can still be friends. Don't try to force someone to do something they don't want to.

Just have a conversation with her I think. You might regret not at least giving her a chance and just because you talk to her once doesn't mean you have to have her back in your life completely.

I wouldn't. My dad left us when I was 1 for another woman and he kicked us out of the house. We had to live with my grandma and my mom worked 2 jobs. 10 years later he came back to see us said he was praying for us and he loves my sister and I but I told him that when we needed a loaf of bread he wasn't there and now that he needs me he wants to meet me. I told him he's a stranger to me and to have a good day. But I don't know how you feel so IDK.

Talk to her. Lay it on her that you think of your aunt as your real mother, the person who supported you financially and emotionally.

She's fucked up, and hopefully realizes it by now. Be open, but be cautious.

too vague, what advice are you looking for? You should put your hand on her vagina next time she sits next to you.

>>16993268
It should be somewhat obvious that I am looking for some level of interpretation as to her actions as she is quite outgoing with alot of people put shyer when it comes to me.

>>16993293
Ok, that makes sense.

Hand on vagina. Also, you sound like an asshole