Write a letter to someone who may or may not read it. Could be about anything you want it to be.
I daydreamed about you today. It was the first time ive done it in I dont know how long. It felt amazing to feel that again. Idk. I want to lay in bed and makeout with you for hours and nothing else but that.
-Daemian
E
Hit me up lets hang
David
R
You suck at guitar and I don't really want you in my band. You can't be tone deaf and be in a band. You can't not know when you're not in tune and be in a band. Also your gear is shit and you have no money. You are a hassle and not a contributor.
>>29101227
Have you told him any of this though? At least the tone deaf stuff, thats something he can work on if he practices listening to tones more
MLM
You piss me off so much sometimes, why do I still care. you're too insincere, you never stop to think about me. its whatever, though. you won't change.
I'm sorry I broke your heart
>>29101227
Fucking tell him, I had a shit tone deaf drummer and I made him pack his shit, the band is much better. Just make sure you do it so as not to break his heart etc and in a way in which he won't get angry at you.Ironically, my name begins with R and I play guitar.
>>29101227
>>29101357
Lol what if
R:
I bought viagra. If I can't get it up with that, then I'm ending this relationship. You deserve to fuck.
Now, I hope you didn't bang anyone this weekend and that's the reason I haven't heard from you since. It hurts me not knowing about you, specially since the last thing you said to me was that you miss me so much. I miss you too.
>>29101418
lemayo need viagra to keep the 4 incher up?
Im scared I will end up hurt again, that I wont be enough for you. It makes me want to consider someone else and not bother you, even though youre the one I want. I will just end up devastated again if I open up myself to you again and you dont want me.
V
Dear Kaili
If you don't wanna hang then just say you're not interested. No need to ingnore me and give me some sort of false hope. I won't think you're a bad person if you're honest. I'll honestly respect you more for it. I may not be that perfect guy you thought you'd end up with, but my feelings for you are more real that his will ever be.
>>29100912
This is semi repost, posted one in the orher thread, will write another letter
Dear A
You were honestly the best thing that has happened to me. I don't understand how you could possibly make the best thing in my life one I regret the most. I wish I rejected you when you asked me out, I wouldnt be here ranting to anons hoping for any scrap of attention. I was completely fine without you, no friends but happy with that
Now I crave attention, companionship and the ilk. I drink myself to sleep with cheap bourbon to make the voices stop. I cry myself to sleep remembering us. I'm sorry, Amber, for whatever I've done to make you hurt me this way. I just want it to end, and I will make it, if not through working it though, by my death.
I'm sorry for making you think I deserve this. The thought of you being happier without me makes me want to die. Who knows, you might get your wish of my death soon.
Goodbye Amber.
I can't even say I love you to you anymore, can i?
-your former jokester, Gry.
D,
I don't know what to write here. A lot has happened in life and I haven't been feeling like myself lately. If you're still waiting for me, just wait a little longer and I'll come back.
Blake STOP MAKING A MESS IN THE STAFF KITCHEN WE ALL USE IT AND DONT WANT TO DEAL WITH YOUR MESS SLOB
Okay.<3
Dear A,
I hope you get better. I hope that some day you realize what a beautiful, smart, loving, caring, wonderful person you are. I wish you the utmost happiness throughout your life even if it is not with me. I will always love you and I will always care about you even though our time together was so short. You have ignited a spark in my soul that I hope never goes out. You have so many people that love you and so do I, never forget that.
Faithfully yours,
B
What the fuck? You're a toxic cancerous cunt. Who the fuck do you think you are? The only goddamn reason I won't send this is because your aunt actually has cancer. I wonder how many pity nudes that gets you! She's going to die from it Adrian. and so are you one day, just like the rest of your family. Go on a diet fat cunt.
>>29101357
>tone deaf drummer
Drums don't have a pitch nigga, dafuq you on about
Why do you have a girlfriend? Why are you so ideal and so perfect for me yet you have some ugly underage trampy girlfriend? Her nose is literally looks like an Easter Island head statue. Its revolting. I bet she's cheated on you a hundred times and you're too stupid to notice. Why did you flirt with me and then pretend I don't exist? I hope your relationship fails but I hope even more that by the time it does I won't be into you anymore.unlikely
>>29102527
>underage trampy girlfriendWA?
>>29102527
Did he have a gf before or after you met him?
>>29102331
You are a good man, I wish I could move on like that. You be you man, I wish you luck in life.
Bumperino famalino
>>29102881
Thanks anon, that means a lot to me, for real.
K,
I've been thinking a lot over the past few days, and I have finally come to the realisation as to what I've been doing for a while now. I have been waiting for you to make a choice, between me and C, and after our conversation on Saturday it has become very clear to me that you have made that choice already, without me even asking you to.
I cannot keep acting in this facsimile of a relationship with you, waiting for you to come back to me - I thought that maybe after seeing me in person enough you would, but obviously you want something, someone, different. I can't face that, and I can't just sit there pretending that everything is okay between us while you're doing what you're doing. It crushes me to know that you're intimate with someone else, as it makes me feel worse than second best in your eyes, which is a mismatch of feelings and makes the relationship we have feel one sided. I also can't just wait around for you to get hurt, in order to pick up the pieces, as that's unfair on both of us and I also don't know when that will be.
Because of this, I have to cut contact with you. It's difficult for me, but it feels like the right thing to do, as I need to move on from you, as you have moved on from me. It's not fair on both of us to carry on like this, as I make you feel guilty and upset, and you just make me feel upset. Maybe one day we can reconcile, but I don't believe it'll any time soon, as you seem to want to live a different life to a life with me in it.
I appreciate the honesty that you have given me during this turbulent time, and I wish you all the best for the future. You deserve to be happy, and if the actions you're taking make you happy, then I have no right to deny you them.
L
Big Sis if you're reading this, I miss you.
I miss you. My life has been anywhere from empty to weird without you. Lately this thing has been happening where I hear some music I know you'd like and I remember I can't share it with you. Or I'll see a sign for some local event I know you'd like and remember you'll never get to go. And for a while my memory of your laugh has been a bit fuzzy. Your smile I'll never forget, but your laugh... And your voice.
I hope you're still out there, and that you're happy. If you're not out there living the odd but nice life I picture for you I hope nobody hurt you. A year ago even I wouldn't have been able to accept it as a possibility, but if you died I hope it was quick and you didn't suffer.
>>29103364
We here at r9k support and love you, don't ever forget that.
>>29102610
>WA
nah sorry mate
>>29102761
Before. Much much before.
Isabel a food waste product
>>29102187
>If you're still waiting for me, just wait a little longer and I'll come back.
hahahahaha
hope this cuck blows you the fuck out whore
>>29103965
Stop this Isabel hating meme.
You don't even know Isabel
>>29102187
Initial?
D here which it could apply to.
Dear You,
I want to cuddle with you and rub my nose against your hairy chest. And I bet your neck smells fantastic.
-Me
>>29104116
What initial do you want it to be?
Maybe hiding from me is a wise move. Everything you say lately is saccharine and feels a bit muted and emotionally dishonest. It feels like you're hiding and aren't going to have any real conversation with me until I'm with you in real life. I don't know how to feel about it. It's probably a good thing that you hide, though. Forces me to get my emotions out on someone else. You don't deserve any venom from me.
I'm angry at myself and a bit suicidal, as always. The only cure for it is probably just to wait it out or to vomit out my anger on someone until there's none left.
>>29104115
Don't I?
>>29103555
Maxine?
>>29104279
Do you?
Want to get coffee? I could go for coffee.
I hate it. I'm scared of you. It feels like you're going to leave me at any moment. It feels like I can't trust you because you're too weak.
But no one is strong enough. The problem is me. If I was more vanilla, no one would have trouble handling me.
You were lying when you said you felt a certain way about the way I am. You just wanted me to stop feeling bad so you said the way I am is lovable.
You wanna know something? Stop acting like you're special. No one will ever understand you, but that's no different from anyone else. No one sees deep into the soul of others, we're all just big black holes. You're not a weirdo, you're not that different from others. You're just a stupid human just like me, just like the rest of them.
Glad you're happy now, I don't why you didn't work on your problems while we were together, despite trying to motivate you. Seems like everything in your life is working out without me, so I'm going to stay out even though I'm in love with you and have been thinking about you and dreaming about you for months, since you broke off the engagement. Bye.
I hate life guys, I really do. hahaha
>>29104213
K or C.
Anw, it's too general for it to be related to me. damn these threads for giving me shit to think about.
You're a common piece of dirt. You don't have a special purpose in this life. You're no king, you're no legitimate god. You are you. That's all.
I don't know how people can see themselves and others as anything more than dirt.
I wish suicide pacts were a more common thing.
If you're reading this, and maybe you are, then I wanted to say I miss you. I don't know why you disappeared or what happened, but every moment you've been gone I've been thinking about you and it really eats at to the point where I can't sleep or eat or do anything because you're gone and I have this awful feeling in my stomach. You mean so much to me you're so precious, I love you. You say you're a bad person, and I entirely disagree. But I can't change your opinion of yourself, but what I will say is that you being gone hurts me, but it hurts because of the time we spent together and the bonds we share. It hurts because you're my friend and I'm your friend and I miss you. I don't know what happened, maybe you're truly gone, I don't know. But if you're alive, and you're somehow reading this, please come back to me, I need you.
Matt,
It's been over a month and I still don't know why I have somewhat feelings for you still. Maybe it's because of the good memories. But you hurt me, real fucking bad. I wish I didn't have feelings for you anymore. I hate what you did to me, but a small part of me misses you.
-M
Hey Vyro, you're an attention whore piece of shit. You're always whining about being alone but you know it's your own fault. You act like you're sad and in need of rescue but really you're just harvesting attention from idiots so that you'll feel like you're worth something. You know you're not ugly, you know you've got potential, you fucking know you could get people to love you. You just bitch because you want attention, because it's the only thing that makes you feel ok.
Fucking die.
Dear Phil
I hope you're okay, I miss you
>>29102175
Holy shiiiit someone is in relationship hell.
S,
I miss you. Ignore the summerfag haters, they don't have bigger pecs or bis than you. Please come back
S,
I can't take it anymore. I'm on the verge of killing myself. At this point it feels like you're the only person who cares at all, but I just wish you knew how I felt. I just want to be happy S, I so just want to be happy. I don't know what to do and I feel like you're the only person I could ever get close to telling this to. life feels like a constant struggle that I am forcing myself through, not because I want to but because have to.
V.
>>29102331
What a pathetic cuck you are.
>>29104698
YES, you fucking tell that bitch. God, I hate those whiners, do they think we're buying it, or are they actually that deluded?
D,
It's not that I didn't want you, just that I couldn't do anything about it, and shouldn't have done anything about it. I still miss talking to you, there are times where I see something and want to tell you about it, but I can't. Whenever I see you I want to say something, but you told me not to so I don't. I hope you're doing okay.
L
>>29104277
I like you anon. Vomit your anger on me.
dear niggers
i fucking hate you
stop liking me
-a white girl
>>29103555
I couldn't remember her voice. Then about 6 years after we broke up, I went to see her again. She sounded just as she always did. Almost killed me. Almost set me free. Almost.
That was three years ago. I can't remember her voice. I don't think I ever will.
Dear Alex,
I'm sorry I've already put you through so much. For all the love you've held inside for me for so long I should lift you up but instead I'm wasting my time pulling myself back down.
For all that r9k degrades MtF trans people I shouldnt even come here because it hurts so much, but you mean so much more than that to me. You care about me, and all I care about is getting fucked up. I can't tell you I'm sorry enough nor can i even begin to speak for what I do. I take 4 different fucking pills each morning and they still cant manage to turn me into a functioning human being that deserves your love but I keep trying, telling myself that THIS time will be different until I realize I cant live 12 hours without being high, to drown out the problems that /I/ materialize inside my own fucking head
I'm so sorry
No matter how many times you tell me you only care about my safety I know that somewhere inside you your resent for me is building, and just thinking about the day it comes out makes me want to kill myself. I never wanted you to think I was anything less than perfect, and now I've made you believe I'm anything but.
-C
Dear Vyro
I am honestly glad to have known you for as long as I have. For better or worse, you have been a shaping factor in my development.
And I guess I do still think you're pretty cool.
>>29104482
Don't worry anon. She probably isn't all that happy. People always act like they're OMG so HAPPIEEEE! Especially if she's with someone new. It will crumble. Everyone will suffer.
Posting from my phone because busy right now. ily though and want you to feel good if youre reading this. Take care for now
-Daemian
Se,
I was a coward and I have intense nightmares about you monthly. I love you so much and I'm so sorry and I'm so scared to talk to you.
Pa
>>29102175
>I can't even say I love you to you anymore, can i?
If I have one regret, it's this. I wish that I ended every conversation with her with "I love you", just so that last one didn't end with "Goodbye".
No, Anon, I guess you can't say "I love you" any more.
I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.
>>29104994
What happened anon? I'm sorry too.
I already did. I wrote her a notebook full while I was in rehab. She even wrote me one back. She hates me now though, because I can't stay sober.
I'm sorry Alex.
why dont ppl just type out the entire name? No one is gonna know who the fuck you are or who you are talking about even is you type "David" instead of "D"
>>29105247
You didnt put your name at the end of your post.
Jerry
Oh hey I got to read some. Nice.
>>29104698
You're silly. Looking physically alright means absolutely nothing if you're a mentally ill idiot that doesnt know anyone in real life and struggles to get even a skype contact period.
>>29104901
Who have I even known that long? You're not the one human being I still talk to from drawthreads, and you are certainly not Fish.
>>29105022
Nothing much. I just made a mistake. I made a silly mistake, of telling her I didn't want her any more. She came to the completely reasonable conclusion that she should disappear. I was really confused at that point in my life, and by the time I sorted everything out, she was long gone.
I had my chances. That conversation where I said "I don't want us to be together any more" could have ended with "I love you" instead of her just walking out. When she called me the next night and asked if she could just come and see me. Just to lie next to me, just for the night, I could have told her "I love you", instead of just putting down the phone. When I saw her years later, I could have said "I love you", instead of just walking on by.
I cant't even say "I love you" to her anymore though, can I?
"But wherefore could not I pronounce 'Amen'?
I had most need of blessing, and 'Amen'
Stuck in my throat."
>>29105794
I know how you feel...I really liked that quote too.
Laura -
I still think about you all the time even though we were never really close friends at all and I haven't talked to you in months. I also lurk your facebook and instagram every few days. I was too beta to ever really express my emotion, but I really, really, like you. I'd marry you in a heartbeat, even now.
>>29104903
Well, despite everything that happened. I still really care about what happens to her, but thank you. I appreciate the sentiments.
Mikenopa i hope you succeed in killing yourself
>>29103456
>tfw i knew 2 ppl from highschool that were a pair
>tfw their names started with the sam letters
>tfw i know they must have had a long distance relationship cause they went to different countries after highschool
>tfw i hadstill havea crush on L
>tfw i dreamt about her last night
i didnt ask for these feels
D
I'm sorry I lied to you for so long about it. I'm glad you accept me, regardless. I got jealous every time you would talk about S, even though I had no right to. I still love you, I always love you. You say it back, but it kinda sucks we can't be together. I imagine A to be you, and I wonder if S ever reminds you of me. I love you so much, even if I made you super confused tonight. Let's snuggle forever like we talked about.
-K
bizzumpintherump
G
I came to a realisation since we stopped talking to each other
none of this had anything to do with you or her in the end
I'm just a piece of shit through and through, and I don't blame you for getting away from that. soon she will too, probably, and then I'll probably just off myself like I was going to before I met you guys
I don't know. I'm sorry for using you as an emotional crutch, I guess.
I shouldn't be doing this given the fact that you could be in this thread given how close to home a couple of the posts above hit, but I guess I had to get it off my chest.
R
Here you go. My second letter in a thread like this.
L,
I'm sorry for being so melodramatic. I want to brighten your day as much as you do mine. Occasionally I'll catch myself fantasizing about a life together with you. When I wake up from these daydreams, I want you so much that I become physically ill. I would have to do some mental gymnastics to shake these feelings just so I can continue with my day. It feels like untying a knot in my heart. I'm sorry that I can't control my emotions and keep falling in love with you every other week. I'm sorry if you think I treat you like a punching bag.
R.
Dear S, i love you so much and im so sad i can't see you anymore, you're the cutest boy in the whole world and i love you more than anything im so glad i met you when i did. i can't wait to be in your arms and kiss you. please don't ever leave me.
V.
>>29104277
Iktfb
Sucks when people have to hide behind a cloud of fog like that, especially, and this might nor be relevant to you, when you wouldn't give a fuck about anything they have to say if they didn't and they know it. Only goes to show how hard they have to try to get you to beat a dead horse with them.
People are so damn silly, wish we could just be honest instead of trying so hard to elicit specific reactions from each other.
bumping.originality. much more originality
More people post in this thread please.
>>29107589
Chris is short for Christine, right?
G,
I miss you and everything is feeling very detached. I don't know what to do. I doubt you even come here anymore
I barely know you, in fact i don't know you at all, i see you everyday, even though i'm not a creep, i wish i had the guts to go and talk to you, like i always do, but i get anxious and i just can't, anyways, i'll do my best to at least greet you even though its been quite a while since i've been trying,anyways, see you someday when grow a pair of nuts.
>>29104765
Hey man, we care too. We don't want you to die, not in the slightest. If you want, reply to this and I'll give you my kik
>>29104994
I miss her so goddamn much. Despite all she's done to me, besides the pettyness, besides her telling me she wanted to be friends and then leaving the momemt it would hurt.
She honestly made most of my mental illnesses go away. I was happy, for the first time in my life.
And now here i am. Sobbing to anons on the internet. My schizophrenia is back tenfold, along with crippeling depression. I can't cope with this. I dont know how.
I don't love you anymore Amber.
I just miss loving you.
>>29104754
What do you mean? I agree I am pretty pathetic, not disputing that
R,
I love you. I will always love you. I don't care what everyone says, we are going to make this work. People say that you aren't right for me and I know their talking gets to you, but fuck them. I'm the one who matters, dammit. We're going to prove everyone wrong.
V
>>29109721
Exact opposite here, everone said we'd work. Good luck man
A my love, my perfect sugar booger, where did you go? This is just a reminder that I love you with all my heart and that I'm very thankful you're the first and last person I talk to every day. You're also cute as hell and make my stomach go doki doki with butterflies and stuff.
PS: I hope you come back soon so we can go kill some mammos n shit
>>29105794
I'm so sorry anon, I really am. We're here for you man, and if you want you can have my kik.
>>29109721
...vince? is this comment original enough for you?
>>29109809
And who are you anon? I think some Initials are needed...
Dear mom,
I'm sorry that I actually went and did it. It was looking like things were finally getting better, but I just don't want anything. I have no true interests, unironic beliefs, or serious desires. I don't want a family. I don't want a home. I don't want my friends anymore. You have been the one and only reason I've stayed alive. I know all my friends will get over it. I know most of the family will get over it. But it will destroy you. I'm sorry, but I can't live my life for someone else anymore.
Bye momBye /r9k/
>>29109909
Piss off normo, this isn't for you!!
K
You used me, legitimately. I truly believe you're a sociopath. I hate you. I truly hope the worst for you, you knew how emotionally vulnerable I was and you played with that. You pushed and pulled me around like it was nothing and acted as though you were the victim when I stood up for myself. You used me for money, art, and everything else while knowing how I felt. You kept giving false glimpses of 'maybe I'll like you back,' and you said things that pulled me back into an eating disorder like "Maybe you'd actually look good if you lost more weight" despite the fact I'm already at a healthy weight.
You're trash, and I hope you experience the worst the world has to offer. The very fact that I even liked you makes me legitimately sick.
- K
>>29109809
My qtpi, my perfect love, I'm so taken by you. Every second when I'm not around you, I'm always waiting or thinking about being with you. I love you and your cute face, I'm sorry I'm making you listen to me type this to you, and wait in anticipation, but I love you so much, be with me forever.
PS: let's go now rite now
Annie
I keep asking myself whether or not you could have stayed clean if I tried harder to get you lasting help, even when you didn't want to help yourself. Despite your flaws and all the pain you were an amazing person. Hard to believe you lost the battle a year ago today. I'll see you on the other side boo bear.
Love, Matt
>>29109954
Shit man, that's almost exactly my reasoning for still being here. not to the point you are yet, but getting there.
I don't know what to say anon; I hope you can find something that makes life tolerable before you go through with it.
>>29109075
People called me that but no. Full name is Christopher.
Em-
Let's stick to the plan, and not get discouraged by setbacks. You're the best friend I've had in a long time.
Seb
D,
I was phone.
-J
I stand taller than the sun with conviction in my lungs
Bellowing out my creed of ignorance
Being awake the constant reminder
that my life is a constant regrettable all nighter
Fill me with oxygen, fuel the fire
Blow up the balloon with reassurance that safety is guaranteed
I wish I never had to cut my hair.
Lose parts of my self while fixing you
Cast the mold and replace me entirely with a new one
cover my bones with another
fill my mind with the hope I desire, fill it with the fake love you perspire
Stand above me as I crumble waiting for me to fall to my knees
as I kneel on my broken knees
standing above me as I crumble
watch as I fade away
tell me it was a dream
Tell me it was fantasy
as I crumble
tell me it wasn't real
as I crumble away
Y,
I won't be dishonest - when I first broke contact with you after the four years we went our own ways, there was a subtle intention of seeing if I could get you back. You probably realized this as well with your typical, yet incredible perceptiveness, but you played along. I haven't yet thanked you for that.
But as I hung out with you more and more, that sneaky, subversive intent just sort of faded, like the last embers of a campfire or something shittily poetic like that. You tested me, perhaps knowingly, dropping slights of our past relationship or causally mentioning guys you were dating or want to date. But what would have previously set my paranoia on full tilt now warrants, at most, a tepid "oh." Instead of jealousy there's an apathy that grasps me. Those conversations go nowhere, leading to some casual small talk instead of an escalation of sorts.
All of that died off after that trip to San Diego for reasons unknown, but I didn't care enough to pursue it any further.
A few months of silence later, we watched Zootopia together on a whim, and neither of us could shut the fuck up about how awesome the movie was and everything that went into it.
Then radio silence for a second time.
Maybe you don't give a fuck about me. Maybe I don't give a fuck about you. That's a little callous to read out loud, but you probably get what I'm saying. I mean, we're still best friends, but not in the relationship sort of way. Hell, I'd invite you out to Symphonic Evolutions, but I already got my seat and the ones around it are probably stacked by now. If you heard me say this irl, you wouldn't hesitate a second to call it a pisspoor excuse, and hey, you're probably right.
Maybe I'm not as over you as I convinced myself I am.
-B
M,
I miss you everyday , i miss everything we had, i know ur not doing well and neither am i.
You chose to leave me and i dont blame for you that, you needed someone to hold you and im a million miles away. I Miss holding you and being held by you. Im sorry i lost passion for things, it came acorss as lazy when i was trying to figure out what i wanted in life other then you and travel.
Im sorry after you left that i got strange, you think i only wanted your body when it was your heart and mind i was still after trying to cling onto. Your the most amazing person no one can ever replace you in my heart.
Im sorry for alot of things i guess and i dont know, you know i am of the mind set that i wanted to learn more and grow more. I may never be able to fully understand you but that wont stop me from trying
Yours forever
-K
>>29100912
P
Fuck you
H
>>29111025
This hits hard anonymoose
>>29107867
tfw a girl will never think this about you
>>29102509
I didn't know people could be this dumb. Drums vibrate when hit, vibrations in the air which is then picked up by the ears. It vibrates at a specific speed which is essentially what a note is. Therefore drums have to be tuned to match.
You deserved better than me anyways.
>>29112302
Make yourself better for him/her
>>29109058
Eliza
Words can not describe how much I hate you and every single tripfag that comes to this board like donatello, doj, mysteryjpg and others. But you especially. Youre a cancerous tumor having no knowledge of how much genuinely sad and lonely people enjoyed this place before your kind came along. You have no care and no reasoning and you only seek to thrive like cancer cells feasting on the host. Youre not one of us and you will never be. Every time you post your face and trip its taking away from the community that seeks self preservation. You take attention away by posting your face offering false hope to lonely people that you will just use and dispose of for your own gratification. And were cheap to you. A dozen isnt good enough you need more and more like each group of people is only a single temporary medicical dose for you. Somehow throughout all this you cant see how horrible and you are and how you only care for yourself and not others. I hate you and your kind. You should be banned on sight not only for the good of this board but for your own self esteem before it grows into a bigger even more cancerous monster.
-Fed up anonymous of this board
J,
You're probably the most difficult person I've ever been around because you always put me first. You go the extra mile to make me feel safe and comfortable and I've never had that. Naturally, I treat it with suspicion because I've done nothing to earn your love and kindness but I'm realizing now that your actions speak much more about you than they'll ever say about me. I know you're jealous, anxious, and communication doesn't come easily to you, but I couldn't care less. I love you very much.
Robot.
R,
y u gotta be dead man. ily.
-fembot
>>29113298
>>29113235
Youre supposed to use your name so they know who you are dummies
Will
Give me back my Call of Duty Black OPS. I let you borrow it not have it.
James
>>29102175
This picture describes my childhood.
>>29107589
that is the most feminine hand writing you could have, kek dude fix that shit
T
people spread lies about me, dont believe them.
E
>>29114337
I wish I had feminine writing instead of chicken scratch.
t. Tranny
I'm sorry for pushing you away. I wish I could make it up to you but you probably hate me by now and I'm too much of a pussy to dominate you
AA (not Alcoholics Anonymous)
I know it's no secret that I've loved you since 7th grade. We've both known for a long time that I still do and I apologize for being in and out of your life but it's hard to stay friends with someone who I see as so much more. You can't tell me those couple times we kissed meant nothing. I know I hurt you but that was almost 6 years ago, we were pretty much kids and it was a stupid mistake. I'm sorry and I wish that you and I could be together because I only know it would make us happy.
>>29114702
-Gilbert
>>29100912
i am so incredibly unhappy with you. every single day you threaten to break up with me or threaten suicide usually both and its always my fault, but sometimes i fantasize that you actually do break up with me. when it actually happens though i always stop it because im a weak and worthless piece of shit. i ahvent told you but i have some chemicals on the way i probabyl actually am going to kill myself and i just wish you had given one single fuck about someone who wasnt yourself you narcisssitic abusive piece of fucking garbage. you ahve mad the last year of my life a living hell that i couldnt have previously imagined was possible on earth. you fucking horrible piece of shit i hate you i hate you so god damn much honestly.
If theres is a missing puzzle piece I have that can make you feel whole, then connect me next to you. I care about you. We should talk sooner than soon. I want to hear about everything. Im sorry for not being there sooner.
-Daemian
Heather,
Its been a year since I last talked to you. Since then I've deleted my Facebook, and what made me do that was how you linked your fuck boy to a post saying how you enjoyed your date with me back in 2012. Speaking of your fuck boy, you're still with him, even thought he's using you as "insurance" in case he doesn't get together with the other girl he liked. You tell me you're abstinent until you're dating someone, but for some reason you're fucking him while you weren't dating. You can go fuck yourself.
I graduated college back in December. What inspired me to start college in the first place was for you, then you broke up with me a month after I start. I finished for myself, not for you. I made my family proud, who now vilified you after how you treated me. They loved you, and wanted to include you in their lives; my mom wanted to teach you more about horseback riding, and we could've gone up north with her and my step dad up near the Michigan border at some cabin in the Northwoods.
So when I decided that I wanted to continue my education at UWO, where the fuck were you? When I decided that I wanted to one day open up a gunshop and move west, by the way where you wanted to go, where the fuck were you? When I wanted to spend a semester studying in Japan, where the fuck were you? While you were with him STILL SMOKING, and gained weight, I've been making better decisions for myself. I'm soon ending my current job and working somewhere else so I don't need to see your fat ass anymore.
Stay with him and stay on SSI. I hope you lose your benefits after they see that you've feigned mental illness to not work.
Fuck you,
H
Dear K,
I never took you for granted.
Love,
A.
>>29114787
St-stop it please
Whats the matter? It might work out better in a little bit
>>29114978
>wants to study in japan
>wants to one day open a gunshop
why would you study in japan then
it has some of the strictest gun-laws out there
be mine be mine be mine be mine be mine be mine
and come visit me , come the fuck ooooon theres no way anyone else ever tried this hard for this long, its not like you dont like me
>>29115095
Its either I study in Japan or take a class stateside to satisfy my international business requirement. I'd figure I'll do something out of the ordinary and live in Japan for a semester.
I'll open my gun shop in a gun friendly state.
>>29115069
sorry i wasnt trying to like look for sympathy but thanks it just sucks every single day is so stressful now im going to explode. it probably wont get better. she says repeatedly shes going to die and its my fault like every single day the good times keep getting less frequent and the bad times keep getting worse. thanks though sorry to make you worry im just like screaming at a computer screen honestly
I want you so much right now. The desire of consuming you have came back. And i want to do it with my mouth teeth and tongue. All over. Everywhere. Especially there. I wnt you but I cant say it.. yet. You need to say it first.
>>29115229
Fuck off normie. A girl is suicidal for your dick. You should that as a compliment and treat her better.
can sometime write me a letter? my name is max
-max
>>29101357
I believe you meant rhythmless. I had a guy like this once, he kept slowing down then jolting the tempo back up. It was funny at first but we gave him the boot eventually.
>>29114876
It's not always like this, but more often than not, it is.
Isabel,
Delete your rares then go base jumping
>>29104349
They are going to leave at any moment. That goes without saying.
A
Did you ever play Bioshock
>>29115414
I'm not going back there no matter how much you want me to!
I'd be lying if I said I didn't want it, but I don't want to want it
I just want for everything to be peacefully resolved, and a happy ending
>>29104349
>>29104446
>>29104648
>>29109991
Saved these, thanks.
>>29115229
>it probably wont get better. she says repeatedly shes going to die and its my fault like every single day the good times keep getting less frequent and the bad times
What are the good times like? What do you like about her?
>>29109108
what are your initials pls
Dear C
I masturbate everyday to the thought of you. All I think of everyday is you. I hope to one day see you again.
Sorry for never saying goodbye two years ago.
Love C
I still blame myself and I hate you so much. I both hope and am terrified that I ruined your life as much as you ruined mine, because I don't want responsibility for it. I want to be a perfect victim. I fucking hate hate hate hate you I wish I was still beautiful and you still wanted me I fucking fucking fucking hate you.
From the 10 year old you fucked.
>>29115120
this"triggered"me. I'm not even being ironic.
>>29115741
Why?
i hat ethe bot because i can't respond to ask a fuckign question like this
>>29115707
Is your initial J?
>>29115717
Why dont you want to want it?
>>29116234
Because I want something light and floaty
I don't want to think about consuming and being consumed anymore
Still turns me on though
>>29116287
Hmm. Okay.
I like tidal waves of lust. But calm shore waves are nice too.
Just want a girl I can be close friends with and confide in. Give her total security and vice versa.
Shame girls don't want that. All they want are games and smoky mirrors. I just want a real one.
Hey bitch you don't go on places like this but fuck you anyway you annoying cunt pretending your so 'nice' when you're not, the 'personality' you put up is incredibly awkward because its so fake as fuck.
>>29115651
No u.
Just kill me yourself, pansy.
>>29116511
Sounds like you want bf FAGIf you are cute I'll be your bf :)
>>29116092
>Why?
Because I like them, can relate to them, or they sound like they could have been written by/for me. Which one was yours?
>>29116758
K to K one
I want to drown you (with passion) and consume you. This isnt healthy when my emotions are open like this with someone who doesnt want it. Because I cant control them like I couldn't the last time. Drown me a little. I would appreciate it. Cannibalize me. Just a little. I think its just a phase until i feel close. Goodnight.
>>29116785
Oh, that was one of my favorites, partly because my person's name also begins with a K, but also because I have the same feelings.
>>29115839
who you be
>>29116890
Dear Amber
I miss speaking to you. Sorry for being so isolated and shit and maintaining friendships.
KH
>>29116986
Amber is not here lad, you should msg her if its really important
>>29100912
dear aaa
you're cute but boring so fuck off
j
>>29114978
Can I be your gf and ride horses
>>29114978
Can i be your daddy and ride your mom
>>29114978
can i be your cousin and ride the ferris wheel
>>29109719
I'm not calling you pathetic. Just saying that you and likely your gf are in the depths of what I call relationship hell.
>>29117392
Can i be your cotton candy and ride your hand
>>29117417
We broke up 2 months ago, not in a relationship with her anymore.
>>29118383
Just be yourself. It worked for me
Originalcommenttt
Dear A
I miss seeing you and hearing what you had to say about the world even if it was just your opinion on nonsense. I tried messaging you on kik but it says you're not logged in. I know i did not respond when you messaged me last. I had a boyfriend at the time and did not want to make things complicated. Hope to hear from you soon.
F
S,
Can you please be sincere with me for the first time? I'm tired of your bullshit saying that everything is alright, that you loves me when your attitudes don't match. I miss our first months so fucking much, seemed like we liked each other the same way, it was reciprocal, everything was beautiful, I never felt like that before. Now seems like I want you more and more in my life and you are losing interest(dear god i'm even considering that maybe you are cheating me), if thats the case PLEASE say it, don't prolong it any further, stop toying with me.
>>29119644
Just break up with her desu.
>>29119715
I'm seriously considering that, but theres one thing: its a LDR and she convinced me to visit her saying that she would come after that, now she is making excuses, I want her to visit me before deciding to breakup, or else i'll feel like a fool for had to travel for 500km believing in a lie.
>that feel when you identify so hard with a lot of posts here
>>29106347
As Im thinking about you now anyways I might aswell type a letter to you.
Dear L,
I hope your stay in Israel yielded many happy memeories and positive experiences for you.
As far as Im concerned I would just love to see your face once more.
Going everyday without seeing or hearing you really depleted my emotions and I know I should never tell you this because you might feel concerned about me.
But I dont deserve your compassion as Im just a selfish fool who constantly thinks about being around you yet I know, and you probably do aswell, that I would just cause you distress and misery because that is what I ultimately am and I wouldnt want you to feel the same way.
Regardless I hope you live a happy life and that one day I might see you walking down the streets again so I can have a break from this bleak existance however short it may be.
Sincerely yours N
DS,
To be honest I don't know what I want from you anymore. Your laid-back attitude and draftiness are just what I need in my life. No judgement, only happy times and laughs. Too bad for you, it's made me want to keep those happy times and hold them close. Real close. So close. And never let go. Though you'll let go of me in a heartbeat. I dunno, man. I want to be lovers, I want to be friends. I just want to be someone to you, because it seems like you just don't have anyone. And you know? Neither do I.
DL,
Our relationship was me being disgustingly all over you all the time. I'm sorry for that. I'm sorry that I totally must have ruined your first kiss, your first experience, everything. I'm sorry I was so sexual. I really did love you, but I just had no idea how to express it and it just came out like that. I hope one day you might forgive me, but I'll never talk to you again. I'm sorry, Daniel. I'm so sorry.
Dear A
I finally got the courage to ask you out and you said no and now our friendship is ruined.i wish i never asked you and just stayed friends
I still love you Micki
alys im gonna sort this. tomorrow
Dear K
It was me who killed your dog lmao
little fucker bit me and deserved to die
(German)
Liebe L ,
Ich wollte nur gesagt haben, dass ich immer noch Gefuehle habe, aber natuerlich bringt es nichts sowas hier zu sagen. Ich wollte es nur mal iwo geschrieben einfach um es rauszulassen , halt nicht dir persoenlich, weil die Eier nicht gross genug sind. Es ist ein Jahr her als ich es dir gestanden habe und nochmal wird es nicht vorkommen. Du warst nicht nur die Person, die ich liebte sondern auch einer der wenigen Menschen, denen ich trauen konnte und immer noch kann und einer meiner wenigen wahren Freunde. Ich kann auch nicht schlecht ueber dich denken, obwohl es so viel scheiss gab und ich mich oft genug ignoriert gefuehlt hab. Hab es immer wieder mit der Freundschaft versucht, aber klappen tut es immer weniger und seit diesem Schuljahr werden wir auch immer mehr auseinander gerissen.Vielleicht meine oder deine Schuld, aber wahrscheinlich eher der Lauf der Dinge. Die Zeit mit dir war wunderschoen, schon 2 Jahre her als wir uns zum ersten mal geschrieben haben, und du hast mich aus einer dunklen Zeit geholt. Durch dich hatte ich Hoffnung, dass ich langsam leben kann und du hast mir so ein Gefuehl gegeben, aber je laenger du weg bist desto mehr fuehle ich meine Verzweiflung dieses Gefuehl iwie zurueckzubekommen. Ich moechte dir Danke sagen, aber wuerde gleichzeitig die Zeit gerne zurueckdrehen, um verzweifelnd alles richtig zu biegen, was sowieso nicht klappen wird. Im Nachhinein waere es doch besser gewesen niemals jemanden gehabt zu haben, als einen an dem man sich andauernd erinnert. Trotzdem versuche ich immer wieder iwas zu schreiben, gluecklich zu sein und das machen was du immer wolltest, aber es geht immer mehr bergab. Denn je weiter ich mich entfernen moechte, desto naeher kommst du wieder an mein Herz bei der kleinsten lohnenswerten Aktion und ich kann dennoch nicht aufhoeren. Sowas poste ich natuerlich hier in der geringen Hoffnung, dass du es liest, aber es wuerde dir wahrscheinlich mehr Angst machen als alles andere,so ne Nachricht von T
I searched at the very bottom of me that maybe you're what I want. But you're not. You were a toy to me that I could play with whenever I want. I lied to you from the very beginning of our meeting. Now you're left wondering where I've gone off to. I'm never talking to you again, saving you from what more I could do to make your life hell. More than I already have at least. You remind me that I hate people who agree to my every word. You remind me that there's nothing between us worth fighting for, so I stopped fighting.
I was your first and itll stay that way for a long, long time unless you learn that you can't always say yes.
>>29121517
Oh gee whiz, sorry I assumed your perspective was actually valuable. I guess it really was shit all along. Well damn. Maybe you should be more genuine next time.
I know you hate it when people trust you. Maybe it's because you know how untrustworthy you are, and assume others do too, and the same disgust it inspires in you, it also inspires in others
You're a gigantic faggot but I still want you to be happy
>>29121562
It also inspires in you for others, I mean
Fucking nutjob. I thought I was the crazy one.
>>29100912
Dearest OPyour a faggot
>>29121517
Oh and also, you put way too much stock into your little edgelord fantasies.
You're just a parasite who's trying to give themselves some kind of twisted, sanctimonious meaning. Can't leave it alone, can you?
I am in a delicate place, and you decided to just run in and fuck it all up, whip your dick out and piss all over everything like you seem to love to do. Fucking pisses me off. Got bored with that fucking fatty so you wanted to see what the ol' ex was up to?
MAN. I really don't even know what to say, other than that there was more going on with me than just your little roleplaying game, which was pathetic and cowardly, by the way, but you already know I think that.
Any self-hatred and other insights I gleaned for you were entirely voluntary. You are no longer serving your purpose. Go fuck another fat chick to take your mind off of it.
>>29121517
>>29121664
Damn, son. Seek therapy.
>>29121562
>I still want you to be happy
I wouldn't.
>>29121609
I just woke up
B-be nice!
Dear B,
At the end now, it should be perfectly clear that you were wrong. I don't know why you imagine that men and women are incapable of disregarding their basic urges and collaborating, but it is a shame that you believe this. It is doubly a shame because, in fact, you possess a keen intellect, insight, and drive that is singular in your gender. With the two of us among few at the top of our class, it would have behooved you to have joined my initiative rather than give in to your fear. Your current position as a glorified paper-pusher in your patent field is absent of the richness of thought and potential that you could have had. Again, this is a shame - to say that you are brilliant is an understatement, and your talents are squandered in a series of transactional procedures better left to an intern (especially in the face of rapid advances in computing.)
I even offered to help you with whatever problem you may have had. Your inability to distinguish between a helping hand and a vulture's grasp is sad. I have no sexual interest, clearly what you inferred in my behavior. Human relationships, where they are advantageous, are mutually beneficial stepping stones for both parties in the transaction. Your inability to comprehend this has left me with the impression that perhaps you were ill-suited for the vision that we had discussed. Get in touch with any of us, no apologies necessary, the road ahead is more important and being a part of that will be more fulfilling and of more utility than your present course.
Sincerely,
A
>>29121874
It doesn't matter to me if you would or wouldn't. Bullshit perpetuates bullshit, if he's happy maybe he'll stop being full of shit. Same goes for me.
It's not for his sake, and it's not for mine.
>>29121517
>>29121562
>>29121664
Going to need initials for these. Im scared
>>29121948
m8 it doesn't matter
these threads are just massive projection fests
>>29100912
H,
Why did you have to do this? You made me think someone actually cared about me but it just turned out to be a fucking dare. People like you disgust me and i sincerely hope you die in a fire.
-Alex
>>29121981
This is the heart of internet drama. Tumblr can't even compete.
>>29121981
Then tell the initials if it doesnt matter
I want to wake up. Brush my teeth really well. Eat a mint. Then eat you out while youre sleeeping. When you wake up I want to eat you out better than anyone has ever eaten you out before. i know i can do it, ill use my quick tongue on you <3
Greg
Thanks for hanging out with me when nobody else would. It was hard not having a friend at a new school and you were really cool to do that for me.
>>29122021
My message was for someone named Summer. She doesn't lurk here, nor does she know what 4chan even is. My initials are MK.
Beth,
I'm sorry about being such a fuck up, I should never have ruined our friendship by telling you how I felt about you. I can't stop thinking about you, it's been two years but I still think of you every day.
Please come back to me, I'd give anything to see you even one more time, I just want to tell you how sorry I am, and maybe start over again. I hope one day you can find it in your heart to see me again.
Thanks for everything,
-S
>>29122716Cameron senpai?
You know who,
Why do you always write letters to I in this thread but never time anymore? Or is it not you constantly shitposting about I in threads like these? I'm paranoid so I assume it's you and I don't like it when you pay attention to others more than me.
Aren't I your one and only? ;_; Please give me all of your feels and love.
Yours,
Anon
>>29122907
but never to me*
Dear 16 year old self. Please kill yourself by slitting your wrists downwards while sitting in a warm bath. It won't get better, only worse.
>>29122948
This tbqhfam it only got better temporarily to get worse
>>29122837
Sorry for going off on you like that
It wasn't really you I was exploding at, obviously
But you have a lot in common with someone I know
>>29123021
It is perfectly fine. I'm not really proud of myself of what I said, but it's the truth. I wish you the best in your life, honestly.
>>29123021
>>29123070
You two should email each other
>>29100912
dear honkers,
it would be nice if you learned to knock the correct place.
When you tried to kill yourself, i blamed myself. I've been torturing myself over this for so many years. I ruined my fucking life because of it. Is that what you wanted?
>>29123214
Initials
le roboto pls
>>29123214
No its not. I know youre a good person. I just wanted you.
>>29122907
Whats the initial of the person youre thinking of?
pushing myself in the memory of you again
>>29123311
To k from d
>>29123455
Oh this is me >>29123372
nvm its not you
>>29123468
I know. I wish I could tell her how guilty i feel.
>>29123707
Just be yourself
It worked for me
origionalcommnt
Dont die on me now oregabo
>>29122907
Maybe it is me Idk. Theres only one girl I like though so yeah.
>>29124894
Nah, I'm out. This is too complex. Sorry. I can't live with something that can't be solved.
hi dom
i know i fucked up, i just don't really know how
was it d? i'd lose her for you, you're still my best friend and i miss you man
chances are you won't read it since you hate this board but still, fuck
>>29124894
whats the point of keeping this alive?
all the letters written here are pointless cries into the abyss which may only give off an echo of projection for other people
if this thread died someone else would have started another one of these threads
most letters who will be posted in these threads have the same theme as previous ones theyre only really unique in the way that the robot prohibits carbon copied letters
>>29122907
Can you post the names or initials please
Hi G
I know you browse one of these boards. Pls love me.
-M
>>29125480
What cant be solved ;_:
>>29122907
I never wrote you letters, I just started writing them recently. I never posted in these threads before now.
Dear Joey
Hi how are you doing we should hang out again now that im back in town.
-Michael
I feel like I keep on making mistakes and as a person I'll never be good enough.
>>29125909
SUFFER
LIKE
G
DID
hey, I dreamed about you last night, which is really funny since we both know I never have dreams. I told you some of it, but I didn't tell you the part where you kissed me, I sat there in awe and you giggled and told me I had the "cutest little look on my face". The dream was so nice, and when we talked this morning I'm glad you felt nice talking about all the things we talked about together. I know that we've been through a lot, especially a lot of not so great things, and I don't really know whats going to happen to us. But I want you to know that I love you so so much, I really mean it, and I know you mean it too. You're my best friend, and I've never wanted our feelings for each other to ruin it, hell, I don't even know if you still romantically like me, but it's no biggie, honestly. I just want to be in your life, and I want us to keep making each other happy. I want to be there for you as much as possible. You make me so incredibly happy, I love being able to see your face and talk to you for hours. I don't care about if we never date, I just want you to be happy and safe. You're so important to me. I'm sorry we can't see each other this year, next year for sure. And I promise I'll hold you close and make you feel safe, and we'll do all the things we've been planning on doing for so long together.
>>29128335
He's not suffering
>>29128456
What are your or their initials?
>>29128679
don't worry, this isn't about you and I doubt you know who I am. he doesn't browse r9k that much anymore, if you're him, you would have messaged me about it by now.
>>29128810
okay fampai
origionalcomment
I know you're fucking the black guy now.
You fucking love him too.
The minute you affirm this, we're through forever. You betrayed me, and you betrayed the white race. Have a horrible life.
-H
Kathryn,
I am going to attempt to win you back from him, but I feel as though this is going to go terribly wrong.
I don't even know who he is.
-Max
R- I miss your black ass.
If I believed in an afterlife I'd join you this fucking minute, but there isn't really anything on the other side, and you're just a big-old can of ashes.
Pretty jelly of the superior ash life though, but I'll hack through three years of acclimating people to my absence first.
Smell ya later
-C
Dear I ,
You are qt as fuck and I want to pinch your chipmunk cheeks and boop your nose.
L
Hey E,
One day you might realise how much I really think about you and me together but you make me feel worthless but i can't keep myself away from you
Love you
D
>>29128456
Why cant you see each other this year?
Heather
You always smell like weed and youre a skank. You always bring home inebriated Chads. Why the fuck would you expect me to respond positively to you in the mornong and take you seriously when you said youre lonely? Youre a roastie and no I wont fall for your seduction damaged girl routine so you can have more control over me in the apartment. Fuck you bitch.
Garrett
>>29115754
I'm a K...
>>29129813
Garrett,
I don't know you, but your name always reminds me of this gangly retard from my old school who forcefully fingerbanged a couple of girls and got away with it because he was retarded.
After that though, his very ugly mother had to follow him around, but she seemed to be more engaged in being in school again instead of just watching her violent retarded son.
She did her own class projects and shit, at 40-50 something. It was a very odd situation.
>>29130080
Im a virgin.
Origionalvirginpost
>>29125943
The madness that comes with living phampy
M,
I wish you would give me all of your attention and like me the way I like you. Seeing your face makes me happy. You're probably a chad instead of a robot though, and I'm just another girl to you.
L
>>29131062
How old is your M? I have a M I like too;_;
>>29131674
H-how old is yours? 20..
