>>16919179
1: Dont take drugs.
2: Find something in life you enjoy, besides isolating yourself.

>>16919183
When you say drugs do you mean SSRIs or other drugs in general? Because I did used to take a lot of drugs but I've decided to move away from that now.

>>16919189
Everything, there is nothing that cant be cured without pills, before pills where invented they used conversations and herbs to heal people. dont take that shit.

Hey man, I've been there. I persevered through uni and then took off overseas to escape the bubble that was my life. It's been tough at times but I don't regret it in the slightest.

In terms of your studies, it's just a matter of pushing through. I'd recommend going part time for a while if you can afford it but if not, what can you do except maybe take up a reduced study load if you don't mind extending your time at university a bit? It's a matter of how long you can maintain burning the candle at both ends, as it stands.

>>16919187

i'd like to take a break, but then i'd completely fall behind and i don't think i could catch up again. it'd probably be for the best if i did only take one course at a time, but then i get reduced financial aid.

you had that trip planned for after university? how did that go?

Hell, man. We should have a one-of-these-threads general since it's so common around here.
I'm in a similar boat, btw:

>no aspirations in life that don't make me feel guilty and egotistical
>second to last semester pre-med student
>almost 30 y.o.
>behind in studies out of sheer negligence (i didn't show up to classes during whole semesters)
>studying just in order to get more money
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I'll cut to the actual advice and suggest therapy. You've done a good thing in identifying that this impulse and your low self-esteem are not good for you. Do something about it.

>>16919175
Yeah, I know i need therapy. I was just interested in the subject of lying, since I see a lot of people on here telling various white lies to their spouses and such. I think it affects you on a subconscious level, for instance making you more untrusting of others.

>>16919157
I used to lie a lot when I was a teenager, but after being caught, I stopped. I'm now blunt and very honest, sometimes to a fault, but people seem to respect that. And if you have weird, awkward stories from being young, then it will make you seem more human. Humans are imperfect creatures.

For example, when I was in middle school, I was in art club with a few good friends. We took a trip to the arts section of the local college and had an assignment where we had to draw depictions of the Holocaust. I...
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The only two ways you're going to make decent money are:
1) personal connections in the industry or
2) being sought after for your qualifications and experience.

Obviously you're right in that the amount of money you're being offered is insufficient. I suggest being patient, getting whatever certs you can while you're working your current job and looking to get more hours and/or a better position. Right now you don't have anything attractive to offer.

>>16919134
How was PC technician gig? I am looking into that industry

>>16919166
It's alright, that's what I do now, pay is crap though, which is why I made this post.

Going in I had never used a Windows or Linux computer in my life. I had no experience with hardware, or software installations. I just had my degree from a good school (in RoR dev and Node dev) so I was hired because they needed more people with degrees.

>>16920165
>Someone bumped my old ass thread that got no attention
Thanks

I dropped out of college but didn't withdraw from my classes. Ended up with 3 F's on my transcript. I went back to college 4 years later. Eventually re-took those classes. Ended up graduating with a 3.4 GPA.

You either need to man up with the proper help of course, whether it's medication or therapy, or just take a break. You could talk to someone in administration and most likely be put on some sort of academic probation.

i want to eat only meat because i m neanderthal and heterosexual

the fuck is a cucurbit??

also, OP make sure your almonds are activated

>>16918677
See this sounds good on paper but what all good diets need is variation.

Have some base ingredients that are healthy (fish, veggies, chicken, etc.) And find different dishes that have them.

But yeah you're fucked.

Since you have no tolerance, you will most likely immediately throw up, waste your time, waste money and be found laying in a pool of vomit.

>>16944505

i have a pretty strong stomach. i have a history of a lot of DXM (cough syrup) use and it kinda made it so that i almost never vomit from anything. do you think if i added benadryl it would make a difference? i have 450mg of that. or maybe something to settle my stomach, too (although benadryl does that for me)?

EMT here, nope. Pills are about the worst way you can try to kill yourself, all that cocktail is going to do is make you extremely sick and a few hours into complete agony everyone calls 911 no matter how much they wanted to die. Then you get taken to a hospital and your stomach gets pumped but the amount of pills that got absorbed by your system absolutely KILLS your liver and most people who attempt suicide by pills end up with liver failure ~a decade later.

And as the other guy said since you have no tolerance for alcohol you'll just going to get sick and vomit...
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>>16943912
English

Depends.. Would you get a loan or do you live in a country where education is free?

>>16943912

Probably any degree if you're not going to join a trade or go to vocational school. Lesser degrees are stuff like music, language, gender studies, archaeology, unless you want to continue working in academia, which isn't a bad goal if that's what you want.

But really, it's all in what you do with it. Getting a degree is a prerequisite to just getting your foot in the door in most cases, though.

It's fun to feel like satan and jesus at the same time. I like playing guru. I love all of you motherfuckers/

I want to kill myself but too scared to do it

I have nothing to say...

>>16942948
Interesting results. I'll add this to my observation notes.

>>16942948
Go to a therapist

>>16942948
Yea, you can read it even on wiki that drugs can accelerate mind problems when you are weak willed or with hidden problems.

Stay clear of drugs.

>Physicists, philosophers and other academics
Stop reading such literature if you can't live with the information it gives you.
>I'm afraid
Stop being afraid anon and keep living your life.
>mean for my mental health and sanity
Until you develop...
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Its something I'd expect a 15 year old goth girl to wear.

Forgot to say, it is way darker, not as shiny as in the pic

looks like you are some guy interested in devil things. And maybe insecure when you have to ask about this on 4chan :-D

>look childish?
Never seen anything like that on adult person so yes.

So go back to Japan, stupid

>>16943244
Go back.
Life will be possible everywhere, living with regrets can be much harder.

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cont.
>October 2015
>4 days since I am home in the US
>I cry myself to sleep every night thinking of her
>The emotional strain is too much
>same with her. We can't move on.
>We get back together. Long distance relationship
>We message every day. Our love keeps growing stronger.
>She says that other guys want to have sex...
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From last thread >>16941236


While having sex with gf I think while I pulled condom I probably touched my sperm I am not sure.

We had many time sex and I think that I touched in my precum and cum and fingered maybe I did not at all of these but I have feeling that I did.

So is it possible to get pregnant by fingering?

From last thread: >>16941237
to both genders, would you find a bikehorn to be a turnoff?

my father was a circus clown and he died of colon cancer and left me behind his bike horn and i keep it with me wherever i go

From last thread: >>16941239

Ladies.

Is it more important to service your feelings, or tell you the truth regardless of how offensive it maybe?

>>16942986
i like it, it gives us control and allows us to separate ourselves from the beta faggots that suck at it

>>16942992
But suicide rates among beta faggots is on the rise and that's really bad for the economy in the long run.

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>>16942986
>Why do men have to do all the work in dating?
To filter out the men who won't do any of the work in the relationship.

But you already know that, don't you, boner-boy? It's what you've been told literally hundreds of times, as you've serial-reposted the same damn question here every day for months.

Or did you think I wouldn't recognize you? I'll give you points for a slightly greater deviation from the norm for your question, but you're...
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>>16942985
literally anywhere

>>16942998

Literally useless advice. Hitting on a stranger grocery shopping, for example. is something a normie would never do, and it would probably get you banned from the store.

>>16943001
it would get you banned because youre a socially awkward beta faggot with no communication skills. on the other hand it would get me a number