Why are you sad tonight?
>>27249206
im not!! i took a walk outside and got a haircut so im in a pretty good mood :)))
why are you sad, op?
>tfw no true capitalist radio to listen to
its not fair
>>27249206
>tfw you never had a roastie gf
>redpilled about women
>when most of your life is decided after you were born
Why even live?
Can't go to the doctor because I'm poor. I'm 22 and have no drive to do anything about it because my life's already over. Hopefully I'll be dead by my 30s.
>>27249206
Because I just am
my parents disowned me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cEF0z_-9SnE
i feel like i burnt a year off
logged on to kikebook for the first time in years and everyone else is moving ahead
Is that dart in his hand a fresh Camel cigarette? If not I'd suggest him switching to Camel's. A turkish american blend the natural flavor will satisfy longer
>>27249206
Because I don't know how to be selfish without feeling bad.
>>27249632
I burnt 10 years bro. I was top-1% at age 18. Then got into some bad relationships, spent too much time being a directionless beta, and now I'm around top-30% in a city where only the top-5% and above can get laid.
Racebait threads still fill up the catalogue and get 200 replies. I'm sick of the cuck meme, all the normies here get so triggered by it.
Can't we go back to the days of tfw no gf
>>27249255
Yeah, what's up OP?
>>27249778
What city?
original comment #435
>>27249206
I was forced to watch successful people on the TV. I hate successful people and even cartoons. Goddamn my failures have made me bitter.
>>27249778
like top 1% money? howd you get back up there
>>27249810
A rich part of the Bay Area, where $120k/yr (programmer salary) is "average" and all the women are chasing startup millionaires. (I'm not a programmer.)
Been working at this place for 3 years now. No one really talks to me aside from the casual 'how are you'. Today I overheard their plans for tonight and they even decided to invite the new guy that started 2 weeks ago. I don't know why but it really bothered me this time
>>27249916
>programmer salary
I fucking hate startup culture. I enjoy computer science, but I really don't want to study it in college because every normie and his mother wants to be a startup millionaire who gets rich off of nothing.
Because I'm a 4/10 fat fuck craving affection but probably won't ever be able to achieve that status. I honestly feel like I'm a failure.
>>27249206
I'm in chastity right now. I'm on vacation with my girlfriend and it's our last night and she promised she would let me out and let me fuck her while we were on vacation. But no, she had too much sun and too much to drink so had me eat her ass while she used her vibrator then she fell asleep. She gave me 'permission' to put a prostate plug in and play with that, but no unlocking.
>>27249843
TV is fake.
The average TV person's apartment is waaaay too nice for their income.
i.e. "middle-class" people on TV shows have houses that only "upper-class" people can afford irl.
and that's just "realistic" TV. "action" or "fantasy" TV is straight-up wish fulfillment.
don't be an addict. don't believe the "success" meme.
I'm not too sad, just lonesome. I overslept until 7 PM and it's now 9:20 PM, but after showering I just got back in bed. Now holding my favorite stuffed animal while pretending my fantasy sister is cuddling with me.
>>27249972
what the fuck are you doing?!?!?!?
never believe a woman's promises of sex or fidelity. they do what they want in the moment, like a lioness. believing their lies makes you ugly to them.
don't make deals with lionesses. fuck them from behind. ideally, tie them up first.
God fucking damn it is hate taking latuda. It makes me restless and tired at the same time which is like subtle torture. Fucking kill me.
I'm almost out of weed.
>>27250036
How much do you sleep/how much time do you spend in bed?
Cool about the stuffed animal thoo
I suck at my fucking job and it's pissing the boss and everyone else off.
>>27249957
For reference orginaru
>>27250050
Yeah. not entirely sure what you mean...
and i have a cuck/chastity/femdom fetish which is why this is what my relationship is. I'm just mad/sad because she spent a lot of the day trading nude snapchats with my friend, and talked about him fucking her while i ate her ass and she masturbated tonight. she wanted to watch a vid of him fucking her but her computer isn't working.
I dunno man, it's a life. theres always a chance of sex tomorrow morning, which would be awesome. But I'm so horny I have no idea how i will sleep.
>>27250066
The last week has been odd. I keep waking up late and staying up through the night. I wake up at midnight or so and stay up for 27 or 28 hours, then sleep for 18 or 19 hours. Going to try and fix my schedule tonight.
>>27249259
Listen to literally anything on the radio it's all porky lies :^)
So I liked a girl, and I thought we had something but it ends up she's asexual. JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP
>>27249929
Bring a gun to work on Monday and make them regret their decision.
>>27250104
Jesus anon, Jesus christ
Because this >>27242185
Cannot stop obsessing over interracial relationships.
Cuz I'm so fucking sick of spending all day doing nothing but browsing this shithole and as stupid as it makes me sound I have no idea how to make tomorrow different.
I'm turning 22 tomorrow, and I have never been kissed, never had a boyfriend, never held hands, never have been in love. I want more than anything to find a good and stable man from the same religion as me and start a family and be a wife and mother and have a little farm but I have literally met no one who matches that.
>>27249206
>match up with cutie on tinder 5 miles away
>turns out they're only in the area for a few days
>tinder picked up their location in real time
>I'm from NY and they're from Virginia
>can't even hang out because they're on vacation with their family
WELL FUCK.
>>27250153
I mean do you go out much? What religion?
>>27250140
Yeah I know its easy to make fun of and my fetish is like a fucking meme but honestly its what gets me off/makes me happy. and i feel lucky to have an amazing girlfriend who i slowly introduced to my fetishes and who now loves them. so, don't feel bad for me
>>27250167
P.s this keeps happening because people are traveling to NY for spring break
>>27249206
People are starting to like me and want to be my friend, but I'm such a shut in I know thier efforts will lead to disaster and they'll think I don't like them.so I've been ignoring them or coming up with excuses when they ask
> "hey anon, you coming out tonight?"
OR
>"hey anon, you said you'd be here, where are you??"
I want friends, but I'm so fucking lazy and awkward I can't communicate and it always fizzles away.I can't stand going to public places like bars either..
>I want to make friends,but I cant.
>>27250185
Fair enough anon, you just do you my man.
Sitting in bar alone getting drunk listening to normies having good times :/
I probably won't die in my sleep tonight and that makes me sad.
>>27250175
No I just work and go to church, nothing else. Work is exhausting and then on weekends I clean. I am a specific denomination of Christianity, I don't want to say for privacy.
>>27249206
It's a doozie
>be me
>with people i hang out with occasionally
>walking down the sidewalk, they aren't really talking to me
>they walk up to these people I don't know
>stand next to them awkwardly for 15 seconds before turning around and leaving even more awkwardly
Hurts just a little bit.
>>27249206
aside from the regular fear, emptyness and bad memories on replay nonstop im sad because i have to drink kill me tier coke instead of dew because my fucking sister was told to go shopping while i got my hair cut. coke only goes with meals, dew is for browseing 4chan and vidya
>>27250222
Are you LDS? If so, lets go eternal ;)
>>27250258
No, LDS is not me, I read about LDS and it is super occult. Sorry,
>>27250222
I mean obviously it's stupid advice but y'all can't meet people of you're not out. Why is it so important they be of the same religion? Do you expect him to be 10/10 in the looks department?
I'm not sad. It's my birthday!
no job/money, no gf, no friends.
>>27250297
>I read anti-Mormon propaganda and believed it
>>27250298
Men are the head of the family and influence and shape what children believe in. How am I going to teach my children about God and the Bible when their own dad doesn't want to lead them and teach them? And I am very much against things like drinking and porn. I couldn't be with s guy who drinks or watches porn, it grosses me out and freaks me out. I couldn't be with a guy who doesn't want to come to church with me, who thinks my conversations about the Bible are boring, and/or who thinks I am crazy. Plus I believe in tithing and unless we share the same beliefs, there will be a lot of arguing about that 10%.
>>27250153
>I met no one who was 10/10 looks, makes a lot of money, and has a huge dick
Typical. I bet you're REALLY attractive too, and totally deserve that man that doesn't exist.
>>27250383
No, not really. I mean now that I am working full-time and want to get married job matters but a few years ago it didn't and yet no one paid attention to me then either. Looks and penis don't matter, just religious beliefs.
I have tins of schoolwork and I can't get started.
>>27250377
Man, it's only going to take one good night out on the club to just make you do a total 180. Women are so fickle.
>>27250471
The Bible says the same thing. Adam was tempted to eat the fruit was like "nah bro, God told me not to eat it". Satan goes to Eve and she's like "i know better than God, sure"
>>27249206
this picture is literally 100% me
it couldn't be any more me
>>27249206
>Neet for 2 years
>closer to 30 than 20
>the three friends I had in college are on the other side of the country
>no friends
>realize those three friends I made in life are all moving on in life, getting married, and barely have any time to respond online- if we have anything left to talk about at all
>havnt seen someone who isnt family for months
>no drugs or way to get them
>no alcohol because it makes me feel worse
>realize the money I had saved is almost out even though I get sad and spend it on anime crap early in the morning because its one of the few things that makes me not feel completely like shit
>realize I need to get a job before September if I want to live
>havnt worked in 2 years, huge resume gap
>shitty degree that wont help me get a job because I was a fucking idiot
>havnt had decent sleep in who knows how long
>every night nightmares and sleep paralysis
>even though I shower my acne is worse than its been in forever
>paranoid that someone hacked my computer and is trying to set me up to ruin my life
>paranoid at night that my room will be broken into and Ill be killed
>the bathroom fan sounds like far off voices talking about me
>no real desire to eat, it all tastes the same, eat maybe once a day and feel sick after
>wake up at 3pm every day even if I knock out at 7pm from sleep medication, sleep through alarms
>dont want to suicide because it would negatively impact family's life and I dont like pain
>dont want to exist
>complain on 4chan
at least anime still lets me forget things for 20 minute blocks
'cause tonight is just like any other night.
Girl I like asked me to prom. Wants to go as friends. FeelsBadMan
>>27250471
No, it wouldn't.
What would break me though is if no one wants me by the time I am 25, I am just going to purposefully date guys and break up with them and try to get free stuff or something as revenge for years of ignoring me and hating me.
Girl I like asked me to prom...as friends. Liked her for a while.
>>27249891
Top 1% for my age. Went to an Ivy school because my mother micro-managed my entire life enabling me to get admitted, and because an older relative had made a bunch of money in real estate and paid for it. But neither of them taught me how to game women, so I got gamed real bad.
>>27250719
you have to be 18 to post here.
aaaaaasdsdsad
I asked a girl I like...to the prom...
we're going as friends
>>27250104
WHAT THE FUCK. YOU AIN'T A FEMDOM, YOU'RE A CHAD IN DENIAL. BE A CHAD.
didn't set aside any time to study
tfwnogf, kinda
girl I liked asked me to the goddamn prom.........................as friends....
>>27250755
>>27250742
>>27250719
what is going on here, a fbot?
a girl I was interested in asked me to the prom and we're going as friends
bad feels ahoy, lads
a prom asked the girl as friends were going like...
>>27249206
My brother's cat has been gone since yesterday morning. I love that little guy, and I hope he comes back.
>>27240534
This pretty much. I'm imploding inside, no one notices implosions
>>27250741
Oh ok, so what you're going to do is basically see if you can find a cute guy that believes your silly horseshit, but if it doesn't happen you're just gonna say fuck it and slut it out at the clubs instead of lowering your fucking standards and dating a nice Christian man. Gotcha, makes 100% sense.
See you in 3 years when you're getting creampied by atheists and muslims.
>>27250333
Happy birthday anon. You've come a long way. I just hope it wasn't the wrong way.
>>27250967
No I won't have sex with them. I don't want to have sex unless I am married. I'll just play mind games. Your fault for thinking my beliefs are horse shit.
>>27251031
HAHAHAHAHA YOU'LL BE SWALLOWING CHAD'S DICK AND WORSHIPPING SATAN BEFORE YOU KNOW IT.
Spent my whole life fapping. If I spent that time productively I could have been a concert pianist, or polyglot. Instead all I have to show for it is a 250 gb porn collection, mostly amateurs with big cocks because I find it therapeutic to enjoy seeing big dicks since I was molested by someone with one. It's like associating big dicks with better memories, but not really. 28 years old. Best years gone. Waiting until parents die, then suicide in my 40s.
Not really sad, i know that im fuckd up but i dont feelt it anymore, and thats worry me, 27 yo neet, losing my good years in front of a pc, no job, no sex desire, no motivations, just weed and vidya, i just want to be a normal fag, this train isnt fun anymore
i don't feel alive anymore. i wish i could go back to being a teenager, even though i felt lonelier and sadder at least i had some hope and i felt alive
nothing matters at all anymore. i'm so fucking checked out, i spent the last 5 hours and then i realized i'm actually a person like 2 minutes ago, when i started writing this.
>>27251584
no offense but if you don't have a set of good memories at 27 you're fucked. I'm 28 and involuntarily cycle through memories, most of which are shit with an occasional one making me smile.
I'm at the tail end of a year-long failed relationship with a fembot. I feel completely numb inside, no ability to love and no attraction to her anymore. It's hard to tell if I should bail now, or wait it out and see if feeling comes back. Heavy feels.
>>27250692
what degree do you have, if you have a degree then can't you take some kind of post-secondary program with co-op and get a cool job
>>27251704
its not the past bc i got plenty of good memories, is the future im worriend bro yw
>>27251127
Do you have any other hobbies besides porn?
Anything else?
i'm sad because i have no creative outlet at all. all i do is sit around like a sack of meat and consume the things other people create. when i die i will leave nothing behind because i lack the discipline to become skilled at anything.
because I'm fixated on the really fucking gorgeous grocery store cashier I saw last night and it reminds me how utterly lonely I am
My girlfriend of 2 years ended our relationship
I'm just sitting here mad as fuck at my absolute bitch of a mom who screams at my sister and I if we forget to do one thing on her daily list of stuff she won't bring herself to help do while simultaneously shrieking about how she's ready to kick our asses out because we're unemployed.
Which wouldn't be a problem if we weren't slaving our days away serving her.
I'm also mad as fuck because no murder simulating video game on my pc is satisfying enough to relieve the tension.
And I'm mad that because I have no job, I've developed a toothache from no dental visits in a decade.
And I'm mad that I can't do anything about it.
Which makes me feel helpless.
Which turns my rage into grief.
>>27252801
Yes, work in IT (when working) so staying current professionally takes up a lot my time. Physically fit though could be a better runner. If I wasn't so pathetically lonely, I'd love to learn portuguese or russian but lack motivation right now. Day trade stocks but only breaking even usually. Market has sucked since last summer.
I feel like I need some event to snap me in line, maybe a drug like lsd or something. Really feel 'stuck.'
Thanks for listening.
>>27253314
I'll do some LSD with you, anon :3 come to New York City
Because I realized yet again that I have no friends. Why am I so fucking unlovable? No one wants to be around me.
>>27250145
get up, get out and do something. sounds a lot more difficult than it really is. but that first step is all that it takes.
Thinking about my short stature, my lack of intelligence, lack of ambition, small dick, ugly looks and a couple other things.
I'm not in a great mood.
>>27250208
if you have people that want to kick it with you, fucking do it. shit if you dont wanna go to the party see if you can bring the party to you.
>>27250087
you're more than a four
>>27253246
fuck your mom, go find a job no reason to be a prisoner in your own home. live in a motel if you have to for a while, live in a car if you have to but do what ever you can to make your situation better. as i said no reason to suffer.
>>27249206
to everyone in this thread. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CssC-DY4lO8
> turned 25 recently
> never had a relationship
> no direction in life
> trying to lose weight because I'm a fat fuck but this shit is fucking hard
I just want to go to sleep one night and never wake up. I can't handle a lifetime full of disappointments.
in a long distance relationship
>>27253876
If you are in Ohio I will be your friend.
>be in the military reserve
>literally the only time I'm not constantly being shit on for literally everything I attempt is when I'm working at the unit, or on a ship
I'd go regular force and demand to be permanently attached to a ship if I didn't love my city so much.
It's supremely frustrating that the military, which is supposed to be all high-stress and fatalist lest people actually get hurt when it counts, is the only place I can get work done and actually be positively acknowledged for it. Even just rearranging furnuture in my house, anyone I have over complains about the change, and if I don't keep switching stuff around, the next time, they complain that it's still the same as last time. Any kind of hobby work is a complete wash, any community I go to for it just shits on my work no matter what I try, and even solitary stuff like modifying my clothes just makes people make fun of them and claim I'm poor when I just like sewing, and doing my own handiwork around the house just makes my roommate stop using whatever got fixed and complain about it changing.
It makes me not want to do anything, because I'll just be punished for it in the end. but I still like doing things, so I'm restless and frustrated, because I can't do things, or I'll be punished.
I spent another birthday alone contemplating why i haven't necked myself yet.oh yeah, my fat ass would probably break the support beam
because i have a long term girlfriend, but sometimes i want to fuck other girls
>just fapped 30 minutes ago
I hate it, always start feeling better around 3 days after a fap and then I just blow it all away for a small amount of guilty pleasure
>>27254315
weak b8 m8y
>>27254315
Thinking about breaking up with her?
No gf, no friends, short, not skills, no talents, wasting my time and money in college, skinnyfat, attention span is so shitty that I'm struggling to finish a 265 page book within a week, pale, not handsome, no license, no job, don't know what to do with my life, virgin, dumb
but mostly not having a gf or friends desu senpai. I have no one to talk to. I have to walk around all day having hypothetical conversations in my head to try and have some sort of semblance of who I am or what my personality is, but hypothetical conversations obviously aren't a substitute. And I regularly stress out for hours over something dumb I imagined myself saying in a made up scenario. I wish I could afford to live on campus at a college because that would make it way easier to make friends, but it's way too expensive for me.
I'm pretty numb from the constant loneliness I've been feeling lately, the fuck is wrong with me.
I'm an absolute failure at life and should fix myself before even considering a relationship but that doesn't stop the feels from coming.
I just want someone to love.
>>27253876
be my friend, online or irl
Already posted this, but I might as well vomit in my own misery again.
>Have a crush on a QT waitress
>Got my paycheck
>Took my parents to the restaurant where she works
>Waitress starts cleaning tables
>Mom makes a rude comment about her being loud
>Afraid she heard
The waitress's English isn't too good, so I hope she didn't understand.
I'm glad that if I don't constantly fuck things up as per usual, the people around me will do it for me.
I'm struggling with the realization that my fear of failure is preventing me from succeeding at anything.
Backed my car into someone elses and wrecked their back bumper gg bank account
>just got wait listed at UCLA
>thought I would have no trouble getting in
>getting drunk for the first time rn
also general loneliness
>>27249206
I got a shitty ass haircut today, which is also my birthday, and I return to Uni in two days. I hate that girls will see this shitty hairstyle when I get back.
Motivation keeps slipping by the day to do the best in college. Finished two projects this week but haven't started on my homework for another class or get my next semester set up and it's due sunday.
Also I'm not someone that goes to clubs or parties and I just got "yelled at" for not doing anything this week.
havent talked to her in a while. why do i always have to initiate. i wonder if she still loves me. i hate that my life is going nowhere. i hate myself. i hope shes not with someone else. maybe ill just kill myself.
It's my birthday and I am lonely. The girl I sadly love even showed me some texts of the guy she's seeing giving her compliments.
I just thought she knew, like the rest of my life I just fucking didn't man up and really fucked it all up this time.
She's all I care about and I can't think of anything else. I wish I was less pathetic.
>have oneitis
>tell her i'm leaving town this summer a few days back
>she gets upset
>be last night
>we meet up drunk
>she cries and tells me she doesn't want me to leave
>confess my feelings for her
>she says she would date me but never thought i was interested
>she has a bf though
>and a kid
>make out with her
>presumably could have fucked her but didn't
>saw her tonight and it was weird
>feel like total shit and don't know where to go from here
>don't know if she really has feelings for me or if she is just desperate to get me to stay
it will break my heart into a million pieces to leave and move away from her, but i don't see any reason to stay anymore senpaitachi
FUUUUUUUUCK
Nobody cares about me.
Even the retard that goes to class dressed as jeff the killer has more friends than I do.
>be on plane right now
>have window seat
>some roastie is sitting in my seat
>sit in the aisle without complaints
>set up all my shit
>another roastie says im in her seat
>empty my pockets to check ticket
>spill trash everywhere from my pockets
>red as tomoatoe
>taking forever
>im in the wrong fucking seat
>she says she can just switch seats with me
>"o-ok sorry "
Fuck I hate flying
