Hello /x/
This is my very first time literally posting on here and my first thread on here as well but that is not important right now.
I come from /k/ to post this because this is the only place I know I can post without it getting deleted because of the mods over on /k/ deleting it because it does not have anything to do with weapons but more with my spiritual experience I just had and since this is the only place that talks about these things I may as well get to the chase.
I live out in a secluded area at the moment and I was sleeping one night trying to ease the troubles of my past and sins until I woke up to a startling sting on my head which instinctively reaching to it and pinching it and hold it out to see what it was.
It was an ant, a small innocent ant that has died within my fingers which I felt remorse for killing it but this is where it gets weird.
I immediately felt stings after stings all over my body and as I jump out of my bed I then realized that I was not actually awake but in a lucid dream and this dream I was covered in ants all over my body as they bite and sting before me to which I did not try to fight them off because I do mot want to hurt them for they are simple ants doing what they do in their nature and also I know I am not in any real dangers.
But the pain grew much unbearable almost unrealistic amount of pain but knowing my faith I resisted the urge to slap them off and stomp on them but I got to thinking that something was going on beside my dream as to why am I feeling these vivid pains?
>>17615542
That was when a bright light shown to me as I fell to my knees from the pain I was being inflicted on and as I look up I think I found god. Like seriously I'm not making up from all my prayers and the pain I had directly experience from life and the headaches I had from the past I am now infront of my god the almighty but I was not able to see his face nor confirm what I am actually seeing but I believed that it was god because my mind was telling in my own voice in my head it was him.
That was when I saw his eyes and this stricken me with both fear and joy from the way his blacken eyes stared down into my soul while the ants where holding me down against my will but I refused to resist knowing you must never resist god himself or his angels.
That what I thought at first until he placed his hands through my chest gripping my heart and suddenly I couldn't breath nor feel nothing but ungodly pain in my chest and that was when I truly saw what was really standing infront of me and this will be forever my nightmarish experience.
It was me but his chest was ripped apart and his glory light was suddenly turned into blood red and the ants grew into ravaged beasts and begin tearing my skin off slice by slice as this "demon" was holding my heart inside my chest and I swear I thought that I was going to hell because the wall behind this thing split open and there was tortured souls deep within and all the sins that is in my past was now before my eyes and I was helpless and genuinely terrified because how could this happen to me!?
I started to shout at it to go back to hell and not to come back to me ever as christ commands it but rhat was when I heard my own voice from this thing saying "don't worry I'll go but not without my other half of the bargain." He started to laugh as my hesrt was ripped out and my arteries were attached to it was pulling me to this hellish world.
>>17615545
I then started to try and fight off these once innocent ants off of me but my soul was being ripped out before my eyes as this impostor of me was fucking laughing just fucking laughing louder and louder and before he could drag me close to the wall I suddenly felt my head split with pain immediately and that was when I woke up and found my head bleeding on the carpet floor. I still do not know why my head was bleeding because I didn't hit my head on anything but I have this freezing cold feeling in my chest and I think that a demon was trying to get me.
I been a good Christian I been a hply man I devoted my fucking LIFE to god but I now find myself afraid and scared for my life because of this experience I mean I KNOW it was a dream but dear almighty it was very fucking vivid and so I haven't slept for several days since then and I been carrying my crucifix around my neck and kept it on me while tending to my errands but my eyes are getting heavy and no caffeine is helping me no more.
I'm afraid to go to sleep I'm afraid to face that demon and I don't know any other way to combat this thing and I did everything by spraying salt on my entire house and on my bed and carving crosses on my walls and literally punched myself to see if I would stay awake just a little bit longer but I'm afraid if I fall asleep this demon will surely get me then.
It's been four days and this will be my fifth night without sleep and I'm afraid for my soul which is still freezing cold.
What am I supposed to do to insure that this demon will not get me?
Is it even a demon I don't fucking know what it is but it just fucking tried to kill me in my sleep so that is why I am posting this on here to seek advice from /x/
>>17615542
im not reading any of that shit nigga
We're long overdue for another general. From now on, if you've got a youtube or other video clip to share, post 'em here, that way we don't have dozens of random threads scattered all over the place. Posting a description or comment with your link instead of "hey /x/ check this out" is also highly recommended. And keep the channel spam and self-promotion to a minimum unless it's genuine /x/ material, not just click bait.
As is said, new but gold:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g9vETdQub28
It seems I missed a thread that's going pretty strong right now, so I'll link it here, but use this thread when it's on autosage.
>>17603484
>>17608452
That one is channel focused, and I for one don't find that very fun.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wvHa2y-pKD8
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Previously on /div/: >>17640913
I'll tell you the truth
What you've always wanted to know, but never dared to ask.
Tell me your age, moon/ sun sign and query
>>17647376
>25
>Gemini/Cancer
>Career General
>>17647385
query please
>April 19 is the first day of the 13-day Satanic ritual day relating to fire, the fire god, Baal, or Moloch/Nimrod (the Sun God), also known as the Roman god, Saturn (Satan-Devil)
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Do you guys over here at /x/ think this Serbian Church Fire has anything to do with it?
Thanks
yes i do
church burned down in Sydney Australia
http://www.abc.net.au/news/2016-05-02/rockdale-church-destroyed-by-fire-four-people-taken-to-hospital/7374492
another in NY
http://nypost.com/2016/05/01/massive-fire-breaks-out-at-manhattan-church/
somebody fill me in on who's behind this
>satanists?
>islamists?
whats going on guys?
>>17646999
>the Roman god, Saturn (Satan-Devil)
OP is an idiot.
Has the humunculus video been proven fake yet? I really wanna know, because its sketching me out. I don't see how they could fake it either.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8YmLWnQGZhQ&bpctr=1462145311
i just wanna get laid
Well as soon as the fagtoid spits "acid" at him and he drops it on the table there is absolutely no movement making me think that it is fake i mean come on if it just fell wouldn't you think there would be some kind of movement
>>17646438
I saw some movement
Does anyone have any memories that they "shouldn't" have?
I have memories of my dad taking my older sister to the hospital where my mom was BEFORE I was born. ( I saw everything from my sister's perspective.) The distinctive part of it is that they (we) went on a bridge over railroad tracks and that there was a train passing. I asked my older sister if she saw a train while on her way to see me when I was born and she said yes.
Another memory I have is when my older sister and the rest of my family was visiting some shop that had porcelain figurines of the Peanuts characters.
Pic unrelated
>>17645903
Yes.
I learned to speak very early because of my IQ. I was reading Biology books by the age of 2 years.
Shortly after I learned to speak, my mother said I came to her and told her that I once was named "L. J. Shotgun", and I carried a looooong rifle, and I was married to a "sweet young thing", and we had a bunch of children.
Another time she said I told her I was in God's army, and we were fighting in the desert. We were using swords and shields and we were outnumbered and expected to die. She said I told her that we used the sun's reflection in our shileds to blind the enemy so our smaller force could beat the larger force, and we won the battle.
I have no memory of any of this now, nor of saying any of those things. But she and my aunt both swear I did, and it actually scared them because of how specific it was, and how adult the themes were. I was definitely younger than five years.
I somehow remember being in a baby buggy, so I was probably about 0-1 year at that time. My parents, grandparents and other family members where there as well and they all seemed very busy with something, but I don't know what.
Interesting.
Go on.
Where should I start in the study of Alchemy?
>>17645344
16th century and move forward.
Good luck going past the 18th century you lazy fuck.
http://www.alchemywebsite.com/texts.html
Begin and end with Jung. Truly one of the greatest memegicians.
>>17645419
You need to read the older writings that Jung drew from to fully understand the context of his work
Lam, A demonic entity?
A race of entities?
Grey aliens?
Crowley had interest in Lam. What did he know?
>>17644064
it must be nice having your nostrils run halfway up your 18 inch forehead
>>17644077
thank you for making me lol
>>17644077
his brain must be huge. he has to get oxygen up there somehow, doesn't he?
how can I give myself nightmares?
I haven't truly been afraid for a long time now. I want to feel fear again
bump, I am also curious.
>>17643368
eat a lot of Chinese food.
there's a chemical in it that will give you funky dreams
Go out in the middle of the night for a few hours. Abandon buildings. Woods. That sort of shit. Don't give yourself night terrors trying to envision dark enities like my retarded ex did.
is it possible to go to sleep in a dream?
is it possible to lucid dream while in a dream?
is it possible to repeat this ad infinitum?
how deep does it go?
>>17640031
It only goes 4 deep. Haven't you seen inception?
The way I see it, there is no limit how "deep" you can go in a dream as only pieces of the dream environment are generated at a time (similar to rendering in computer games/simulations). It would surely be possible to have the dream environment seem bigger than Earth, but it wouldn't actually be 'there' as any impression of size would be an illusion in itself.
I wonder why dreams feel so realistic, lol.
https://youtu.be/NmKEnqKOeLs
What kind of music does /x/ listen to? Longtime lurker here, first post, want to know what you guys are into. For starters, I'm into stuff like Caroliner Rainbow. It's good stuff for taking acid and going on hikes in the mountains, or camping with a couple tripping friends and a bluetooth speaker. I live in Vermont, USA so my hiking buddies and I like to spend free time tripping sack and letting weird shit happen to us while exploring creepy woods and old barns. Caroliner Rainbow is usually our soundtrack. How about you?
BTW pic is a drone metal band called Sunn O)))
>>17628030
Too many different genres OP. But I will post some
I can't really name any spooky or /x/ related albums on my comp
bamp
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Previously on /div/:
>>17637257
>>17640913
NOW ALSO OFFERING WACKY SCRY USING OLD TV STATIC!
Chironymous here, doing Morgan's Tarot or I-Ching readings for whomever I can whenever I'm around, so definitely check back for a reply before thread's end! And I may post your reply in the next thread if this one ends!
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>>17639538
You're very welcome for the reading and good wishes! I'm glad the reading verified the one that your friend did and gave you hope! :) I'll be sending my best wishes of positive energy for your new approach! Thank you! :)
>>17638088
http://vocaroo.com/i/s1Tp3I2z3M0d
Post things that you don't wanna see at night.
Best alien pic ever.
So I've just finished reading the Lesser Key of Solomon, and it got me really interested . I'd like to know if there are any other recommended reads on the topic of Goetic magic.
Look up Stephen Skinner's work. Jake Stratton Kent as well.
Yes. I suggest "Magic Isn't Real", from Common Sense Publications.
>>17644524
It's real, but it's just shit we haven't been able to explain with science yet. Tons of modern tech would be "magic" to anyone during times where "magic" was believed to be real. I mean if a teenage girl from today suddenly found herself in salem with a cell phone playing Taylor Swift and containing videos, she'd probably be burned as a witch
>ctrl+F
>no innawoods
I only have a little of things to this subject, and it doesn't really count as innawoods. Just strange.
>be me
>around 10
>visiting aunt and uncle's house
>woken up at like 5:30 by cousins
>they tell me to follow them
>k.jpg
>go up to aunt and uncle's room
>they are sleeping
>peek out window
>point
>around 4-5 full grown wolves outside in the yard
>6ft long, 5ft tall
Take note, the house is in the middle of suburbia, so no forest for miles.
>They dart into trees
>seem to vanish when they reach the tree line
>tree line is about 3ft deep, with only one or two trees per line
>nope back down and go back to bed
That's about it.
Post your innawood stories.
fuck it, i'll dump
>>17642835
with shitty timer thing this might take a while
>>17642839
this is just my /k/ & /out/ spoopy innawoods folder