Talk to your dad, ask him what's going on.

>>17101139
>Am I nuts?
No, your mom is.

>>17101144

this. regardless of whatever you might not be tellign us, your dad will shoot it straight wiht you. surprised he hasnt already.

etiher way if you can support yourself oyu should.

im so curious as to your logic though. you were kepeing your old place but living with your parents? why not just get a new place closer to work?

>>17101100

had what?

>>17101119
I was doing antidepressants.

>>17101161

if you take anti depressants and are still depressed than you arent clinically / chemically depressed. you just are reacting to your life as it is and you dont like it.

generally changing the things you dont like is how you fix.

Should mention he dumped me on Valentine's night when I asked if he saw a future with us. Then walked past me as I stood crying in the street and didn't say a damn thing/stop, just kept walking. Smh

>>17101018
>What the fuck is wrong with me /adv/?

My armchair diagnosis is incredibly low self-esteem.

You can pay me in pictures of corn.

>>17101037
Accompanying theory is that your dad was a similar piece of shit or completely absent from your life.

>>17101004

they literally only do it to females they are interested in, you're good to go. you might have to make a move if you dont want to waste any time, btu there is no way in hell this guys gonna reject you.

Have you tried talking to him? half of the time being reserved doesn't mean closed-off it just means it just means they aren't going to loudly blurt things out.

>>17101021
>>17101036
Well I was just asking so I wouldn't be completely off base and make the whole thing awkward. I don't want to come onto someone who just sees me as a friend.

I feel incredibly attracted to him when I'm around him or so much as think about him so I was wondering if that's the thing people call sexual tension or if I'm just being weird and seeing something that isn't there.

hey. i'm 18, my bf is 20. we started dating two years ago, when i was 16 and he was 18. i believe that it happened even if i would 15.
but theres a huge difference between our relationships and your situation. you should think wisely, bro.
she wouldn't change just bc you'll say that she is gone too far. you can try but i guess you'll fail.
you should distract your mind from her. hey boy! you're gonna graduate! there's a new life waiting for you after school. you'll enter the university or college (or find a job, i dunno, it's...
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>>17101136
It's the OP here. I'm hoping to have some sort of influence. I just approached her and asked in my own unique awkward way with a simple "Hey" then we continued to sort of talk. I was cock blocking her from her girl friend but I asked her if we could talk a little after school. Hopefully things go well for me. I also have a ton of facial hair which doesn't make things easier for me in terms of looks (by that I mean I look very old).

>7th grade
>15

She sounds pretarded.

Do you do ANY foreplay? Maybe she has just no idea what to do. Have you talked to her about it? Is she being annoyed by sex or more shy?

And no. Sex should def not be like that...

>>17100991
we foreplay pretty hard, but its getting difficult because she doesnt like me touching her vagina, and she doesnt want me to lick her anymore. im sexually frustrated, and so is she, but shes had more sex experience than me. But i feel like she doesnt even know how to have sex, but she doesnt understand that my frustration with her is not completely unwarranted. Im just baffled that in her experience she knows nothing.

Yes that boring, the average veiled Muslim is more sexually exciting than that. She isn't horny at all? she has no sexual fantasies? does she even get wet?

>>17100933
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>Two months ago
>Meet girl on tinder
>Instant like her, settle up a date
>Go on dates every since, mostly at our places for movie and sex, but also having dinner, going to the city, even talking about going to the zoo and on holiday
>We see eachother twice a week, really like eachother
>Then...
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Fuck me guys, this is why I didnt want to fall in love.

>>17100933
its tinder, she's obviously found someone else. best case scenario, you're on the backburner for when she's bored.

move on

>fun in Cleveland
Killing yourself would be enjoyable.

>>17100922

>fun clubs to take mammy and papi

>>17100853
bump.

>>17100853

yeah you sound kidn of retarded. if you ahve the money consider investing in actual speech therapy. if not, consider googling 'how to change my voice' etc. its mostly for people with accents, but you can too.

my voice is too high. so i purposely lower it. dont do anything other that just talk lower. one person asked why my voice sounded different, said i had a sore throat over the weekend. now its just my voice.

>>17100853
From where do you originate?. I too know the horrors of a shitty voice even if others say lots ok

>>17100832
Guys like to know that you're enjoying their efforts, so moans, compliments, body movement in rhythm with theirs, those things are all nice.

Inexperienced guys will be ragingly insecure and will be watching closer for affirmation from you of their sexual prowess.

>What turns on a guy?

Literally most things.

>What is a girl supposed to do during sex?

Be there.

It sounds like you should make your first time with a more experienced guy who knows what he's doing and can teach you.

I don't have the answers, I'm sorry, but I just wanted to say I'm in the same boat and I hope you get through this. If you need a friend to talk to I can give you my skype, you can talk to me about how you're doing.

>>17101345
What's your situation at the moment? I don't want to be somebody that just relies on someone like yourself for solving my problems but then doesn't reciprocate.

>>17101349
I just feel kind of stressed and anxious and lost in life. I've been dealing with anxiety and depression for about 8 years now too. Don't have many people to talk to. I've been making it work and getting by as best I can but every day's a struggle. I don't really want to pour it all out here but trust me I have a lot of problems too hah

Is there any possibility you will be in a relationship with this person again?

I would put it away for a while, it shouldn't affect you just being there.

>>17100812
>wat should i do something reasonable or something over the top

dunno anon, how much of a fag are you? obviously locking away is the same as destroying unless you are so weak willed that the ability to look at things and feel bad as a result is too much of a siren's song for you

Does a suicide attempt count as a medical emergency? Can my employer fire me for missing work from being put in a mental ward?

Someone please, I am desperate to get out of here and my job is the only thread of hope that I have. I need my job to get out of here and I can't lose it because I can't stand living here.

if this thread is real, you need to go see a professional make you feel better person, in fact i'm sure they will have given you some advice and pamphlets and shit at the mental ward

but this doesn't sound real at all

if it is real, try providing a lot less scattered and vague posts and some actual information. like is the problem that you have a job, got depressed and stopped going to work and now you are afraid you don't have a job?

i don't even know bc you can't even fake a plea for help that makes sense

*losing

I don't think you are realistic, I think you're missing big parts of the picture. You're not stoic of course, just too negative. I wont try to give specifics because it's easier just to leave it slap you in the face later.

>>17100793
Why even bother responding if you are only going to say
>You are wrong. I will not give any reason for this statement because I am right and you are wrong.

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nihilism is a false conclusion based on the assumption that birth is the beginning and death is the end. look more into the concepts in jainism and buddhism to get out of your hole. birth is not the beginning, death is not the end, yet life is still a meaningless survival struggle; the difference between this view and yours is that yours leads to a dead end and personal stagnation while buddhism leads to nirvana or escape from this vicious cycle of existence via gradual sanctification. your nihilism leaves you a stunted person, just a bleak pessimist waiting blithely for oblivion,...
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>>17100769
Go vegetarian?

I can identify with that fear. I have heard from family members of people who got into accidents and received head wounds and became almost new people. I fear that some how I could change unknowingly as a person. I think it is the fear of letting go of self awareness. I would rather die and be nothing then become something else with the loss of my self. I suppose maybe try to regard the fact we are always changing, and even our memories of the past are changing constantly as we re-remember things as we grow as people.

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I think it would be AWESOME to have a deep fear of something that is almost impossible to happen.

I have a deep fear that my youngest kid's leukemia will relapse, or that my wife will inherit the blindness that affected her mom. And I'm definitely afraid that my oldest kid will meet with trouble because he wants to pay for college by applying for ROTC.

You know how you deal with this stuff? Same way you eat an elephant. You take a bite, and then another. You push through it.

OP, you're going to die. So am I. So is everyone who is living...
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