Have you ever felt like you were watching a movie of life being played out before your eyes? Your not drunk. This is in fact a higher state of Consciousness and since normal everyday life is actually in parallel a tunnel vision effect blocking the vastness of our conscious being that we are in fact spirit beings first not carnal matter brain matter. The physical world is in fact an energy matrix projection over which our existence is experienced.
a couple of vids that explain some basic things. discuss x
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VTr4Z85hLls - watch this quick intro
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEvECFZlg8M - documentary about reality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gQgWa9htDso - atoms
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QAa2O_8wBUQ - dark matter and energy
>>17674954
I feel less conscious and aware of my immediate surroundings, but more aware of my imagination and I feel like I can concentrate on things more. I feel sometimes I like my body and my personality as well as my entire life is a story. Is that what this is? It all started after I hit the bong too hard a few years ago..
>>17674954
This is not new.
>>17674954
>Watch this real quick.
>David icke.
In the bin it goes!
Has anyone read the Nag Hammadi texts? If so would you recommend them?
I'm not a Christian but just recently a friend recommend I give it a read regardless.
>>17674866
Most important archeological discovery in the 20th century. Definitely read them.
Gnosticism = open source spirituality
"know what is in front of your face, and what is hidden from you will be disclosed to you."
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rg9LefdHvDQ
https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLSb2PIreQeTDwV-GElpwBD2BFFPtbOqff
I personally couldn't get into the Nag Hammadi. It has a lot of good press, but it struck as very blah.
On the other hand Sumerian stuff intrigues me. "Inanna, Queen of Heaven and Earth" is IMHO a great read.
http://www.amazon.com/Inanna-Queen-Heaven-Earth-Stories/dp/0060908548
>>17674872
Come on bro. Your linking me vids by a guy who thinks Prince's death was a hoax.
I've decided to take advantage of Mars passing in front of the sun and use this opportunity to reimmerse myself into the occult. It has been less than a year since I fell away from my studies, but I've never been too serious about them anyway. Enough of that. I've stood by the wayside for too long and I'm confident enough in my faith to believe this is the path my Lord has laid out for me to take. The only Hell I've ever known was the waste of life I've been leading since I let my studies languish and my astral presence fall apart.
What are a few neutral rituals I could perform to absorb the energies produced today in order to kindle my dying flame? I've got a history of white mysticism, shamanism, and gnostic voudon. I've drawn from necromancy and wicca. Studied necromancy and chaos magic but never practiced any.
>>17674517
I think most occult energies work off "faith" even in Christianity, the woman who touched the robe of Jesus was healed, she thanked him for healing her and he said it is not I who healed you but it is your own faith. Faith is all we need to attract energies, the planets aren't what give you the power, it is your faith. You can use the planets as a sort of placebo, and it is fun I admit. Performing rituals helps with visualization and can increase faith, do whatever you feel you enjoy and feel most comfortable with.
>>17674517
>Mars
It's Mercury. Maybe next year.
>>17674528
Shit, my bad. I wonder how many people are going to parade in here to correct me.
Thanks for pointing that out friend. Much appreciated.
>>17674527
I'm into paying attention to the planets (even if I mislabel them erroneously) because it's my personal belief they, like us, are cogs in a machine more grande than we could ever possibly fathom. So by working in unison with them we work in unison with intelligent design stemming from a higher power.
Your analysis of faith hits home though. Even if I call what I do magic, I believe it stems from faith bolstered by a deep connection to an almighty figure. When things appear magical to normies though most of them, especially if they aren't religious (most especially if they're heavily religious), don't want to hear it was due to faith and will.
There was a period two years ago where I nearly poisoned myself attempting to figure out if I still possessed faith or if my studies of the occult had removed me from a connection with my Lord. After everything I suffered I witnessed an intense vision during meditation and realized questioning ones faith sometimes shows you still possess it.
Strengthening it is my issue. Even if I utilize it I've fallen victim to doubting it regularly.
Hey /g/, any of you have a tulpa? Care to share your experiences with them? I'm considering trying it for the first time but I'm a little unsure.
>Hey /g/
>>17674504
Wrong board buddy
>/g/
I advise you to reflect upon your life right now anon.
I'm reading this right now
/x/ book recommendations
Pretty sure I have a Dybbuk possessing me. I literally died three times and have come back to life each time. Not violent deaths, they were all overdoses, two were intentional.
I don't "want" to die anymore, but I feel a heavy weight on my soul, and my mind has become like cracked mirror. I retreat into it, and whatever vision or train of thought I am on seems either self destructive romanticized to the point of it being what I would like to hear, or terrible violence and gore.
How do I help this clinging spirit and get it to go away? How do I even open up a dialogue with it?
I was only in a coma one of the times. All that I remember is wading in blackness and begging with a big red face that was as big as the sun (think pelor from D&D, but with a twisted look about it)
inb4 roleplay. you don't literally die three times, and come back to life after resuscitation without some sort of effect on you. I don't do drugs anymore.
>>17674411
Don't throw around the word literally as an emphasis, it's annoying and makes you look dramatic. Extraordinary claims require extraordinary proof unfortunately. How do you even know you died? And be specific, don't bullshit me with vague phrases and buzzwords, detail every event and why you believe you died and what it exactly felt like, times, place, substances, people around you etc.
>>17674411
no such thing but... you probably entered an altered state of mind with an infected person, got etheric implants that prevented you from grounding and thus spanned between dimensions end up pretty fucked up.
don't take drugs
get energetic body healing
start here
https://www.bing.com/search?q=etheric+device+removal
>>17674445
Overdosed on propranolol, heart stopped beating, overdosed on seroquel, liver almost shut down, overdosed on opiates, died, was revived, and went into a coma. Had my stomach pumped the first two times, the third time they couldn't do anything because I took sublingual strips.
propranolol was the night of barack obama's inauguration
seroquel was 2010, opiates were 2011.
Hey anons, I saw the CanAmMissing 411 thread that was posted the other day.
Well I listened to every interview David Paulidies has given on C2C and other radio shows.
Sort of sick of the skin walker / typical paranormal stuff. Doesnt have to have 100% concrete evidence backing it up, but I wold like a bit more than "well that theres a skin walker" for an explanation.
So hoping you guys know any other talk shows that deal with eerie / unexplained / mysterious topics.
>>17674270
here's an interview art bell did with dr. karla turner way back in 96. this woman is mentally ill in that special way in which the person appears to be perfectly sane at first listen, but the more they talk, the more the ball twine unravels until, at the end, you realize the person is completely batshit crazy. good stuff.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ayLasHNlh4U&spfreload=1
>>17675952
did she have a mental break down after her MD or something? How did she pull that off?
>>17676050
what are you on about? are you implying that if someone gets a medical or other advanced educational degree they can't also be a fucking lunatic?
sheltered much, kid?
I've been reading Robert Anton Wilson recently. My head is so overwhelmed with conspiracy, esoteric/occult stuff and plain psycho-babble that I literally have a headache from reading it. I am searching for consciousness expansion and practical methods for improving my life and finding some spiritual dimension. I am just going round in circles and I can't decide if I'm too closed-minded or that the whole thing is one big joke, and he knew it. As for his predictions and hopes for the future, he was simply way off.
I figured that Wilsons idea was to overwhelm the reader with so much conspiracy and paranoia that you begin to question everything and at the same time, take it all a lot less seriously.
I am being introduced to the likes of Leary and Crowley and whilst I appreciate their intelligence, vision and charisma....they were simply batshit crazy were they not?
Maybe my "reality tunnel" is just too closed. Or maybe I'm missing the point entirely. Or maybe until I take massive doses of psychedelics I'll never understand any of this stuff.
Psychedelics will help.
If you want something practical, google, "zazen", and find a copy of, Undoing Yourself with Energized Meditation and Other Devices.
Leary got pretty weird at the end. Crowley actually seemed to grow more lucid as he aged. Neither were crazy, in the since you are thinking. They simply learned that their world was much weirder than they could have ever imagined. You, too, can make that journey and remain tolerably sane.
All these men have the foundation of their philosophies based on psychedelic experiences so I would recommend safely trying them if you haven't, to give some perspective.
Crowley inspired much of RAW and his techniques were all basically rituals to destroy the ego
OP here
I have to take psychs at some point. All about set and setting though and I'm concerned my current situation and mind set would simply make things worse for me.
How about a Mysteries of Space thread. Here's a primer to get us started.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZVNGBtPr6CM
The Dimming Star (Dyson Sphere?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqSFWKTOzlw
>believing in space
Giant Outer Solar System Mystery Planet: Tyche
The idea of hypothetical super massive gas giant at the furthest reaches of our Solar System was first purposed by scientist John Matese in 1999 citing the origin points of long period comets from within the Oort Cloud, these points forming what seemed to be a circular/orbital pattern within the cloud as if a massive celestial body was passing through it. The hypothesized long period orbit of such a distant planet (25-30 million years) would also coincide with the relatively recent observation of a 27 million year cycle of mass extinctions and increased comet bombardment within the Solar System.
Such a massive celestial body would also explain the long standing mystery of our Solar System’s seemingly “unbalanced” gravitational equilibrium (the pull of the planets on their star and vice versa) which would seem to suggest that there is a greater gravitational influence on our Sun that what can be accounted for by the known planets.
In 2011 NASA’s Wide Field Infrared Survey Explorer Satellite detected a possible object within the outer Oort Cloud which, if an actual celestial body, would be approximately four times the size of Jupiter. Despite this, the status of Tyche at NASA remains suspect as there is yet to be any conclusive evidence suggesting its actual existence in the Survey’s findings.
This theoretical planet has also been dubiously claimed by conspiracy theorist to be the fabled “Hercolubus” of the Nibiru Cataclysm scenario or the infamous “Planet X” though such assertions are widely dismissed as baseless hokum and it should be noted that the massive elliptical orbit of such an distant object would stand little if any chance of colliding with any of the other planets.
Related Videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GT0gcgOveEg
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7NkA8QvptqI
Possible Brown Dwarf alternative theory
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QskA8kEL_Fs
Rewatched eyes wide shut not long ago can we have a thread about elite secret societies?
True detective had such an interesting backstory
Look into Marc Dutroux
.>>17675047
Many references to trauma induced programming in that show.
Eyes Wide Shut never fails to make my dick hard.
Hey /x/ have a quick look at this. I found a a video of myself sleeping on my phone. This was Saturday night and I had a little too much to drink at the bar. I cam home and went to bed whilst my roommates stayed up drinking. Oddly enough this video was in the living room. So I must of crept back downstairs and landed on the couch for some reason. Also I believe I am wearing a jacket that I had not worn that entire day. The video was recorded at 2:53am. It's a little less than a minute long and shows myself drifting in and out of sleep. Someone is in the kitchen banging a pot or something. Now near the end I can see something brush by that looks like a hand. Then at the very ending the phone rises and moves towards me and stops without me waking.
I have a 4 digit pin lock screen on my phone so for me to unlock it, open the camera app, select video mode, and then start and stop recording while drunk and semi conscious is kind of strange and impressive. I've been told I sometimes talk in my sleep but I've never been a sleep walker. I know this probably seems not out of the ordinary but it was a bit of a shock to find it on my phone as if someone else put it there. I have had some strange dreams of something standing over me recently so that kind of made it a little more disturbing to discover it. https://youtu.be/iz48X1aDnjw
I had a dream of something yelling "You'll do something worse! I know it" shortly after I found this video
>>17673541
sppoopu
>>17673541
you're not asleep in that video, I can see you cracking your eye open. you liar
I found this in a box in my back yard
It looks like some weird code and a soviet
sickle and hammer
and two other logos of some kind
The most paranormal thing I've ever seen. Some kids have played spies and created a "cipher" of their own. Good job killing perfectly good threads.
uh its a code you dumb bastard decode it with whats there
This is a recreation of the the page
some shady dudes confiscated the original page
i know it sound weird but i took pictures of all the pages and remade it
i did not show the original because i am worried about it
They say the greatest lie the devil can tell is that he doesn't exist.
But shouldn't the greatest lie the devil can tell is that he means no harm?
I don't even believe in him
>>17672744
No. Not existing trumps getting somebody to believe your lie.
>>17672744
http://archive.4plebs.org/x/thread/17202124/
Small lies add up.
Others are reporting this effect lately of things that have changed in reality. I'm wondering if anyone else has witnessed changes as they happen.
I don't know if it's God, aliens or glitches in reality but I noticed changes several times. Then something actually changed aspects of my body or my mind transferred into this near identical reality from elsewhere.
Most of the changes I've noticed are artistic in nature. I've even witnessed plants change so their branches suddenly make faces and stuff like that.
Here's a video of how it changed my eye artistically
https://youtube.com/watch?v=aw6eQYKov04
Anyone else notice changes with their bodies? I can't figure out if something is changing reality or if my mind came from a different reality into this near identical body.
>>17672716
Stop thinking so much. Relax.
1. memory is unreliable
2. the mind finds patterns where there are none.
politely, get out of this shit before the obsession makes you crazy
>>17672716
>Here's a video of how it changed my eye artistically
this video scares me