Last night I posted a thread about my second time going out with a girl who I first met as an escort. I said I would post about what happened yesterday afternoon, after she had first let my flat in the morning saying she would be back later on. I will post below what happened from that time.
Hi OP hope you have good news. You tell a good story, you have good observational skills.
looking forward to another great thread.
>>28588279
Fuck ya. Can't wait.
I hope she was getting balognese or whatever or some contraceptives.
Will you do a q&a at the end?
Anyone have the archive links to previous threads?
>be me
>Marina leaves in the morning (yesterday) but asks if I'd like to spend time together that afternoon
>I feel like she is saying this to be polite but say sure
>she says she will come back in around two hours if that's ok
>she says this again at the front door when I watch her leave
>after she leaves I go to my bedroom to sleep
>didn't sleep at all (or barely at all) on Friday night and stayed awake all night
>realize I need to change the sheets
>I sweated so much that they are a little damp where I was lying
>where she was lying around midway down there is a ring of damp around
>suspect this is a good thing but so tired I just remove the sheets and the duvet cover
>put these in the washing machine but go back to my room and sleep wrapped up in the duvet without a cover
>hear my phone vibrating and wake up
>unsure of the time or anything but go over
>she says she's going to leave her place soon if I still want us to spend the afternoon together
>I say ok but feel so tired and deflated after last night
>find some clean sheets and duvet cover and put them on
>take a shower and use the hairdryer on my hair
>soon after she says she is nearby
>go downstairs and stand in the doorway with the building door open
>see her walking down the street towards me
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>>28588481
last thread
>>28563840
Original helpful comment robotica
>>28588697
Ty, also posting the archive links for convenience
1. https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28427858/
2. https://desustorage.org/r9k/thread/28473632
>she is wearing a red dress down to her mid-thighs and again it sticks out a little (it is not pleated but it's made in such a way) at the bottom
>when she comes near I see the red is covered in white polka-dots
>notice her legs for the first time (she wore tights before) and they are thin and pale with red painted toenails
>she has with her the brown leather backpack which she wore on our date Tuesday
>when she approaches she says "hey!" as if there has been a long time since we last spoke
>I smile and open the door more
>she comes near and stops outside the door as I am standing there holding it open
>she stands in a way I find to be deliberate or perhaps a way she knows is cute or girlish, with her feet together and her arms by her side looking at me
>suspect she expects me to hug her or greet her somehow but I just hold the door open more and she walks inside the small reception area (there is no receptionist or anything)
>she follows me up to my flat front door
>I walk near the wall and walk almost sideways and tell her I like her dress
>she says thank you and smiles at me
>after last night however (and before that) I just feel stupid saying anything much any more to her like that
>feel like I have failed to prove there is anything behind my words, that I can't "back them up" with actions
>feel like a kid or something saying I think a girl is pretty and her thinking "oh that's cute" or something even though she smiles etc
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>>28588834
>but I just hold the door open more
All too well...
Holy shit there you are OP.
Feels will be had again.
I think it's slow cause op said he'd start posting again at 8pm sun or something but never provided gmt
>she says her flatmate and her friend (the one who I saw in the kitchen) tried to get her to go out with them again
>I say "did you want to?" and she says "god no"
>we enter my flat and she walks ahead of me to the living room (the door is kept open by a wedge to allow air to circulate)
>she looks back at me as if to say is it okay if I go in here as I close the front door
>I begin to follow her and she stands by open balcony doors
>from behind she looks so "cute" in a way that is not primarily sexual, or at least not right then to me
>her dress has a sort of sache or decoration belt around her thin waist with the end hanging down a little
>I say "here, you can open it" and open the doors
>the balcony is very small but enough to stand etc
>there are a few potted plants of my flatmate / landlord
>I ask if she would like anything to drink and she says a glass of water would be nice but follows me to the kitchen
>I get out out two glasses from the overhead cupboard
>she is behind me by the sink and says "would you like me to wash these?" about the wine glasses we used last night
>I say no it's fine, I'll do them
>she says in a quick voice and her eyebrows a little raised "I don't mind" and steps back a little so I can fill the glasses with water
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>>28588279
Finally OP, I've been waiting all day.
>>28589090
>mfw no woman will ever want to wash my dirty dishes
There is something oddly attractive about that kind of seemingly mundane proposition.
Couldn't wait for part 4 OP. Don't worry about the haters saying she's just being nice to you.
>she is leaning sideways against the kitchen counter with the leg furthest from it crossed in front of the other one so the foot of that leg is closer to the counter
>she rubs her fingernail of her thumb on the kitchen counter beside me as I fill up the glass with cold water which I wait for
>feel her there but just pretend not to notice
>she says "thanks!" when I hand her the glass and drinks it with both hands
>she is blocking the space to enter the living room so I drink some water too standing there
>she looks up at me over the glass while drinking
>she begins to move forward and points to the faucet and says "can I refill it?"
>I feel very uptight and sort of in a defensive way as she has a "card" to play against me or something from last night (and overall)
>I look from her to the faucet and then say "oh, sure" and smile
>she smiles at me while moving her hands to fill up the glass then walks back to the living room
>I feel a little annoyed at myself or just down because the "border" between us, communicated by a sort of tension or nervousness in me, is back there
>feel like we never even kissed or anything and that life our my brain (and maybe hers) has "rebooted" and sort of placed me back at the first square
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>>28589284
I hope this is a 10pt series. These threads have given me something to look forward to.
>>28589352
I wish this series would never end
>>28589337
I donno cause I'm more retarded than you, but it seems like she keeps trying to initiate some kind of touching or playful interaction.
>>28589420
It has to end otherwise the material would probably degrade and there would be no closure.
Love these.
You are one of the few reasons it's still worth visiting r9k OP.
>on the sofa she sits on the same end but does not use the iPod
>coming in through the balcony doors is the sound of vehicles and so on
>she sits with her feet up and her legs so her feet are on the other of the two seating pads / pillows of the sofa
>I sit at the far side pressed against the arm rest and she says "sit closer, sorry" but just lifts her legs
>when I shift sideways along the sofa without turning my body she says "do you mind if I sit like this?"
>I say no
>I sit right in the middle of the sofa
>she moves her lifted feet and places them to my right so her legs are over my thighs and then lowers her legs a little
>she says she wishes she had a flat like this
>she asks me again how much rent I paid and I have to think quickly to remember how much I told her before
>she asks if I knew my landlord before I moved in (are we friends or something) but I say no (I already told her I have no friends, perhaps stupidly)
>we don't speak for a moment and I drink my water very slowly and feel very uptight and know all my body is straining but I attempt to seem like I am comfortable and at ease
>she says "hey" and touches my upper arm with her hand to get my attention
>I flinch my arm away and look at her face suddenly without expression and she makes a face which is her sort of instinctive reaction face to my peculiar behaviour
>sometimes it looks humorous but also I realize it isn't good that I make her look that way
>she sort of raises her eyebrows and forms her lips into an 'o' as if to say "oh, did I do something wrong?" or something like this
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>>28589337
What country are you from OP. Is prostitution legal where you live?
>>28589505
amen to that anon.
Almost quit but this guy has me.
>>28589560
for God's sake why do you keep fucking up OP, mamma mia....
>>28589560
>is everything OK
When people touch me and I adjust immediately to identify the cause, it is irritating all assume i was scared or startled.
>>28589611
The worst part is that it is so relatable
>>28589561
I do not really want to narrow my location down (I feel I may give a hint away and since her profile is still online someone might find it and contact her about my threads) but I am in Western Europe. I don't think it is legal but escorts are quite common or the police don't care. I will try and answer questions later to save time etc. Hope this is ok.
Cont >
>I smile with the side of my mouth and sort of untense myself manually and say "sorry"
>she just smiles and says "hey, do you have work tomorrow again?" (last sunday I had to work a half day from morning to afternoon)
>I say "no, thank god" and explain it's rare that I work on the weekend
>I stupidly say "do you?" in a voice which becomes quiet before I finish speaking and I cringe internally and sort of squeeze my insides together
>she seems to think it is a joke I think and hands her face to the side and raises her eyebrows with her lips together as if to say "Oh ha-ha, very funny!"
>when she does that she lowers her leg so they are flat over my thighs (resting on them) and her legs are straight out
>I try to act as if I don't notice or something
>I feel like resting my hand on her leg or something but just leave it by my side
>when I stop myself doing this my arm that is not holding the water that I was going to move suddenly seems really heavy and poorly positioned in a way she might notice as uncomfortable for me
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>>28589739
I know it's been well established, but holy hell, the magnitude of self awareness is stunning.
Don't give out your deets op. There are some malicious fucks out there
>>28589739
goddamit i want to believe this is gonna work out but her asking about your rent again really bothers me desu
>>28589159
this
>>28589854
I know, her interest is really unnerving. Maybe it's culturally acceptable there, but still.
Skimming over this and the other threads, it really looks like you've fallen in love with a prostitute. And without getting any sex out of it, even.
I'm not one to tell you what to do because it's your own life, and somehow this might turn out to be a great thing or something, but be careful.
Personally I never visit the same escort twice to prevent the possibility of things like this happening. No matter how hot they are or nice they seem, one time is the limit.
I honestly don't know what to think of all this.
>>28589934
>And without getting any sex out of it
you should read the previous thread.
>>28588697
Pic related - OP.
Not bad at all.
>>28589934
But he was about to have sex with her last time, he just sperged out.
Also, thanks for the tip. Been considering escort s for losing wizardry.
>I know it sounds perhaps silly considering everything and the way I have acted but I feel like a boyfriend and girlfriend sitting like this
>I think how normal this must be for so many people and how special that is to live a life where such a thing is normal
>I wonder why she would feel like she wants to rest her legs across me like this and if she is lonely too
>think this is unlikely since she is young and could easily build her social group etc but think if she is lonely I would like to hug her or something
>feel similar to how I did the night before when we were kissing on the sofa and she was below me and I felt an instinct to protect her and look after her
>she asks if I have plans to go on holiday this summer
>my first instinct as always is to lie and so I begin saying not much at all while trying to formulate a lie
>I then just say "no, though I'll probably visit home soon" which is true
>the truth is I don't like hot weather and beaches and so on and have nobody to go anywhere else with, but travelling doesn't appeal to me anyway
>I ask her if she does and she said she wants to visit America
>I say where in America and she says "ummm" and shrugs
>we both laugh a little but not very noisily at the fact she just said America but with no place in mind
>I try and sit up right so I can bend over to put my glass down on the ground
>I do this but don't put enough energy into doing so and my upper body doesn't straighten up so I have to do it again and hold her legs so they don't fall off
>she says "oh come on, you need to go to the gym!" as a joke
>I just smile and wait for the moment to pass the way I do when a colleague tries to engage me in "banter"
>I feel she meant it seriously and feel guilty or something for not being physically very bullky etc
>I'm not out of shape in either way (too skinny or bulky) but I am not obviously a gym-goer or someone who works out
>my body is ok etc I feel mainly due to my athletic youth and my sparse diet
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yee dont share your details op, dont post pics, dont post full name of the girl, even what you've posted is already more then enough (name).
There are jelly fuqs here. Malicious.
>>28590000
>>28590000
>>28590000
Digits Checked
>>28589739
Didn't you already say you're from France, or was that just people speculating?
>>28590009
Normalfag life does seem nice in some respects. Fuck these grapes
>>28590092
It was speculation. Thankfully he's been sprace with details outside the inner monologue
>I know it sounds perhaps silly considering everything and the way I have acted but I feel like a boyfriend and girlfriend sitting like this
:')
The older I am, the more I fantasize about these moments, less about sex.
>>28589983
Never thought I'd live to see the day, desu
>when I sit back after placing my glass down I say "oh, sorry" and remove my arm from her leg
>she smiles and says "it's ok"
>she looks in my eyes while she says it and she is so beautiful it makes me sad, as though from an external perspective (of the public, or just a neural outside perspective) that she is spending time with me
>I place my hand on the shin of the leg furthest from my stomach and pull them a little closer so she is sitting straight
>her skin is so soft and her perfume is so attractive and the same one she has worn each time previously
>when I removed the sheets off my bed I stood and pressed them to my face where her back etc had been and they smelled so appealing
>smelled like shower cream, not shower gel (like the white cream which is advertised as "honey" or something like that)
>but it is such a "personal" smell that it was amazing to me how a person could smell like that and how it could be so attractive even if you inhale like twenty times slowly
>she places her glass down on the ground without looking and then sort of shuffles her backside so it touches my outer thigh and sits up
>she rests the back of her shoulder against the back cushion right next to me and bends her legs so her feet are now between my legs
>her legs are bent over my thigh nearest to her
>she rests her head on the back cushion so her head is almost at a ninety degree angle resting on top of the cushion itself
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I really hope this has a happy ending for you OP.
It would sure suck if you didn't have a happy ending. What really hooks me is the uncertainty of the end.
Most movies or stories have such a predictable ending,
It really could go anywhere. Probably nowhere good but. still at least there is the appearence of happy ending.
If the journey had some great moments but, the destination was tragic was it really a tragic journey?
>>28590230
This is probably the most intriguing thread on /r9k/ right now. Seriously. And it's actually believable, unlike some of the other shit posted here.
>>28590256
That tangent about viscous shower items and smells, it's so beautiful
Please have sex in this episode OP.
>>28590256
>>28590009
God, this is bringing back painfully cringey memories of when I was friendzoned hard and in a sexless pseudo-relationship with a girl. I hope you end up giving her the dick and saving her from a life of prostitutioneven if it's all just a fictitious savior complex story
>>28590351
lol
new season of I, robot. Will he smell her again?
>>28590256
>>but it is such a "personal" smell that it was amazing to me how a person could smell like that and how it could be so attractive even if you inhale like twenty times slowly
that hit too close to home
man I wish I had someone to smell on
>>28590290
Yes. Even if it ends up as some character study like dax flame or crispycream, it's so enthralling and the perspective seems pretty unique. I want to believe
>sex wasn't great
>she's unsatisfied with your physique
>she wants to know about your income
please tell me she isn't already making up the equation and this is just my inner paranoia
please win her over with your personality at least OP
>>28590445
When the exercise women come by my stock section i pretend. That feeling is hard
>>28590502
He's holding back his personality. Not that I could do any better, but all the times he withholds a show of affection or comment he's also stifling himself.
[Spoiler]just b itself :v)[/spoiler]
>she looks a little bored sitting with her head laid like that but I sit uptight still
>the hand that was on her shin fell of when she moved is now on my thigh and sort of there awkwardly
>she says "are the people you work with nice?" but I can tell she isn't looking at me when she says this
>I would much rather talk to her about her life but I feel any attempt to do so (me asking a question) risks boring her or something
>don't want to talk about my work because it really isn't like interesting or something
>feel like I'm avoiding something if I do just go on and talk about my work colleagues
>I think to myself in a calm mental way "this is actually happening right now" and my heart is beating when I sit there not answering her
>this is all under two seconds or something but my jawline feels heated and I feel I can either risk something or just answer her question
>I turn to look at her directly in the face
>she raises her eyes a little bit then seems to see that I am looking at her and slowly raises her face towards me with that same face expression I mentioned earlier
>I try and communicate to her via our eyes that I intend to kiss her and that I want to do that (not just avoiding conversation or something)
>it's strange to describe but so much of when we are together close by our communication is done via looking at each others eyes
>don't know if it's because we are quite similar or "well suited" but I feel we naturally understand each other or our intentions or our thoughts at that moment from looking plainly at each other this way
>I lean in and kiss her and raise my hand and rest my fingers along her jaw and neck so that my fingertips end just behind her ear and in her hair a little
>don't press hard or anything but feel a sort of energy I felt in the cinema when our bodies were touching and there was some pleasurable tension as a result
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>>28590000
Yeah you have to do it to not get attached, especially to the first one (that you lose your virginity to). There's nothing like the feeling of being naked against a naked woman if you've never experienced it before, especially once you're inside her. You feel like you never want to let go of her or pull yourself out. But you have to pull yourself together, both afterwards and during the sex itself, that this is someone you've paid to sleep with for and nothing more. And to not go back to her again.
It sounds cold but really is what needs to be done, because some prostitutes will exploit guys that get attached to them for all they're worth. This is why I worry a bit for the OP.
>>28590510
What?
also this comment is very original mr. robot, please don't kill my family ;_;
>>28590564
i know right? I can't help but feel like i'd do the same if i were him though
>>28590573
I'm non-ironically hoping that this is going to turn out well for OP
There is hope r-right?
What if this escort is just really fucking good at giving a believable "girlfriend experience" and ends up charging OP thousands of dollars in a couple weeks?
>>28590590
You know, human smells. Those women tend to be a bit more pungent and not completely obscured by perfume (I really don't like perfume). I try to smell them and save the odor for fantasies of cuddling, partner contact, etc. Not jerk off to.
>>28590683
If she wanted to go that route she would have to simultaneously be collecting incriminating data to make a believable threat as I assume she doesn't report to a pimp.
>we begin to kiss as we did the last night and I exhale in the same "brutish" way but it is not an act to seem dominant etc now
>I circle the pad of my thumb two times on her cheek with my fingers in this position but feel it may be "creepy" or sort of cliched or something
>it's strange again how my instincts just sort of "step in" in these situations or how quickly our kissing becomes synchronised
>it feels sort of like two cogs that are turning at the same speed with the teeth of the cogs never colliding
>our lips open and close at the same rhythm and again I smell and taste her saliva or her mouth in general
>it's such an amazing experience to feel her warm saliva and the softness of her lips
>I feel an intrusive thought for a moment, like someone spoiling a party, informing me for a moment "she finds you attractive"
>I realize this but I only feel bad for her again
>I wonder if it is bad of me to even allow her to feel attracted to me if she does
>maybe it is immoral to allow a girl to think my way of life and my mental disposition is normal
>I don't want to be responsible for her failure in life as I have been my own so far
>she makes a small "moaning" sounds which isn't sexual or sort of artificial and sounds like the result of her exhaling and her breath catching or something
>it sounds so cute and I move my other arm so it's around and underneath the back of her head and hold her whole body close to me
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>>28590706
Back in school I was in some kind of art class, which was very stupid but got me easy A's and B's.
One day, we had some kind of performance at a local event, for which a girl asked me to borrow her some soccer.shirts for her and her friend because she knew I had played soccer before. Needlessly to say I spent hours a day just smelling on these shirts when I got them back and it was so calming and I actually have watery eyes thinking about that again
After the event I didn't
op never went to buy condoms, so don't expect anything to happen (unless she has some)
>>28590770
what is she out of /10?
can you describe her for us?
>>28590770
GIVE HER THE FAMAS
>>28590830
palepastagirl/10
>>28590770
You guys are interrupting conversational bonding with romantic/sexual bonding. This is worrisome.
This is beautiful op
>>28590806
I have an old piece of paper I sealed in an air tight plastic.
Did you at least put them in a ziplock?
>>28590907
They're in a plastic bag in the back of my wardrobe. Don't know if any of the smell is gone though, haven't touched that in at least 5 years
>>28588279
OP you're a brilliant writer. Honestly, ignore all this hate. I'm absolutely loving this story. It makes me feel alive
Op you are a retard. The girl is trying to set you up. She thinks your wealthy for having your own flat, she wants to gold dig you for what your worth. She knows your emotionally damaged. She's hoping she can sucker you in a relationship just so she can have access to your flat when your not home to fuck clients there while your busting your ass at work.
>>28591008
I haven't seen any hate in this thread. It seems like the shitposters are elsewhere this go around.
>when we kiss in this position I feel we probably look quite "old-fashioned"
>in old movies when people kissed they would sort of suddenly push their lips together and hold their bodies powerfully against each other and just hold that position
>we are in a similar position and I wonder if she thinks I am old-fashioned or if she sees me as "old" or another sort of generation or something
>I do feel old with my quiet lifestyle and my relative lack of humour but also too much like a sensitive and inexperienced boy to know how I look to others
>since I am almost holding her now I apply some pressure until she is lying down
>she was the one to get me to lie down yesterday and I realize I can't expect her or be so selfish to make her make all the moves in this sense
>we begin lying beside each other along the length of the sofa
>it doesn't allow much room so we are stuck tight together
>I lift up my top leg a little and she seems to realize that and again pokes her knee through
>that is one of the greatest and most pleasurable things I enjoy doing with her (her poking her knee through and resting her leg that way between mine)
>I hold her close and we begin to gyrate our crotches against
>with clothes on this time we do it more robustly and it really is quite erotic
>I make a conscious effort to really make a meaningful thrust when we move our crotches toward each other and I feel her do the same I think
>after a while she pulls her head back and turns it up towards the ceiling and breathes out and pants a little
>I softly kiss her turned and straining neck when she does this
>she turns her head towards me again and I move into kiss
>we kiss again and I feel her mouth opening a little
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>>28591037
I've been worried about that, but I hope op wouldn't just give her a key when he doesn't know her that well, but the sex mayake him feel that way.
>>28590997
Hopefully there is still some to be had.
OP's anxiety made him escalate like a pro...
hahaha nigga is killin' it.
>one of the things I really want to try is tongue kissing
>I find the idea so appealing
>in school I had a friend who had a girlfriend who he dated a long time
>during the dinner hour sometimes they would kiss in a small area between two three doorways and others would sit around watching
>since all the others were her friends and I was the only one there who was his friend he asked me to "time" their kissing
>I sat with my phone on stopwatch mode and knelt like a referee near them and timed them as they kissed with tongues
>it looked quite disgusting but when I thought of doing it with a girl I liked it seemed so appealing to me in a way that surprised me
>but she draws her head back and opens her mouth to speak instead and I feel pretty stupid thinking we were going to kiss with tongues
>she says "wait wait wait, did you...?"
>I immediately know she is talking about condoms and feel a rush of shame saying I hadn't bought any
>it seems so dumb that I am my age and don't have condoms
>I try and make an excuse and say "I thought after last night you wouldn't want to do that"
>she seems to read my true thoughts or the truth of the situation and says don't worry I have some and we begin kissing again
>I have an erection the whole time we are thrusting and I wonder if she thinks it is strange that I seem content to just have it there in my trousers without it dictating my actions
>I sometimes think of how men in general seem to be so overwhelmed with erotic passion that it makes them talk to girls passing on the street or travel to Thailand or something
>I wonder if it is something faulty in me that I have no such passion and whether I am stunted or something for placing more value on "innocent" relationships as most people have in their teens
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>>28590587
>and during
What does this mean senpai?
I would have to keep myself detached during the entire act? That sounds difficult.
>>28591251
No, nothing like that, I mean don't think that you actually love the girl or vice-versa, but have fun with the pleasure.
>>28590256
>>28590573
>>28590770
Hey OP, I'm happy for you that you lost your virginity but there are couple things I want to say:
1. You are falling in love with a prostitute you paid for. Absolutely retarded.
2. Your writing has obsessively unnecessary details, almost pointless.
3. You don't need to act tough to impress a girl. Things as exhaling deeply is absolutely ridiculous.
4. Life is not a romantic comedy. If you keep thinking like this, you are going to fail hard, like you are already doing right now.
Read
>>28589934
>>28590587
>>28590502
>>28590564
Get your shit together OP.
>>28591213
WHY DID SHE ASK IF SHE KNEW SHE HAD SOME??
>>28591063
A few hours ago i was thinking about what you two are doing in this very moment.
>it is an abstract kind of feel knowing this is happening somewhere.
>>28591213
>I immediately know she is talking about condoms and feel a rush of shame saying I hadn't bought any
>>28591285
Oh, Ok, that is good to know.
>>28591313
>2. Your writing has obsessively unnecessary details, almost pointless
This is what makes his writing good I think. That's just my opinion of course but I'm really enjoying the story.
I agree wth your other points tho and hope OP listens.
>while we are kissing this way I feel her hand slowly moving down my side but barely touching it
>it feels like she is doing a "recoinassance" mission towards my penis and that she doesn't want me to know
>I pull bag my backside a little bit so there is a small space between our crotches
>I feel her hand on the side of my thigh and then she pushes down quite obviously and moves her fingers over the bulge in my jeans (the same black jeans as last night)
>when she does this I stop moving my lips
>she keeps kissing my lips for a few moments but then stops too
>I move my mouth and jaw (the front of my head) to the side of hers and rest my chin on her shoulders
>she grips my penis through my jeans as much as she can (there isn't much baggy material to allow it properly)
>I suddenly realize I probably should do something in return so I quickly run my hand down her leg too and then slowly move my hand up the side of her dress
>the material of her dress is quite thin and it moves easily away
>I keep moving up until I think our hands are in something like "equal positions" to each others genital area
>she runs her fingers up to my metal button and begins to tug it I feel
>I close my eyes to concentrate and run my fingers to the top of her underwear and wait for her to move again
>my heart is beating so hard and our chests are right together so she must feel it
>I feel her heart beating too and it seems much smaller than mine but probably because it's separated from my by her skin and her ribs and so on
>I turn my head and kiss behind her ear just to the side of where her hair is and where the skin is smooth
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>>28591313
I'm with >>28591370, that passage about shower gel was gold.
What is he doing which is romcom-esque? Assume i am retarded.
Is this you OPp?
>>28591391
Is she going to get you off with a handjob when she has condoms? What is this I am virgin.
>>28591391
God damn it im such a mixture of turned on,sad, intrigued, and lonely right now...
Thanks alot op.
Seriously love your writing style and story though. Ive been following every thread very intently.
>I lift up my top leg a little and she seems to realize that and again pokes her knee through
>that is one of the greatest and most pleasurable things I enjoy doing with her (her poking her knee through and resting her leg that way between mine)
Agreed anon, I think I'd love this as well and clamping on her leg with mine would be so satisfying.
>>28591508
I'm here for the intents feels. Masterbate too much to get turned on.
>she moves her fingertips down the front of my jeans (inside them)
>at first my reaction is to squirm and tense all my muscles or something
>my mind sort of prevents me doing that and I get the feeling that each of us is "ageless" (I don't know how to describe this) and we are just two people doing what people do in such a situation
>or as though we are just two people passively there while our instincts allow each of us to enjoy the other person and ourselves in a way that seems innocent to me
>I do the same and I sense she knows I am "matching" her movements
>she moves her fingers over my boxers at first but then moves them back up and down behind them
>I stop my own fingers moving towards her vagina when she does this and wait for her to "catch up"
>we both slide our fingers down again and just before I know she is going to touch my penis I kiss the side of her neck near the back
>she turns her head beneath mine and kisses the shoulder of my tshirt
>I feel her fingers touching the tip of my penis and then moving around it so that they are "grasping it" while moving down gently
>I don't know where the "opening" of her vagina is (having not touched it before)
>I keep moving down until I feel something of a bump and then spread my fingers a little so "scan the territory" better
>feel a little sticky and damp on my fingertips and "lead the way" with my middle finger (since it is in the middle I feel I am able to apply most pressure in a balanced way)
>she exhales and I know for sure she enjoyed me touching her there
>my other arm beneath her with my palm against her back I hold her a little tighter to me but think maybe this is again cliched and overly "romantic" or something from a movie or something
Cont...
>>28591625
>each of us is "ageless"
Shit, that must be the normalfag version of feeling like unchanging garbage
>>28591356
All I can add to it is that it's easy to mistake lust for love, especially if it's your first time. I remember the first escort I was ever with, she was a stereotypical, long-haired busty blonde and the sex itself didn't last very long (as virgin experiences tend to almost never be great). But I felt something there that I never had before, and I was tempted to go back to her again. But I never did, because I'd end up going back again and again and again. The first one is the hardest, it's been a lot easier since then to not get attached to other escorts (I've been with sixteen in total, over a period of two years).
>>28591408
He is pedestalizing her.
This is a girl who's become a legal prostitute at the age of 18.
Think about her history, how many men do you think she fucked before deciding that she wants to be a prostitute? 10? 100?
Women like her have daddy issues and won't be able to get along with OP in the long run.
Women with these issues like being abused otherwise they will just go to someone who will abuse them (cheat on OP).
People don't change, instead of getting therapy and fixing herself, she decided to be a whore.
He has this unrealistic view of what he thinks it's going to happen.
Almost like he's planning to marry her this moment if ever, a sex happens.
He should have done with her after the first sex.
this is the most autistic love story
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X2BMHrpWHyI
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xa30dBpOjyI
for comfy fellas
>she holds my penis but it doesn't feel sexual (it does a little but it feels sort of like a statement of our intimacy if this makes sense)
>I push the tip of my middle finger inward until I think there is an opening
>I feel like if I curled it I would enter her
>instead of doing that I begin rubbing a little further down to check there isn't a more clear opening there which is really her vagina (not her anus, I know how it sounds)
>there doesn't seem to be so I pretend I only kept pushing as part of a long rubbing motion
>I keep applying pressure with my middle and index fingers and rub up and down focusing on the bump which I assume is her clitoris
>she exhales again and it feels like we are having sex but we aren't
>she grips my penis and pulls the foreskin down a little
>I hope she doesn't pull it all the way because my foreskin is a little tight (not phimosis but the skin around the head isn't so elastic)
>I only properly withdrew my foreskin over the head of my penis in the bathtub casually when I was maybe twelve I think and I didn't know if it was supposed to do that
>I sort of pull back my backside a little so she doesn't keep tugging it down but he grip loosens and I relax
>she moves her fingers to the bottom of my penis and then rubs my testicle sack
>she holds them in her hand for a moment and I get the sense (perhaps a little humorously) that she is weighing them or like judging them or something
>I don't mind sine I know they are normal if not bigger than usual and I enjoy her attention with the knowledge I don't need to worry about her reaction
Cont...
>>28591744
Thanks for the information, it is helpful in informing potential decisions. So the first time will inevitably be the most expensive in terms of price per unit of time? I've heard of some people using the death grip masterbation method to make vaginal intercourse difficult to orgasm from.
>>28591784
>because with 18 she can't change anymore
God, nigger, try being a little more positive. Op has a lovely thing going on, we can all be depressed again and hate women once she really fucked him over, but pls just for now show a little hope.
>>28591835
>and then rubs my testicle sack
>>28591784
Yes, that is true and easier to see with your explanation. He also has her at his house which seems like a large step with regards to normal courtship.
>>28591795
max comf
good moods lad
>>28591835
dude you must have the cheesiest dick under that forey
>>28591836
The first time will probably the most expensive because you won't last that long, yeah. And you can try whatever methods you want to try and last longer, but they probably won't work for the first time because real-world experience is much different than reading about it or masturbating.
You remind me of William Stoner op
>>28591874
I am hopeful, but I feel the predictions and interactions in thread add to the experience and keep it from being too one sided.
>>28591835
Dude, if you've only ever pulled back your foreskin once in your life you have issues. I pray you learn to properly wash that shit before the smeg factory ruins everything
>>28591874
He's just setting him self up for failure, how you can date a prostitute and not expect any issues to arise.
>>28591835
>they are normal if not bigger than usual
Why was this so funny? What did he mean by this?
>>28591933
True, maybe an onahole or something. But you are right, the presence of another person probably adds too much stimuli to properly prepare for.
>>28591950
I couldn't finish that book it was too depressing...not op btw
I feel like I am making this "pornographic" and I do not wish to do this. I mean if it seems like I am just focusing on her body or my enjoyment of it I am not writing it well. I am just thinking of what stands out but so much does.
>I feel her pushing (or "grinding") her vagina against my fingers as I rub her
>it feels so nice to pleasure her and to know she is not just the one focusing on my comfort and pleasure
>I feel my fingers are sticky when I separate them a little
>I feel like pulling them out to suck them to taste but I don't do that
>I am glad the focus is on her because my jeans are so tight she won't be able to masturbate me with them on
>I keep applying pressure and with my eyes closed all my focus is focused on the exact positions and the exact pressure of my fingers
>I begin very slowly to move them faster
>I make sure my other hand (behind her back) is holding her tightly so she doesn't worry about falling off the sofa
>I keep rubbing her and I feel her top leg moving upwards and not resting on my top leg
>I straighten out my middle leg and rest my foot on the handrest
>her hand has pretty much stopped moving in my jeans and I move my hips down as far as I can
>she I think knows why I do this and retracts her hand slowly until it is out
>I press my back against the rear supporting cushion and with my spare arm I lift her a little until she is on her back
>she puts the hand that was on my penis on my top shoulder
Cont...
>>28591835
>rubs my testicle sack
My favorite thing about OP's escort saga are all the little hidden gems of comedy scattered through it. He truly has a way with words
>>28592040
I especially liked the judging part.
I'm not sure, maybe op is becoming more confident, but one of my testicles is 2-3 times the size of the other and I constantly worry about that during theoretical intimate situations.
>>28592066
>middle legst
Hold on man, you do not brag about the lenghth of your shaft here.
>>28592100
I have only one, born without one, and I used to stress about it constantly but I think any girl you're getting in her pants you're past the point where one errant testicle would ruin the whole thing.
>>28592100
Please anon, see a doctor
>>28592066
May have been indirectly because all the memories were sexual, but as >>28592087 says there are still great moments which contextualize the story.
>>28592064
It was pretty heartbreaking but kind of hopeful at the same time, finish it!
>>28592156
Possibly, I feel this is information which would have been gained from being a part of society at large.
>>28592169
I have, it isn't cancerous and they told me they wouldn't opperate unless the situation changed significantly.
>>28592253
Really? Coz I was enjoying it but like laughter in the dark and some other books etc I just don't enjoy books where bad things happen to an idiot for X hundred pages you know?
Maybe I'll pick it back up because the writing is good.
>>28592066
>I straighten out my middle leg
Were you readjusting your boner, or you don't know the word 'knee'?
>on her back I feel like for the first time it is she who is in the position of being the one who is less confident
>or not less confident but not the one to be sort of looked after and tended to as I have felt like I have been so far
>I don't try and kiss her mouth because I feel it will distract her but her face is so pretty and her mouth a little open and her eyes narrowed a little
>I keep rubbing her and I although I start smiling I sternly tell myself that I should not be "cocky" and lose focus
>I feel that the two of us have sort of entered some sort of atmosphere where there is only us and that everything around is an extension of how we feel
>I know this is probably not clear or over the top but I don't know how to express it
>it sort of feels like I said with the cogs when we were kissing but now it's just one cog or the machine itself running smoothly in isolation (I won't go on!)
>I try and risk something and allow my whole palm (to the bottom bit where it is a little hard) to pressure her clitoris bump and her vagina as a whole
>this seems to work and she pushes her vagina upwards so her backside is briefly off the sofa cushion
>my elbow aches since I'm resting on it looking down at her so I make a quick move of lying down beside her again so our faces are level (hers turned up though)
>I close my eyes again and keep rubbing but feel her hands around softly on my wrist
>she doesn't seem genuinely wanting me to stop so I kiss her ear (but don't poke my tongue in, which she seems to like as I have explained before)
>I keep rubbing and she opens her mouth and releases her in a sudden concentrated way and I hear it like "hoh"
>I rub slowly and then release the pressure slowly
>I feel her body moving and it feels nice to hold her in my arm with her body close to me and know she is happy
Cont...
>>28592290
He may have also used his hip during that motion.
>>28592297
>cocky
Brilliant.
>>28592297
>I won't go on!
Please do.
t. Origano smug pepe
>>28592326
Shit, I didn't even catch that. My god is it glorious.
I had to go to sleep yesterday and couldn't read until the end,did they fuck?
Is OP just telling us a hooker story or is there actually a end game or a twist to the story?
>>28592404
Spoiler: no
>>28592404
>>28592409
>>28588768
He met a hooker and is gfing her, but they still have not fugd
pls op I just caught up and I am refreshing so much
>>28592404
he lost wood while putting on the condor, got flustered and threw it at the wall
>>28592444
One hand on the mouse to refresh and the other on your dick
>remember something I either read on 4chan or somewhere else online (or maybe youtube video) a while ago that
>one of best times to make sure a girl experiences even more of an orgasm after the first is to not touch her vagina after she starts squirming etc like that
>then to just apply the full weight of all your hand (including the fingers) to that area and drag slowly upwards and downwards
>I do this but feel its the pressure more than the physical mass of the area covered by my hand that is perhaps the thing which is of importance
>it doesn't have the effect I imagine but I feel her kiss my nose and open my eyes
>she has turned her face towards me
>she is still on her back and there is a little flesh gathered under her chin because of her position
>she isn't fat or anything but she seems very relaxed and I find it beautiful
>I get the feeling going back to just kissing isn't the thing to do so I look in her eyes and give her a "innocent" look I feel with my eyes
>as if to say that I'm not just treating her sexually or that I'm just doing what my instincts tell me and that I am still "me"
>she turns her head up again to the ceiling and I remove my hand
>I don't smell or taste my fingers but rest them gently on my jeans with the two main fingers I used sort of separate from the others
>Marina twists her upper body and reaches for her bag
>I watch her and I begin to panic again
>when she is turned I unbutton all my buttons of my jeans
Cont...
>>28592439
for now it seems to me that she is just doing her hooker job. Since she's an escort there just a bit more social interaction than with a cheap hooker.
>>28592457
Cause she knocked a glass of water over, and instead of shoving it up his ass for later he dumpsters it to clean up the spill. I maintain the water was a a scheme of sorts.
>>28592477
>buttons of my jeans
There's more than 1?? Are my jeans for retards or something?
>>28592484
That's the scary part, I really hope it's not the case. Still the gf part was kind of explicit so I feel it would be hard to turn around and charge him. Unless it's a long con and the plan is to dump him, yet allow paypervisits.
Is this retard for real? Dating a professional whore who fucks 10+ guys a month 100+ a year. She fucked at least 200-300 guys so far.
Never trust a professional whore. They fake enjoying it and will try to get a beta at some point
>>28592599
You've never seen button-fly jeans? I don't know where the trend came from, but they're all over the place. I hate that shit
>>28592462
OP here. Does this sound like I am just writing as a sex story? I hope it sounds seem that way because I feel it would be wrong to "use" this girl or tell about us for just erotic purposes.
I will continue anyway since I have started >
>she gets a packet out of her bag and pulls her dress up first to her hips
>then she sits up on the edge of the sofa and pulls it over her head
>she has on underwear that is cream or a little beige maybe
>I kiss her ribcage which is a little visible against her skin
>feel stupid to do so but I am surprised also that I just did it without estimating the consequences first and convincing myself the pleasure of doing so isn't worth the risk of her pulling a face or thinking it's weird
>she doesn't even seem to notice
>she takes off her bra and turns to me
>she says "do you want to do it here?"
>I am surprised by this and a little on the spot by the question and stupidly say "I don't mind"
>she kisses me and I suspect she took that as a yes
>she pulls my tshirt but in my position it won't come off so I sit up
>I kneel on the floor and pull it off so my stomach doesn't "bunch up"
>she comes down to the floor and rests against the sofa with her elbow on the cushion watching me
>I stop and turn to her and she is sitting with her head resting on her arm sideways and smiles at me when she sees me looking
>I smile at her and I feel like a kid or something
Cont...
>>28592477
Whatever you do OP,
DO NOT SHOW HER YOUR ANUS, NO MATTER WHAT
>>28592599
It is the case. She is just playing friendly like with 100 guys before him. If she ever planned to settle down she would not be whoring herself
>>28592615
>They fake enjoying it and will try to get a beta at some point
hows dat different from any other woman?
>>28592625
I-I don't get out much.
>>28592642
You do realize that she is just a whore?
>>28592642
No, it is not to me at least because >>28592207
>>28592444
just get 4chanx and put it on autorefresh senpai
>>28592477
Love how you can read both what's going on in the room as well as in your head. You should pick up writing, seriously.
>>28592660
The other women have not been through 300 guys. At least have some standard. There is a 99% chance the relationship will fail with someone like this.
>>28592659
Does whoring really preclude settling down? I don't know much about it or the mind set, but I didnt think the magnitude of men (20vs200) would matter and just share the disposition. The former still wants to settle down, but both are probably in for a difficult time with faithfulness.
I relate to OP thought stream a lot. OP must have extreme aspergers.
>I stand quickly and tug my jeans down and kick them off
>I am in my grey loose boxer shorts (my favourite pair, but I didn't plan this) kneeling then in front of her
>she kneels in front of me and moves towards me on her knees (not very far, but still it was something to watch)
>she smiles but with her mouth closed and looking up at me
>I have got the impression a lot that she is a shy girl (I know I probably sound stupid this to those who are saying things)
>I sometimes get the impression she isn't familiar with being "looked after" or treated like a little girl
>when I say little girl I don't mean to sound strange, but I mean I feel she enjoys dressing cutely even though it doesn't look as sexual
>(not sure if that makes sense, just writing my impression of her overall)
>I place my hands on her hips and I find I am again shaking
>I hate that I am and I can't hide it except not to hold her tightly
>she puts her arms around my head and we kiss again
>then she moves her hands and I can tell she's opening the condom
>luckily I am erect
>she pulls her mouth away and without looking in my eyes looks down and opens it properly and I pull my boxer shorts down
>she bends her upper body over a little as I pull my boxer shorts off my feet and throw them over to the other side of the room (I fear there is a skidmark or something that she might see)
>she holds the base of my penis and places the condom on the end with her other hand
>I wonder if my penis is too "skinny"
>I tried measuring it before when people said like "7x5 inches" to get the girth but I never did it properly
Cont...
>>28592721
300 x with different guy
600 x with some guys several times
>>28592721
>The other women have not been through 300 guys.
>>28592784
He seems to be able to convey and understand too much body language to be an aspie. Definitely an anxiety order, though.
>>28592788
>I fear there is a skidmark
I'm dying op, this is some wizbang story telling here.
>>28592813
>anxiety order
disorder
who here comfy as fuck
I dont remember being this comfy for long time.
>>28591313
>lost your virginity
Implying
This fucking nigger didnt even have sex with her yet.
>>28592842
It's like be can guess it half the time, but then constantly questions his judgment
>>28592857
I'm smashing that mf'in comfy button famiglia rex
>>28592784
No he doesn't understand body language at all, for example he can't tell this woman probably isn't even into him and a prostitute. But the way he recollects all these random details is very autistic. We collect a lot of information but don't know what it means, he is just spitting it all out now in a data feed essentially.
>>28592867
I donno man, if I were to get naked and hump a naked woman's pelvis I would consider myself there
>>28592654
Topkek.
Famalama
>>28592857
Ye there's something really comfy about this thread but OP is doing such a good job at making us create a bound of sympathy with him that I feel like there's going to be a sad twist at the end
>>28592885
I don't think I have ever remembered anything to the degree with which op writes.
>she rolls it on and once it is on a little she uses both hands to do so
>I make sure my erection is stiff as possible and luckily it is
>when I was around eleven or twelve and began to notice my erections as distinct phenomena my penis would become so erect it was almost parallel to my body (sticking up)
>at the time it hurt so much and I wish it wouldn't go so hard since if I pulled it away it would just spring back and slap my stomach
>now it doesn't do that though I fear sometimes if that's a bad thing
>once it is on she gives a quick kiss to the middle of my chest (I notice she has done this before and wonder if it's another thing she likes, like a minor thing)
>I touch her underwear to tell her I want to take them off
>she spreads her knees then falls backwards so she is resting on her elbows lying backwards
>I pull her underwear and pull them down her legs which she raises
>I pull them all the way off and move my head to the side to pull them over her feet and throw them harder than I meant to so they almost go out the balcony doors
>she looks at me with wide eyes but a smirk as if to say "almost!"
>I hold underneath her hips and pull her close to me
>it feels nice to be naked with her
>I kiss her and she lays flat
>I rest my penis on her lower stomach then try and figure out where the hole is
>at first I try and act confident and softly jab it to where I think it might be but it's way too high
>she stops kissing me and rests the back of her head on the ground for a second while guiding my penis inside her
>I feel pretty dump doing this like when I had to ask my mother to park the car a small number of times after I had passed my test and began to drive
Cont...
>>28592875
>>28592907
yee
let the good comfy feels roll
>>28592928
>can't find the vagina
I can't believe this happens
You seem to really have picked up the pace with your posting OP.
>>28592928
>>I feel pretty dump doing this like when I had to ask my mother to park the car a small number of times after I had passed my test and began to drive
What a weird metaphor to choose...
>>28592988
But there is the pee hole and the dick hole, how is one supposed to tell the difference?!
>>28592928
>I feel pretty dump doing this like when I had to ask my mother to park the car a small number of times after I had passed my test and began to drive
OP is pretty much cyberbullying himself at this point
>>28592928
This whole post is gold
>almost throws her panties out into the street
>compares his first insertion to his mom parking the car
You glorious bastard, never change
>>28593004
I think it has to do with feeling emasculated or something.
>>28593015
if it fits, it sits
>>28593040
I think it has something to do with a greek motherfucker
>>28593057
So the pee hole is too small for it to fit? That is good to know. I don't want my first prostitute to make fun of me.
>>28592988
Only fingered a girl once, I found the vagoo on first try however it seems that many people have troubles finding it.
On the other hand I didn't know I had to pull the skin that is over the clit to access the clit perfectly.
>I push forward as she continues to hold my penis then she lets go
>when she lets go it's a very strange feeling
>I realize for the first time that I am inside of her
>I don't want to be selfish and just dwell on that fact but I really struggle to just accept the fact I am inside her
>I fear she is weirded out by my inaction so I begin thrusting
>I don't want to sound like I think I know what I'm talking about (I have no comparison) but she one of the ways to describe the feeling is that she is "tight"
>perhaps this is just because I have a condom on though
>feel like I'm pushing my finger in a wound or something but instead of pain for her it's pleasure (or at least pleasurable pain if that makes sense)
>I try and maintain a rhythm while also doing as I did the previous night in paying attention to other parts of her body for the sake of "intensity"
>I kiss her neck and grab one of her breasts but I feel although squeezing very hard may be a sign of dominance I don't want to hurt her so I don't do that
>she begins to softly say "hoh" again but it sounds more formal than when she did it on the sofa
>anyway I try not to guess her motives or honesty and I gently but with intent raise her hands above her head and press down on them and make slower movements inside of her but try and sort of reach areas that might be pleasurable
>I try and do a "scooping" motion but I feel like it might seem like I'm going too slow
>her eyes are closed and I don't know if this is a good thing
Cont...
>>28592857
These have been the best threads in months. If it ends with dinosaur or tree fiddy, I'm killing myself
>>28593093
>but it sounds more formal than when she did it on the sofa
Putting the work hat on!
>>28593085
Yeah, the pee hole is just as large as ours, no way you'll stick a finger in it. If you're trying finger a girl or stick your dick in her vagina, just run your thumb or your dick from her clit to her anus and at some point you'll feel an opening before the anus.
>>28593094
That would be most disappointing indeed.
But I remember there was a similar poster a few weeks ago who fell in love with his cousin and he just told his story without bullshit.
Hopefully op does the same.
>>28593094
Seriously agreeing. I can not grasp someone contriving all of these experiences and choosing post times all for one big ruse cruise.
>I focus on the pressure in my penis to see if it's likely that I am going to ejaculate
>the experience of my penis moving in and (almost) out of her vagina feels very different to masturbation
>probably because there is pressure all around my penis, almost like I'm wearing too condoms or something
>I wonder if I should change positions not to bore her but I don't want to seem like I'm just enacting something pornographic
>she attempts to free her arms and I feel it's not my character to just refuse so I allow her
>she places her arms around my sides and opens her eyes and looks at me with her mouth still open
>she nods a little to me
>I kiss her and she puts her arms behind my back tightly
>I sense she wants me to stay down on top of her like that
>I feel a little disgusting with my stomach resting on her
>I am not overweight but I feel any amount of fat somehow betrays a deeper flaw in my character (as though I am mentally obese or disfigured if this makes sense)
Cont...
>>28593094
yee my lads
>>28593149
That is very informative. Thank you. However, does one need to seperate the skin flaps for the holes to be identified?
>>28593213
no
orriginianaimil
>>28593180
Since you tried the pressure manuver after masterbating her, does that mean her holding you there is sort of a confirmation of that type of pressure being pleasurable?
>>28593213
No, it shouldn't happen. Maybe if she has a huge roastie it could happen but this isn't the norm.
Also the vagina is really close to the anus, people think it's in the middle which is why they mistake it for the pee hole when in fact it's near the bottom.
>>28593254
Thanks once again. Very much appreciated.
>I begin thrusting as I did before when we humped (gyrated our crotches)
>we kiss in unison with my thrusts
>I wonder if I am being too formulaic but I don't know any alternatives except to begin thrusting wildly which seems too radical
>eventually I begin thrusting harder and faster thought I feel instinctively to do so
>she stops kissing me and pulls me tighter to her
>I almost smash my face into the carpet since I am not supporting myself stably with my arms but manage save myself but lose one rhythmic thrust
>shortly after I am kissing her neck but then I feel an intense pressure building in my penis
>it feels like every part of my body is being evacuated and that all the evacuees are travelling to my penis
>I feel like I am about to empty my body or that my penis is going to blow apart
>I realize this sounds perhaps childish or for the sake of humour
>but it really is something I haven't experienced since I first masturbated to free pornographic previous on television in my early teens
>eventually I lose focus on pleasuring her and begin wildly thrusting and I know if I stop it will be difficult to build up to this point again
>I lift myself up again and rest on my forearms with my elbows bent and thrust deeply inside of her
>eventually I ejaculate but keep thrusting and then keep it thrusted inside of her (without returning to thrust again)
Cont...
>>28593295
>>it feels like every part of my body is being evacuated and that all the evacuees are travelling to my penis
Kek
>>>eventually I ejaculate but keep thrusting and then keep it thrusted inside of her (without returning to thrust again)
Now the aftermath is going to be interesting
>>28593295
>I begin thrusting as I did before when we humped (gyrated our crotches)
Thanks for that clarification. If you had just said humped I would have been very confused as to what you meant.
>>28593295
Ozzie and drix
>>28593295
Just think about how good you feel and how good she feels.
Now remember that she feels that with other men every night of the week.
>>28593370
>snap back to reality
>I have ejaculated, and I realize with sudden detachment that I am no longer a virgin
>I feel it would be cliched to "collapse" and lay on my back but that's what I feel like doing
>instead I slowly pull out of her
>I look at her in the corner of my eyes
>she has her eyes open
>she looks at me and I smile and I kiss her briefly on the lips
>she lifts her head and upper back from the carpet and kisses me back
>I don't know what to do with the condom so I just wipe my forehead slowly
>she says she's going to quickly use the toilet
>I fear that this is a bad sign but as soon she has left I take the condom off and put it in the trash under neath the sink and push it down so my housemate / landlord won't see it
>I put my boxer shorts back on which I hope she won't mind
>she returns and smiles at me but seems on the verge of covering her breasts
>she squats down to pick up her underwear and then picks up her glass of water and goes to the kitchen holding the glass and her underwear
>I hear the faucet two times then she returns wearing her underwear
>I am on the sofa with my legs wide apart and she stands in front of me as if to say "where can I sit?"
>half through instinct and half trying to act confident or masculine I raise my arms and she sits on my left thigh
>she puts an around my neck and I sit further down the cushion and hold her as much as I can
Cont...
>>28593409
>"where can I sit?"
I can't tell if this is subtle manipulation or a real question. Wasnt she wearing her panties again so any normal seating area would function?
>>I open an overhead cupboard nearby and take out the curry powder sachet which I use to make daal curry
OP is indian
>we kiss for a while then she rests her head against mine and we look out the balcony doors
>luckily there is no neighbour who can see directly in in the daytime or from the street etc
>the thin white curtains blow a little in the breeze and I feel the breeze cooling the sweat on my skin
>my sweat cooling feels cold all of a sudden but not in a negative way
>I say jokingly, as if to joke against myself, "I need a shower"
>she laughs a little and says "so do I"
>after a moment of silence I say "I mean, we can shower"
>she doesn't say anything but stands up
>I try and maintain my "masculine" persona (I realize it's cringey) and lead her by her hand to the bathroom
>I turn on the shower and we stand apart while it generates pressure and warms up
>it feels a little awkward like neither of us knows what to do
>I look at her and she was looking at me but looks down at the floor
>we are both nude
>I keep looking at her and she looks back up at me
>I smile and hug her and she hugs me back
>we get in the shower and wash our own bodies first a little and then touch each others bodies
>its a shower in a bathtub so it isn't very comfortable to stand there so we get out quite soon
>she asks which towel she can use and I wrap her in a big white towel
Cont...
>>28593516
Nope, he already said he's from western europe. It has been guessed that he is from the UK which I consider plausible because of his use of the language.
>>28593516
Possibly, but I know a lot of Americans that eat particular type of curry.
>>28593521
See, all that standing would have been a lot more comfortable if y'all hadn't interrupted conversation with sexual activities.
Gotta go go bed now. OP or someone else please archive the thread if it's not up tomorrow.
>>28593555
>French
>Original
>>28593409
>she says she's going to quickly use the toilet
>I fear that this is a bad sign
Girls are usually supposed to pee after sex. It's to avoid UTIs and stuff.
Great story though OP, keep going.
>>28593599
His english is way too good for a frenchman
>we go to the living room to get our clothes
>standing up there is a chance people can see so we go back to my room
>in my room she sits on the edge of the bed
>I am about to start drying but I sit beside her
>she lies back on the bed and tugs my arm playfully
>I lie back beside her with our feet on the ground still
>it feels like we are watching clouds or something (like two people staring up at the sky, but my ceiling)
>I raise my arm and put it above my head and then bump her scalp
>she lifts her head and I put it under her head
>like that she says "was it ok?"
>I fear she must think I was or am really screwed up to ask that
>feel my attempted masculine pose must have looked stupid considering
>I say yes and sorry about last night
>she says "don't worry" and smiles in a way that seems so good-natured but I don't kiss her
>she says "you know I really don't know what you think of me"
>I wonder if this means "I wonder if you don't realize I am charging you for all this" or something else
>I say "how do you think I think of you?"
>I feel this is a good question which solves my dilemma
>she says "just that I don't respect myself very much or that I have made poor decisions in my life"
>I say that I think she is a "sweet" girl and that my only worry is that I am misinterpreting our time together
>she says "you're not" which I feel sure means she isn't going to give me a bill at the end but still I can't totally deny this
>we say all this in whispers but there's no clear reason to since it is daytime and nobody else is home
Cont...
>>28593618
It is good but his style of writing gives him away as a non-native I think. Also his flat has a balcony with terrace doors/windows that he leaves open, not common in the UK as the climate doesn't really allow for it. Also re-reading the thread he used the word "faucet", in the UK we say "tap".
Feel like if this turns sour I'm gonna end myself...
haven't felt this comfy and fulfilled in so long.
OP you're a good man
>>28593521
>I say jokingly, as if to joke against myself, "I need a shower"
>she laughs a little and says "so do I"
>>28593688
>you will never partake in daytime whispering with someone you love romantically
Shit is really saddening
>>28593743
I won't be a sadboi unless she doesn't charge him and actually likes him. Then, it is time to kms
>>28593688
an island of true intimacy in a sea of casual consumerism. I wish each of us experiences it..
You give me hope, op
orijinul
>>28593760
True, there hasn't been real confirmation even with her remarks.
Each of these little moments which op noted could be considered taken for granted by normies seem very intimate and it's kind of a bummer learning the extend to which bonding can go compared to a personal limit.
>I wonder if this means "I wonder if you don't realize I am charging you for all this" or something else
holy shit I would have keked my face off if that was true
>we talk for a while about where we see ourselves in five years time (she asks randomly)
>I say I have private ambitions (which is true) but don't tell her what, just that I realize I seem boring and unambitious
>I ask her and she says "umm" and then says "I would like not to have to worry about money" and to have money spare for her mother and brother
>I say "are they poor?" and although I realize this sounds invasive I almost say something else but don't
>she replies (without it seeming I was rude) that they're not really poor or anything but that my mother (her mother) never allows herself any luxuries or pleasure in life
>she says her mother is very guilty for how her marriage turned out and still loves her father (the mother's ex-husband)
>I don't know how to reply so I ask why he left
>she says he didn't leave and that her mother divorced him which is why she feels guilty
>but she says her father drank a lot and never came home and then cheated on her mother with an air hostess
>she says how the air hostess came drunkenly to their house one day when she and her brother was very small demanding to know where her father was
>she says how her mother and the air hostess had a physical fight but starts laughing because her mother "has a temper" despite being caring and maternal etc
>we talk like this about our families for a while and we don't need to dry since we are dried already just lying there
>eventually we go quiet after at least one or two hours of just talking
>she rolls her head suddenly in my direction and I turn mine
>I push a piece of still wet hair from her face and tuck it behind her ear
>doing this feels so fantastic but I try not to smile or show her how special it felt to do that
>she asks if I'm hungry and I say yes
Cont...
>>28593845
>I would like not to have to worry about money"
Oh no
>instead I slowly pull out of her
And next time, why don't you pleasure her now that you've ejaculated?
Maybe you do not realize this, but most girls do not orgasm from vaginal penetration.
The best thing to do after a good thrusting session and you've ejaculated is to:
- pull out
- stick in two fingers
- and then stimulate the clit with your other hand
- while doing this, arch the two fingers that are inside her up "towards the ceiling"
She'll be moaning and cumming in no time if you do this.
With more practice, you can substitute the two fingers that'd be inside her with your own penis, expect it truly is more pleasurable for girls to use your finger because of the arching "towards the roof" I was talking about because that's a g-spot.
Can I get your height and weight please op?
>>28593845
>>28593873
>that moment when you realise she's in for the betabux
>>28593845
>>I push a piece of still wet hair from her face and tuck it behind her ear
I wish I knew this feel.
>>28593845
>doing this feels so fantastic but I try not to smile or show her how special it felt to do that
It's the little things man, this tale is full of them.
reading all this makes me feel so happy yet sad at the same time. It's a conflicting feel i guess.
>"I would like not to have to worry about money"
almost everything goes fine but just as with the rent she just has to pull shit like this, doesn't she?
>>28593887
comfy height and comfy weight.
>>28593880
>sticking your fingers into a place full of your cum
ehhh no, also she is a prostitute, don't be so beta
>>28593880
This is also a good technique for those of you with smaller than average cocks.
If you can please a girl like this and cause them to have them to have the best orgasms of their life, they may be able to look past your flawed genes if they are a decent human being.
>>28593937
The place isn't full of cum, OP had a condom
>we stand up and dress facing away from each other
>she goes back to the living room and then to the bathroom
>she comes out with her hair combed
>I notice for the first time that her ears stick out a little but I think it's so cute that I touch them when she comes near me
>she frowns a little with a strange smile but I smile and kiss her
>she shakes her head a little
>I say "shall we go?" and hold the door open
>outside we walk down the not steep road that my place is on
>I explain there are a few places to eat
>I point out there's a McDonalds nearby and she says "oh yes let's go there"
>I say ok
>we don't hold hands or anything but it feels like we are to me
>in McDonalds we get food and eat
>she doesn't finish her fries which is strange but I feel like she is playing the "feminine" role by not finishing
>maybe she is but I just the fries she says are too much
>she sips her coke where its icy and underneath the table we bump our knees playfully but not aggressivelly
>outside we just walk together for a long time
>I have been tired since we got out of the shower since I didn't sleep last night
>I feel tired again now though my body feels alert just my eyes and brain feel tired
Cont...
>>28593949
But he would have to touch the roasties to get inside!
>>28593937
1. OP had a condom on
2. You can't get STD's through your damn fingers. If you're fine putting your dick in there (condom or not), than you should be okay with fingers too.
>>28593911
I mean op did ask her where she sees herself in 5 years. i feel like that's a reasonable answer.
I remember years ago when we were poor and someone asked me what I wanted to do when i grew up i basically said a job that allows me to live comfortably. when you're poor money's always the biggest thing on your mind
>>28593845
>father issues
I told you all right here >>28591784
>>28593980
you're right, but the fact she keeps asking him about how much rent he's paying...can't help but see it as a red flag desu. Hope it all turns out well.
>>28593845
>How much is your rent?
>How much was your rent again?
>I would like not to have to worry about money
Color me surprised. I think I have a good educated guess as to why she likes OP.
>>28593980
True, and sadly poorer people tend to have a mindset which isn't conducive to accumulating wealth and just expand their expenses.
>>28593994
You evaluated well, good foresight. Also, the divorce and subsequent regret of the mother doesn't seem to bode well for possible genetic dispositions.
>we walk for a long time and then I say "do you have plans for tonight?"
>I wonder if this is rude (maybe she planned to stay with me) but she says no just to catch up on sleep and laughs a little
>I say me too I am so tired
>she says how come and I explain how I didn't sleep
>she says sorry for keeping me out so long but I say it's fine
>eventually we walk all the way to her apartment (sorry if I'm skipping here but I need to sleep right now!)
>outside she asks if I want to come in but both of us realize she is just being nice
>we lean in the shade with our shoulders against the dark orange paint of a building and we kiss and touch each others clothes and skin
>eventually I kiss her and then immediately ask "would you let me see you again sometime?"
>she smiles and raises her eyebrows and says "of course!" but in a quiet voice
>we kiss again and she touches my jaw while we kiss
>I say see ya and wait until her outer door as closed shut and then head home
>at home I drink a lot of water and then fall asleep with the towel she used around me (I know it's maybe cringey)
>I sleep for a long time but wake annoyingly early in the morning
>today we messaged and she says she went swimming as she often does and then read her book in the swimming pool cafe
>she sent me a text when I say I am going to bed (really just posting this thread and needed no interruption!)
>I send her the same and post this thread
So that is the story since then. I hope I made things clear and didn't waste too much time!
I will answer questions that were asked already in this thread in the next posts but then really I must sleep for work tomorrow (today!)
>>28594062
>You evaluated well, good foresight.
shes an escort you mongoloid
>>28594113
Yes, but I never claimed to be smart.
>>28594111
Op, will you plan for more conversational interactions in the future as sexual have seemed to take priority. Like more food outings and walks/hikes?
Goodnight OP
Sleep tight
You're doing good
>>28594111
what a comfy story op.
I wish you well.
Give some updates as it all develops!
>>28594111
When will ya make her that fabled bolognese? Also, don't forget to replace the wine.
>>28594111
goodnight OP
trips will give you comfy sleeps tonight.
damn i hope this story is true.
it sounds like a fairy tale and i can't help but doubt but i'm hoping that op actually found happiness
>>28594111
>I will answer questions that were asked already in this thread in the next posts but then really I must sleep for work tomorrow (today!)
OP confirmed not french, today is Pentecost day in France which is a public holiday.
>>28590683
OP here. I noticed a lot of questions like this in this thread (to do with money). I first have to say that I don't have much money as my job is fairly basic and lifestyle reflects my wage in part. Also I must point out (if only to tell the story truly) that she paid for her own mcdonalds and has always asked to pay for things like our pizzas and cinema ticket. Maybe this means nothing I don't know?
>>28591317
I think she was giving me a chance to use my own or something since it was obvious I was embarrased relying on her for one.
>>28592599
There are like three buttons on this pair of jeans other than the main big silver one and instead of a zip.
>>28593264
I don't know how to answer this sorry!
>>28593468
She was wearing underwear which she put on in the kitchen but I was sitting with my legs side which left not much space to sit.
>>28593887
I am 5'9 and around 12.6 stones / 175 pounds.
Guys I have to sleep now. I hope this thread is beneficial to read and thanks again for saying to text her on Tuesday! I will read this thread in the morning, and if people want me to post more updates then tell me and I will try to do this. Thank you!
Looks like you can now leave this board op. Get out
>>28594111
>she sent me a text when I say I am going to bed (really just posting this thread and needed no interruption!)
haha, based OP.
Hope everything works out for you. Will you be posting tomorrow?
