>>17120825
Embarrased.
Next question!

>>17120825
>I was too drunk to say no.

Kindly fuck off.

Well, you were drunk, so it can be considered rape. I really, really, hope you don't go off and try reporting him and getting him fucked over, honestly. It just sounds like you just regret it happened, and that's fine.

Girls,

Do you care if a straight guy experimented in college and decided he didn't like it? Would you bail if you found out? Do you not care? Would you rather know or not hear?

>>17120139
Probably wouldn't care to know, unless the situation arised where it could provide insight or sympathy towards a position. Definitely not something you'd bring up while choking down a footlong from Subway.

>>17120139
No one wants to hear that

Some men are into sluts and some aren't.
Its the same as with women.

>>17119485
Why does it have to be immediately dismissed that I am a slut? Why does that word even need to be associated? My "number" doesn't describe the person I am and it never should. Someone who is lacking confidence in themselves and lack bedroom abilities throw that word around as if it somehow redeems their inexperience.

>>17119493
>Why does it have to be immediately dismissed that I am a slut?
It wasn't dismissed though? He called you a slut,

>>17124444
>Im Greek

Sorry m8 Russian women only like men that can pay their debts

hur hur hur hur hur hurh ur hur hruh implying Russians are any more well off than anyone else

can you speak russian?

She likes you, maybe some day she would get back together with you!

But the fact is you cheated on her and she will never forgive you or trust you again because of that. Even if she breaks down and you snag her back it won't end well, she'll always harbour those feelings of hurt and betrayal and it'll end up eventually destroying the relationship.

For the best of you both, don't get back together.

Hmmm mistakes happen especially if youre young. It will be hard to get her to trust you again, understandably so. Basically youre paying the price for your fuck up and you seem angry about it, didnt you learn as a child that there are consequences for fucking up? Just do the time like everyone else. She talks to you everyday so it seems like she'll get over it, you just have to understand that she isnt necessarily playing games qith you for the sake of it. You put her in a bad spot so she needs to reevaluate you and her philosophies of relationships. It takes time to work...
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>>17124435
I don't know if this helps my case, but it wasn't even PIV intercourse. Drunk heavy petting and I told her almost immediately.

I feel conflicted because for one I hate myself that I did this to her and 2 I hate how I made her feel.

She has told me some days she feels like she'll be able to forgive me. And it's confusing about the trust because she /still/comes to me fr emotional support and her secrets.

>>17124405
Antihistamines

>>17124413
C'mon man, I don't want to kill myself, just sleep.

>>17124425
>Antihistamines
>I don't want to kill myself

M8 don't worry about tomorrow, judging by your post you won't be graduating University. Drop out and save yourself the cost of tuition

I don't see how it could go wrong live stream it.

call the fire department and let them know what your planning on doing.

i dont think the fire department would have a problem with it

same brah. you'll learn to get over it and accept it as it is because that's life, anon.

>>17124325
but feels

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>>17124292
>are you me

I'm going to bed after this, because it's 4am, but I live by myself (ie, no friends or family) and I can tell you; porn makes you feel worse, and setting yourself daily goals and meeting them makes you feel better. Porn will depress you more, so just get it over and done with. Don't jack off for hours.

So, keep working out. That's good, I do it too, I've got weights at home and a freezer stocked full of chicken and a cupboard full of bread and vegetables. But you want to mix it up. Add in some reading, be it for your degree or for pleasure.

>week by week I'm losing motivation to lift, what used to be an hour and a half full workout is now 10 minutes and then giving up and calling it
Are you recording your progress? Do that, it gives you motivation. Seeing yourself get better and better makes you feel better.

>>17124313
cont

And videogames are shit, too. I don't have any friends, and videogames these days are meant to be played with friends or they're fucking depressing as shit.

The important thing to remember is, we're still young, and still have the rest of our lives.

if the depression gets too bad try anti depressants and maybe some therapy.

At least you're not willing out the hair on your scalp. You should probably talk to a therapist about it if it's anxiety driven

I do the same when I'm on the toilet or in a standing urinal.

Maybe I should shave more of it off.

I do this once in a while. I'll just sit there and start plucking hairs out. I'll shave it off if I have sexy time.

Well after 6 and a half years you sound like you don't really know her that well still, so yeah you're probably better moving on.

>>17124231
I know her rather well actually, we just have a habit of being good friends and drifting apart on occasion. We have both seen each other at our lowest, we know each other's personalities, and both of our relationship needs. I should also point out she is openly trans, and I have made it very clear to her that I am no way ashamed of her because if I was then I would have no business talking to her, and if my family ever asked me about her being trans then I would completely honest because it would be disrespectful...
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>>17124231
But also, I would like to add that the option of simply moving on seems to be the better option because I am getting older now and I no longer have the time to waste on someone else who isn't feeling the same as myself.

have you tried anti-depressants and therapy?

Stop coming to 4chan and unplug from the internet in general if you can.

Negativity is all the rage online and it takes a serious toll on your subconscious.

Start smiling more and fake being interested in your coworkers and acquaintances bullshit.

I also have crippling social anxiety.

night time security guard, literally getting paid to do nothing

I don't plan on breeding but I need a job to get me by.

sounds like regret.

>>17123970

Also, I'll go through a picture and remember where I was when I got it and the things I was doing. Like I am going back through time of all our time apart.

>>17123978

There's no one else I want to be with. I do regret not being able to take my international leave to go see her though. It will probably be close to Christmas time when I will be able to take it and be with her again.

>>17123864
you can jerk it all you want
busting a nut is where you run into problems

>>17123877
What if you smoked weed or took yohimbine root and maca?

Your dose is too high. Talk with your doctor about cutting it.