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When did your parents start questioning you about your non-normie ways?
>tfw your situation is slowly approaching pic related.
>>25169389
Probably junior year of high school when my mom thought I was getting bullied because I liked staying in my room and being on my computer all the time instead of hanging out with people when in reality I was having fun shitposing and watching anime
When I had to be hospitalized at age 13.
>be me
>be 13
>playing vidya on the couch
>mom comes in, sits down next to me
>"Hey anon, it's fine it you like your video games and I'm glad you have something you enjoy, but I don't want you to turn into one of those people who live in their mom's basement at 20 and wastes their life away"
>"Don't worry mom, I'll be fine. When I grow up I'll be rich, and I'll take you on a vacation to Australia and we can go island-hopping"
>she had always talked about wanting to go to Australia
And today I'm 21 years old and posting on /r9k/. You can guess how that promise turned out.
>>25170693
That's retarded, so many fucking people still live with their parents at 20.
Start worrying about it when you're like 30 and it hasnt changed
>dad comes to me while gaming
>literally asks "son, don't you want to have sex like all the other teenagers?"
>y-yes?
>"With girls?"
>yes I do?
>"Then why don't you go out and meet some girls, anon?"
>I say "because the stress I get from going outside and talking to people is more than the joy/pleasure I get from being with someone"
>he walks away
>mfw
my parents never talked to me about their concerns. even about mine, they just look they dont care. but i can see it in their eyes everytime. the feeling they failed miserably with raising their son.
My mum has never seemed to cared. I mean she never used to let me go out with the people from school because she didn't know them and therefore didn't trust them and didn't want me to associate with them outside of school and stuff. My dad does care, but for some reason he had the same stance. When I finally got some courage to ask him if I could go to a party someone invited me to when I was 16, he said no and I've never asked him since.
So for the whole of teenage years I stayed at home, playing video games, watching anime and browsing the internet. Recently I was able to get a figure from an convention (I got it for free, I couldn't say no) and my mother found it and thought it was a "barbie". It's even worse since it's a swimsuit model of Misaka from Railgun.
Honestly, she was never really normal herself, very reserved and not very outgoing, and she sort of forced that on us. Not that I'm complaining or anything. She never really questions what kind of person I am.
Just recently. I'm not going out with girls and at my age my dad was like having 3 girlfriends at the same time so he always asks me about girls and it's always uncomfortable.
>>25169389
It hasn't really happened yet, but I'm in uni now so I don't see my parents much. I remember when I was in sixth form my mum sometimes telling me that "I needed a girlfriend" but since I'm at uni (neither of my parents went) they are unconcerned about my future.
>Parents completely skipped the questioning of my existence
>are simply glad I havent attempted suicide in a few years
>"if I had instead a son who was out-going, went to parties, but got in trouble a lot of the time, I think I would rather have who you are right now."
It's weird but better than being nagged for now.
>actually had a social life
>20-21, everyone's partying caught up with them
>all friends become either broke or deadbeats in 6 months
>didnt feel like making new ones
>23
>do nothing but work and play vidya
>"anon dont you want to meet girls?"
>remind them that my last girlfriend had borderline personality disorder and im scared of being in the same room as a girl
>Used to have no social life
>Get the 'why don't you go out with friends?' talk and such, said I should go out more and meet people
>Start uni
>Start going out more
>They then complain that I never spend time with them anymore and I'm never around now to help out in the house
You can't have it both ways.
>>25171059
You'll find that parents are only concerned about your future if you live with them and they can't use you for money.
my mom really never questioned it, she did tell me she wanted me to have friends once, but that's it.
>>25169488
Greentext faggot. Why so vague
>Mother won't let you go anywhere when you're younger
>Friends stop attempting
>Wonders why you have no social life when you're older.
My parents never ask about girls, thankfully. We have never talked about anything related to that and if it gets brought up even subtly I get very uncomfortable. I hate it when my mom talks about them catching my little brother having sex. I was hanging out with this girl one time for a few months but she ended up dating someone else and then my parents accused me of having a gf and being embarrassed to tell them, and said it was okay and they were proud of me. So I just pulled up her fb page and showed them the relationship and they shut up after that.
>>25169389
>done the same for a long time
>i'd usually park near the mine that's closed, walk up to the benches, smoke a joint and just sit with some ambient music on
>shit changed when chads and stacies started showing up to drink beer, smoke dope and screw
>no location quite cuts it now
>now i just walk out of the house and straight into the woods
>stay there till 5am and walk back home
>installed a fake phonecall app on my phone to have my phone ring every now and then, also fake texts
>they think i have friends and what not
>i am alone 95% of the time and keep pushing people away from me
>upside is, they keep giving me money that i spend on weed and alcohol
>>25170926
Is it the one of her in an orange swimsuit?
My parents have enough of a brain to do 2+2=4, since I don't go out much I don't socialize and thus can't get a GF, they also know I don't really like being in social situations, how come the parents of you all sound mildly retarded?
>>25172126
who do you push away? The only friend I had some that to me once years ago but I think he was wrong.
>>25172189
said*
>at dinner with dad
>"Y-you know son, it's actually pretty nice to have a girlfriend...heh..."
>"Oh, I bet it is dad..."
>"Y-yeah..."
i'm so sorry Dad
>>25170753
>so many fucking people still live with their parents at 20.
Sure they do buddy, I'm sure you'll be a big success and prove everyone wrong one day
>>25172219
You realize it's normal everywhere outside of burgerland right?
>>25172302
Not here in Australia it's not, just because your small group of friends consists solely of other NEETs, does not mean it's normal.
>>25172386
>Australia
Oh I thought we were being serious my bad.
>>25170753
I'm from Latin America, and it seems so weird to me so many 'murricans feel so obligated to get out of home at 18. Why is that even? Housing is fucking expensive everywhere, and its not like people are actually adults at 18, much less nowqdays
>last night
>go downstairs, into the kitchen
>reach into the cupboard and my sleeves roll up so my scars on my wrist are visible
>mum sees them and starts crying about me...again
>"I just don't know how you turned out like this anon. I can't sleep, all I do is worry about you all the time"
>don't know what to say, I just walk out the house while she's still crying
I just don't know what to do
She'll be home from work in 3 hours and she told me to make another appointment with the therapist today, of course I didn't do so she'll probably end up crying to me again. I just want it to stop but there is no way, suicide is the only option but I can't do it
>>25172126
I do the exact same thing, except I sit under a bridge.
>>25172302
Asian born in Australia here, pretty much 99% of Asians would still live with parents at 20
>>25172386
Ausfag here. The only people I know who don't live with their parents have their folks pay their rent or have literally no other options/are poor as fuck.
>>25169389
>mom is bipolar
>not medicated until I was 22
>dad wasn't really around because he didn't want to deal with her bullshit
>they get divorced when im 14
>haven't really accomplished anything in life
>27 years old
>mfw they still love me because of the fucked up childhood they give me and try to support me any way they can
honestly don't even know how to feel about my situation
>>25172640
Don't do it Seb.
>>25171240
Same here. I think my parents knew at an early age that I was ugly trash and tried to accept it.
They showed concern, but after a while of me just never showing interest in any normal things they gave up. I'd rather just move out and live as a hermit. As long as I have an Internet connection and high PPI computer I'll be okay.
I'm so glad there are other people who have to deal with this shit too. This is why I like /r9k/, it makes me feel less lonely and pathetic, knowing that there's at least of few other people in the world who are going through the same mental torture that I'm going through, it's kind of comforting.
>>25172912
This, on top of renting with like, 5 other people.
Anyone who is in their early 20s and lives alone is rich and delusional.
>>25169389
> mom tells me get out the house and get a job
> start selling acid and Xanax
> she goes through my phone
> does not approve of my new job
> wants me to be a wagecuck and work at giant or some shit.
>mom keeps talking about how she thinks being gay is okay around me
>she is not gay
>>25169389
They never have, even though I'm 24. I guess they prefer just to avoid things like that. Same as me.
Just recently now that I go to uni and my mom questioned me about girls. She actually thinks I look attractive and was shocked to hear that no girls show interest in me. I just told her however that it was because I never go outside since I'm majoring in engineering and thus never see girls but if I did they'd totally be over me. I didn't want to crush her spirits knowing that her son is a loser.
>>25173499
I know that feel. Mother always asks me if there were any cute girls at X? Always just answer No. Lately after that she has been asking any boys?
Also offhand comment about how she learned about a club that was for gays. And how surprising it was.
>>25172126
>chads and stacies started showing up to drink beer, smoke dope and screw
WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPEN?
>find a quite spot that no one will find
>use it to chill, spend some time away from all the shit
>eventually normies find out and take over
It's been happening to me since I was 13 or so.
>>25169389
Like 10
I was bullied every day of my 5th grade year and I lost all friends after I blew up and fought one of the bullies. I got in fights once a week at least in my 6th grade year. I beat up two people at once and then people laid off of me. Only one bully still made fun of me but the damage was done.
I had literally no friends until I turned 16. My parents thought I was too antisocial and put me in a church group. I never liked them because of how hypocritical they were and I never meshed.
When I turned 17 my parents more so my grandparents were the only ones who still loved me. My mom doesn't want to be around me but still thinks she needs to show she loves me.
Now I'm 18 and I just don't care.
>>25173776
>walking to my usual spot to smoke a joint and chill, a bench on top of a hill in the woods
>get there
>its been hijacked by normies who are getting drunk and listening to music
>just my luck one of them recognised me from college
>"hey anon, where are you going?"
>"uh...uh I'm walking to my friends house"
>"...through the woods?"
>"yeah I thought it'd be quicker, I've uh I've got to go now"
>had to walk for an hour to get out of woods without walking past them again
Quite annoying
>>25169389
>WAAAAAHHH my son isn't chad WAHHH
>middle school
>too shy to ask people I talked to to hang out outside of school
>never properly hung out with people until I had my own car
>parents would ask me every day why I don't hang out with my friends and were always worried
>my parents would say to me at New Years "this year why don't you try to spend time with your friends"
I was that guy people would talk to but never hang out with. I think it was because I was fat and smelled bad.
>>25175140
That is not what they are thinking. They don't understand how it is being "young" these days. When they grew up sure there was chads and stacies, but the average girl was actually down to earth and approachable.
>>25175732
>They don't understand how it is being "young" these days
Enlighten me, anon.
My parents are too broken to care
>>25170796
Holy shit anon... what does your father think of you know?
>>25176561
who cares his dads a beta bitch
>>25169389
They still are.
I'm in the middle ground where I know vague parts of acting normal, but mentally I'm on the path to wizarddom. (Both in technical virginity terms, and in the more general understanding of friendless basement dweller.)
Wondering how to break it to them that I'm seriously thinking of applying for disability benefit, they're getting after me to get a job.
>>25169389
I was 3 years old. Apparently I was born deaf so I had an operation. 10 years later they found out I was autistic cause I disrespected social rules and I was bullied for like couple of years in high school until I decided to got back at everyone and I was send to a psychiatrist that has diagnosed me with HFA and then I was placed with special snowflake student in special class. Never had the chance to be normal. Also I was mostly by myself growing up. it is a long and lame story to be honest.
>>25173474
I live alone on studybux.
I'm poor as shit though.
>>25170753
>turned 29 in september
>no chance of things changing in a years time
>gunna be 30 and living at home
>be viewed in an even worse way by people
Well shit.
>>25172105
This
I fucking hated this
>be edgy teen
>tried to kill myself in a car accident
>parents know I'm not stupid/don't drink when driving so they knew something was fishy
>they were initially worried that someone was trying to kill me even though I crashed into a wall
>fessed up and told them that I wanted to kill myself, didn't say why
>both get really angry and I mean angry, not typical we still love you bs
>dad threatening to take me to a psych ward
>mom saying it's because i was a social shut in
>it all slowly blew over
>things pretty normal now I guess
>mfw 2 weeks ago
>>25172430
A lot of American parents kick you out at 18. I stayed until 19 and was considered weirdly in social groups. If you can't find a way to make it on your own in America you are a failure to society. You are just a worthless leech. Well as a man anyway, girls have it a little different.
my mom is the one who would let me stay up late and watch anime with her, would play 2 player games with me, and we still watch stuff together to this day.
it took all the way til high school for me to realize this isn't how all parents are. Most parents suck compared to my mom.
>>25178627
>trying to kill yourself by car accident
you deserved it desu
>>25178703
Trust me, your mom sucks even more and she's really good at it, tbqh.
>>25178806
no ragrets
I didn't own a gun at the time and I didn't think hanging myself was going to work. Car accident would be quick/painless and people would be none the wiser
>parents caught me ordering russian knockoff cigarettes online and selling them for double what I paid to my friends when i was 12
>dad sits down with me and tells me that him and my mother are worried about the path i'm going down
>"this is how it starts anon. You'll end up dead or in prison before you're 25 if you keep doing this kind of shit."
>"don't worry dad, I wont do it again. Nothing makes me sadder than disappointing you and mom"
>hug and it's all good
>7 years later I'm a high school dropout who just got out of prison
welp.
>>25178871
>just got out of prison
what for?
>>25178871
What's prison like for a robot?
>>25178911
I was locked up in a minimum security prison in the pacific northwest so it wasn't bad at all. Nothing but junkies, punks, and kid diddlers. Barely any niggers. I'd feel bad for a robot locked up somewhere with niggers though, you think they're bad in society? they're god damn apes in jail.
>>25178659
Not sure where you live, but I'm in Arkansas, and almost every 20 something in my college lives at home. The ones that don't work and study at the same time which I could never do.
>mum asks me every so often if I have a girlfriend or any girls in the pipeline
>questions why I am a virg and don't have a gf
she forgets that I live in a rural area and don't even meet new people that often even less often do I meet girls.
oh, well she is slowly descending into insanity lmao
I bitched out at my mother and father everyone single one of their faults until they shut up about it. I hope they kill themselves.
Even when I was in elementary school my parents used to tell me all the time how I was one of those people who would live with their parents until they were 30.
I'm 27 now and still living at home. I hope I made them proud.
>>25170796
That reminds me of when my dad gave me a big speech about how introverts are shit and I need to change and go talk to people all the time. He told me that nothing else matters in life but starting a family. I told him that that was the dumbest shit I've ever heard. He was mad for a few days. It's kinda fucked up when your parents tell you to change who you are.
>>25179058
I mustn't have been older than 10 when I told my parents I would be one of those who is 40 and still lives with their parents. Back then I had already been severely bullied and made deathly afraid of people.
>tfw I'm not viewed in a negative light because my cousins are all in trouble with the law and do heroin and shit
I could probably NEET it up indefinitely.
>>25178971
worcester county here
a and b and a woth a dangerous weapon
>>25179061
Talking to people hurts me, they always look at me like I'm stupid and inferior and make horrible painful faces with horrible painful voices and say horrible painful words. I'd talk to people if they treated me like with the enthusiasm and warmth they treat people whom they genuinely like. Instead they treat me either like I'm some animal to pick on for their amusement or I'm something repulsive and disgusting they want nothing to do with.
My parents have known I'm not a normie since I was 13. I'm 29 now, and they seem to have just accepted that I'm a loser who will never give them grandkids
>>25178627
A guy did that in my town but he filled the back seat with jerry cans full of gasoline. He crashed into a semi truck and he took the trucker with him burning him alive in the cab
>driving in the car home with mom
>don't remember what we were talking about
>silence for a solid minute
>"Anon...do you know how to make friends?"
>>25179263
Please continue the story bruv.
>>25179263
>"Anon...do you know how to make friends?"
this saying has never made sense to me because there is no textbook way of making friends in the first place, it just happens
>>25179302
What do you mean?
I said "of course I do."
And then we went back to silence.
>>25179306
Clearly she thought I was retarded.
>>25179263
My parents always told me to "just go out", so once I stepped right outside the door and started shouting at them THERE, I'M OUT! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO NOW? WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS? WHY ISN'T ANYTHING HAPPENING? I'M OUT JUST LIKE YOU WANTED ME!
They stopped pulling that "just go out" bullshit after that. If you can't walk someone through what you want them to do from A to Z, stop telling them to do it.
>>25170753
>Start worrying about it when you're like 30 and it hasnt changed
"Don't worry about your problems! Ignore them and they will go away."
Great advice.
>going into junior year
>dont know what I plan to do
>Mom asks what i want to do for a living
>"Im not sure, but I'll think of something"
>She stares at me
>"Its okay if you live at home for a while..."
I was destined for failure, at least they expected it.
>>25178971
Where do you live anon? Salem fag here
>>25178703
r u a grill in london
My parents know there's literally nothing in this town except for old people and I have nowhere to go and no one to see so they let me watch anime and play vidya.
My mom once asked me why all my friends have gfs and i dont. I said "wtf do you care?" And she left me alone from then on out
>>25179061
>I told him that that was the dumbest shit I've ever heard. He was mad for a few days
kek, shit parents
>dear diary, today dad was mad
>>25179343
they wanted you out so they could have secks you dumbshit
My parents have been asking me if I'm gay ever since I was 16.
Getting kinda tired of it to be honest.
Parents are really shitty and disgusting. Rather than helping you out and give all the UNCONDITIONAL love and support you need, they just make your life harder/.
>>25179502
no. I'm also a guy.
They don't care much, just the ocasional "why don't you go out more often" comment.
It's all their fault anyway for being stupidly overprotective parents. Wouldn't let me go out at night OR in the afternoon, always wanted to hang with me whenever I DID go out, wouldn't let me have friends over if they're out of the house, wouldn't let me get a girlfriend before they meet the girl. They fucked me over by humiliating me in front of my friends over and over again.
>>25170753
yeah asians usually stay home until they get married, usually around 26-28.
>>25179734
As if one can even sense my presence. I don't get out of my room unless it's to shit or eat, I can spend more than 24 hours without ever meeting them while living in the same space.
>>25179816
maybe your mom is a little bit noisy in the bed?
>>25179771
Pretty much this. I'm 26 and my dad is still upset that I didn't turn out the way he wanted me to. I don't even see him that often, it's not like it affects him.
>>25179816
Y tho y
>>25179771
This.
I wasn't afraid to yell out at my mother and father why they've never helped me, why they've always ignored my suffering and why they've always made things even more difficult. Every failure of mine I have accused them of being at fault for always doing the wrong thing with me. Humiliating me, belittiling me, not defending me when I needed to be defended, telling to just ignore my bullies when it hurt to wake up and I was terrified to go out in case I met my tormentors, when I just wanted someone to protect me and kill those bully pieces of shit, demanding absurd shit of me, presuming I knew shit nobody has ever told or explained to me. Then they wonder why I have no friends, why I don't go out. Because YOU FAILED ME AND YOU FAIL AT BEING PARENTS, THAT'S WHY YOU PIECE OF SHIT.
>>25179739
Aren't you a stupid one? Download some girl solo or girl on girl porn and put it on your desktop or something
>be a robot for years
>browse 4chan watch anime ect
>hide powerlevel from parents for years
>on the day i lose my virginity my dad walks in midway
>we were also smoking weed earlier so got caught
>in his mind I am now a druggie sex addict
I mean I love weed don't get me wrong but I've had sex with 1(ONE) girl. What the fuck?
>>25179843
Never heard anything and I never get out of the house.
>>25179896
I have no reason to go out at all. There's no meeting places for people who like anime/vidya/etc, so I don't know how to meet people with my same interests. I don't like alcohol and I don't do drugs. I don't like clubs, the music is shit and too loud to hear what the other person is saying. Plus it's shit and I can't dance to shit, I enjoy music not shit. I've tried talking to strangers before and it was cringe as fuck, I can't hold a conversation about shit I'm not interested in and people have no interest to hold it for me.
>>25172126
I'm glad my night walking spot never got desecrated by normies. It was a huge nature reserve that was technically closed at night and normies were never brave enough to venture out there at night. I just graduated and moved away from my college town. I did go back once and they had cut down half of the forest to make way for a new basketball arena for the school though... so I guess normies did desecrate it in the end.
>beat the shit out of me
>wonder why i dont have anything to do with people
>>25178845
you asshat, it's a car
cars are valuable
>actually having a normie dad to cry about non normie ways
such normies
>>25180016
Speaking of music I've always loved anime/vidya OST music, and I've always found the shit they blast in clubs not to be music at all. Of course this means I've never had anyone to talk with about what I love because nobody knows how beautiful anime OSTs can be and they look at you like you're some weird pathetic shit if you attempt to praise something that's unknown to them. Life sucks. :(
Why should I feel pity for someone who took a gamble and lost? I think it's downright selfish to create life. I would kill myself but masturbation is still enjoyable.
>grandparents always used to ask me and my brother if we were courting as kids
>mostly just jokes to embarass us
>parents have never really asked about gfs
>noone accused me of being gay
>still live at home at 28
>can't ever envision myself moving out
I returned from a trip yesterday and didn't think about home for almost a week. Then when I got home basically all the depression and soul crushing realisation hit me again and all the happiness that I felt just vanished. I could physically feel it leaving my body like "wow is that what being happy felt like?" Now I just want to get drunk and not wake up.
>>25180123
/mu/ here, I'm LMAOing at your life!
>>25180111
>Having a dad
Fucking normies
>>25180155
>/mu/
>Taste
lmao, look at this sad sack of shit.
>>25180123
there's not a huge amount of difference between anime OSTs and the shit they blast in clubs
>>25170753
I moved out at 18 when I went to college. Been living on my own and I'm 23.
Dated a guy who was 25 and lived at home after college, thought it was no big deal because he had a job.
Get a job.
>>25180155
Of course you are. You're evil and horrible as anyone else.
>parents are both socially retarded
>fairly sure they know I'm socially retarded
>didn't really bother me about not having a gf
>stopped caring when I moved out of their house
>>25180184
No there's a huge difference.
>>25180186
I learnt nothing valuable in school and have no marketable skills. I can't afford paying for more school. Immigrant-tier jobs are reserved for immigrants, so I can't get a good job because I'm not good enough and I can't get a shit job because I can't be blackmailed enough, How do I get a job?
>>25173477
How does one sell acid and Xanax (also who the fuck sells just acid and Xanax, you gotta branch out bro) and make a profit? Do you just buy low/sell high like stocks?
>>25180259
>How do I get a job?
murder an immigrant and apply to his place of work one day later
>tfw I can't find a job because I refuse to work for anything less than $10.00 an hour
They bitch about it but it's just not worth it to work for a shitty wage. I'd rather not work at all.
>>25180307
I'm white they'll torture me to death in jail if I hurt a shitskin if the shitskins don't beat me to death first. No I won't do that I'm terrified of pain.
>>25180346
don't get caught ya goof
>>25180355
I am too stupid not to get caught and I'm terrified of the consequences. I still remember how much it hurt when my parents beat me.
>>25180259
sign up with a temp agency. You don't have to actually have any skills, talent or interview room confidence to do so if you pick the right one
>>25180388
ya gotta toughen up and take what's yours anon. That's what the shitskins did, and that's why they took your country's jobs and fuck your oneitis.
>>25180427
I did that, it's been 3 years and they've yet to call me. My replies to ads go unanswered.
for a good bit now, i try to compensate by almost never asking them for money and they are really proud that i know english, they always brag about that to their friends(knowing english is a big deal in my country), so it kinda evens out
>>25180438
How does one "toughen up"?
>inb4 just b urself :^)
>be 24 year old virgin living alone for 5 years
>visit parents every 2 month though they live 600km away
>drive with my mother in a car after she picks me up from the train station
>she ALWAYS asked why I don't have a girlfriend and that I shouldn't live alone or if I'm guy blahblah
>meet father: "how is it going with the woman?" Tell him I never want to have kids. He always gets upset about it. because of muh bloodline
>have 34 year old stacy sister that always makes sex jokes and says to me I wouldn't understand them.
Why is my family hurting me so much? My father is a skeleton and 5'4 feet tall and my mother is obese. I'm 5'10, fit and have a job that pays very well. probably going bald in a few years though. Why do they have so many expectations from me? I hate that I still love them because they are my parents.
>>25179178
that fucking normie got rekt, good on him
>>25178659
Lel this is the biggest lie propagated by NEET's with no perspective. Only white trash kick their kids out at 18.
>>25180332
>I refuse to start at the bottom and I deserve to be paid more than I'm worth.
You fucking moron. Your attitude is ridiculous and your life is going to suck hard because you're too retarded to see how much you're fucking yourself over
>>25180457
I had a couple that blew me off like that, then found one which just didn't. I don't know what you can do about that, but even if you find a good one you will have to be occasionally proactive about coaxing work from them. Also if its been 3 years I'm sure you're not on their books anymore
>>25180506
It isn't a lie though. Like, 18 is on the more extreme end, but it's completely acceptable to expect someone to be either moved out or making solid plans to leave by the time they're 21.
There's really no excuses not to have your shit sorted at the end of college
>>25179932
>presuming I knew shit nobody has ever told or explained to me.
THIS FUCKING THIS
THIS IS WHAT'S FUCKED ME THE MOST.
>>25178845
M8, no. You can't guarantee that a car crash is going to be quick and painless - my dad was an EMT for years and he said some of the worst things he saw were car crashes. Some of them he got to and thought the person for sure would be dead, but they stayed alive mangled and in pain for hours or even days.
>>25180265
you buy in bulk (at discount) and sell in individual doses to customers with a markup.
So for example (making up prices here), you can buy a blotter of 20 doses for $100. Sell at $10 apiece for $200 total revenue, profiting $100.
>>25180536
Real jobs won't be impressed by years of flipping burgers for minimum wage
>>25180642
Why don't the customers just buy in bulk?
>>25180657
Because they either don't have the money/connections or they aren't comfortable carrying enough drugs to get a felony if they are caught
>>25180649
Real jobs are something you actually get qualified for, but yes, they do look favourably on people who actually demonstrate they have a prior work history and a work ethic.
>>25180580
I was severely bullied all through middle school, this never got addressed because my parents just told me to ignore it and the bullies will stop, the pain will stop. The bullies didn't stop and neither did the pain, by the end of middle school I was terrified of going out and meeting people because I had my bullies' laughing and mocking repeating through my brain 24-7. I had horrible grades and there was nothing I was good at, so I went to the most generic and useless of high schools where I learnt a bunch of useless nothing I forgot right the moment after I had taken my test. Uni was the same thing, rather than doing what I had wanted to do before getting bullied I just went along with what everyone else was doing and what I performed less bad in the previous cycle of school. Now I don't know what to do with the subjects I've studied and I have my mother yelling at me she didn't waste a fortune on me just for me to get some minimum wage job you can't live on, but it's that or I'll end up homeless some day.
>>25172126
wow famm
i just head down to wal mart, grab some food and chow down. just enjoying the night view. for some reason a busy city looks so comfy at night
>>25178845
I gotta say anon the fact that you had the balls to attempt a car accident, is pretty cool.
>>25180657
Because they don't need 20 doses of acid, don't have the connections, or don't want to carry around felony quantities of controlled substances.
>>25180688
I don't have money for qualifications and mcdonalds job doesn't let me earn enough to get one. I barely scrape by. I work so I can buy enough food to keep working and pay bills, and it will never get better. This is not a life worth living.
>little kid
>stay inside playing video games
>"Well at least he's not out there getting abducted."
>teenager
>stay inside playing video games
>"Well at least he's not out there doing drugs"
>hit 20
>still inside playing video games
>"When are you going to meet a nice girl?"
>25
>still inside playing video games
>"Are you gay? You can tell us if you're gay."
I think I'm genuinely autistic. I just want to be alone and play video games and post frogs on maori hot sauce afficionado boards.
>>25180726
>tfw don't have the balls to get a drivers license because of this and make my mom drive me everywhere
I really should just kill myselfAlmost time to update this picture
>>25180803
>"Are you gay? You can tell us if you're gay."
Fucking this everytime.
>"There's no shame in being gay, they're normal people as well"
EVERY
FUCKING
TIME.
>>25171488
how autistic.
>>25180536
I worked a decent job for 3 years before it went under. I got paid $15.00 an hour. Asking for $5.00 less than what I have been making up until recently is pretty generous if you ask me. Even if I haven't been working, no one who isn't in high school should be making minimum fucking wage. It's an insult to suggest that any adult's time is worth that little.
>>25180860
It's so terrible.
>"So when are you going to find a nice girl?"
>not even going to dignify that with a response
>"Or a nice boy? That's fine too. We want you to be happy."
>drunken grandma cuts in and starts telling them that I'm not getting married because I know there's no benefit to it for men anymore
I mean, she's right, but that's not why I'm not dating. It's because I'm a loser.
>>25180923
>drunken grandma cuts in and starts telling them that I'm not getting married because I know there's no benefit to it for men anymore
based grams
>>25180923
Why don't you just tell them nobody wants you? I did and it shut them up for good.
>>25180923
damn grammers, laying it down no bullshit
zero fucks given
>>25180923
based grandma
Reminds me of that greentext where anon's granddad basically redpilled the whole family over dinner
>>25180939
She's great. Gets a bit cussy when she's been drinking, which is usually funny. Bakes a lot, too, and anything she considers a failure gets sent out to a grandkid.
>>25180952
Because they'll just do what they always do. "Oh but you're such a handsome young man you just need to find the right girl there's someone for everyone just be yourself"
I JUST WANT TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES ALONE. I DO NOT LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE. I HAVE NEVER LIKED BEING AROUND PEOPLE. THE IDEA OF LIVING WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO I AM NEVER AWAY FROM EVEN IN BED SOUNDS LIKE A LIVING HELL TO ME.
Every weekend for the last 8 years my parents have put a fresh condom on my computer chair and another one on the table next to the front door. They told me 8 years ago when I was 22 to choose between a life and a computer life. I chose the computer, now I masturbate into that computer condom and they collect it in the morning before I wake up.
I feel bad but what can I do? I have mental illness.
>>25180860
this is SUCH a killer
fuck you mom
>>25180992
>I JUST WANT TO PLAY VIDEO GAMES ALONE. I DO NOT LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE. I HAVE NEVER LIKED BEING AROUND PEOPLE. THE IDEA OF LIVING WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHO I AM NEVER AWAY FROM EVEN IN BED SOUNDS LIKE A LIVING HELL TO ME.
Same here.
Tell them you already are being yourself. Expose their hypocrisy.
>>25181001
>and they collect it in the morning before I wake up.
>>25181001
>they collect it in the morning
>>25180860
>>25180803
If people assume you're gay because you've never been involved with girls, it's kind of a testament to the fact that your life isn't all that fucked up. You know your shit is really fucked when no one questions your virginity, everyone can see why you are how you are from a mile away
>>25181145
I suppose, yeah. I'm not unattractive, and I can fake being social in short bursts. Just prefer being alone. It's quiet, I can think, I can talk to myself, nobody touches my stuff, and if I want the last piece of pizza it's mine.
>>25178627
>trying to kill yourself in a steel box explicitly made to not kill you
i bet it was your parents car too lol FUCK YOU
seriously bad suicide attempts get me so salty
dude just fucking plug the exhaust youre such a dumbass what the fuck
literal women tier suicide attempt i bet you wore your seat belt too like that bitch in side effects
boo hoo your husband went to prison wow your life sucks
This exact same thing is what ive been dealing since i was 18
>>25180992
>just be yourself
Response: I've been myself my whole life and this is what it's got me. If you don't want to see more of the same next year, reconsider your advice.
>>25180123
anon, both OSTs and bleep are great, you just gotta learn to appreciate both
>>25181001
>They collect it
>>25172386
I literally don't know a single person under 21 that isn't a rich international Uni student whose mummy and daddy send them China bucks in the mail who don't live on their own, maybe you don't live in Sydney or Melbourne anon
>>25170926
saved
thanks anon
i need more jsrf pics
>>25181001
>they collect it
Gotta ensure the bloodline continues somehow
From the very beginning, when I was getting into fights daily in elementary school and spending all my free time playing vidya and reading instead of playing soccer or something.
>>25179771
>parents create me for no fucking reason
>bitch at me when i'm not the perfect fucking clone they wanted
holy shitttt
>>25181001
haha man I thought I was the only one. my mom collects my cum tissues to make me feel bad about being single lol. it's pretty common here. it's called whore-hoarding, no idea why though. where you from senpai? ohio here.
>>25179949
Thatll make them think youre a pervert nymphomaniac. What kinda autismo sets their desktop as porn. They cant supress their urges long enough to open a file. If my child had porn as their desktop, I would know for sure that I failed.
>>25172640
She cares a lot about you and should be worth something. Please don't do something like that
>>25180649
Well you cant get a fucking real job cos you fucked up your life. Accept your fate of flipping burgers now and if your lucky you might become manager or shit. Or wait till your parents die and die fucking homeless on the streets.
>>25182679
shut up normie
she created him without consent
she deserves everything
I DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY THINK
>>25170753
>tfw I'm 30 and still living in my parents house with no job
>>25180939
Grandparents always know best. I didnt believe that "experience" bullshit. I thought it was just a con to get adults more respect. Too bad my grandparents died when I was 12.
>>25182821
this
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antinatalism
>>25182906
>Arthur Schopenhauer argued that the value of life is ultimately negative because any positive experiences will always be outweighed by suffering which is a more powerful feeling.
feel with me
1) The presence of pain is bad.
(2) The presence of pleasure is good.
(3) The absence of pain is good, even if that good is not enjoyed by anyone.
(4) The absence of pleasure is not bad unless there is somebody for whom this absence is a deprivation
If someone exists, there is the presence of pain and the presence of pleasure. If no one exists, nothing bad happens and pain is avoided.
how can normies live with themselves?
>>25182967
>If children were brought into the world by an act of pure reason alone, would the human race continue to exist? Would not a man rather have so much sympathy with the coming generation as to spare it the burden of existence, or at any rate not take it upon himself to impose that burden upon it in cold blood?
parents literally murdered me
My mom's a therapist so she understand autism better than anyone else I know. She bought me alcohol to go out and get drunk with strangers in hopes I made friends, and even offered to hook me up with a previous client who ran a weed growing operation so I could get bomb ass weed for almost no money. My stepdad, on the other hand, is a complete cunt who has genuinely fell for my masquerade of pretending to like him for the past 18 years.
>>25180717
>busy city
Literally the exact opposite of comfy for me. Something more like this.
>>25172640
Like think about it. Her life would probably be better if you just killed yourself. She would mourn for a few years but thats better then a life time of disappointment.
>>25181001
your're living the life desu senpai. you've won.
>>25172640
>I'm ignoring all of my options
>Suicide is all thats left
How does one become this pathetic?
>>25178883
what the fuck do you think bitch?
>>25172640
>>25184409
^He's right you know.^
(original)
I started browsing /b/ when I was in year 8, so I must have been about 13, i'm almost 21 now so my memory's a bit faded but about a year and a half after this my parents were worried about me so they took my laptop while I was at school and gave it to their friend who deals with computers to have a look through
They never told me what he found but apparently he was pretty shocked at it, he warned my parents to keep an eye on me and even invited me round his house to play some xbox and chat, which I thought was just him being a bro but apparently not
I only found out about this last year when I asked why the guy dropped contact with us, he doesn't even acknowledge me when I walk past him anymore even though he lives on my street
I know I used to laugh at gore as much as the next kid but i don't have a clue what he could have seen which was so bad, I tried to bring it up with my dad and I've never seen him try to dodge a question so badly
>>25171488
Nice Hitler dubs. Post was very fitting too.
>Year ago
>car won't start
>ask parents for lift to college
>they oblige
>in the car sitting in silence
>all of a sudden mom says "anon, why don't you have a girlfriend"
>"I don't know, I don't meet very many people now that I'm out of high school, univeristy is really different"
>"oh, I understand I know its not easy"
Haven't bothered me since
I guess because my sister is a drug addict fuckup, my brother is "special needs", so I'm basically the most successful kid out of the bunch.
>>25181001
>and they collect it in the morning before I wake up.
this is the most fucking bizzare thing Ive read in month. Good job anon
i don't understand why you beta virgins get upset when people ask if you're gay
take it as a compliment
>>25180177
this. Real robots were raised by a single mom
>>25169389
It astonished me when I heard parents actually push their kids to do these things; mine never have. Sometimes I want them to care enough to say something, but I know I'll just shoot them down so I don't see why they should.
>>25172105
this.
that and the fact i was forced to move to an unknown environment when i was 12 and surrounded by people that didn't share even close to the same interests. when i was 16 i made friends with the stoners but the thought "what if my mom found out she would be so mad" so i stopped hanging out with them.
>parents divorced when I was 3
>stopped visiting dad when I was 15 or so
>mom doesn't mind, just wants someone around the house with her
>never go outside my room except for water/bathroom
>20 now, taking online college courses
>mom occasionally drops the whole "I don't want you to leave"
>"you can live with me the rest of your life if you want!"
>this is becoming more frequent
>scared she'll try suicide again if she's just left alone with her dogs
I'm only going to leave when I have to but what the fuck do I do
>>25185660
Let your mom die if that is what she chooses to do.
>>25185699
no
what the fuck would I do with all the good boy points I've saved up for 17 years?she's the only person who cares about me, I don't want to be truly alone
>tfw Females used to take an interest in me
>tfw I was never allowed to have girls around my house
Fuck you Mother, why the fuck are you surprised that I don't have a gf?
>>25172302
Don't listen to the other chucklefucks. I'd say it's definitely okay at 20, but it's maybe ~10% less okay each year past that until you should definitely have been out at 30.
It's different for everyone though because until recently it HAS been normal for us burgers to successfully strike out at 18, we had a good economy there pretty much from WWII-2005..
>>25185765
dude you cant let your mom drag you down. Its your life. Tell her to find a boyfriend or some shit just dont let her make you her guilt prisoner
>>25172105
goddamn it, this
fuck you mom
>>25185865
she's the one that gave me my almost-manlet genes and is fat. she hasn't looked for someone for 10 years or so when her second husband beat her
it's less "I'm going to kill myself if you leave" and more "I'm going to have nothing in my life if you leave"
>>25173611
fuck your mom instead
>>25172105
I was a shut in from having no transportation. Then, when I was mobile, I could be out for days at a time and she knew I wasn't dead.
>>25185949
I guess it cant be helped than. You got to leave her behind. She already screwed you over by being a single mom so there is nothing you should feel ashamed about.
>>25185130
don't let them dodge it
>>25172105
THISTHISTHIS
My parents fucking pulled this bullshit so hard. Every time I went out I would get calls nonstop at 9pm and they would dead ass panic if i was up pasted 10pm. Keep in mind I was 17-18 and they woulden't fuck off. I couldn't sneak in drunk because they would stay up all night long until I came home. My only option was to sneak out of the fucking house at 18 years old past 11pm. My parents were the worst. You better believe I lived it the fuck up when I snuck out.
>>25172640
shut up emo faggot, you need to be slapped
>>25180492
if you're doing better than your parents just tell them to fuck off
>>25173499
She is probably concerned about your lack of social or romantic life, and does not know what is going on inside your head because you are an autistic silent edgelord, so she may be thinking you could be gay, and is saying those things to try to indicate that IF you were gay, that she would be accepting of it, because she just wants you to be happy.
>>25180186
>Dated a guy who was 25 and lived at home after college, thought it was no big deal because he had a job.
but how would you sex
>>25178552
30 candles, bro. Hope you have a fire extinguisher nearby.
>>25179058
You have 3 years to prove them wrong.
>>25172105
oh shit, this hit me straight.
>>25179144
If everyone you meet looks at you like you are stupid and inferior, you are probably giving off a stupid and inferior vibe. You might want to pursue that line of investigation and make changes.
>>25181001
This is how I know I'm not an omega male
Good job I guess
>>25172430
America is fucking huge and the economy was booming until recently so housing was very cheap compared to the rest of the world.
Of course now the housing market is shit and your average 18 year old isn't going to be able to afford even an apartment right out of high school, but the parents who grew up in the generation of cheap housing often don't realize that. It's the same idea as boomers telling their kids to just get a college degree and they'll be set for life or whatever. They don't understand how much the world has changed since they were young adults.
>21st birthday is in a few months
>mom keeps asking me what I want to do
>keeps saying that I have to do something and invite people over
>she knows damn well I have no friends
>says we could invite my brothers friends over too
>doesn't realize how much more pathetic it would be that the only people that would be there are my brothers friends
>"Well how about we go away for a while
>Just you, me, dad, brother, and *BROTHERS GF*"
I'm going to kill myself.
>>25183143
What does your mom giving you weed and beer have to do with understanding autism?
Goddamnit this thread makes me remember how much I'm disappointing my father. Today he showed me his high school yearbook and I told him I wouldve showed him mine but I didn't bother getting one in highschool. He asked why and I told him that I really didn't have any friends. He asked if it was because I was fat and I told him yeah. Being obese really stopped me from making any friends. I've lost weight since graduating high school. But I'm in college now and he also asked me if I had friends. I told him that I had talked to two people in one of my classes but had not talked to anyone else all semester. He told me that he was shy but even with that he still talked with a lot more people than me. I told him that I wasn't shy and that I just don't get along well with other people. He said just try and find people with similar interests. He mentioned asking someone what video games they play and going from there, I told him that I don't like video games anymore and that I think most people who like them are autistic anyway. I also told him that the one girl I talked to he wouldn't want me hanging out with anyway because she smokes weed. He said just because she does doesn't mean I have to with her. He asked me if she was pretty and I said yeah and he told me to ask her out and I told her that she already has a boyfriend and he told me that until they're married it doesn't matter. Anyway my dad knows I'm a loser. I wonder how much it upset him when I told him that I just don't like people though.
My dad also wants me to stop doing drugs
>>25178871
>Entrepreneurial spirit
>Making mad dosh at the age of 12
>Letting all that go to waste by dropping out of highschool and going to jail
Get into sales m8. One of the few jobs where you don't need any special qualifications to break six figures if you're talented and willing to work.
>>25172105
This happened to my mom and she didn't get over her social anxiety until her mid 40's. I'm pretty sure her being a nervous wreck fucked me up too, not to say I didn't drop the ball too.
>>25187142
>don't need any special qualifications
>except sales talent
My mom noticed how I was really distant with my peers at the age of 4 during my early preschooler years. She later realized how I was also becoming victim of bullying and neglect with my teachers and peers all through my years of grade school to the point where I had to ask her to take me to therapy during my freshman year of HS becauae I wasn't feeling like myself anymore since I showed off signs of depression and anxiety. My cousins and family members also picked off these signs and noticed how quiet and serious I was.
Even today I prefer to keep to myself but only my mom and dad understand because of a chemical inbalance I had as a infant due to a high ever seizure. I don't mind, people are boring and risky to trust anyways.
i guess this is a parent's feels thread.
my dad yesterday called me a waste of space when i lost my job two weeks ago due to taking off too much time for uni and refuse to try to get it back while also contributing nothing to the house
what do you guy's do when your parent's literally tell you "when you move out, we're coming with you until we or you die"? Is this a thing with other cultures because i dont like it and i dont think its common
>>25180860
>"there's no shame in being alone, they're normal people as well"
Never
>>25179771
sometimes not doing something is better than bailing out your kid, but if its a situation that calls for your parent's then i'd understand, but you cannot count on them to help you out with every problem you encounter
>>25181001
holy fuck you just can't make this shit up
>>25188286
Tell him to fuck off. You don't have to take that shit from anyone anon. A supportive parent who was dissapointed that you lost your job would ask you when you're getting a new job and maybe recommend some places. Seriously, the next time they say some negative shit like that, tell the to fuck off with that bullshit and that they're being terrible parents. I wish I would have told mine that.
>>25186723
You want me to pretend I'm someone I'm not? I thought you were supposed to just be yourself.
>>25169389
>be 22
>all dad ever says is "get a job"
>doesn't give a quarter of a millionth of a fuck that i dont have any friends or girlfriend or that i spend 23 hours in my room
>>25181454
No I hate that bleep shit. It's disgusting and it hurts my ears.
>>25189261
i am not asking you to change anything, just pointing out there may be a good reason you get the same reaction from everyone. if you are happy with yourself and your life, then there is no reason to change. if you are not happy, then you might want to consider making changes that might make you more happy.
My mother, being a reclusive NEET herself, just rolled with it.
>>25189340
kek same here
>dad was never around while i was growing up, he was always out working
>mom loved me too much
>basically raised by the computer
>pretty socially autistic, but i dont care because i dont talk to people either
>now 24
>dad tells me to get a job all the time
>dont have any skills, HS dropout
>mom tells dad to let me do what i want, i'll do something one day that'll land me on a fat sack of cash
whos dad here would give them ABSOLUTELY NO ADVICE regarding anything even relavant to your life
>>25188925
They didn't help me when I was getting horribly bullied and that fucked me up for life. I spend mt adolescence being terrified of people and thinking myself unable to do anything because my bullies called me disgusting and repulsive, they said no one would ever want me and that I was too much of a dumb disgusting shit to ever do accomplish anything. My parents didn't intervene the way I wanted, they just told me to ignore but I couldn't ignore them, I am weak and the things they said my brain kept repeating 24/7 it still repeats them now. So I ended up believing my bullies 100%. They were right afterall.
Since I was 9, the teacher called my mom to tell her I didn't had any friends and my behavior was antisocial, my mom started to worry and took me to see a psychologist, nothing changed, she doesn't question me anymore though, she just accepted the way I am.
>>25189533
this is one of those situations i was talking about, how to handle bullies is a father's job to teach his son
>>25189380
Do you want me to be myself or do you want me to be someone I'm not? Make up your mind. I am stupid and inferior. It hurts, but that's who I am. When I am being stupid and inferior I'm just being myself.
>>25189581
I'm a daughter tho.
>>25189614
even more so, should've punched the little cunt in her eyes
>>25170926
Other than the convention bit are you me?
>>25189595
>I am stupid and inferior.
Aha! Then that must explain why this happens:
>they always look at me like I'm stupid and inferior
...because you are!
Another /r9k/ mystery solved!
Junior year.
>you're almost 17, what are you going to do with your life?
I remember those exact words.
I mumbled something and went off to my room.
>>25187370
Dude, you have autism
>Seizures (epilepsy) can be a precursor to autism
>Exteneky serious, little emotion
>Didn't care about socializing
>>25172126
you are the poster child for those anti-weed commercials
>yfw they were true
>>25189517
Here.
All the more frustrating that he always bothers me about the dumbest shit, while I'm struggling terribly through HS and Uni without anything close a friend because I'm hideous and poor.
>>25180150
I'm sorry to hear that man.
>>25169389
Around 13, my mom asked if I was gay. I told her no, but that I wasn't attracted to girls either (which was true, at 13 they were all being ruined by puberty). I'd say peak worrying was around the time I dropped out of college, so 19 or so. She's gotten used to my state though, and we're cool now. She went to a bar recently and when she came back she told me she understands why I don't date (20-somethings are all terrible).
>dad riding my ass all the time about not being social
>especially about not having a GF or being interested in them
>finally tell him "dad I think I have anger issues"
>tell him how I get so pissed when I'm around people I think are stupid
>I just want to start screaming and telling them how fucking stupid they are and beat them with a fucking brick
>tell him I see my friends in these relationships where their GF treats them like shit and they scream at each other all the time
>tell him I'm 98% positive if I were in that situation I would lose myself and beat her to death
>tell him I think I'm better off being a longer, I don't know why I feel so enraged over minor things
>he has left me alone after that conversation
be edgy, they buy it
>>25190035
>dad riding my ass all the time
Wut
>>25190064
euphemism for bothering me, don't read too much into it
Towards working all I said was the day I have to do absolutely nothing, except live a job I do not want to do every waking moment, is the day that I take a bullet to the head.
>>25190229
They said:
>What are you going to do when we die?
I said:
>Since you failed by having me and are not rich, I am obviously going to do what I said, but for now I will enjoy myself doing what I like to do.
I would write more about how messed up my family is, but I don't want to give anything away to identify us.
>>25170753
29 yo NEET living with my mother, I'm not a virgin at least.
>>25185183
>Be a complete fuck up
>Have brothers who are even worse off
>Treated like the good one
>brother is autistic, actually sonic obsessed level autism who interrupts everyone and is unable to do anything on hsi own
>sister is in a wheelchair
>both have a rare condition that basically means they have extreme dietary needs
>I'm completely free of any health conditions apart from maybe mild depression and go to a good Uni and keep fit while staying clear of everyone
all my relatives love me and see me as the shining star of my family whose "has it tough" due to the circumstances of my family. no matter how much I fuck up at the end of the day I'm at one of the best Unis in my country and am the young, fresh, rosy cheeked smart, well behaved nephew who they back any day if my parents talk shit, feels good man
>>25185183
>>25190671
OP of >>25190776 - meant to reply you two guys, glad im not alone
>>25169488
Jack I know this is you faggot.
Stop smoking so much weed and diet. Focus on school you dingus.
>>25169389
My parents were abusive and would beat me all the time, so I spent age 6-18 in the shit-tier foster care system. I haven't seen them in years and I would never even want to. I really don't give a shit about what they would think anyway, I just hope they're both dead now.
>big family
>2 older sisters
>2 little brothers
>older sisters left to high ranking universities when I was in highschool
>oldest son
>pressure to succeed
>spent highschool awkwardly
>was a trombone in marching band
>mid tier grades
>friends always thought I was smart
>no faith in myself
>no confidence in approaching women
>2013
>be intense sperglord robot fag
>decided in senior year of highschool to apply myself at math
>felt like that was all I could do
>started intentionally people watching to gain social skills
>got accepted into high-tier school based on exam scores
>projected new image of myself in college
>stopped browsing robot nine-thousand and kek
>went full /sci/
You have to get out of the trap anons. Being a robot is a sad life. You can get out of this. You have a chance at being actually happy
>>25170753
in australia the chance of finding a place you can afford in your 20's is fucking minimal.
>19 last year
>met a girl online, we roleplay on steam everyday and casually sext/skype
>living with my mom
>mom has breast cancer
>we find out we have enough airmiles to pay for as much as a plane ticket
>got a flight for girl to come stay with us come christmas till new years
>get her gifts, take her to the movies, make the bed everyday and make/buy her breakfast lunch and dinner
>turns out in real life she's bigger than she seemed
>fucking short hamplanet with terrible acne
>didn't realize that she somehow was doctoring herself before every skype call
>never says thank you or offers to pay for anything
>didn't bring any christmas presents
>knew about my mom's condition, could care less
>never outright refused to kiss me, but any signs of affection would only be christian sidehugs and pats on the back
We had three bedrooms in the house, my mom's room, my room, and the guest room
>insists on sleeping in the guest room
>tried sleeping in the same bed with her on the first night, couldn't do it
>ended up sneaking back to my room and lying come the next morning that i wanted to go draw or something
>she flicks on the light and opens the door, then just stands there staring at me wordlessly
>later, asked her jokingly why she didn't get me any presents and if it was because I was bad this year
>complains that what I asked for/hinted at wanting was too expensive
>too
>expensive
VOLUME ONE OF CABLE AND DEADPOOL IS WHAT I ASKED FOR.
part 1
>never been talked to or pressured into socializing/dating
>tfw brother basically takes over the role of continuing the family name or whatever the fuck the point of it is
>Tfw they just don't really care and know I'm a lost cause from the very beginning
I think this a good thing.
>>25191219
part deux ; why I'm posting this here
>mom asks me to come help her with something one night to get me away from the girl, I was watching her play super mario sunshine or something
>mom asks me with a concerned face if I'm inviting her again next year
>say no and that I'm gonna break up with her soon after the holidays because of how rude she's been
>Mom says with tears in her eyes that she's proud of me for trying
I may just be the biggest cuck on the face of the earth. I hate women.
>only child
>family decides to put pressure on me to be successful
>as a result unable to do anything social during childhood
>still turn out quite successful financially at least
>"anon why don't you have a gf yet"
>mfw I just said I have a phobia of women and hate them
>>25175732
no,they don't understand how it is being young autistic weeaboo faggot.
>tfw mum never let me hang out with my friends during highschool
>tfw asexual
>tfw asian parents don't understand any other sexuality than straight
>tfw keep asking if im gay
>tell them im not
>whenever im with my dad and a cute girl walks past he asks for my opinion
>sister is really beautiful and goes out a lot and has a lot of friends
>younger brother is a social retard like me
>didnt do well at school neither did my sister
>keep putting all this pressure on my little brother because he's their last chance
god damnit dad, i don't want to talk about girls with you, it's fuckin awkward
>be me
>be 21
>fat ugly loner with 0 friends
>start working out
>lose almost 50% of my bodyweight in less than a year
>get hospitalized into mental institution
>70% of the people are robots or fembots
>nothing wrong with them just depressed as fuck
>we all become friends
>start meeting up and party sometimes after we are released
>dad asks me why im never home
>DID YOU JOIN ISIS?
my face when im becoming a normie and my dad is complaining
>>25172695
hehe, I've pulled this exact gag for THIRTY YEARS! they think I got married and moved to Toronto but really I just get shitfaced and go to sleep under the bridge by the train tracks. g-goofed ya hard, huh mom?
I don't think my dad really loves me. Well, I am not 100% sure. But here we go. My dad clearly always wanted a sport oriented son. I have one other sibling, a sister, and my parents failed to have kids multiple times, with miscarriages. My sister never really liked sports, and when my dad had me, I think he hoped I would be this kid that would want to play baseball all day outside with him. That wasn't the case. My Dad had a shitty life, and I honestly think he has some sort of autism. My mom is completely normal, but is really stupid for marrying him. She often talks about how he was "different before we had kids". He for some reason likes my sister to suffer, she is currently pore and my dad keeps making her struggle in life even though she is depressed, hates life and can barely pay for a taxi. Life fucked her over, and my turn will come next. My dad always harassed me, and is a total autist. That is besides the point. I think my dad used to really like me when I was young. I remember him being very fond of me, and now he just harasses me about how my life is boring and how I am useless. He did this same thing to my sister too. The worst part is, my mom knows that he is awful too, but she doesn't do anything about it. It's a lost cause and he makes me hate life. I wish he wasn't my father. I want someone who would care for me, and would understand. I also wish he would care about my sister. I feel really bad for her, and being 13, I try to help her out as much as possible. It just isn't easy. Here goes for another depression filled night. I also have nobody to help me through this shit. Oh well. Just hoping I don't kill myself by the time my dad fucks me over like he did with my sister.
>>25191390
fuck this gives me hope. what were you hospitalized for?
>>25191430
>13
You type like you're thirteen. Fuck off.
>>25173776
true that. when I was 10 the same thing happened to me and my best friend, there was this small cluster of evergreens and if you pulled a branch aside, there was this enclosed space with a bed of soft pine needles on the ground. we'd go there and just hang out and when we got a little older we'd smoke cigarettes he stole from his grandpa. so comfy.
anyway, one day we went back and there was an enormous pile of trash, chip bags and bottles, a bunch of shit directly in the middle of the room, and laying next to it was a wet hustler magazine. from that day on there were always high schoolers in there drinking or taking girls back there. I guess it wasn't all bad, i learned to fap from that magazine.
>>25169389
I'm 23 now. Graduated uni this past April and had a job every summer, also worked full time during a gap year.
My bank account has just hit the big zero and I live with my parents. I've been spending most of the four months in my room playing vidya.
>mom comes into room and sees me inspecting old war hammer
>"please don't tell me you're going to be one of those guys with these silly hobbies into his 30s"
Dad gets home from 3 month business trip
>hey buddy what you been doing
>not much just looking for a job and hanging out
>have you been going out at all?
>not really
>you're telling me you've been inside the past 3 months?
>pretty much
>... don't you want to be going out and kissing chicks or something?
Also
>18 at the time
>Friday night
>mlg sc2 red and blue streams up
>shell out 15 dollarydoos for my weekend of entertainment
>dad asks me what I'm up to for the weekend
>tell him
>...really?
The goddamn look on his face was a mix between disgust and pity
>>25170926
You seem like a pretty okay guy.
>>25170753
Thats kinda funny, in Straya, generally you move out after uni. I'd say it's about 60/40 people staying and moving out
>>25186012
imma have to second this anon
>>25171488
I know these feels all too well brochacho
>>25184978
ordering russian knockoff cigarettes online and selling them for double what you paid?
>>25169389
When I was a kid I was terrified of bugs and would see them on everything. The walls, the ceiling, myself, everything. I'd feel them when they touched me to make things worse. I'd just lose my shit and cry and scream.
I was put on pills, which helped for a time. Though one night was particularly bad and I see a huge spider come from the doorway into the room, across the room, and onto the bed going straight for me. In the process it brushed my leg and I flipped my shit and can't remember what next.
I no longer really fear much of anything because I'm incredibly apathetic and arrogant but since that I've developed a multitude of problems. It'll make me sound like a special fag but I've never been normal and have gotten flak for it since for almost ever.
>>25179050
damn you are every parent's worst nightmare.
>>25179061
your dad is a fucking idiot getting married isn't for everyone and having kids is definitely something that not everyone should do.
>>25191350
why are asian kids so autistic? it's fucking sad
>>25169389
I'm just going to take the time to tell this story
>be 12/13
>go see a movie with my mum
>have only ever been to movies alone or with my mum
>while in line for tickets I see a girl I have a crush on
>she's with a big group of people from school
>never even knew that people saw eachother outside of school
That day blew my mind
>>25191448
did push ups and sit ups till i passed out
lost around 130lbs in 8 months
had to get surgery because my gall bladder couldnt take it
also depressed as fuck and never talked to anyone
my employer sent me there because people were afraid of me
>tfw i started talking in the hospital and the people instantly liked me
>tfw grills hitting on me
>>25191564
My lols
My dad is sucha fucking failure at life that he barely questions why i'm one either. My mother is the same way. They both live with their parents, don't have actual careers etc.
>>25191673
Your parents live with their parents?
Holy shit, that's bleak.
>>25172640
Cutting has got to be the most autistic form of stimming
At least just flap your hands until they go numb or some shit
My mom subtly hints every once and a while that i should go outside more.
On weekends i hang out with my other loser neet friends. Of course my parents dislike them because they aren't the type of friends to bring me success or ambition. So every once and a while i lie and say i'm going out to a party.
My parents are such Chads they are in denial about my life and think I have made a conscious decision to stay inside and do nothing with my life.
I'm pretty sure my whole family thinks I'm mentally disabled and won't mention it.
>>25180717
I hate it but I've spent many a night in the walmart parking lot, eating food, listening to tunes and staying high. It was nice sometimes.
>>25191731
Yeah it's pretty hard to feel good about life when your parents barely got anywhere in it themselves but eh
>>25172105
This.
If there are parents on this thread right now, don't do this to your child. This action make them more angry/distant to you
>tfw my 'parents knew all along
>tfw they was pretending not to
wish them niggaplayas would hav been str8 up with me tho. but it's all good. i am that i am.
>>25172176
It's likely they're normies
>>25176561
I was an autist from the beginning so he wasn't surprised but he always thought I'd magically grow out of it in my teens like my mom. I think he accepted the fact that he has a loser son by now.
>>25180123
There's some good non franchise instrumental tracks and bands around. Aurelio Voltaire has a good mix of funny and parodically edgy songs
Mother side
>your doing great!
>making progress!
>stay as long as you need to, youll do great we will help you with whatever you need
Fathers side
>you're 25 why dont you have a stable income a house and 3 kids yet
>stop leeching off us
>look at your step brother he is doing it right!!
25, graduated uni at 23, had a shitty string of 9-5 jobs at 24 that ended in a depressed episode, and NEET for a year living with my mothers side making pennies off ebay.
Fucking hate my fathers side. I only stayed with them for a few months, even paid rent, and somehow I was a leech. I actually feel worse because of how nice my mothers side is to me when I am clearly a failure.
>>25186811
>even an apartment
Get on swedish level, $500000 for entry-level apartments.
>>25192026
I feel sorry for Euros. Here in America housing is still at least relatively cheap and it's only going to get better simply because we actually have space to build shit in. Meanwhile parts of Europe and places like Japan are just running out of room.
My mom forced me to see a psychiatrist a handful of times during elementary and middle school. I hated the fact I was singled out as being different and forced to go see a doctor to make me normal. I just wanted to be me and she made me take anti depressants to try and make me more normal (she suffered from recurring depression), and trying to make me see a shrink, where I just sat there saying nothing and waiting to leave. It was humiliating and people found out at school, which singled me out from everybody already.
It's not even just video games, I was just a shy kid that didn't want to come out of his shell.
>>25172105
Fuck this shit made me mad as a pasty
>raised by single mother
>never lets me go out to hang out with friends
>have to give her hourly reports if I do
>she was afraid I was going to do drugs and drink
>I was fucking 13 and all we did was play shit on Xbox
>have to move to a different town
>socially inept
>try to hang out with some friends
>mom smells tobacco on my clothes
>refuse me to hang out ever again
>eventually friends stop trying to hang out with me
>spend all my free time on PC
>years pass and I have no friends, no gf
>she has the nerve to keep bothering about me hanging out with friends and having a gf now that I'm 18 instead of sitting at home
>completely oblivious to her behavior in the past
Fucking cunt, fuck you mom
>>25191750
>Of course my parents dislike them because they aren't the type of friends to bring me success or ambition
So they really just want to satisfy their egos by having a 'successful' child.
>this fucking thread
I feel for all you bros
It really sucks to be taken the chance of having a normal social life by shitty parents.
>>25171488
>scared of being in a room with a girl
What about a tranny?
>>25192159
>My mom forced me to see a psychiatrist
Same, went with my mom for a total of 2 times, first it was a psychologist, then a psychiatrist. She gave me a perscription for pills, for shit like bipolar disorder, mania, that sort of stuff. Don't have any of that shit, but what do expect from psychiatrists? That's exactly what they do. Not the first time my mom has tried to do something like this, but whenever she tries to break me out of my ways she gives up in like a week, at most.
I'll die before I change.
>>25190064
Are you Fucking baiting me?
How could you have not gotten that sentence?
>>25191106
dude normie advice rofl lmao
>>25180081
you asshat, it's a first world life
first world lives are valuable.
>>25186866
ask his gf for a birthday quickie
My parents are fucking weirdos that used to be hippie drug addicts.
My mom tries to tell me that I'm single because I try to hard to be "normal" and not stand out and that I'd be super successful if I just let my weirdness run wild.
>>25192026
if housing is that expensive where do all the shitskin immigrants live
>tfw been NEET since 2001 when I had a mental breakdown in 10th grade
Kill me now family.
Nobody seemed to ever care how much of a introverted autist I was becoming and my weight ballooning to 300 pounds at 16.
>>25193202
your mum is invested in the long-term lulz
>>25193202
Could be true anon, could be true.
>>25191189
>>25191551
23yo ausfag, moved out when i was 18. worked for 4 years and now at uni.
it's tough but not impossible. i work as a cleaner and get youth allowance.
>>25172216
"good fap beats a bad fuck"
plus my right hand doesn't cost money to maintain, bitch at me about my left hand behind it's back, insist i put the toilet seat down when i'm done pissing and doesn't mind if i jizz on it.
women, man.
>>25173474
>>25178467
>live lone
>23
>studying
>have a cat
>who needs friends
>>25172640
i'd still pound you
>Mom talking to friend about grandchildren
>Brings up wanting some
>Talks about me
>"he probably has lots of internet babies"
Thanks mom.
>>25169389
Do parents think these things happen automatically?
It used to be these things were prearranged and prepared.
>Our parents wonder why we grow up isolated.
We live in a world where our parents wrote ridiculous overly philosophical laws regarding how to spend our own money, and sacrificed our rights, and put us in debt, then threw us to the education system and babysitters and other strangers and LEFT us isolated...
...and they fucking wonder why we ACT that way.
>24yo kissless virgin
>8/10 face
>2 years of gym
>decent job
>"Why don't you have a girlfriend?"
Because i want to be alone with my anime and vidya.
The only interaction I've had with my parents was them restricting what I'm doing (no fun allowed) and punishing me. I've never had a full conversation with either of them until I was out of college and they "missed" me.
>>25193202
She's right. It's just that your weirdness might not be what she has in mind.
>>25194046
>It used to be these things were prearranged and prepared.
no they weren't
even in india with its arranged marriages and caste system, arranged marriages were largely a concern of the upper classes only, and were political in nature, not something to enable NEET shittery (the same shit went on in feudal europe, you just hear less about it for some reason)
>>25194093
>massive ego
>gym + job =personality
take another look at yourself
>not very smart
>being asian means everyone thinks you're smart
>being korean means everyone thinks you're good at starcraft. (I liked shooters better)
>doesn't help that i just have this magical power of fluking tests
>i was the kid that pissed off the teachers surprisingly
>i wish i wasn't asian
Now i plan on joining the army because what else can i do?
>>25179932
i'm sorry you've had to go through that anon
>>25189614
the only place i'd bully you is in the sack
>>25194410
the military is a bad choice for people who are joining it to escape from something. it's not any more stressful than any other job unless you're actually a grunt going to war (i.e. literally <10% of any modern force), but you won't find what you're looking for.
t. navy reservist who joined to escape things and is a hypocrite who did find what I was looking for, but only because what I was looking for was the money to move out of home. it has not solved any of my other emotional issues and if anything exacerbates them a lot
>>25194461
thats a qt slowpoke
>>25189517
Yeah basically. I have no one to blame though because it was the same for all of my other siblings and they're all doing fine. Now I'm the only one living at home and things are slowly getting tenser although no one has openly said anything about the big elephant in the room that didn't pass high school while all the other elephants have jobs and lives.
>>25194502
What if i'm joining because i have nothing else to do?
>mfw so stupid i have to look in the dictionary for words many other people know lel
>>25181001
Anon......what the fuck man
>>25194534
you'll still probably have a bad time if you are genuinely dumb because there's a lot of book lernin' to do before you're allowed to touch anything
it's an ok job though, keep it in mind if you want. i'd recommend it tbqh
>>25181001
Yeah anon, show those filthy normies who's boss.
>>25194542
>well one thing i actually know how to do is how to handle an ar15...
>>25194502
thanks anon. drew it for a drawthread but because Fapple doesn't assign metadata right away all of my pictures are fucking SIDEWAYS
>dad has 5 siblings
>2 dead no kids
>other 3 had kids but no boys
>grandma put on her will that the only boy child will end up inheriting everything she had and owned when he gets married
>dads siblings fight over the lands and shit
>dad ens up getting mad as fuck for me for being a social reject who could have it all set him for life if i just found a girl
>all cousins from dads side try to hook me up with their friends and shit on every family conventions and try to push me towards rither some hamplanet or some dumber then my left foot boot gal
>all i care about is working, playing vidya and drinking
>tfw this all is happening in finland and its christmas so i have to see them all tommorrow and still no gf
Family is suffering
>>25194565
no one cares and basic shooting scores/drills are according to what they want
you'll have an easier time in that one part of boot but that's basically it
if you like shooting, though, you could find some purpose in your life by joining a shooting team and doing competitions
>>25194607
That... doesn't actually sound too bad
>>25171488
>those dubs
Master race confitrmed
>>25171488
>1488
Good job, m8
>>25182538
This is why I bought myself an Ariana grade poster and a poster with a few models. Now my parents stopped with that "son are you gay" shit
>>25172640
>cutting
Edgy as fuck. >>>/tumblr/
>>25194746
Why they even think you are gay?
>>25185183
you are aware that they will continually increase pressure when they realize that you are the only one able to make decent grandkids?
When my mom caught me drowning birds in the pool when I was 10.
>perfect life
>parents separated when i was 7
>bullied at new school
>parents back together, life's swell
>separate again permanently
>bullied relentlessly at new school again
>enter high school
>bullied
>around year 11 and 12 all of the bullies drop out because too stupid
>damage is already done. depressed, anxious, unable to concentrate
>barely pass school
>make poor decisions after graduating. began full time work instead of going to uni
>thought material possessions would help me with my life
>got myself into debt over material possessions.
>be now
>be 23
>declared bankrupt
>picking up the pieces, trying to make something of myself
>still depressed, self conscious, anxious, medicated
>failed all but two engineering classes for the year
>can't decide how to proceed with my life knowing i'm capable of so much more than what i've achieved
no one seems to understand when i tell them i feel so old.
>>25194843
>>parents separated when i was 7
>>bullied at new school
>>parents back together, life's swell
>>separate again permanently
>>bullied relentlessly at new school again
Wait, you were bullied because your parents split? Where do you live?
>>25194891
i'm from Australia. that was just one of the many things i was bullied for:
>being an outcast
>not being athletic
>hitting puberty later than others
>getting fat when hitting puberty
>anger issues
>poorfag. lived with dad in caravan for 4 years
>not into drugs or alcohol
etc etc
My parents are concerned that im a closet gay
>Never have a gf
>stay at friends house one night
>stay up all night playing vidya
>on an uncomfortable chair the whole time
>ass is in pain from it the next morning
>get home
>dad notices im moving awkwardly, asks why
>"Yeah my ass just kinda hurts from last night but im find"
>"o-oh, ok son..."
>go to my room
>immediately realise what I just said
>dad and mother now thinks im my friends fuckboi
>liked videogames when I was younger
>started to hang out with some upperclassmen in high school
>most of them happened to be gay but liked the same stuff as me
>parents thought I was gay because I'd hang out with a bunch of homos (of the opposite sex) with great taste in videogames
Also being dirt poor and raised by an old-fashioned family messed things up a lot too. I had to beg my parents to buy Microsoft Word so I could do schoolwork and we used dial-up internet until 2011 or so. Before that I also brought in a floppy disc to school to save my work and found out that they weren't used for saving computer stuff.
>>25172302
not in any civilized country.
>>25194908
>brought in floppy discs
I know you werent, but you must have looked like the biggest hipster bitch in the world
>>25190008
>at 13 they were all being ruined by puberty
how does a girl get ruined by puberty?
>eating at restuaraunt with family
>mum asks why i never go outside and meet up with friends
>"i-it's easier online"
>dad says 'but you don't have any friends'
>mfw i realise he's right
>tfw dad asks if I'm gay every once in a while
>"it's okay to be gay, son, I'll still love you for who you are"
>straight as an arrow, just never talk to anyone or have friends/girls over
>>25191283
at least you tried anon. it's a shame you can't throw the slappa out on her ass. you swung, you missed.
>>25195044
Yeah with my CD walkman to boot
I'm glad my vidya friends showed me down the right path.
>>25193450
Holy shit you're as old as me. I've only been NEET since 2006 though
Anyone else dislike their parents, even though they've been nothing but supportive and loving?
I wouldn't say it to their face but I can't forgive them for bringing me into the world in the first place. My life is just one cringey moment after another, at least if it involves other people. I can't stand it.
>>25195084
Crazy that sucking dick is actually more preferable to normies than being a loner.
mfw neet for the next month and hating it.
letting myself go
barely eating
on chans all day/sleeping/autistic 'idle games' online
>>25193566
>>25193572
>>25194123
In her head, my weirdness is cool and edgy and I'm an expert on all kinds of things and speak foreign languages etc etc.
In real life, I'm an autist who obsessively researches stupid trivia and a weeaboo, and when I was younger I DID try going without a facade and it lead to being ridiculed, ostracized, and beat up.
>>25195261
living the dream anonsy
>>25195241
>tfw dad would prefer if I were a literal faggot than a loner
Probably when I had a breakdown senior year and switched schools
I still partied and did kinda normie things for a few months at the new school, so I hope that helped
They still don't know I'mtransthough so the big hey I'm not normal reveal hasn't come yet
>>25195310
in which country do you reside, anon?
>>25195318
Midwest of the us
>>25194754
>no gf
thats why
>>25172105
I would probably be a normie if it wasn't for this.
I still live with my parents at age 24, but my job requires me to travel alot so its useless to get my own place and spend two days of the month in it..
>>25180923
>>drunken grandma cuts in and starts telling them that I'm not getting married because I know there's no benefit to it for men anymore
Cool grandma.
>>25180977
Post it. Is there a screenshot or something?
>>25179306
My father bought me a book about that shit when I was ~13 and had no friends
I still have no friends but at least they mostly leave me alone about it now
>>25183015
Because pain and pleasure and not two mutually exclusive things. One can find pleausre in pain, or displeasure
>>25190064
>2015
>not letting your father ride your ass
>>25195518
What's your job? Do you work in the travel industry or something?
>>25191106
why the fuck are you here then?
>am aspie
>andtrans
i could probably deal with one but not both
>>25169389
I ask them what I should do instead. When they then suggest me that i should find a job, I tell them that I dont know what to do with the money. When they suggest me to do something with some friends, I tell them I dont have any. And so on.
>>25186957
That's the only way to fucking relax.
>>25198286
hey me too anonwe should go out
>"any good girls there, son?"
>"n-nah not really haha"
>"really?"
>"y-yeah"
My dad thinks I'm gay, but I really just want to kill myself.
>>25170693
If it makes you feel any better, my dad lived with his mum until he was 32 (he did have own a pub though)
>>25198440
do people know
This thread explains all the wagecuck threads
>>25198492
some of my siblings do, but i havent outed to my parents or anything yet
>>25193959
>Every time, I hear this groove
>It makes me wanna move
>Must be the feeling, it brings to you
>That makes you feel what to do
Great song, senpai.
My dad has been calling me a faggot since I was like 8 because I hated sports.
>>25198535
how do you deal with people knowing
don't they think you're a faggot ?I'm serious not trying to be mean
I'm so much like my dad that it scares the shit out of me. They don't actually give me a hard time, they always tell me it'll work out eventually like it did for them and that I should stop worrying so much and cheer up.
What they don't understand is that things aren't like they were 30-40 years ago, great jobs don't just fall into your lap anymore, and it's much harder for an unpopular beta guy to find a woman worth dating or marrying who will give him the time of day.
>>25178845
Jump off a tall building faggot
>>25198639
im from a fairly liberal family and its 2015 so they're cool with it, most of my siblings are in college for art/theater stuff so they've got lgbt friends there anyways id assume
people can be surprisingly understanding anon, you just have to give them a chance
>You sure you're okay? You seem kind of off. Are you kind of... um... altered?
No mom, I'm totally fine, just had a cider, that's all, I'm not popping benzo's like candy or anything, that's nothing you need to worry about.
>>25170796
>I say "because the stress I get from going outside and talking to people is more than the joy/pleasure I get from being with someone"
Holy shit that describes me so well. I want a normal life / gf etc in abstract but the amount of effort it takes for me to even have a platonic positive interaction with a woman is far too much.
>25 and mom wants grandchildren, my brother is a wageslavemckek still lives with them at 24
>My life is fucked up, yet I meet females
> with my current and future lifemate
>Brother 24 kissless virgin
>Brother is spaghetti around women
>Mom says "Why can't you be like Anon and meet a girl?"
My brother works a stable job, but I'm a NEET and have seks, and meet women. There's sweet justice here.
>>25198697
don't you feel ashamed for being that way though ?
>be 29
>be single
>be unemployed community college student
And I'm the "successful" brother. Man, my parents fucked up.
>>25189366
I'm sorry you have autism anon, it seems like an awful condition
>>25198806
sometimes i do but its a back and forth thing, do you need someone to talk to about it?
>>25169389
Probably around high school.
I never went out with friends in high school, not even once.
Bad thing is that they thought I had no friends or people to talk to whatsoever, but this wasn't accurate, most people liked me and talked to me in high school, I just didn't go out because I was too bored and people rarely ever told me to go out with them.
Back then they would be angry at me for not going out, now they are mostly joking about it.
In my defense, I go out with some friends from uni, like once per 2-3 months.
>>25198998
i don't think it would do much good since I just complain about stuff
>>25194285
Not him but fuck are you going on about
>>25170796
I can't believe some of you actually tell the truth to your parents, I would lie or avoid answering, it's more gentle for them and less embarrasing for me
Why don't we just hang out with each other rowboats? If I made some sort of app or website where robots could network (would obviously work on an invite basis) would you guys be interested?
>>25171586
>You'll find that parents are only concerned about your future if you live with them and they can't use you for money.
You'll find the anyone is concerned about your future if you leach off them and they can't count on being paid back ever
>>25198817
hows your brother
>>25169488
GODAMMIT JACK
>>25193408
they're that expensive because the government seized all the surplus housing to provide subsidized housing to immigrants :^)
>>25199366
actually a good idea. If u r serious, start a thread about it, and all app developers here can volunteer via github or something
>>25199021
I had friends that invited me out to drink and stuff too, one guy that I was good friends with invited me to his 18th birthday and then to a new year's eve party but I didn't go. I mean, what the hell would I do there? I'm not one to drink excessively.
>>25195054
acne
>>25179050
Wow, man. You must have been bullied pretty bad to act like that much of a dick
>>25195229
Yeah, I don't know what the fuck is up, their simple nice people but whenever they talk to me I just feel angry. And I hate myself for it
>>25169389
They've done that since I was 9 years old. They were only complaining, never doing anything about it. I'm pretty bad with people I guess but I still joined the army at 19 to get away from home. Today I'm 24 with own apartment and studying at a university. I often consider breaking all bonds to my family mainly to punish my parents.
>>25170796
ahh yes than fucking shitty non-chad life...
>>25180016
>Never heard anything and I never get out of the house.
They never have any cos ya never fuck off, ya dumb biscuit
>>25179959
>sex addict
>>25172126
kill yourself stoner scum.
>>25179739
>Getting kinda tired of it to be honest.
make a move on your mum
>>25199835
>girl
>acne
even if, who gives a shit?
>>25180923
red pilled grandma
>>25169389
When I was around 13-14 I played lots of RPGs from the RPG Maker scene and from SNES emulators. I didn't really go out much.
> Got invited to a party
> Dad gets excited and happy to see I'll have some human interaction
> The party is on north of town
> On that same day there's the grand opening of a huge fucking mall in that region
> Traffic everywhere
> Get past the turning point we had to make to reach the place
> Get lost, get back in traffic
> Never made it to the party
He was genuinely let down and felt bad that I couldn't made it there. Weirdest thing is I got invited because the birthday person thought I danced, wtf.
>>25170796
This is a very good description of how it is.
>>25180058
lol
'We hit you our hardest, anon. Y u no turn out good?'
>>25180150
I'm not sorry to hear that - That means you have a hope of being happy. Fucking get out there you big dumb bitch. Live your fucking life before I make you swallow my salty cum dust. REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe
>>25196679
this ples. and a merry christmas
>>25180155
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>>25200230
>not knowing the meme
When will the reddit end?
>>25178703
Same senpai
>tfw mom is massive weeb
>bought me new anime box collection every birthday
>Found 4chan and /a/ on her laptop sometime when i was 14
>We laugh at normies every weekend
>She has a Daki
best mom ever desu.
>>25191350
My Dad is dead, I wish he was around so we could joke about girls like that.
>>25199389
26, high school dropout, never lived away from home, smokes weed all day, didn't get his driver's license until about 3 years ago (after he'd already had two major accidents driving without a license), is a "professional" musician and actually really good but makes almost zero money doing it because he's in a shitty band with his friends and won't leave them and find a better band, never had an actual paycheck in his life.
He also lost his virginity to a fat latina goth chick (he's never talked about it but my friends told me that he immediately came over in shock and got totally plastered right after it happened) and then had two girlfriends, both of whom he lost by treating like absolute shit, and I think I may have actually gotten laid more recently than him, which is pretty bad considering it's been 3 years for me.
>>25200000
i was 15 when they started questioning
>>25180492
Your parents sound like people who didn't get laid for a long period of their life - Bumping their uglies together was a HUGE deal for them because they got to do what the other kids have been doing for years. They want you to share their view of the world, because parents are like that and so they're gonna make things shitty for you until you get tied down and raped in the asshole while a man videotapes it. The point is, don't even try, man. I mean if there's such a massive weight difference between them anyway they'll need a crane soon.
>>25189517
I, that'd be me. I was raised by the internet.
>>25169389
this thread made me sad for you anons at first, but then a strange thing happened, the further down the thread I got the happier I became, it must be because I started realizing how much better my life is than the rest of you
23. Surprisingly not a virgin, have had gfs. Live at home but decent career prospects and holding down multiple jobs. Still get told I need a girlfriend. I can't be fucked with that shit anymore. I want to live alone and do what makes me happy.
My mum 'Wouldn't that be a bit of a monastic existence'
'What does that mean'
'Monk-like'
'It's cool. I'll just have sex with my hand'
'That's not what I meant, anon'
'But that's what monks do right?'
'Never mind, anon'
>tfw your mom tells you in that disappointed tone that she's come to terms with the fact that she'll never meet her own grandchildren.
>>25200602
OK GREAT HOPE IT MADE YOU HAPPY TO MAKE THIS COMMENT LOVE YOU BYE
>>25200255
fuck your gay script
im going accapella
>>25180486
Watch taxi driver and pay attention to the "every muscle must be tight" scene.
>>25180486
Also, spend some time in the wilderness. If you can get a copy of "Sigurd: Book of the Heroic Outlaw" you'll understand.
>>25181001
>Every weekend for the last 8 years my parents have put a fresh condom on my computer chair and another one on the table next to the front door. They told me 8 years ago when I was 22 to choose between a life and a computer life. I chose the computer, now I masturbate into that computer condom and they collect it in the morning before I wake up.
I LOVE IT GODDAMN R9K YES
>>25180972
oh man i can't wait until i shed my penis and become and old lady
I realised my parents had given up on me on christmas 2013, coming up to 2 year anniversary now
>Mom always brings down a stocking to my room during the night
>Does the same for my young sister and brother
>Doesn't bring me a stocking this year
>Brings me a note stuck to the door
>Simply says 'Sorry anon.. Santa checked his list, and checked it twice, but he didn't have a record of you because you haven't been outside for 3 years and are basically dead. You don't get christmas'
>Stay in my room all day so I don't ruin my families christmas
>Sneak out at night and eat some leftover chocolate and cookies
>Managed to find a blank piece of paper
>Dressed as santa and wrote my name on it 100 times while saying 'this is my year, santa will see me next year'
>went outside January 1st 2014
>hated it
>haven't been outside since
>>25172167
Nah, for some weird version I can't find images of it online. It's sort of a tanned body with a blue swimwuit. The small stand it comes with is on the shore of a beach.
>>25182124
Here, have another.
>>25189729
Huh, I never really thought people would have a similar situation to mine. I honestly though our family was the best kind of weird.
>>25191545
Thanks, anon.
>at family reunion
>old hag aunts tell me I'm so handsome and if I have a gf
>say yes
>they all are in shock and start calling me a liar
>pull out picture of us from my wallet
>still call me a liar
There is no winning with these people. They do this solely to mock you.
>>25169389
>be eating dinner 6months ago on a Friday night with parents
>dad describing usual boring work day
>stops talking randomly when he describes how someone's gf came in today
>"anon, do you have any girls you are interested in?"
>look up from phone at him
>"u-uh, no one at the moment just been busy with school and work"
>mom joins in
>"are you trying to find one?"
>"y-yes(lying), just haven't had any luck"
>dad: "you know anon there is some great girls your age at my work(upscale grocery store) that I could introduce you to
>"that's ok dad, I'll find one on my own"
>"we ok, but they are really nice girls son"
>"sure dad, I'll have to stop by sometime"
>finished eating shortly after and hid at the gym for at least 3 hours to ensure I wouldn't have to face my disappointed parents the rest of the evening
Week ago my mother asked me if Im gay.
Its over at this point right?
>>25178971
I thought kid diddlers had to be locked up in special prison sections since normal inmates will fucking kill them.
>>25200869
Keep trying my nigger
>>25200901
wow fuck your family man
>>25200983
>checking your phone during dinner
sorry, lost any sympathy I had for you
>>25169389
My parents don't bring it up anymore, but I'm sure the family will at christmas dinner.
>tfw elder sister is more succesful than me in every facet of life
>will always be compared to her achievements
>>25179125
Don't delude yourself. You're just a different type of loser to them.
>>25181001
I enjoyed this post but then I realized some sad fuck probably posted it on reddit already
>fuck up everything
>leave school
>neet it up for 5 years now
>always been the smartest kid in my family
>parents and other adults still think i know what im doing and that i will eventually study and get a good job whenever i feel like it
>>25194046
Parents are always normalfags. Simple as that
Both of my parents are socially awkward, it's a miracle they got together and made me in the first place. But because they were like me they understand.
I guess they hope that it will work out for me like it worked out for them but I very much doubt it.
Y'know this is bothering me.
>Britbong
>Kissless virgin.
>Prior to GCSEs (end of high school), was a shut-in, because I was scared of getting into trouble and stuff like that, blame shit parenting.
>Worked through GCSEs and was in love with a girl who I never even got to hug. Barely did anything social, spent almost everyday either working on school shit or playing games.
>Worked through A-levels (college), never got with a girl or did anything social outside of school because A-levels took that much fucking work (I picked hard A-levels).
>Currently working through uni, meaning I'll be busy for the next 4 years (maths Master's at a pretty high up uni).
>Planning to become an actuary, which means I've got 4-8 more years of exams after uni.
In short, I'll not have the time for girls for about the next decade and my mother already takes the time to regularly ask if I'm gay. What do?
>>25185765
does she flirt with you?
I don't have an exact moment but I'm almost 27 years old and my parents really don't see me being able to hold a job any time soon. I get NEETbux and live in an apartment shitposting and playing videogames all day. If I had to guess it was maybe after I tried running away from home and almost died trying to kill myself. I feel bad because I'm addicted to drugs and I can't stop and I still end up leeching off of my dad more than a 27 year old should. I just hope I can inherit my grandmother's gun and end it all before my parents can't support me anymore. I have probably one of the comfiest setups as far as being a NEETkek goes but my days are all terribly boring and the same.
>>25180642
if you sell 100/ng tabs for more than 10 bux you're a poopoo face
>tfw been hiding your powerlevel since starting college because your course is 96% women and everyday is tiring because I have to pretend to be a normal individual
>>25191283
>I may just be the biggest cuck on the face of the earth
>you tried
>you manned up and kicked her out of your life
you did good, anon
>>25201148
Just did desu senpai ;^)
The replies in this thread are basically just parents getting mad or dissapointed at their son for not being somewhat socially successful.
Like, niqga, its not our fault you werent able raise us as a fucking chad
>>25202282
From what I've noticed, all the social failures have single moms that coddle and restrict their son as a small child then suddenly completely stop caring about him during adolescence.
>>25191530
Don't give me the feelaroonis like that, I asked my parents for money for the HD stream for Anaheim I think. I loved sc2 so much. My friends would get together and play all the time. Then one of my friends moved away and never came on battlenet. I found out a few weeks ago he killed himself about a year ago.
I can't play that game any more even though lotv just came out I physically can't start a game ;_;
>>25179061
They should tell you to just be yourself instead.
>>25169488
Shape the fuck up jack.
>>25202332
Not that guy, but I'm a social failure and my parents are still married. My mom didn't just coddle me as a small child, but still does even though I'm 25 years old.
>>25203896
Did you have a lack of influence from your dad? Did he pay much attention to you?
>>25200199
It was a once a year meeting. I couldn't afford to go regularly on my NEETbux.
>>25200869
Fuck man, I can't imagine what that's like. Since when did parents think it's okay to just abandon their kids emotionally?
>>25203996
He paid a ton of attention to me. We played with toys, built LEGOs, played some baseball, played board games, played video games, went for walks together, etc. when I was a young kid.
For the most part, it was other kids I had trouble with, not my parents. Things really went bad for me overall when I hit puberty though. I started having extreme difficulty waking up, having severe panic attacks about going to school, basically sleeping through the first half of each school day, getting severely depressed, etc.
The one thing my parents may have done wrong was letting me quit school at 16, but I was pretty much making their life a living hell every school day morning for three years, so I don't really blame them.
I didn't want the NEET life, but it's just been the least miserable option for me and my parents. I'm just not cut out to do anything worthwhile with my life, and even if I could manage to get a horrible wageslave job, it would be a fate worse than death to me.
>>25185150
Hitler dubs?
parents have expectations but you're not obligated to live up to them. you should live the life you want to live. being an extrovert or a family man isn't for everyone. if that irritates your parents or disappoints them, fuck'em. it's not their life, it's yours. you gotta be you.
that's only if you're happy with the way you're living, though. if you're not happy with being an introvert neet or whatever, then maybe you should listen to their advice and look for help.
>>25204189
Today you will learn.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fourteen_Words
>>25169389
>coming up to 21st birthday
> Grandmother dies
>Family as a collective decide to plan funeral on my birthday
> Not in the mood to celebrate, get shit from family for not being social.
>later years family now forgets my birthday and remember it as the day grandmother was buried
>Slightly hurt, but not bothered with social life questions
>>25199208
eventually you get tired of it and just want them to fuck off
>>25204310
You've got a shitty family man
>>25189517
Yeah, he never talked to me about girls or friends or anything growing up, but one day free going through chic-fi-let drive through he yelled at me for not having a gf. When I was graduating high school he asked who I thought was the prettiest girl in the year book. I said idk and he said I should stop being scared he wouldn't tell them I liked them.
Fick him
>>25173991
At least you had the bAlls,to beat up your bullies.
>>25181001
>I chose the computer, now I masturbate into that computer condom and they collect it in the morning before I wake up.
mfw reading this fuckin sentence
>>25180186
Go back to reddit, who're count fembot
>>25170753
>Start worrying about it when you're like 30 and it hasnt changed
>tfw closer to 30 than 20 now
>still a failure
Fuck.
>>25172105
God damnit mom you ruined my life
>could never bring girls around my mother because she refuses to control her flatulence around my guests
Seriously I've never met anyone who farts as much as this bitch.
I'm also positive my mother doesn't know how to speak in an inside voice. She yells at everything lmao. I wish i was making this up
>>25201955
Why'd you go into gender studies senpai
>>25180492
why did you bring up your height and weight?
I'm honestly confused here, are you saying you hate your dad because hes short and skinny? thats fucking cold man.
>>25180923
Based grandma
>You have been muted for 4 seconds, because your comment was not original.
>>25189517
reporting in
atleast he doesnt nagg about gf's n shitt.
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