I just wanted to vent this out to anyone who would bother to listen. I kept things bottled up for too long I'm afraid to tell anyone else. But I'll tell you guys and be forgotten the next day so I don't regret letting things out.

>>16859470
Don't create excuses for yourself. Your back should not be limiting you. I have it too. Youre using various things to defer blame rather than putting it on yourself.

Youre fat because of you.
You're ugly because you're fat.
You're depressed because you spend entire days at home, eating, rather than working on bettering yourself.

Life didn't throw anything bad at you. YOU threw bad things at yourself.

I'm sorry this is what you're going through, but what...
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I'll type some more stuff out. My family grew up poor and my parents are Asian immigrants. We were isolated here with no support system so we're on our own. I grew up being an awkward kid that made absolutely no friends up to college where I dropped out because I couldn't handle the stress of schoolwork. And yes I got the typical Asian parents school treatment wanting A's and shit, but after they found out I couldn't accomplish much they kinda gave up on me and just told me to be able to get a job, but I can't even do that now.

Up from my...
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Dont, if she does not want to be with you anymore then she shouldnt be hanging around you. Why give her the benefits of being in a relationship with you when she does not have to give anything in return

>>16859467
I have the same problem. Bump.

>>16859492
I broke up with he,. she didn't break up with me.

You could try to buy things in bulk like rice, and add various different things to it. (Tuna in oil and soy sauce with rice is my favourite thing ). And flour, learn how to make breads off the Internet. Look for how to cook all sorts of things that are affordable, and find stuff you really enjoy the taste of and would be more inclined to eat. Assuming part of the reason you tend not to eat much is because you can't be bothered with it. That's the problem I have anyway.
Trying to eat smaller amounts more often could help you gain weight? Although it could be difficult...
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It could be part of mental illness if you have that? My depression does the same thing to my appetite. If that's the case, or a contributing factor, then you can try to alleviate depression/ other.

Can you cook for your parents (and therefore yourself)?

>>16859450
>when did you guys move out
19. Was out for about two years and then had to move back in with mommy and daddy when it got too expensive.

Been here ever since and now 24. It's pathetic, but I get along with my parents and they like having me around to help out.

>>16859450
Still there at 25 cause they don't have a problem with it. I pay like 350 a month and it's way cheaper than renting for 1 and easier than rooming. I do want to leave if the chance comes up though.

Go on faceberg or whatever and look for roommates.

>>16859442

life is very broad. i was a completely average student, but i make decent money running a small business (not the owner, he just hired me) and the experience will translate into me eventually getting a job at a not so small business where i make between 40 and 60 thousand a year depending on what my exact title ends up being. possible escalation from there, but in tihs day and age if you can get 40k you can live just fine.

despite how everyone on 4chan claims to be a megamillionaire CEO, its not the case.

>>16859442
18+ website

I guess it depends what you want to do after highschool?

I feel really guilty but should I? Would you classify that as trying to fuck her? Should I tell my friends what happened?

I really thought this girl was interested in that sort of thing. Should I talk to her about it directly? She's stirring up drama and I don't think thats like her so I'd still rather not just say fuck that and tell her to shut up. We've sort of drifted apart but I'd rather we stayed friends.

>>16859420

>i ask her out
>she doesnt like me
>i try to use science to prove to her that she likes me
>everyone (except her) says she should like me, therefore it is law
>she starts spreading rumors that i like sex
>shes only saying that cuz i tried to have sex with her!
>so basically what im asking is......
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>>16859431

>should i feel guilty

nah you wanted something, you went for it, it didnt work.

>should i tell my friends what happened

nah. they already know. you DID try to fuck her. sure you stopped at her butt cuz she didnt reciprocate, but the way you worded that aloen shows your endgame was to fuck her, and if not that, get as close to fucking her as possible. sure you also had feelings but thats irrelvant.

>tell...
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>>16859404

>things went good

good

>today she no text

maybe shes busy. did you text her? maybe she had nothing important to say? relationships progress. you arent going to text her every day for the rest of your life. excitement wears out. you become 'comfortable'. in the meantime, shes just busy and had nothing of important to say.

>what can i do/say to make this better?
unlock the sound test menu and listen to the following stages in this order: 04, 01, 02, 06

you dont have to listen to the whole song, just skip to the enxt one. you should hear a 'ring' sound effect when completed. and then you'll automatically have all 7 chaos emeralds.

>>16859423
>did you text her
i did
>nothing important to say
we rarely talk about important stuff, not that we don't ever, it's mainly small talk and random questions (i.e "things that scare you" etc.)

>>16859605

yeah, but did you get all the chaos emeralds?

The people I've known who don't have work visas had to do it under the table. One worked for a family friend's restaurant, another at a shooting range. You'd probably have better luck finding some small business that pays cash from other people in your situation in your area.

>>16859387

>i cant legally work
>how do i work legally?

apply for a work visa. you wont get one. probably. or you can just do it illegally. work at a restaurant or other business where tehy hire dirty foreigners off the books. do some maid service once a week, go to the gigs section of craigslist and see what odd jobs you can pick up.

or find the dumb people who dont know how to internet on campus. say you will download them up to ten movies for...
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on a student visa you cant work at all???

that doesn't seem accurate.

which visa do you have? a J1?

>>16859379
If female, sell sex

>>16859379
If male, sell sex

>>16859379
If female sell sex.
If male. Suck alot of dick. Try and stay away from black ones. Niggas are broke mofo

I'm sort of in the same situation, OP. Thing is my acquaintances are all online ones that either live in another country or far away from me.

The one acquaintance I met in school can rarely visit the city I live in. He's coming to town soon for a weekend and invited me to join him and go to a rock concert/event. I'm not a fan of concerts like those and would rather spend time somewhere quiet. Given I have been feeling ultra lonely lately, I'm considering going just to spend time with someone else.

I find it unlikely we will have much fun, as...
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>>16859372
bump

>>16859372
Girl B.
Don't be the rebound for girl A

>>16859646
Thank you m8.

Tell the guy to f off

>>16859396
But she says that he is her friend.

She is setting up your potential replacement. Either that or she is actually cheating on you, which i doubt.

>>16859353
The female orgasm is a fickle thing. She may have emotional barriers even she doesn't know about. Try having conversation while the deed is being done. Worked for me.

>>16859353
You're trying to make her orgasm, that's the problem.

You can't force it.

I think you being there could be better.

I don't think that you'll ever get over the child you lost, unfortunately. It is a sad thing to deal with but hopefully the new child will bring out some happiness for the both of you. Best of luck.

Love this baby as much as you would the one that died. You sound like a good parent I'm sure you'll do good.

I am sorry to hear about the circumstances. Losing a baby is never that easy, but that far along is especially rough. The above said, congratulations on patching things up with your ex and on your new pregnancy.

Have you seen a therapist before? A grief counselor may be best; they specialize in cases dealing with loss like this. Maybe you've already done this -I don't know- but I've got to check.

You mention that you never named your first child: it sounds like this weighs on you. Have you considered giving him a name? The ancient Romans used to...
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You need a montage

I never did and now I work at the post office.