Tell me about hell. Negative polarity. The lesson.
I used to have this feeling that at the end of the road, nirvana awaited. It didn't matter what I did, or how long it took, I would live a human life. I could do good things.
Then i did something that compromised my genetic code. Something that proved, beyond all shadow of doubt, that I care more about myself than I do about life itself. I chose service to self, negativity, "evil". Now, the good in me has been ruined. I dont hear the frequency of the universe winding up anymore. It's descending, and so am I. I have become the worst version of myself.
I was visited, and through social metaphor, was put in a cage. As of this moment, I'm a battery, powering those above through my experience of both fear and sexual release. I was offered death that night, with the understanding that I can no longer operate from a space from love. I can no longer do good. However, fear of death kept me here. My dog died a few weeks later.
I understand that I have now begun to enter hell. At 25, i have a long way to go.
So, please. Tell me what I'm in for. Suicide approaches my mind frequently, but I know I'm in for much, much worse.
Locks and keys have a lot of symbolism. I wear the lock, and shortly after entering this realm, was offered my choice of keys. I picked one with a harp, being a musician. The night I was visited, i learned unlocking the lock kills me. So that's my way out, then.
Tl;dr: i will read into what you tell me. Every message has meaning. Tell me about hell, because i need all the hellp i can get. Feel free to ask any questions, too.
>>16931165
It's other people.
Didn't realise that wasnt the whole picture.
Topics I'm dealing with include: Annunaki/Lucifer group soul, polarity, consciousness, frequency realms, service to self/service to others, creation of a sub-human slave race, holographic existence etc etc.
Hell is a state of mind.
when I was in second grade (1989/1990) just after we had received the results of our iowa battery tests, I was forced to play board games against the second smartest kid in my class by two men in suits. At the time I thought I was just being rewarded for scoring so well. but I thought about from time to time over the years and something just don't feel right about it. before now the only person ive ever talked to about this has been my wife and she doesn't seem to care. Does anyone here have any similar experiences? or any idea what was going on?
>>16931105
did you win?
>>16931105
Post naked pics of your wife or it didn't happen.
yes I won, even when they changed the rules. why would I post pics of my wife on here?
does astral projection open your body up to too much negative shit? is it a good idea to even consider trying to do it? discuss
>>16931069
No. in my experience it allows you health to improve because you can challenge astral entities on their own turf and pick parasites off you body and shit. You astral body I mean.
>>16931069
you can get possessed while you astral projected
sources: myself. it happened to me
>>16931077
I don't believe you. I'll believe you maybe if you tell me more. What did you do then what happened and what did i feel like then?
Hey guys something weird happened.
>be me
>curious about God
>ask Him to reveal Himself
>find little gospel pamphlet on my way home
>tried to give it to someone who looked like they needed it but they didn't take it
It's weird because I asked, and then I literally walked into it a short time after I figured you guys might know something about it?
>>16931021
It's called synchronicity. It's like talking about the last episode of the Sopranos and then Don't Stop Believing comes on the radio. That happened to me yesterday.
I also noticed it is a very harsh message until they use the quotes from the Bible.
>"For all have sinned and come short of the glory of God"
Makes sense, no one's perfect
I noticed many Christian's tell you if you don't go to church on Sunday's you're going to hell, but couldn't we just spend time asking God stuff whenever we feel like it instead?
They use the same passages too in each pamphlet, because the same week or two I kept recieving these pamphlets
>>16931025
Isn't God the source of synchronicity? Not that God is only in Christianity (I think the church overtook God as "exclusive" for some reason)
Even asking Jesus for guidence I found a really cool grotto with Jesus at the top of the staircase and stations of the cross. What would this be, synchronicity?
It is crazy it is like Jesus was never meant to be such a burden on people, why must it be like this? He taught some wisdom, then people took Him and used Him for religious inquisition and all this other stuff
what was he?
A total womanizer.
>>16930865
Lover of the Russian queen
The man attached to the penis that ruled Russia.
I was torn between posting this on here or at /k. Since this deals with premonition and noticing things related to conspiracies I will post it here and see what you all think.
So I've lurked on here for many years, I also listen to Coast to Coast with George Noray. I have never been too obsessed with Illuminati, but for a while I've had this nagging premonition that something is off in this Country. I first realized this with Gun Control. Lately it feels like things are off... just the other day I was walking to my car and I happened to look up at the sky and stars and something felt horribly wrong. Like something shifted. I don't know how to explain it...
I was logged on to Instagram and noticed certain #hashtags are being banned... mainly anything related to guns, and the 2nd Amendment. Tonight I was watching the news and they showed a Mom grieving for her 9 yr old kid that got shot in Chicago, where they have the strictest gun control... and all they showed was her saying, "Lay down your guns". It felt like that was a message to US, to the people.
I also had a very strange and interesting Interview with a Police Agency. I don't want to say to much but lets just say something along the lines, "Are you willing to go out there and take away peoples guns if it becomes law?" and "Oh trust me, its going to happen soon".
I'm sorry for the long rant. I just want to run this past you all. I get strange occurrences of Deja vu and this premonition has been nagging me for a while.
Americans will derp hard if anyone tries it. Basically you're a bunch of paranoid rednecks, no offence OP, and there is no way anyone is going to be able to take your guns away.
Bit of a coincidence, I had a dream last night. I was standing behind an SUV with two plain-clothes cops, neither of whom were carrying a gun, which were in the vehicle. A few yards away was a bad guy harassing people and I was aware of his potential for violence and the fact he might be carrying. The cops didn't seem bothered and I was nearly frantic. I said, "Look, if he kicks off I don't want to face him without a weapon in my hand, get the guns," and they agreed.
Channelling gun paranoia from across the pond. You're welcome. But seriously, I understand why you don't want to give them up. I sure as hell wanted one in that dream, when faced with a crazy crim.
I'm pretty sure the gun confiscation hysteria is created by gun companies to sell more guns.
They don't need to take your guns to make you passive, and if you do get violent with a gun they can take you out with a helicopter or damn satellite or something. Everyone in the middle east has a gun and it hasn't made any difference. You can watch videos of them being blown to bits for weeks.
>>16930729
Lol no offense taken, I hope someone who can see into the future or a time traveler replies in this thread. Might be a long shot.
To respond to the paranoid redneck part, I'm in California and I've seen Politicians literally spew out loads of misinformation for the sole purpose of further implementing a ban on Scary "Assault Rifles".
We have a defacto-ban with the Micro stamping law they implemented. Its a technology that doesn't exist but yet the forced it through and the only thing it has done is limited us to certain handguns we can get.
As of 2015 they have us Registering all Long Guns... the only reason to have us register our guns is to keep tabs on who is buying what.
How can we not be paranoid??
Thank you for your dream, it was interesting and bit of a coincidence.
Hello /x/
I know this place is like a battleground of different opinions and role playing, etc. I'm a bit curious about the subject of curses.
I usually don't subscribe to the belief of black magic, But lately I've becomed concerned. There's a stream of bad luck and bad shit happening since last year for me. I wouldn't just say this because I'm having a bad year.
About 2 years ago a family member fired an employee (tough economy) that's worked for the family for over 20 years. I knew her well and she's known me since I was born. Apparently there was a dispute and she said she felt betrayed by the family.
Some time goes on and my aunt is planning to move from her current house at the time, The house that this woman used to work in. She found vials of blood hidden under her bed and her mother's bed (she had recently passed away). As well as a photograph of the family buried in dirt with a dead bird.
I really have no idea what any of this means, Just wondering if anyone know's more on the subject. Also the woman was from Columbia, so she probably practiced Santeria?
I guess Curses/Black Magic general.
my family is from northern India, and we experienced a bunch of black magic stuff when I was growing up. My parents and grandparents also told me some stories about it.
One time my sister found a knot of fabric under our carpet while vacuuming. I cant really remember exactly what was in it, but I think it contained some lentils and a piece of paper. The paper had really strange markings on it, almost geometric (and i'm familiar with a bunch of scripts from around that area, and it wasn't Sanskrit or anything).
We contacted a priest from an indian temple who told us to discard it in the ocean or a river. I remember my grandma saying that you should never burn these things, as the spirit contained inside may come out and harm anyone close by, Also, the ashes are hard to dispose of, so it might not break the magic.
>>16930600
Do you have any idea where i came from? Did you have any enemies?
>>16930608
it*
It's time to discuss the less known theories of Isaac Newton.
This is the man who discovered gravity, and invented entire mathematical methods which we still use today in order to prove his theory.
He stuck a needle in his eye all because he wanted to prove something about how light works to himself.
and he was incredibly obsessed with Biblical Prophecy, and believed the Book of Daniel was the key to understanding the Book of Revelation by St John.
Some believe that he was very Christian because he had no choice. Yet many of his peers were deists, and he had no qualms about challenging the church when it came to theological ideas, and theologians at the time considered him to be heretical at the least.
I say this as a prefix because it amazes me how many people will turn on Isaac Newton all because they want to tip their fedoras.
>>16930557
Isaac Newton specifically focused on Daniel because he believed that it was the key to everything, and he saw the prophetic language as a sort of code, which had a definite consistency.
He also noted that the prophets who received the visions wrote them down, but often did not understand the visions themselves.
One of the simplest ones is the case of the 4 metals.
When Nebuchadnezzar had a dream about the statue with a Head of Gold, Breast of Silver, Belly of Bronze and Legs of Iron, with Feet of Iron and Clay.
>Golden Head
Represents Babylon
>Silver Breast
Represents Medes and Persians
>Bronze Belly
Represents the Greek Empire
>Iron Legs
Represents Roman Empire
I will elaborate on what Isaac Newton thought of this.
>>16930563
The Prophecy of the Four Empires was told again to Daniel
>First Beast
Described as a Lion with Wings, the feathers were plucked,this was representative of Babylon, which after it was destroyed would never be rebuilt.
and it never has and never will, since it is located in modern day Iraq
>2nd Beast
Described as a Bear with 3 ribs in its mouth, this is the Persian Empire, which conquered Sardes, Egypt and Babylon, which is what the 3 ribs represent.
>3rd Beast
Representative of Greece, it has 4 heads and 4 wings.
This represents the 4 kingdoms which Greece separates into after its fall.
Cassander who controled Macedon, Greece and Epirus,
Lysimachus over Thrace and Bithnyia.
Ptolemy had control over Egypt, Lybia, Arabia, Ccelosyria, and Palestine, and
Seleucus ruled over Syria
>>16930576
>4th Beast
Described as exceedingly dreadful and fierce. More formidable and longer lasting than all of the previous Empires combined. The Roman Empire very much lives up to its prophecy.
The beast also has 10 horns, which represent the 10 Kingdoms which it separates into after its fall.
I will name the 10 Kingdoms as Isaac Newton did.
Pic related, it's how he organized it
>Visigoths
>Vandals
>Suevians
>Burgundians
>Franks
>Alans
>Britains
>Hunns
>Lombards
>Ravenna
Take delight in knowing that you are actually indeed seeing Isaac Newtons writings on Biblical Prophecy.
/x/ about 4 years ago I was browsing YouTube and found this video of a girl dancing (only the first girl in blue dress):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J3I1e659DUU
I thought it was fucking hot and I masturbate and came to it. I pretty much mentally bother cumming to anything that isn't porn with penetration, so this was unusual.
Then every once in a while I'd get horny and think of this girl and again masturbate to it.
Later I wanted to see more of her and found out this is some party in Pakistan and that she's Pakistani. But I found no other video of her or who she is.
For 4 years, every now and then, I think of this video of her dancing in Pakistan, get turned on, and masturbate looking at her dance. The fact that it's Pakistan, which in my head is a desert where women get beheaded for shit like this, turns me on even more.
With time, I suddenly noticed I think about this girl more and more and have this odd desire to go to Pakistan, find her, and bed her after her dance. Thought it was odd, given that there's much more hardcore stuff online than a clothed dance.
A few months ago, I start getting her in my dreams and I wake up aroused. Like how you felt as a kid after a wet dream, except that it's not a wet dream. I masturbate too often for that to happen.
Then I had this Paki guy at my workplace and I casually showed him this video and asked what it all was, etc, if he knew her, if I could find more videos of her.
My friend told me it's called a mujra, that the men collecting the money thrown are hijras (homosexuals) and this happens at private parties. Couldn't find the girl though.
Then he told me some of these girls have jinns on them. I ask what the fuck is that. And he's like, they're half-witches and seduce men and then eat up his soul if he is seduced. The men start only to think about them, dream about them, throw all their money on them, and in the end they eat his soul. (Continued)
He told me she's not wearing any shoes to make sure her feet are normal. Told me how witches have their feet pointing backwards and how they stoned a witch to death in his village in Peshawar, Pakistan. It was a girl they caught roaming at night, her feet pointing backward.
So I'm already fucking freaked out hearing this and start wondering why I'd obsess over a stupid dance with no skin for 4 years, masturbate over it, etc.
Don't know if this chat got me paranoid but I suddenly started feeling someone watching me after that, especially when I am home alone late at night and can't sleep.
Then just a few days ago I dream again of this dance, and in it I'm throwing money on her and she's looking at me, then I look at her feet and they are pointing backwards. Then I look up at her and can't look away, can't breathe.
Woke up with a weird sleep paralysis like something was in the room with me. Couldn't get up for minutes. Finally got up and ran out of my room.
I don't know whom to tell this to. I'm NOT a superstitious guy, am atheist, etc. I live alone, have struggled with depression, no family, no friends, so maybe I'm impressionable? This has to be in my head right?
Hoping some Pakistani guy here can clarify details and what this video is and basically want rational answers to this.
First of all, Djinns have hooves, instead of regular feet/toe.
Second, they have black hair, mostly curly.
Third, they're afraid of iron. They never get near things made off iron. That's why they live in caves. If you hit one with a needle, a djinn becomes your companion, and must serve what ever you order them.
Djinns are made of fire and they can't talk like humans. They can't shapeshift, but their main purpose is to make a conflict with humanity and wipe them little by little.
They do possess humans for the sake of tormenting them though.
If ever offer wealth by one. reject it, because you have to pay a hefty price in return.
TL;DR, you became attracted to her because you had a different mindset of the Pakis, her dance was unique and she may have looked exotic to you.
Or that's because you're a virgin fag and a jew, and those bills flying in the air made you hard.
Also, better chanting hail mary and talk to a priest about it.
Hang a cross over your bed as well.
inb4 i can't do that cuz i'm an atheist. djinns and demons go for the nonbelievers first, because corrupt souls are easily harvested.
Why aren't stars recognized as lifeforms? They kind of just seem like the plant life of space to me. They have a life cycle and can have siblings, etc.
People say that life could have possibly in different ways on other planets, but what about in the vacuum of space? It just seems like stars have crazy different biology to me based on the fact they were formed in space.
Because stars aren't made up of cells, they can't evolve, they don't multiply.
>>16930466
They aren't made of cells but they're made of elements just like us. How do you know they can't evolve? The way they die and turn into planetary nebula and are recycled into new stars seems like a way of reproduction to me. Either way, what if the way their lives are lived are just drastically different based on the fact they were first formed in such a drastically different environment?
this the most retarded shit i ever read desu senpai
Why was there such a large influx in the flat earth community in 2015? Do people really even believe this shit, or is it some huge post-ironic piece of performance art?
l almost feel like it's legitimate, but at the same time, holy shit the claims these people make. It makes me feel like I'm being trolled at times. But I used to believe in equally crazy shit, so I can almost step into their shoes for a second, and then it seems like they are serious.
it's jokes like the illuminati thing to be honest family
>>16930433
Idk man. Have you seen the Jeranism videos? They're absolutely ridiculous
The guy clearly knows nothing about basic astronomy/physics so he just dismisses everything he doesn't understand (gravity, heliocentricity, the ecliptic) as complete bullshit.
Like, you have to try to be that stupid.
does anyone know anything about timetravel
>inb4 autism
I can travel forward in time, reeeeal slow.
1 second per second
>>16930183
I've already looked into it for myself.
I know youre lurking. You have never replied to a post. And I know you dont like /b/ like I do but I know youre an /x/phile or whatever. Just know I miss you. No amount of alcohol can make me forget you. Not even for a second. I just want you know. Dont text me if you see this. You know who you are.
Oh... I didn't know I could make that big of impression. I'm sorry.
>>16930078
Close... but not close enough
>>16930078
But thanks for trying to cheer me up anon. Feels nice to see someone try. Even if just trying to troll
>On Thursday this week, NASA is going to reveal “key science findings” about the fate of the Martian atmosphere that remains, the majority of which has been lost over time. The data comes from the MAVEN (Mars Atmosphere and Volatile Evolution) spacecraft, which is currently in orbit around Mars. The agency isn't releasing any more information at the moment.
So, aliens?
"There was air!!!! But not no more" -NASA Official
>Be NASA
>make irrelevant announcements and press conferences about stuff that no one gives a flying shit about
>divert the attention from the true questions
>won't give any details about genuine anomalies on Mars
>won't talk about intelligent life ever
NASA is the most useless american government agency. Fuck them.
>>16930099
Probably this. It's going to fit some kind of agenda on earth.
Did NASA blow up the asteroid on Halloween?
NASA announced live streaming of asteroid passing. - it was really a fake live feed.
NASA actually blew up asteroid
Asteroid would a hit and did some damage
NASA did not know if their mission would be successful, thus the fake live feed.
Evidence of this, is quite obvious. Notice all of the sightings of bright streaks of light in the sky on the news feeds? Those streaks of light were the left over debris of the annihilation of said asteroid. The asteroid was blown the fuck up. Project Strategic Defense Initiative, Mission successful
Crazy eh?
>>16930028
Well obviously it's not that obvious. Evidence? Present please?
>Asteroid would a hit and did some damage
Before you tell us more, learn to english.
evidence (keywords):
Suspected meteor lights up Thai skies
Giant Halloween fireball explodes in the sky of Minsk, Belarus
A mysterious space debris of unknown origin will hit Earth on November 13, 2015
Very Bright Fireball Over Europe Saturday Night
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