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What's the worst thing that's ever happened to you r9k? What's the worst moment of your life?
>19 years old
>Failing college
>Barely any friends (2-3)
>Can't stay away from my computer, never see anyone
>Give up fapping and porno to try to help myself
>start of a new semester
>actually go out of my way to meet people (fuck it, literally nothing to lose mode engaged)
>meet girl through new friend I made
>2 years younger, starting out college
>8/10, cutie, blonde hair, good loving and caring family, interested in arts
>She paints, does sculpture, likes movies, ...etc.
>We hang out at the cafeteria and talk
>She kisses me at a party while she's drunk
>Seeing her outside college, she's not too far from my mom's apartment
>We kiss, cuddle, watch movies (low-test platonic relationship dream come true)
>Fall in love
>Head in the clouds, I am literally floating
>My first love
>She starts getting distant after a few months
>Learn she slept a couple of times at parties with Chad
>She tells me there's nothing to worry about, that nothing happened
>Decide to stop relationship with her, expecting her to run back to me
>"O.k. well, your choice"
>Few weeks pass
>At other party, she and Chad are there
>Have fun with friends while both of them are locked in a room
>Go to sleep in bunk bed later that night
>They come and lay right above me
>Hear em chat, kiss and whisper to each other
>Literally broken, mortified, traumatized
>All this lack of testoterone from not fapping catching up
>Can't even cry, I am in shock
>Silently exit bedroom and sleep on floor with my jacket on my face
>Failed semester
>Gone back to NEETdom
>Don't wanna see anyone
>Lost contact with the new friends I made
>See her Facebook picture
>With different guy
JUST
When i was 5 my grandmother tried to stab my mother and me to death, making me into a mute for over 2 years and still leaving me fucked up until this day.
a girl. i keep letting this girl back into my life who's sole intention of getting back together with me is to feed her own ego and make me fucking miserable. i can't stop this cycle of never ending hurt because she is in my head manipulating me and playing mind games. i'm her fucking slave and i can't do anything about it.
>>29334831
You cucked yourself, faggot.
Neck yourself.
>>29334976
What would you have done differently?
sfisdfjsd
I got arrested over something retarded.
>>29334613
being born
OG
>>29335543
story time please and thank you roboto kun
>>29335629
>hanging out with sister
>go to cousins house
>typical stoners
>drink a bit, they decide to go to a party
>get picked up by one of their friends
>6~ people in the car, everyone but driver had been drinking
>bitch gets pulled over due to a sketchy U-turn
>only 21 year old (one sub-18 girl)
>get hit with all the blame
>>29335677
Sounds like you neglected your adult responsibilities friend.
also
>party
normies ree etc
>>29335811
>reflexively siding with the cops
might wanna get that checked out, chug some ketoconazole
>>29335543
Same here, When my friend and I were young we shit on the floor of the bathroom and it got out of hand.
>>29335811
Its the first and last "party" I ever tried to attend.
>>29335677
Why were you arrested? Even if you bought the alcohol for the passengers, giving alcohol to minors is not illegal.
>>29334831
Fucking failed normie
fucker
>>29335004
Not him.
But the "ok your choice" is actually their choice, they key here is doing it but make them extremely conscicious about it, make them feel guilt. Like show her true anger in front of her face
They come back to "catch with you"
Anyway, mental games or not, i would have yelled arguments at her until i make her cry and then leave
>>29334613
A bad trip on LSD
I didn't know what defeat truly was until that day.
I smacked my sister for misbehaving and my mother's boyfriend had me arrested.
He's dead now.I made sure of it
When i found out that my girlfriend had sucked the cocks of her previous boyfriends.
Being caught by African rebels, and raped. Not that that was the worst part, but I feel it's worth mentioning.
Excluding my birth:
When I was circumcised, or today.
>>29336231
Dont worry, tomorrow is going to be even worse.
>>29335951
she's not going to feel guilt at all upgrading to a chad
>>29336098
>I smacked my sister for misbehaving
That's a violation of the NOP.
>my mother's boyfriend
tip top cuck
>>29335955
What was your trip like anon? I've only had 2 trips and they were both nightmarish. On my first trip, I was having a fucking blast until my gf randomly hung up our Skype call and started talking and snapchatting other guys. I turned extremely jealous and wanted nothing more than to have her all to myself. I couldn't get that, so the trip started turning bad. All of the lights in my apartment turned a vivid red and it felt like there was always someone behind me. I couldn't even get up to piss because the ground would start shaking and thousands of black dots would appear on my carpet. When I looked at my wall, my mouth would start to dry up and I would get intense shocks of pain on the inside of my head. The trip started turning bad only about 3 hours in so I had to endure this living hell for a good 10 hours with acid time dilation. And this was only on 100ug.. All because of a fucking woman.
>Be in middle school
>picked on/bullied every day by students and teachers, called ugly, pushed around, told to an hero, etc.
>miserable every day, do shitty in classes as a result
>school constantly sending letters and shit to parents, parents always angry with me
>after a few years of this one day parents return from parent teacher conferences
>sitting on family computer playing some awful mmorpg that was compatible with a 128 kbps connection
>parents come sit down in nearby chairs
>know some shit is coming
>a long silence, they are just watching me
>"Anon we are pulling you out of school"
>"W-what?"
>"Your teachers say you don't care about anything, your grades are awful, you don't try"
>Feel immense sense of failure, all parents cared about is my academic performance and I fucked it up
>freaking out because of shame
>"B-but what about my friends?"
>"You don't have any friends, Anon."
>mfw
Probably doesn't sound too bad but gave me feels to this day
>>29336299
I'm a programmer and assume you of course mean something OTHER than a null command when you say NOP.
The fucker said it was domestic assault. I got off free with just a stipulated order of continence where I did a few hours of community service and had it dropped off my record entirely.
Dad got transfered and we had to move to another town when I was 14. Left all my friends and the qt that liked me behind and the (significantly smaller) town we moved to was nothing but weirdos, didn't make any friends for years. I was already a sensitive kid so the whole thing fucked me up inside, that's when I slowly started becoming a sad shut in with trust issues.
>>29336180
>she had bfs before
>obviously she sucked their dicks
Well, what did you expect?
>>29336256
This. You've got to break up with her and refuse to give her a reason. No reason at all. She will go nut trying to figure it out.
>>29336313
She sounds awful senpai.
>>29334613
>age 16
>BPD due to childhood abuse
>insomnia, dissociation, and anxiety taking it's toll
>recurring hallucinations/delusions of worms living in my brain, controlling my thoughts
>worms are loud tonight, crawling around inside my skull
>they'll make me stupid and no one will ever love me
>decide I have to kill them somehow
>take handfuls of random pills from the medicine cabinet
>sit down and wait for the pills to stop the worms
>pass out, wake up to vivid visual hallucinations of rainbow colours and fleas everywhere
>hallucinate dogs barking and people talking to me
>no memory
>wake up next morning covered in vomit, wearing a shirt as pants (with my legs through the arm holes)
>what the fuck
>why the fuck
>brain worms still alive
Ten years later, I'm on medication and doing much better.
>>29336487
God dang brain worms!
>>29336487
Why did you try to kill us, anon? Stop taking those pills we need to talk.
>>29336415
I wanted her to not have any ex boyfriends. I wanted her to be a cocksuckless virgin.
drinking too much and vomiting one night because of being severly depressed over a dumb whore who cut me off for shallow reasons and never wanted to start a relationship with me.
nobody cared when I was in pain. looking back, I shouldn't have get drunk at all as I pretty much never drink. But I didn't know what to do with all the pain.
I'm also in a bad spot right now because I'm thinking about cutting contact with my parents forever since they treat me so badly.
>>29336733
a) witnessed dubs
b) why didn't you ask her beforehand?
>>29334613
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-81WdyD-8Ro
>>29334876
That's fucked. I couldnt even imagine
>>29336802
>worst thing that ever happened to you
>threw up and felt sad
Jesus christ fuck off you normie cunt
>>29336366
iktf.
bloxwc
>valentines day
>faced rejection
>all I want is to be loved
>in closet tranny
>how do I tell my parents
>how can anyone love me
>cut myself a dozen times
>wanted to die
>shirt covered in blood
>too scared to cut deep enough
>>29336802
You can't be in a bad spot because you're thinking about something. You can be in a bad spot because your parents treat you badly, and if that's the case why not cut them out of your life?
I think the answer is because you are a wimpy neurotic fuck.
Cold turkey from anti-psychotics, mood stabilizers and benzo's.
going through it now, lads.
>>29334973
tundra is that you ?
>Be now
>18 years old
>Just broke up with girlfriend because she was nuts
>Tumblr, NEET, dropped out of high school self cutting chick we all know
>Pretty cut up about the relationship but agree to a spring break-esque party with friends
>Start chatting up random sluts to get self confidence back up
>Find literally the perfect girl
>Speaks Italian, real close with family, small group of friends, has all the same interests and she genuinely cares about me
>I introduce her to my firends, they legitmently don't understand how I scored a soild 9/10 qt
>We date for 6 months
>I see her everytime I can, she always calls me just to hear my voice
>A few months later she tells me she was sexually assaulted and doesn't feel safe with me anymore
>Working full time 2 jobs so I can't see her as much anymore
>We break up and I say stupid shit because I was mad about the whole ordeal
>Can't contact her anymore because of the shit that I said
>4 months later I'm still deviated
>Start smoking and listening to depressing music slowly driving myself insane
>Have no drive to do anything at all anymore
JUST FUCK MY LIFE UP SENPAI
Break ups are literally the worst pain imaginable, I wouldn't wish pain like that on my worst enemy
>>29336323
How would that not sound too bad? That sounds fucking soul-crushing.
>>29336563
you are evil
ijdwoidjsoef
>>29337017
>I think the answer is because you are a wimpy neurotic fuck.
spare me the awful fucking judgmental bullshit, you retarded faggot asshole turdlicker. I didn't ask for shitty cussing at me for no good reason.
better write nothing if that's your pathetic dubious effort. or do you actually think that post of yours is "helpful"? get a grip.
>>29336990
>too scared to cut deep enough
Why cut at all then? 100% serious question. I never understood that.
>>29337097
high school kids please leave this website
>>29335889
Yes it is illegal, its called "providing for minors"
>>29337177
Endorphines. I was addicted to cutting. It helped me cope with emotional issues. I'd cut and then not have to think about it. Sometimes id cut and feel euphoric. But after I no longer wanted to, I think I was addicted because I stil felt the urge to cut myself everyday basically. After a few months of resisting it has finally gone away thankfully. I still think about it sometimes but don't feel an urge anymore
>>29336225
>>29337023
>>29336098
What the fuck. Story time. All of you.
>>29337277
Plus it was a way to punish myself. I hated myself and thought I deserved it.
maybe when I O.D on my antidepressants and my dad stood over me crying at the hospital. He had a fucked up childhood so he never shows me any emotions, so that definitely left a mark on me and I truly am the biggest cunt alive.
and those times in the past when I went suicidal as shit while I was drunk, I would literally carve up my body and wake up in pools of blood.
Sleep paralysis where you can't fucking move for shit and there are shit in your room that wants to murder you aren't fun either.I'm just 20 years old, I have no idea how I turned out like this
>>29335955
Oh yeah man I feel you. The absolute worst time of my life was a bad shroom trip. That was the closest I ever came to suicide, if i had a gun i would've for sure killed myself. On the flip side the best time of my life was on shrooms as well, and most my trips were good but after that i had a second bad trip and i haven't done psychedelics since then, which sucks cuz i want to try dmt but I'm scared
>>29337298
>Work at a store 3-4 years ago
>Meet a cute gril who works in the Produce department
>We begin dating and the relationship lasts about 5 months
>We're really getting serious
>One day I'm at her house with her watching stupid shit on netflix
>In her kitchen making dinner when she calls me back into the living room.
>"Anon I think something's wrong it's hard to breathe..."
>What.jpg
>Things instantly take a turn for the worse as she starts clutching at her chest/curling into a ball on the couch heaving/crying between shallow breaths
>Immediately call 9/11 and rush to her side, she loses consciousness in my arms.
>Died right when we reached the hospital of a Myocardial infarction.
>Never figured out what caused it
>Sitting there starting at a corpse for over 3 hours before her family arrives.
>Parents never really liked me and give me daggers as I go to leave, her mom is screaming at me like it was somehow my fault.
>Standing outside at 2:00AM wondering how a good night suddenly turned into the worst night of my existence.
>Tried to an hero that night with bungie cord but ended up ripping my light fixture out of the roof and having to foot a 400 dollar bill.
>>29337097
>>We break up and I say stupid shit because I was mad about the whole ordeal
>>Can't contact her anymore because of the shit that I said
You can always apologize if you feel that would be the right thing to do.
You shouldn't do it expecting to get her back tho.
>Be 5
>Super ugly Female cousin is 10 yrs old
>"Hey anon, let's go watch tv in my room!"
>"Ok"
>touches my wiene
>parents walk in, blame me
>get called "Boney" for a year.
Never have I felt so much shame. I still think about it to this day. I think my family has forgot about it, but it has really scarred me for life and I have problems with women because of it. Recently I realized that I really didn't have free will at 5 and I was raped.
>>29337494
I have but she wants nothing to do with me anymore anon
My mother died. My father moved back with his family in another country in less than a month. I sold our house, split the money with him, and moved in an apartment.
I suddenly lost all ties to my extended family. Not even my sisters want to keep in touch with me. I used to enjoy hanging out with them and my nephews/nieces.
>work
>home
>work
>home
>drink
>work
>home
>work
>home
>movie?
>home
>work
>its winter, waste $300 to skii
>work
>home
>work
>home
>>29337566
Don't feel bad. At least you got dubs.
my first cousin lived with me and my mom for a couple of years and we made out a couple of times, never got caught, one night jokingly i said i cant wait for you to go to bed so i can fap jokingly and she said i will do it for you. she ended up giving me a blowjob and it was absolutely amazing. we went to do it again a few days later and right as she started my mom walked in. had to move to a different state with my dad and no one in he famiky has ever treated me the same. fucked me up overall
>>29334831
this is isnt failed normie this has to be on of the most tantalizing feelings in the world hope youre better off now
>>29337708
>this is isnt failed normie
It pretty much is exactly what failed normie means.
It's bad nonetheless.
>>29337581
>I suddenly lost all ties to my extended family. Not even my sisters want to keep in touch with me. I used to enjoy hanging out with them and my nephews/nieces.
Is there a reason for this?
>>29337778
My sister and I still lived at home. So I hung out with the people who came to visit my parents and my sister.
>>29337162
Jesus Christ calm down buddy
All of these comments are so fucking bitchy and really show the weakness of this generation. I had a lot worse things happen than 90% of this thread, and it made me stronger.
>>29337162
lol what a sperg
>>29334613
>I stay by her side
he's not by her side he's in front her taking pictures to whore out for attention same as he whores out his wife. pathetic.
>>29335889
Dude are you fucking retarded? Of course that's illegal. Use some fucking common sense, if it's illegal for someone under 21 to buy alcohol why would it be legal for someone to buy it for them?
Raping my ex and having her family members constantly call me to harass me, was genuinely concerned they'd try to harm my family members but eventually came to the realization they didn't seem to remember where I lived, her dad only having given me a lift home years ago.
>>29337899
>Raping my ex
how did that go?
>>29337386
>I have no idea how I turned out like this
Well I have an idea.
>He had a fucked up childhood so he never shows me any emotions
Children of emotionally unavailable parents often learn to be overly emotional in an effort to get their needs met. (After a while they then usually learn to suppress their emotions because being overly emotional hurts. This unlocks the door to borderline personality disorder.)
The time I pizza'd when I should have french fried.
>>29337162
look at this crybaby. kill yourself you pathetic self pitying loser. sounds like no one would mind
>>29337935
I broke up with her for next to no reason if I recall correctly and started engaging in self destructive behavior, a lot of casual sex and recreational drug use. Meanwhile she was calling me practically every day asking for us to get back together, it was common for me to break up with her and take her back at that point in time.
Eventually she saw my Twitter which was littered with interactions with other women and blocked me on Facebook. I became extremely jealous prior to this after seeing her having a conversation with a guy on FB that, later, turned out to be her cousin.
I had a collection of her nudes and videos, nearly a thousand that I had saved over the span of three years. I threatened to post them on the internet unless she did exactly what I wanted so for the span of a few months over the summer I would pick her up, get a blowjob or something then drop her back home usually having promised to delete them afterward, but never did.
Eventually during one of our rendezvous we got into a fight and I physically held her down in the backseat of my mom's Camry and forced her to have sex with me, to which she replied she would call the police. I panicked and left her in a parking lot for a factory I believed to be abandoned where we would regularly park during this period of time.
I called her a few days later when nothing came of it to remind her that I had her nudes and she was still under my control, something I regularly did, only this time she had me on speaker and I could hear her family members threatening and cursing at me in the background.
They continued to call me so I blocked her number, but I had remembered that her father had a few firearms and had at one point taken me home albeit many years ago and worried over the span of some months that he'd just show up in the middle of the night and hurt my family, even when I was away at college.
>>29337482
>woman under 65
>cute, so not a heavy drinker, smoker or just generally heavy
>dies of a heart attack despite having literally 0 risk factors
You got lucky, anon. Imagine if she got to spread those inferior genes?
>>29338044
>I called her a few days later when nothing came of it to remind her that I had her nudes and she was still under my control, something I regularly did
thas pretty hot. you ever blackmail her into anything?
>>29338044
Wow, doesn't she know how rude it is to put someone on speaker with other people around and not tell them?
>>29338172
That's how I felt about the situation, I should have texted her that.
>>29338191
I think it was a joke. You know, because you literally fucking raped her.
>>29338191
Nah, a girl as rude as her would just show everybody the text. NOT nice.
>>29338207
>defending roasties
>>29338207
>he fell for the rape meme
Don't you know women want to have sex with the most dominant man they can 24/7? They only complain about rape to trick weak and stupid men into not raping women.
>>29338172
_original_ That gave me a hearty kek. _original_
>>29338207
I mean legally it was rape, sure. But before that point we were practically still a couple, no different than break up sex. I wouldn't have had any animosity towards her rejecting me if she didn't say she was calling the police afterward, otherwise I'd have given her a ride home and probably brought her a McFlurry or something.
A lot of bad shit happened to me but I'll just greentext a couple of the really bad ones.
>mother's day 2 years ago
>mom was gonna come over to my place and hang out with me and my brother
>grandmother calls me super early
>she is crying and tells me something happened to my mom
>a random guy gets on the phone, it's a police officer
>"son I'm very sorry to tell you this, but your mother passed away this morning"
>mom had a heart attack in her sleep
>died on mother's day of all fucking days
And another one which was my own fault and I deserve it but it still fucking devastated me.
>last year finally get a good job that pays $15/hour
>cousin got me this job in a lab
>loving it, making great money once in my life
>4 weeks into the job the HR lady emails me saying to go to her office during lunch break
>she informs me they couldn't find my diploma on file and fired me on the spot
>thought they would let it slide I didn't have my HS diploma since I dropped out when I was 16
>get my GED a week later and they still refused to let me back on the job
>current unemployed and can't even get a mcd job
>>29338288
>no different than break up sex.
if you ignore the part where you were blackmailing her
>>29336563
D E V I L I S H
originallyyy
>>29337097
teenage babies get >>>/out/
>>29338333
The blackmailing really only functioned as insurance. Otherwise during the summer we seemed like any odd couple.
If it was rape why is that a year after everything happened she regularly contacted me to talk about mundane shit, and sent me greetings on holidays and birthdays?
She didn't see it that way, when she had rejected my advances earlier that summer after an argument she quickly apologized and gave me one of the best blowjobs of my LIFE.
>>29337386
>O.D on my antidepressants
anon at least use advil
>>29334613
Forced into a cult right after I left home and got my first job, brainwashed and isolated, molested multiple timesand programmed to kill myself or return to cult leader.
>Deprogramming - it was like drowning in your own skin.
Everyone and their grandma swears they'd never get swept into a cult but it's not upfront like that. It's a slow grooming process of getting more leverage on a vulnerable person who trusts you.
Scientists have been in cults.
People who cry about heartbreak, rejection and apathy are normies who have never experienced hardship.
being arrested for gross vehicular manslaughter, assault with a deadly weapon with special firearm enhancement and armed robbery
still out on 300k bail lol
>>29338478
wher eyour molesters cute? The first first time IO was osteles it was by a copuple of 13 year 0llds.
>>29338492
enjoy getting raped in jail faggot
>>29338044
Teenage roasties BTFO
>>29338492
>arrested for gross vehicular manslaughter, assault with a deadly weapon with special firearm enhancement and armed robbery
>any bail I want
>300k starting
>>29338387
You're a sociopath
Original
>>29338511
I reemember that meme!
Obscure, text board!
>>29338528
I thought it was from /sci/.
>>29338505
i'm under no delusions, it's state pen
>>29338563
Wtf did you do? Robbed somebody with an illegally enhanced gun and then accidentally ran your partner overor intentionally ran him over?
>>29338563
>That night, Donaldson was lured into a cell by a prisoner who claimed that he and his friends wanted to 'discuss pacifism' with him in their cells. He was then anally and orally raped dozens of times by an estimated 45 male inmates.
Try and get them to wear a condom, don't get HIV
Either when I was in a shitty relationship where I was cheated on multiple times (NEET life since then) or my hypochondriosis that I have been struggling with recently. Either way they both will ultimately contribute to my future of alcoholism and a rope.
>>29337482
shit dude, that made me feel awful
why is reality such a shithole
>>29338507
U made my night
Thanks
>>29337162
>get a grip.
ayy=lmao
>>29336323
How are you now?
>>29334973
I'm in the same situation. Tell us more about it?
>>29334831
Nice blog faggot. Kys
>>29338044
That's actually fucked up anon, whatever came of this? If anything at all?
>>29337097
>be now
>JUST
>senpai
>literally
>18
>>29338981
>feeding trolls
>>29338922
not really much else to talk about. the only reason she stays with me is because i call her beautiful and can talk to her 24/7 because i have literally no friends. meanwhile, she talks to other guys behind my back (but she doesn't know that i know). i'm a literal fucking cuck. i can never leave her because she's the only girl who has ever had an interest in me.
>Spend my whole childhood either being ignored or guilt tripped by dad
>Pressured hardcore to do well in school because he never could
>Get fat as fuck during primary school because I wasn't allowed to do anything at home outside or school sports and I used to get fed crap constantly
>Develop 0 social skills
>Struggle through highschool being put down for weight by dad then being shamed every time I tried to lose it
>Force myself to learn to socialise and not be an awkward sperglord over last years of highschool
>Constantly belittled, guilt tripped or ignored by dad
>Graduate, go to uni without knowing what I want to do because gap year not allowed by dad
>Scrape together a handful of friends
>Forced to work for him full time for fuck all money doing hard labour while studying, flunk as a result
>Get stabbed in the back by closest friend
>Over this time dad starts drinking more and more
>Decides he wants guns and likes to shoot them in the backyard while blind drunk, would make me watch, was fucking terrifying
>Leaves, takes mother's car and house by faking documents
>Have to drop uni and work full time
>Suicidally depressed, feel fucking insane
>Things start to stabilise
>Think I might be through the worst of it
>Hit and run by car, break leg, lose job, closest friend stabs me in the back again
Just fuck my shit up: life edition.I'm only fucking just 21 man.
>be 17
>gf comes over
>she is pretty moody
>ask her why
>says she is just tired
>after a while I ask her again
>she tells me that she found a broken condom next to her bed and her menstruation is late one week
>panic
>keeps telling me she is pregnant
>ask her if she has taken a test
>tells me she didn't
>shit there is still hope
>we can't think of anything else so we turn on the tv and watch Finding Nemo
>can't sleep the whole night but we aren't talking to eachother either
>get up next day
>go to pharmacy for test
>she goes to the bathroom
>longest 5 minutes of my life
>it's negative
It all came out alright but I can't watch Finding Nemo ever again.
Also turns out she was cheating on me at the time and it wouldn't have been mine after all. Still dodged a fucking bullet.
Well, I was homeless for about 5-6 months last year when I was 19 and lived in my car while working full time for $13/hr. Around when I turned 20 in December I moved in with father's side of family I had no contact with prior, my father is a complete asshole. Pay rent for a 10x10 room. Fast forward some time and I totalled my car I bought since around my birthday, month later lost my job, it's been two weeks now and I'm broke, jobless, carless, have to go to court and pay a shit ton of fines soon and fucked over going to college. Probably will be homeless again soon. This past year is just the worst time of my life, for awhile I was a complete alcoholic. I wish I died in the car accident, but I just had to be wearing my seat-belt.
>>29334613
I remember that post on /pol/, it was a americuck
>>29339373
http://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/61079179/#61079179
Nah
>>29339408
IT WAS A FUCKING GERMANIC?! WHAT THE FUCK
the one I saw must have been a repost
>>29339497
Maybe it was the original, the archived one I posted has a poster saying its pasta but I couldn't find any other repost of it archived.
That was posted June of this year
>freshman year of college
>was a pseudo-Chad back then, tried hard to fit in and it worked
>becuase of this people thought I was relatively normal
>want to try psychedelics, guy on my floor gets mushrooms and we both take about an 8th
>at first I was worried I would revert back to how I was in high school (quiet, shy, unable to hold a conversation) but that didn't happen
>am having a blast in another persons room just listening to music, talking, and watching one guy play mount and blade
>like 5 people in the room total
>friend who was tripping with me wanted to smoke a cig and wanted me to come with him
>don't smoke but agree to anyway
>leave room and get down to the smoking area outside when it hits me
>I left my laptop open in the room playing music with the external hard drive unlocked
>the external hard drive with over a terabyte of CP, snuff, Loli, rape, futa, traps, and other assorted goods
>waves of panic start to wash over me
>Try to calm myself down saying there's no reason for anyone to go through my hard drive but I'm not thinking clearly
>keep running all these scenarios through my head where someone in the room snoops through the hard drive and finds all this stuff
>get inside and try to go back to friends room
>locked
>no one answering the door
>oh no
>panic gnaws even more at me, is amplified times 10 by the shrooms
>text both people who live in that room where they are, if they can unlock the door so I can get my laptop
>no response
>friend invites me to his room while we wait
>feel like I'm going to pass out at this point, like I'm dying
>the shrooms were also at their peak, was having visual and audio hallucinations
>felt like I was going insane
>the only way I can keep myself from crying right there is to just close my eyes
>start contemplating that I might actually be in hell
>after what felt like an eternity my phone vibrated
>friends went to get food, said we could come back
>closed my laptop before they left, never went through it
>>29339506
January*, my bad
>>29334831
u didnt fuck her fag
>>29336323
I am going to change society or die trying
>>29339511
Why would you keep an external hard drive of that shit around while at college?
>>29339559
Because it's also where I kept my a lot of my school work as well as where I kept track of my pay checks. Also it had a lot of video games on it
>>29339511
my gf drugged me into doing about 8 grams 2 weeks ago, I've done em like 4 times before but I started freaking out too at just being too high.
Know this feeling exactly and salute the trauma it may have caused no matter how funny it is now lol
>Found my mother dead in the garage when I was 15
>Grandmother dies two months later(she was like a mother to me)
>Family steals both of their possessions
>Have nothing to remember either of them by
I'm 23 now and shit still sucks.
>>29334831
this hurt to read, sorry bro :"(:(:(
>>29339614
feeeelz :" (
Most of you are a bunch of emotional faggots
>>29334831
you can only blame yourself desu
>falling for a party slut just because shez purtty
>convincing yourself she's worth your time
It's you lack of judgement and overattachment that cucked you. nothing else.
I was born against my will.
Probably my 3rd attempt at college as a 23 y/o KHV, meeting a beautiful russian qt who became my girlfriend.
Pretending to be chad exhausted me, started failing again by 2nd semester and then kept pretending to be attending with good grades.
Ended up with her committing suicide. You have no idea how badly i wish this wasn't true.
>>29339511
>>the external hard drive with over a terabyte of CP
Anon...
Discovering that my sister was getting molested by my step-dad was pretty soul crushing.
>Mfw she has severe issues now
>Mfw he got sentenced 15 years in prison 2 years later
>>29336990
Wow you sound like a huge faggot
>>29339824
So do you fuck her now?
>>29337097
>we break up and say stupid shit because I was mad about the whole ordeal
man I did that hit when I was 18, too. The same situation minus the whole party aspect (it was a cat/mouse chase in a teenage summer while she had a boyfriend at the time and I ended up getting her).
You live through it man. Took me a solid 2 years to properly get over it all. Stay strong.
>>29339896
Nah, I've since gotten a qt half-Asian gf.
>>29334831
Primary reason you got cucked was through the girl's actions, secondary was your judgment in finding a partner.
>>29338044
Wow anon you should consider suicide
>>29334613
>parents getting a divorce
>mom fuck off from home after getting cucked
>dad never around
>horribly depressed
>mom sends me text telling me she is killing herself
>tell dad, dad calls the police
>couple weeks later dad decides he wants the house for himself and sends me to stay with my mom for the weekend
>she is living in a garage
>basically drinks a shit ton and sleeps the whole weekend
>im alone in the kitchen with an ancient laptop and fuck you internet speed the whole time and all i want is to leave
>finally dad picks me up, i open the door and leave without waking mom up to say goodbye
top 10 worst moments of my life there
>>29340133
How much do you get paid to white knight roasties on 4chan?
>>29340299
your story is better if read from finish to start, im not even memeing about this
>>29340385
I'm not the OP but that's actually pretty cool, how'd you notice that?
>>29339300
>for a while I was a complete alcoholic.
Stopped reading here. Drinking too much doesn't make you an alcoholic. Kys.
>worked as a security guard
>it was an easy, stupid job, and I didn't mind it
>one day get taken off my normal routine as a lazy mall cop to work somewhere else
>for the next three days I have to guard an office with a <000.1% chance of anything happenning with two other guards
>one of them is a nice fat guy, the other is all smiles with the office workers but turned into a huge bitch sometimes
>the office is literally close to an hour away by car, don't have a car. Fat guy is arranged to drive me there and back, he doesn't mind
>things go smoothly the first day, but when I asked the bitch about a completely innocent question (she filled her timesheets out in a way that I was completely unfamiliar with) she snapped at me for no reason
>the next morning I get a phone call. Fat guy is sick and I have to get to the office on my own
>never been on the buses in this town before, leave super early, giving myself double the time that a car ride would take to get there
>end up being late by 10 mins anyway, bitch is fucking furious despite the fact that the offcie doesn't even open for 20 more minutes and there was nothing I could have done anyway
>fat guy's replacement is a crotchety asshole who bitches me out for it as well
>both of them make me stand outside the office to screen people coming in for literal hours
>come back in to ask them what's going on (we're meant to rotate every 30 mins)
>bitch snaps at me again, asshole comes outside and also bitches at me again
>feel like dying at this point, have issues with confrontation, can't fight back or say anything in my defence without crying so i keep my mouth shut
>get a call from the boss an hour later saying that my shifts for the next month have been mysteriously cancelled, he'll "find something else"
>didn't want to plead my case, basically just resigned then and there, thank christ my country has unemployment money
>Been a NEET since then, 1.5 years ago
Worst career choice of my life, god I was stupid.
>>29340429
>feel like dying at this point, have issues with confrontation, can't fight back or say anything in my defence without crying so i keep my mouth shut
Poor you :(
iktf
>>29340418
whenever i read a normie green i always read from bottom to start because i know i wont get any joy out of it anyways
>>29340429
If you're bad with confrontation security guard is probably a bad job for you anyways. So you can shoo skateboarders off the property, ect.
Its literally the only personality qualifier you really need.
>>29340470
Can't tell if sarcasm, but I know it's fucking pathetic. there's nothing I can do to stop it, though.
>>29340530
The funny thing is that I was completely fine doing things like that on the rare occasions that they needed doing. We're actually supposed to run away and call the police if things go south, so I was never too worried. I also did the job for over a year with no real trouble. But when people who are friends with the big boss start treating you like a peice of shit, what can you do?
Apart from people dying and shit, it was when a guy tried to rape me, and I only got out of it because I vomited all over him.
We was my boss and I had thought we were friends, but there you go.
>>29340607
Wasn't sarcasm I legit feel sorry.
I'm not particularly good with confrontations either and I know that exact feel from when I was younger.
Two years back I had a pretty shitty period in my life when within a span of 2 months I lost my girlfriend (died) lost my grandmother (died) and a good friend killed himself.
Besides that I've been pretty "lucky" in life otherwise, but I am sure something else will still come around to fuck me up.
>>29340746
I honestly think that people whose problems are due to external factors have grasp of what's it like to be actually miserable.
>>29340817
Have no grasp*
>>29334831
you're a bitch so you deserve it get cucked you dumb cunt
>>29339511
>>was a pseudo-Chad
Stopped reading here.
>>29336365
I woulda hit the cunt T B H brah
>>29340817
Well that was the "worst" thing that happened to me. I'm not even sad about those things anymore, just emotionally detached.
What would you consider "external" factors? A robot growing up in a broken home, beaten everyday just because his father is a drunk asshole wouldn't know what it is to be miserable? That is an external factor.
I am lucky as I said, I've seen so many more worse stories from robots here, fake or not, especially from those who never had a chance, due to the external shit factors of their life such as shitty family, bullies in schools etc.
>>29340887
True misery is knowing that something's 'off' about you. Something that you can't pinpoint or seek help with.
I am not a human being and there is nothing demonstrably wrong with me. I just don't function.
I don't get to tell a sob story because there is none.
That is true hell, you have even no idea.
>>29340246
>mom got cucked
Explain?
Sounds like your mom got shit from you and your dad.
>>29334613
when my autistic boss fired me for the most stoopid reasons, after spending months building "proof" against me to make sure I had the most ugly stain on my CV.
>>29334831
you dodget a bullet and you're complaining?
I wonder Chad's face when she told him: "nothing happened!! dat guy on my fb pic is only a cousin"
>>29341113
>That is true hell, you have even no idea.
Funny though that you sound very much like myself, and like a unique snowflake much
I have just accepted my weirdness with resignation and come to terms with not fitting in or finding comparable people elsewhere except on /r9k/
I wouldn't say knowing something is "off" about you is anything close to true hell, but to each their own anon.
>>29339497
Nah, the archived thread is a repost. Look at the picture: It's cropped and smaller that OPs picture.
>>29341209
>and like a unique snowflake much
You have no idea what I'd be prepared to do to have the reality be that it's just me wanting to be a special snowflake.
The mere fact you had a romantic experience and consider yourself lucky is a testiment to how your problems are just the tip of the iceberg that I'm faced with.
All my life I've wanted to just find my place where I'd fit in. But all I've done is tried emulating others and even that's failed miserably. I'm the fucking defected product. I'm like the shitty lego piece that doesn't fit with anything. I belong in the fucking trash and offing myself is occupying more and more of my daily thoughts.
>>29334831
What's the problem? You did the right thing by stopping the relationship when you found out she was a slut, why would you be depressed about some worthless whore fucking other guys?
I'm a NEET. Its only the worst time of my life because I have known the greener grass and have now reverted to being depressed and lonely. Know I'm a pedo but keeping it mostly under wraps for the time being.
>>29335543
well done, Tyrone.
Receiving my very own computer.
my life was already done once I turned on the power button.I really miss my old hard drive filled with 2007 4chan pictures and flashes
>>29334613
Getting betrayed by people who I though were my friends. Especially since the girl I had a huge crush on was in the group. They never saw me as a friend, instead they saw me as a source of entertainment. Overall it wasn't a single moment, but something I started to realize overtime. The moment it all hit me though was pretty rough. I immediately cut all contact with them on the spot.
That was 6 years ago. I'm a bitter fuck now, who doesn't trust anyone.
>>29337563
Although your cousin wasn't old enough to have criminal intent, so you weren't raped. Soz bruh. [/spoiler] The idea that I didn't know what I was doing is all that saves me from real guilt for ruining the lives of 3 girls from my childhood that I sexually abused, from the ages 4-10
>>29334613
I've had a mountain of bad shit happen to me. I've been stabbed, raped, you name it. But the worst of all was this. It turned me dead and hard as stone despite everything else I went through.
>High school years
>Life is a mix of getting the shit beat out of me by stepfather and gang kids from school
>Wasn't a wuss and fought a lot, but only so much you can do
>Have a handful of best friends, but best is a girl we'll call M
>M had no friends and was picked on by girls and guys, bad hygeine and looked like shit
>Helped her out a bit with advice, stood up for her sometimes
>Over the course of 1 year she transforms. Gets good at fashion, makeup, dumps her drughead bf
>Makes loads of friends and always tells me she's so happy I helped her out
>We become best friends but are each fine being platonic
>Her mother who had been out of contact with her dad for 12 years finally re appears, this seems to rattle her
>She starts to regress
>She does worse than regress and starts worshipping J Rock and japanese dark metal
>Starts wearing heavy makeup and dressing as a lolita
>Starts fighting every day with her parents (Dad and stepmom) and they keep calling me up to come help sort it out because they are that pathetic
>"You're the only person in the world she ever listens to"
>She wants to change her name legally to "Mana" the name of some band member and dress and talk like them
>She refuses to go to school and just stays at home dressed up watching music videos all day. Writing fics about herself and the band etc. She keeps inviting me over and just wants me to sit next to her while she writes and watches stuff. I tell her thats no fun and its bullshit. We have a fight about it after a few days of it and stop talking a bit.
>Get phonecall
>Its her parents.
CONT>
>>29341354
Is this some sort of amphibious animal?
>>29334613
I'll start at the beginning.
>dad left 4 months after I was born
>came back a year later to fight in court that me and my younger brother weren't his, we were
>started living with us again until I was 8, then left again in the middle of the night, leaving me to be "the man of the house"
>super fucking stressful, and at 8 years old
>mom working day and night to keep a roof above us and bread on the table
>learn to cook by myself
>barely get by
>13 now, and decide to move to a new city
>couple years later, start 11th grade
>still just the 3 of us, no dad
>thought I had made some friends in 10th grade
>working alone on an assignment, when a few girls come up to me
>"why are you working alone? Don't you have any friend's ?"
>loud enough for everyone to hear in class
>"yeah, I do"
>"name one"
>kevin
>they go to Kevin, and ask, again loudly, if he's my friend
>"what? No!"
>me and him hungout every lunch before
>start of an endless torment of bullying throughout highschool
>never ended, not even at grad
>became super depressed
>tried to kill myself, failed
>ffw even more years, in university now
>meet a really cute girl
>girls normally would only talk to me to tell me I'm a worthless ugly loser, or just enough to get forced group work done
>she doesn't know about that shit, she's not from the city
>a few months go by, and we had become friends
>ask her out, cause why not
>agrees to go on a date
>date goes relatively well
>we talk a lot
>all of a sudden, "I want to just be friends"
>well this sucks
>this happens a day before I had a date planned
>I had to go to the hospital the day after the date
>end up spending 2 days in the hospital doing nothing but thinking about her
>get out, she still messages me, and we still talk
>out of nowhere, she replies with one word messages, then completely stops
So, yeah, of say pretty bad. Not cancer bad, but still.
>>29341195
Chad doesn't care, he out there fugging all the girls he wants, this was just another ho for him and he treated her like she wanted to be treated
>>29339705
>>29340065
I don't know... The thing is she looked so innocent, and at the time I wasn't experienced with women, so the whole "they are all sluts" was kinda of a meme for me. Guess I learned my lesson.
I just don't get why she would be a slut like that, she had no daddy issues, no major red flags.
She did talk alot about her exes though, which I learned later on that this is a major *warning* sign.
Fucking gay womyn i swear
>>29341368
CONT
I wanna hear the end of this
>>29336323
>"B-but what about my friends?"
>"You don't have any friends, Anon."
What the fuck? That's brutal.
>>29341368
this is gonna get dark I can tell
>>29337097
this nigga hear
all you fags who think tfwnogf is hard? Wait till you have one then have them ripped away from you. The pain is a billion times worse.
>>29341368
>>29341368
>They invite me to dinner at a restaurant to "patch things up with M"
>Seems weird but its her parents calling me and they seem worried for her so okay I'll go
>I show up and its just them
>They reveal she tried to stab them both and they had to call police and have her taken to an emergency screening unit
>Stepmother cries about how I'm the only person she listens to or respects, says that if I got closer with her she might become "normal again"
>They ask me directly to get together with her
>I say no, and I had a GF at the time
>They offer to pay me two thousand dollars
>I say no and get pissed, they drop it. Don't actually talk to me about her and how she feels just about how bad she is
>Ask me to call them the next day after we leave and I refuse that and a ride from them and just walk home two miles
>M goes back to school in a few weeks, I ask nothing but worry for her so patch it up
>Agree to watch and listen to jrock shit with her if she goes on walks with me once every time I visit
>She's slowly habilitating
>I can get her to go out places again like arcades
>We start to connect like we used to and laugh it up
>She starts to talk to me a lot about her real mom and stuff they dont know like her real mom is always texting her, but she can tell the chick is a total meth head
>Admits to trying it once to see what her mom was about, I tell her to never do that again, she tells me I'm not the boss of her and throws a fit
>Her older sister lets it slip to her parents that I've singled up but I dunno that yet
>Her parents make a big dinner and its just me and them and M
>Her stepmom pulls me into the bedroom later andtells me I need to ask her out if I care about her. What, did you think this would be a lewd spoiler?
>I want to refuse but the meth thing has me worried, I also realise I feel protective of her now, and decide maybe I like her, but know its not an ideal relation
CONT>
>>29334831
get cucked cancer
>>29334973
Fugg. I'm in the same boat.
A cuckold future if I don't exit
>>29341525
>I say I'll get around to it but they need to ease up on us both. I don't like how they magically realized I was single and its creepy
>Stepmom says okay
>That night the dad meets me out front and hands me a 2000 dollar check
>I refuse
>He says take it and bring her on an incredible date and ask her. Just try the absolute best you can. Please?
>I say okay
>Bank gives me shit for trying to cash 2k and have to change my account cause I had turned 18
>Take her to sea world
>Take her on the sea tax after
>Take her to the boardwalk it must be so obvious this is a date, she's becoming kinda weirded out
>I admit it is and I ask her out
>She refuses
>I try to let it go but 2 days later her dad calls me and says I have to try 1 more time
>I say I'm not that into it and it will probably mess her up more if I keep dogging at her
>He says he gave me money and I have to try at least one more time
>Pissed off but invite her to my house
>Watch her play FFX for an hour then try to bring it up
>She's immediately pissed and leaves
>They call me up again that very night the dad is yelling, I tell him to shut the fuck up and finally explode. Its not my problem to raise their daughter
>M not at school for 3 days
>Get called into office
>No one will tell me whats going on at all
>They just say its a serious implication
>I get held at the school police office way past school hours
>Her parents reported I may have kidnapped her
>She's been missing for two days
>I have a bonafide alibi for the hours she went missing because I was on camera in a lapidary workshop
>Turns out she went to be with her methmom for a bit
>Have zero contact
>Start to hear a rumor that she's not at school cause I attempted to rape her
>No idea where its coming from, freaked out, ask friends about it
>It comes back to her older sister
>A bro of mine talks to her and M isn't talking to the sister one bit, she's in an emergency screening unit again
>The parents said it happened
CONT>
>>29336990
CRAAAAAAAAWLING
Fag
>>29341646
CONTINUE YOU KEK
>>29341646
>They also said they paid me 2k to stay away from her
>Dad would say he had a carbon of the check
>Realize I was played like a damn fiddle
>They're throwing me under the bus
>Get the word she's in some sort of emotionla re-hab center for teens who commit violent acts
>Get word she's been shipped to one of those desert camps for teens to whip them into shape
>I can never reach her, and all the stalker/money accusations make me think its a bad idea to
>Learn she showed up at school the year after I graduated (she was younger)
>Told she went right back to calling herself Mana
>She was on oxycontin and meth and didn't graduate
>Sister threw a brick into my chest and called me a rapist in front of a grocery store a year later
>Finally get to talk to her three years later, she's working a booth at a convention for, you guess it, a music company
>She accuses me of accepting 2k to never be around her anymore
>That her parents wanted to isolate her so she'd have no hopes left in that program
>I tell her its not true and they paid me 2k to ask her out
>She says thats unbelievable bullshit and she can't believe a sack of crap like me was ever someone she looked up to
>Told me to go away or she'd call security
>That was our last contact, 2006
>In 2009 she died from an overdose
>She had 1 child with no father but her parents refused responsibility for him
>Her mother somehow outlived her and called me one day in 2011 sounding balls high as fuck. I just listened to her sobs and rantings for like an hour and tried to comfort her. She asked if I knew where the kid was and I said I didn't. She asked if it was mine and I assured her it was definitely not.
I lost my best friend who looked up to me and I helped out, because her parents wanted to control her like a toy doll and played me for a fool. Every day I know she could have been saved if I saw it all coming. I watched her go from an emo cutter to a bright individual, then devolve into a larping delusional druggy.
>>29336487
>brain worms
Try having braindawgs
>>29341525
>>29341646
>>29341775
jesus fucking christ
KILL THEM
>>29341775
>Told her they paid 2k to stay away from her
holy shit
When I tried to check out and I woke up and realized I wasn't in hell.
Also when a girl got me super drunk (never had drank before), got naked with me in a bed while her friends stole all my money and anything of value, broke my glasses and flushed them, then called the cops and said I was a drunk maniac trying to rape her. It didn't help that once I realized what was happening I went into a retarded rage/crying fit and was still naked when the cops came.
People: not even once.
>>29341775
I was in one of those camps, its literal hell. If I was tricked emotionally that hard before going to it I would have wanted to die, I feel incredibly bad for your friend, she had a shit life.
>>29337017
Anyone who isn't an emotionally stunted retard could see that it's the stress that's that's pushed him into a bad spot.
Cuck yourself, sperg.
>>29341775
We all have a purpose, you know what to do.
>>29341827
That shit is easy and you're lucky you have parents willing to pay for it.
Fuck you, yuppie.
>>29341775
I find this hard to believe, but if its true thats rough
>>29341775
>do ALL of that for someone
>end up as a sacrifice by evil people to hurt her worse
>can never undo it
i was waiting for the end to give you shit for having a female friend+gfs but fuck anon
no wonder you are here
you must hate mankind
>>29336990
are you fucking 13, jesus fucking christ
I keep getting sleep paralysis and it's always terrifying even though i tell myself that its just sleep paralysis.
It's always the same, my tv would turn on loud but its static and its flickering really bright like a strobe light. Then against the wall would be this dark figure silhouette, kinda shapeless and blurry, but it's looking at me. I cant move and I always try to yell.
It's been like this for the past 12 years and happens once a month. I'm thinking about taking out my tv
>>29341908
I have sleep para too. I had the shit abused out of me growing up so I always hallucinate/lucid that someone is breaking into the room to kill me. It sucks anon. I feel for you but if you remove the TV you'll prolly just still see one in its spot, you know?
>>29338387
She kept calling because she has codependency issues, you braindead retard.
Let me know if all the mind games, drugs, and sex were worth it when you're on your deathbed wondering what the fuck happened.
>>29337838
Cool man, so, why are you here?
>>29338044
He should've :)
>>29341525
>People offer to pay you to take a gf
FUCK OFF NORMALSHIT!!
>>29334613
My gf fell in love with someone else while I was studying abroad, broke up with me when I came back
>>29342051
This. It's always fun to see a control freak get taken out of their element, show them how shit really works.
>>29341908
Hah. That sounds similar to mine.
>Live on Mom's couch
>Sometimes, I get sleep paralysis
>Old ass tv is blasting static and is bright
>Eventually explodes and a large, hard to perceive shadow person emerges
>It quickly runs over to me and yells in my face "HELP ME!" Over and over
>Looking at it is like multiple clouds of purple and black smoke layering and shifting
>Feel calm the whole time
It's my most frequent night terror
>>29334831
Art majors, not even once.
>mates and i start hanging with old guy [call him gourd] who runs a shop near my house
>is the most peaceful lovely guy
>he used to be english teacher
>gourd is friendly with everyone in the neighbourhood
>starts selling weed through shop
>acts in my high school film
>gourd helps with my poems
>talks about whatever with friends and i
>like a second dad to all of us
>come back from holiday
>meeting mate who i first met gourd with
>messages me at 10am "anon there was a fire at gourds shop"
>we meet out front
>place is destroyed
>reporters from scummy news channel tell us hes dead
>gone forever
>later we find out almost their whole report on gourds death is illegal footage, some of it my hgih school film
>coerce us into interview for national tv 30 seconds after beaking us news of his death
>physically shaking during interview
>my friend is laughing from shock
>news reporter asks "how do you think the fire started?"
>"i dont know, he smoked so maybe a cigarette started it"
>gourds son sends rant about how we disgraced him by saying that
>says we were no friends of gourd
>i know hes probably in grief but feels hit hard
>later we find out gourd was blugeoned to death by a methhead who set the place alight
>bashed in face with a hammer
>FUCK
still miss the guy. feels bad man
>be me graduating hs
>go to grad party and bring my cousin Harold
>he's a Chad drug dealer that drives a BMW
>we decide to go to the drive thru after the party
>while stopped at the light some guys pull up next to us
>oh shit we're getting car jacked
>I start to get out the car, but my cousin reaches for his gun
>they start shooting
>Harold gets shot in the head
>I get shot in the back
>my friends that rode in another car finally catches up
>see me all bloody and takes me to the hospital
>>29339230
Any study tips?
>>29338044
>you will never rape a chick
Why live?
There's been a few. I actually made a thread about it.
>>29341647
>>29342210
Did he died?Spooky
>>29342318
Please stop attention whoring and tripfagging in this thread. Thanks.
>>29342353
Almost instantly, outside of his body shaking a little.
>>29342163
That is fucking awful. at the very least he had a decent life for an old guy, most of the old people I know lose their mental facilities and die alone and scared. He died like a boss raging at some methhead while possibly a little stoned
>>29342374
What shithole are you from?
>>29342399
Hollywood cali
>>29334613
>first term of uni, during fresher week; muster up the courage to go drinking at first event of my accommodation, pretty amazing since I usually can't talk to someone face to face.
>actually meet some cool guys; we drink and go on a pub crawl; exchange numbers and shit; thinking i've made some friends.
>text them over next couple of days, they talk about shit like having to go to introductory lectures or something.
>girl roommate invites me to a flat party, we drink for a bit then get there.
>every single 'friend' was there, all of them hanging together without me; they see me and their expression becomes surprised.
>just completely ignore them, but my confidence is fucking shattered; the charisma from drinking alcohol isn't enough to maintain a conversation with anyone anymore.
>just leave the party; sit in my room; almost cried from how fucking pathetic I was.
Fuck people.
>>29342163
Do you have the footage of the interview with you guys?
>>29341281
Put yourself out there, enjoy your weirdness. Watch people squirm. You only have one life.
>>29338301
>get my GED a week later and they still refused to let me back on the job
that makes me sad, hate how heartless the world is. currently unemployed too, good luck in finding something decent
>>29342434
People are cunts, but you're a bitch.
>>29342434
Honestly this sounds like a basic learning experience. You have to give people a reason to want to be around you, and being nice isn't enough. You have realized you are pathetic, get hobbies and invest in yourself to change that.
You got off easy and have no room to complain.
>>29342434
>they see me and their expression becomes surprised
You sure you weren't imagining that?
I can relate to that but I also recognize that my fears almost always see things where there's none. Everything said becomes personal, every smallest remark becomes an indication of some unspoken opinions, every slightest facial expression becomes a sign of disgust.
It's just you taking and butchering everything and violently shoving it to fit in with your fears. Everything that can, will be interpreted only so. You wouldn't believe how much I tend to overthink even the smallest of things.
You gotta realize you're your own worst enemy. Not because you're hopeless, but because you're letting your fears dictate you everything, from self worth to how others view you. It was only inevitable you became extremely self conscious and anxious again, now that you suddenly slipped back into your fears grip. It took you a whole week to build up confidence and one facial mimic to make you slip back.
Anon it makes me sad you've discarded and given up on your actual progress because of one (probably imagined) slip.
>>29342817
Not him and I'm going to disagree with you. I don't have any hobbies or interest and still regularly go to party with my flat mates and neighbors at my university.
You're holding him to standards that they don't hold one another to just to make it seem as though it's within his control when they might just not fucking like him.
>>29334613
>he's not a demisexual demigirl polargirl with he/him/his pronouns
>>29342434
Wait I may have misunderstood.
They told you they had stuff on the same time the actual party took place?
Okay that's dick.
>>29337097
>18 years old
>Break ups are literally the worst pain imaginable
Have you heard of reddit, friend? You might prefer it over there.
>>29337563
>picked on by older family when you're young and helpless
>they think its good fun
>You hate it worse than anything and it permanently fucks you up
>They still bring it up occasionally like a good joke you used to share
iktf
>>29335858
The police keep the normies in check.
>>29341209
You know deep down.
Do you hear them?
Soon, brother.
my best friend died in Late 2013, best friends from when i was about 5 until then, (born in 95)
think about her every single day, since then i've just been slugging it out every day.
ANYONE can get sad about stuff you make yourself sad about and dwell on, but theres no pain worse than when you have to accept something and you just cant
>>29342777
>>29342817
not really, I have hobbies; I found some other friends afterwards, it was just a really shitty day realizing the people you were trying to befriend didn't like you; and were too much of a bunch of pussies to tell you.
At the end of my university course, most of the group is either fat/still a virgin/dropped out, so I'm not too bothered about it nowadays.
More or less just angry that I let some dickbags make me feel that way.
>>29341281
>I'm like the shitty lego piece that doesn't fit with anything
that was funny
>>29343057
meant for>>29341113
>>29341113
>>29341113
This is original.
>>29343127
Is the autist mothership going to take me away?
>>29341515
fuck off normie
if you have had a gf it's proof that you're capable of getting and keeping a gf
if yout think you deservbe any sympathy when you already got to experience love and even sex you should just go somewhere else you roastie fucking disgusting manwhore chad fuck off go die unironically don't ever post here again you fuck
>>29337097
>literally the worst pain imaginable
Aight mate.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k4Pd527GN48
>>29343165
Don't think they let motherships come in close anymore considering how bad things have gotten, but a scout craft will do just as well.
Be on the lookout, they like it when it gets warm.
>>29341908
>>29341924
My new partner gets really bad sleep para. Anything that helps you guys?
>>29334831
well she could paint and sculpt and was propably a great draftswoman a great understanding of the form of the human being. she would have made loomis proud.
but what of you? you were literally a former neet. of course it fell apart
>>29334831
>>29334973
>>29337097
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE FUCKING NORMIES, HOPE YOU FAGGOTS COMMIT SUICIDE
>think really hard on this
>realize my life is piss easy and nothing out of the ordinary has really ever happened
>still somehow miserable a lot of the time
>>29343768
same here m800
>>29334613
>Me, 21.
>Found some paid internships as first job.
>Dealt with anxiety and deppression because I missed being neet
>Saved 1k
>Got a date with a girl last week. (friendzoned, but she was too tall for me. Manlet life, you know?)
>after i left her, took a cab
>fucking faggot assaulted me
>took my credit card at left me in an insecure part of the city
>took my ID, my credit card and my shoes
>while walking home, two guys tried to assault me, again
>took $1 from me
>checked my bank account
>1k stolen
>poor as fuck again, have to wagecuck again
Just a reminder: things will never get better
>>29334831
Why do failed normies come here? you want pity?
